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"Psychologist?"

Wang Ge shook his head, "No, it's not a big problem."

He himself is very clear about his own situation.

There is no point in finding a psychologist.

He was born with the memory of his previous life, with rich experience and complete values.

But these cannot be seen, so he has been wearing thick disguise since he was born.

To disguise himself as a baby, to be held every day, to be fed by others for three meals a day, to sleep or be in a daze when bored, and even to be unable to excrete by himself.

This is absolutely unacceptable to an adult with a mature mentality, dignity and shame.

So he felt tortured and extremely painful.

And he received much attention during his infancy, so he had to be tense all the time. Most of the time, except for sleeping, he cried loudly.

Only in the dead of night could he look at the darkness outside the window and be himself for a short while.

At that time, as a baby who had just been born, what he thought most in his heart was: It would be better to die directly.

Since I have to travel through time, why do I have to start from the beginning? Can't I travel directly to high school or college?

Or think of a way to commit suicide? At least I won't suffer so much torture.

But his body is not developed, even if he has the idea of ​​suicide, he doesn't have the ability to commit suicide.

Bang his head against the wall? Let's not talk about whether he has the chance to hit it. Even if he has the chance, his body has no strength at all, and his bones are not developed. He can't even stand up, how can he hit it?

Bite his tongue to commit suicide? He doesn't even have teeth. Does he have to bite his tongue with his gums?

Cutting his wrists has a chance, but how can his parents let him touch a knife?

Human cubs are such weak creatures.

All he can do is accept reality and numbly pretend to be a baby.

Over time, he actually had some psychological problems.

Fortunately, as time passed, his body gradually developed and he was finally able to take care of himself.

He also gradually got used to disguise, and then he gradually got better.

But because he was still under the eyes of his parents, he couldn't take off his disguise to save himself, and could only try not to let the psychological problems expand.

After going to kindergarten, he was away from his parents and received less attention. He finally had the opportunity to take off his disguise for a short time and licked his wounds in a corner alone.

But this was regarded as being withdrawn, which made his parents worried for a while and even found a psychologist for him.

Helplessly, he had to put on his disguise again, showing an innocent smile, and playing with those children of the same age.

This was also an extremely painful thing for him at the time.

Although it was much easier than when he was a baby, the psychological problems gradually expanded.

He began to become irritable and angry, and he would get angry unconsciously and completely out of control.

Looking at the children playing around, he would want to take something and hit them on the head. It must be very interesting to see them bleeding.

When he was alone, he became withdrawn, silent, his brain was empty, and he was exhausted and had no ideas.

Lying on the bed looking at the ceiling, I thought to myself that it would be great if the ceiling could fall down and smash me to death...

But, Wang Ge is not a person who will sit and wait for death after all.

He knew that if he continued like this, he would become mentally ill.

He didn't want to go to a mental hospital.

So he began to try to save himself.

Originally, the best way to save himself was to remove the disguise and be his true self.

But when he wanted to do this, he sadly found that this disguise could no longer be removed.

Because he had been pretending for too long, it had already become a habit, even an instinct, and it was difficult to peel off.

So, he could only temporarily block and forget the adult part of himself, and let himself become a child, to feel the joys and sorrows of a child.

If the disguise could not be removed, then turn that disguise into his own flesh and blood.

In this way, the psychological problem was indeed alleviated, but he himself seemed to be schizophrenic.

Just as Li Zhimeng said, the child part of him was happily playing with the children, and the blocked adult part was watching and laughing coldly.

It was just that this was a symptom many years ago.

Now, after so many years of hard work, he has mixed the two parts together.

He has formed his current weird personality.

He couldn't tell whether he was immature or mature now.

But it didn't matter, at least he was mentally healthy.

It was like a rag doll that had been repaired many times. Although it was full of patches and had some small defects, it was repaired completely.

Overall, it was harmless.

However, although Li Zhimeng was talking about the symptoms many years ago, Wang Ge was still a little surprised that she could see it in such a short time.

"Have you studied psychology?" Wang Ge asked her.

"No, I studied foreign languages." Li Zhimeng said.

Wang Ge was puzzled: "Then how did you know that I had a problem?"

Li Zhimeng immediately put her hands on her waist and looked proud: "Of course it's because I'm awesome!"

Wang Ge: "..."

Seeing Wang Ge's speechless look, Li Zhimeng scratched her hair and smiled: "Hehe, actually it's because I've seen more people."

"I grew up in an orphanage since I was a child, and I've been running around in the past two years. Whether it's adults or children, I've seen too many."

"Children's eyes are clear and full of innocence, but adults' eyes are a little cloudy and cold, and the older they get, the colder they become. Then they may become clear again when they get older."

"But brother, you are different from others."

Li Zhimeng stretched out her little hand and gestured, "Most of the time, your eyes are a combination of these two, and the remaining small part of the time, they are like children, with only innocence in your eyes, without the indifference of adults."

"Well, just now when you were playing with the children, it was like this."

Wang Ge made a "tsk" sound, "You observe so carefully, are you in love with me?"

"Don't be narcissistic."

Li Zhimeng snorted, "It's just because your eyes are different from others and you are more curious, so I pay extra attention to you."

"Is that so? I thought I was too charming and fascinated you." Wang Ge said casually.

He didn't want to talk about this aspect. He felt like he was being stripped naked, so he deliberately changed the subject.

"You are indeed very charming, brother."

Li Zhimeng obviously saw this, and she, who was always considerate, smiled and gave Wang Ge a thumbs up, "This kind of innocent eyes is a killer for those experienced big sisters. No big sister can refuse someone like you."

"I would like to call you the big sister killer!"

Li Zhimeng's shaping has just begun, don't worry, it will come one by one.