Clothes chanted by the stars of the moon in the Qin Dynasty

When I wake up, I feel like I'm not me anymore.

I have a new title called Ugly.

My face has been soaked in sea water for a long time, which has corroded my skin. Half of my face is already tangled with muscles, like bulging tendons.

When people asked me what my name was, I said frankly that it was called Wanggu, but everyone ignored me and just called me ugly.

Because it was too ugly, the children would throw pebbles at me, and sometimes they would be caught and stripped naked in dark corners by stinking homeless men. They covered my face, looking for cheap pleasure.

More often than not, they end badly.Either he was killed by me, or he was poisoned to death by bleeding from my intentional cut, and then he lay straight on my body, stiff and cold.

I was chased by many people, this strange place made me unable to stay any longer, so I went to a place where there were no people, I also raised Yuzhen Hansoul bee, I stroked them, and thought to myself, it’s so good, they will never die Don't dislike me, don't dislike me as a waste.

When I think of him occasionally, my heart still feels very uncomfortable, but as time goes on, I don't want to think about him anymore. Now, I am an ugly girl.It was no longer that Gongsun Liuyi.

what?

You ask me why I am still alive, I don’t know!

I was alive, I thought I wanted to die, but when it really got darker and darker, I was suddenly frightened, I scratched, I struggled to move my limbs, because of the breath-holding pill, I didn’t inhale the sea water, and after swimming, I also I don't know how long I swam, I just tried my best, and I ended up swimming and falling asleep, and when I woke up, a kid was peeing in my face.

I was woken up by the smell of urine.

Later, I started to beg for food, and some people kindly gave me food, but later, when those dirty hands gradually greeted me, and when I heard them say that it was good to be able to play, I did it, and I died of poison those people.

Now, I live alone in the woods, relying on the bees to catch prey for me every day. At the beginning, I couldn’t make a fire, and my hands were blistered, but I was so hungry, I tried to rub and rub, and it took a long time. It didn't work out, I had a rough callus on my lady's hands.In order to survive, I ate everything, bugs, snakes, birds... as long as I could eat, I ate everything, and then I finally got out of the fire, and I began to enjoy delicious food.

I also don't spare the blood of those animals, it has a salty taste, so it should contain salt.

And I am in the woods every night, blowing Xun, all kinds of tunes, from the Huns, from the Central Plains... When I am in a good mood, I will fuck the insects, let them change their postures, and slowly teach them with my fingertips I am like a musician, singing a tune, and thousands of emerald green dancers bloom in front of me.

I no longer think about things, the past is gradually forgotten, the future...do I have a future?

Here, no one cares about my life, I try to avoid meeting those people, in fact, I used to look down on those untouchables, I always feel that I am superior to others.

Thinking of it, I would be silly and laugh alone, the clothes on my body were gradually torn, so I started to make animal skins, first manipulated the bee to steal me a dagger, I peeled off the skins of the prey, and then found the hemp by myself, Twist it into threads, at first I couldn't make animal skins, obviously all the flesh and blood were removed!It still stinks and rots.

Later, I secretly went to the Orion’s house to take a peek. There were two temporary houses on the mountain for hunters to live in. One of them was haunted and no one dared to live in it. Of course, I would not tell anyone that the ghost was my bee. Son.

I finally learned it. I stole the pot from the bottom of the mountain at the risk of death. I was beaten with a black nose and a swollen face, but I still stole it.

I think about the people who hit me and fell to the ground, dead, convulsed, foaming at the mouth, rolling their eyes because they touched my blood, and I'm in a good mood--I'm starting to be abnormal.

I'm getting more and more dirty, and I can't comb my hair. I almost got limped just by stealing the pot. If I keep going down, I guess there will be no hope of living.

I boiled animal skins with the ashes from the burning of plants and trees, and then used a dagger to make very rough wooden needles, and sewed my own clothes bit by bit.I would grit my teeth and take a bath in the cold stream. As a result, my body is getting better and better. I can see that my belly is getting stronger and stronger, and I am growing taller. I look at myself in the water. With a slim figure, my skin was also covered with a layer of brown. Although the conditions were extremely difficult, my eyes became more and more radiant.

My skin is getting rougher, and when I touch myself with my hands, it feels like a knife is grinding, which is very irritating.

I always thought that I would die of old age or disease, yes, I was waiting to die every day, but every time I woke up the next day, I pinched myself and knew that I was not dead.

In fact, I should have been like this. If I hadn't received Master's mercy, I would be worse than a dog now, perhaps a slave?Maybe it's the daughter-in-law?Or maybe lowly beggars are trampled on?

More likely, it was just frozen to death under the city wall.

My shoes were torn, and it was too uncomfortable to walk barefoot. I tried countless times to weave straw sandals by myself, but no matter what, I couldn’t do it. I had no choice but to go down the mountain.

I picked medicinal herbs from the mountains, dried them carefully and crushed them with a dagger to make ecstasy powder, so as not to kill people again.

I took the ecstasy powder and went down the mountain, but it was useless.

Because I saw a person, an old friend.

He is Qifei.

He didn't recognize me when he saw my figure, but just regarded me as an ordinary savage. When I reached out to someone else's house, he came forward to stop me with righteous words. The way he saw my face In an instant, when I was about to greet him with ecstasy powder, my movements stopped abruptly. I was anxious, shy, and I showed my arms and thighs. I pushed him and wanted to run, but he hugged him .

I want to cry, I want to cry, for so long, I really want to cry.

Qi Fei took me into the house, let me take a bath, and bought me clothes and shoes. A dumpling the size of a palm.

When he saw the horrible scar on my face, he asked how I did it, and I faltered:

"It's the disguise technique. Soaking in sea water for a long time has corroded the skin."

Seeing my indifferent appearance, he said:

"Sister Yongsi is suffering."

"Brother Qifei, why are you here?" I changed the subject.

"Oh, I am ordered by my master to come here for a free clinic."

"Oh, brother Qifei is really good, and he has a good heart."

"I heard that sister Yongsi fell into the sea and died. I was worried for a long time. Your master also said that he would fight the national teacher with his life."

"That's my life." I said.

"I don't know how long it has been since I fell into the sea now?"

Qi Fei said, "It's been about two years."

"Brother Qifei is at this age, he should have started a family and started a career long ago, right?"

Qi Fei smiled lightly and said: "Yeah, I heard that my sister fell into the sea, and I was sad for a long time. Later, I couldn't control the family, so I found a well-matched woman to marry, and now I gave birth to a big fat boy."

Seeing the relieved look on Brother Qifei's face, I also became happy, and said with a smile:

"It would be great if I could visit my sister-in-law later."

He turned to look at me and smiled:

"There must be a chance."

Later, Qi Fei and I went to the doctor for a few days, and because I knew medicine, I helped him a lot. After a few days, we returned to our hometown.

When I set foot on that familiar homeland, my heart trembled, and then I hurriedly bid farewell to Qifei, called a carriage, and went back to Mingjia.

When Master saw me, he shouted in surprise, "Ghost!"

After shivering for a while, he jumped on me and cried, cursing:

"You heartless, it took so long to entrust me with a dream! Raising you for nothing! Master also wants to avenge you, but master is incompetent! Don't blame master, master can take revenge, but you can't drag down the famous family... ...Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo"

I twitched the corner of my mouth and said, "Master, I'm not dead."

She raised her chubby face, pinched me, then put her head on my chest, and said in surprise:

"I knew you girl was not dead! Where did you go if you weren't dead!" As he spoke, he pinched his hands, and then cried again:

"What's the matter with your face! My silly girl! What's the matter with your face! Woooooo~~"

I lifted her face, wiped her tears with my sleeve, and said:

"Master, I'm hungry."

Master hurriedly ordered Lu Cong to make stewed meat for me. I bit the cake and ate the meat. After changing into my clothes, Master stared at me non-stop, as if he was afraid that I would disappear.

I took a piece of meat to Master, Master was stunned, then opened his mouth to take it, and chewed it blankly, "Hula!" The door suddenly opened, which shocked me, I saw it, hey!Cheng Guang, Lu Cong's hometown, and a bunch of younger sisters and younger brothers all came. Because the door was not closed just now, they accidentally knocked open the door.

As soon as I saw Cheng Guang, I subconsciously protected the stewed meat, chewing a bunch of it in my mouth so I couldn't speak.

But when I saw a group of people crying and cursing, I knew I heard a person say:

"Hurry up and tell Master Guoshi that Senior Sister is back!"

I shouted anxiously:

"Don't go! Don't you think I'm miserable enough? I owe my appearance to him!" Because of my anxiety, my tone was not very good, and I yelled angrily. With a "wow--" on his face, he burst into tears.

Sangzi hugged me, didn't dislike me, and pressed my head on her chest, I burst into tears, I don't know why, I want to cry when I see them, and I start to lose my breath after a while , hiccupped, and twitched.

I got along with them for a while, and then I went back to the room. I saw that all my old furnishings were still there. I was lying on the couch, and there seemed to be my smell on it.

I rubbed my pillow hard and fell asleep.

This was the best sleep I've had in a long time.

Don't worry about it, don't be afraid of it, don't be afraid of being insulted...

When I got up after getting enough sleep and went to the main hall to show to Master, I saw the person I least wanted to see.

It's him, Star Soul.

The person who used to make me cry or laugh, connect me physically and mentally, make me desperate, and take care of me meticulously.

He is much taller than he was two years ago, much taller than me, the lines on his face have not changed, his eyes are more cloudy, the eyeballs are not clear, and they are all bloodshot.

Those beautiful eyes that once filled me with dreams!It's still so muddy now.

I am a little happy.

I'm not surprised that he can come here, the poison in my body is still unresolved, if he doesn't come to me, he will be like this, if he comes to me, he will come to me.

"You're not dead."

He looked at me, but I ignored him and saluted Master directly.

Seeing that Master was in a bit of trouble, I said:

"Isn't this the national teacher?"

After that, I turned around and looked at him, looking at him without fear, imitating his dark eyes, staring at him, and then showing a sneer at the corner of my mouth.

"Your face..." He seemed to want to get closer to me, so I took two quick steps back and said:

"What are you doing, Mr. National Teacher! The little girl is just an ugly person, please don't insult the little girl again, the little girl will be grateful." I laughed.

I want to try my best to forget my face, but you have to bring it up again and again, does it make me feel good?

Especially you, Star Soul!You are even more unworthy to ask me!

I sneered, as a woman, I don't even have a normal appearance, this is all I can do in my life.

Women seek tolerance just like men seek talent, can't you explain such a simple truth?

I am now ugly like this, with a big scar on my face that looks like a tree branch. If it was on my forehead, I could cover it up, but it happened to be on my left cheek!Could it be that my hair is disheveled like a madman? !

"Liuyi! Don't be so rude! In order to find you, the national teacher went to salvage day and night, and it never stopped for two years. The national teacher has a heart for you."

Master didn't see it right, so he hurriedly shouted.

I frowned and backed away.

Could it be that his cloudy eyes are because of me?

Can I still believe it?

The answer is obvious, not dare.

I bid farewell to Master, said yes, turned around and left, but was grabbed by the sleeve.

I drew my dagger, cut off my sleeve and left.

During this time, I did not look at him.

Looking at the long road in the famous hall, I suddenly remembered the first time I went to see Donghuang Taiyi, the boy who made my heart flutter, he was waiting for me at the end of the road, my heart was suddenly tied to him like that body.

——Even, she couldn't help hugging him.

Youthful feelings!It's so impulsive and unreal, so beautiful and hazy, but it can't stand the sunshine, and it disappears in an instant.

Everything is covered with water and it is difficult to recover.

At least, that's what's in my heart right now.

As a woman, I still couldn't bear the strange eyes of others looking at my face, so I made a mask, a simple white jade mask, which covered my face and only showed my chin and lips.

I always hear people asking who that is. Some people say that I am a magnificent beauty. You can tell that my appearance is extraordinary just by looking at my slender figure. Others say that I am an ordinary person, putting on airs.But there are also people who know that it is the wife of the national teacher, Gongsun Liuyi who fell into the sea and was disfigured.

Whenever I listen to these remarks, I always laugh, what an ugly person.

And at night, I still have the habit of blowing the xun until I am too sleepy.Just fell asleep.

Since that day, Xinghun has never looked for me again.I was fine at first, but then it got worse and I saw him everywhere I went.

I went shopping and met him, but he didn't speak, so I pretended I couldn't see him, and he just stood there and looked at me.

When I argued with someone, I could see him listening by the side.

His eyes became clearer and clearer, and he was as cunning and agile as a cat before.

He didn't speak, but just stared at me with his eyes. At first I was very uncomfortable and always stared back at him, but later, I got used to it and I let him.

Now, I only go out to watch dances and listen to books, but I can still see him.

He sat across from me, staring at me.

Holding the hot fruit water in my hand, I just sat there and listened to the ditty without saying hello to him.

This is great, except for that disgusting thing that follows you like a maggot fly, I can live the life of my Miss Gongsun again.

"Bah—" He seemed to finally be unable to bear it anymore!I crushed the bowl with bare hands, I looked at his fierce appearance out of the corner of my eye, he was bleeding from his hand, why?Want to gain sympathy on purpose?Did you think I would be as nervous as before and take out a handkerchief to wipe your hands?

A fool's dream.

And I knew why he was angry, it was because Qi Fei came.

I hurriedly got up and saluted:

"Brother Qifei is here."

"How is younger sister Yongsi?" Qi Fei smiled and said, I completely ignored this junk thing.

I smiled and said, "Of course it's fine, where's Brother Qi Fei?"

"It's nothing, Sister Yongsi is also here to listen to the song. If Sister Yongsi is fine in the future, I will go home and talk about it..."

"Bang, bang——" Xing Hun suddenly split the cases!The people around were scared and scattered, screaming and running, and the cups and dishes on the table were scattered all over the floor, making a mess.

The entertainer also stopped storytelling, shivering and hid secretly looking at Xinghun.

He moved his figure instantly, grabbed my collar, and said viciously:

"Well, you Gongsun Liuyi, what is your relationship with him? Can you go to the man's house casually?!"

I struggled, but couldn't break free, so I quickly winked to let Qi Fei go first, Qi Fei knew something was wrong, turned around and left as a salute to me.

"You let go."

"Don't let it go."

"You don't want to let go, do you?"

He grinned grimly and said, "Yes."

I lifted my foot and kicked him at the very root of his life. He didn't expect that I would be so embarrassing. Surprised, I had already kicked to the position I wanted to kick. Crucially, the brows were tightened all of a sudden, it seemed to be very painful.

I patted my body, squatted down, held his face in my hands, saw his gnashing teeth in pain, and said softly:

"Does it hurt? Is it sad? But I can bear it. It hurts a lot more than this."

Then he clapped his hands and walked away, this move was taught by the master, no matter how powerful and shameless a man is, it would be in unbearable pain if he suffers from this move.

I originally thought that this matter would be left alone, but when I went to Qi Fei's house in the afternoon, I heard someone pointing fingers.

"What a powerful woman! That's right! That's the one!"

"The great national teacher has a lot of love for her, but she ignored her and kicked... the part of the national teacher..."

"What a Meng Lang girl! Looking at her attractive figure, I don't know how glamorous she is under this mask. She can attract such weird people as the national teacher so hard to chase after her."

I nodded, can they stop staring at me, I almost dare not look up.

The face under the mask is red...

I seem to be doing too much...

I didn't say a word, and hurried to Qifei's house, the door was opened by a young woman, with almond eyes and cherry lips, combing a woman's hair bun, I understood:

"Liuyi met sister-in-law."

"This is sister Yongsi! I saw you today. I don't know why she is covering her face?"

I stroked my face, looked at the enthusiastic woman in front of me and said:

"My face was injured, it was very scary, I was afraid to scare my sister-in-law."

She grabbed my hand and pulled me closer to the yard. The yard is not big, but it is clean and tidy, and the environment is quiet.

A maid is holding a child in the sun in the yard.Qi Fei looked out and saw that it was me who came, and rushed to greet her. The husband and wife treated each other like guests. I watched, happy in my heart, but also bitter: When?How can I do this?

The three of us sat around and talked. During the conversation, we learned that my sister-in-law is a commoner and has no name. She is only called Lu Niang. Later, Qi Fei's brother gave her a name, Lu Qingyuan, which is very clear.

My sister-in-law and brother Qifei were very enthusiastic and insisted on keeping me for dinner. I took out a hairpin from my arms and said:

"Liuyi has nothing long on her body. This emerald jade hairpin is in better condition, so I gave it to my sister-in-law. The Liuyi and my sister-in-law meet as before. I hope my sister-in-law will not refuse."

My sister-in-law refused to pick it up no matter what, so I simply put a bun in her hair and praised:

"It really suits you!"

The sister-in-law was shy, and secretly looked at Brother Qifei with lowered eyes. Brother Qifei's complexion was reddish, he coughed twice, and said:

"It's beautiful."

Once the sister-in-law is happy, she no longer refuses.I took Brother Qifei to cook, a maid was there to take care of the young master, I went over to have a look, he was really a pink kid, chubby, the little mouth watched me open and close, Transparent saliva flows out, but it doesn't feel disgusting, but I like it very much.

At this moment, I heard the sound of horseshoes around me, but I saw the locked door being kicked open by someone. A man with a sullen expression came straight towards me. I had a headache and got up to meet him. I didn’t want him to cause trouble here. .

"What's the matter, Mr. National Teacher?" I reluctantly saluted.

"How dare you." He gritted his teeth and grabbed my wrist with one hand.

"Brother Qifei and sister-in-law invited me to come and see, why not?"

I am not afraid to look at him.

"My lord, I don't know if you are coming to the humble house. What's the important thing?" Qi Fei and his wife came out and bowed to Xinghun.Xinghun was so furious that he waved his hand directly to call for someone, and a group of brothers Piao held the couple down. I was anxious and said angrily:

"Don't fool around!"

"I'm messing around? My wife is staying at another man's house. I'm messing around?"

He gritted his teeth and pulled me, and I felt pain in my wrist.

"What exactly do you want?"

I don't dare to do it again, I don't care about it myself, I'm just afraid of hurting others.

"You come home with me, and the matter will be over, otherwise... I don't mind having two extra lives on my hands!"

I exhale deeply, Xinghun, Xinghun, I can't wait to dig out your heart and see what color it is!

"You let them go, and I will go with you."

Home?Is that home?That's just a larger, scary, and extravagant hell on earth!

He sneered, and with a wave of his hand, those Piao brothers let go of Qi Fei and his wife. He twisted his hands and threw me into the carriage. There was a soft cushion in the carriage.

I immediately dismissed this thought, maybe it was because of the woman I liked!

Definitely not for me, whom he calls useless trash.

But what exactly does he want to do!

I really can't see through.

I sat on the mat and the wagon rocked, but it took a lot less jolting.He sat across from me, staring at me.

We didn't talk to each other, I was tired, I turned my eyes to other places, but I didn't look at him, but I could still feel the chilling eyes.It's as if I've seen through everything about you.

"I'm just a piece of trash, why should Mr. Xinghun be so forceful?" I sneered, unable to bear this terrible atmosphere.

"..." As if he couldn't hear me, he still had that cold look in his eyes, but raised his eyebrows.

Also ignore me.

I am sensible, no longer talking, just thinking in my heart, what is this person going to do?

trick me?Out of a man's self-esteem, or is he tempted by me?

Heh, I don't think about the last one. I'm tired of the first one. I'm afraid it's the second one. After all, I'm still his wife.

I looked at him and remembered the night I jumped into the sea. In fact, I just wanted to hear a nice word, and I would jump in without hesitation.

But think about it, it's all dancing anyway, so what's the difference between good words and bad words?

They looked at each other silently, and the two sat opposite each other. I raised the curtain and only looked out of the window.

When we got to the place, we got out of the carriage, he pulled my hand, it was very painful, I had to stagger and follow behind, he was a martial arts practitioner, he walked fast, now that he is taller and his legs have grown, I naturally followed Some strenuous.

Most importantly, his hand squeezed my hand tightly, it was very painful.

I looked at his hand, there was no change, it was just longer and bigger, but it was still very beautiful, and then I looked at my hand held by him, the palm was rough, red, with a thick layer of calluses, I'm really ashamed of myself.

Where is this, the hand of a famous lady?

I'm embarrassed, it's fine if my face is ruined, but this hand...

Ugh!

When I entered the back room, it was still the same as it was before, and it hadn't changed at all. The place where I slept peacefully was still covered with bedding and pillows.

"Master Guoshi, what are you doing? Do you miss the old relationship?"

I said coldly, but he was pressed on the quilt all of a sudden, his head rested on my chest, and then pressed me down. I was shocked, but I couldn't move, completely restrained by him.

He closed his eyes, as if he was listening to my heartbeat, but he took it as a matter of course for an obscene gesture.

Then his breathing gradually became slow, his eyelashes trembled slightly, and he didn't give any presents on his body, just like this, he was my quilt all night.

But... I haven't had dinner yet, I'm going to starve to death.