Clothes chanted by the stars of the moon in the Qin Dynasty

False is true, true and false, other people may see clearly, but how can you see it clearly when you are in the chess game of the world?

As for Xinghun, I don't know whether my original intention is true or false, I treat each other with sincerity, but he is completely fake, always saying that I am just acting.But when I feel tired, he wants me to be true again.

what should i do

What should I do!

Xinghun seldom speaks now, and has no expression, and we rarely communicate with each other. He doesn't dislike me, but he is not as close as before.

For example, right now I'm combing his hair, but he doesn't respond at all, with two dull eyeballs, he looks like a dead person.

I don't speak, I really don't know what to say.

Occasionally, a word or a word is nothing more than words such as whether you are hungry, tired, or want to eat.

Very boring.

And it is always me who asks questions, as for whether to answer or not, it depends on Xinghun's mood.

"I'm going to enter the palace in a while. I have already spoken to your Majesty. I said that you are seriously ill. Your Majesty said that he wanted to see you. I declined. I said it was a contagious disease and it was inconvenient for people to see. Your Majesty asked How can you be trapped by illness when you say that the master's hands and eyes are open to the sky, I said that you worked hard for the country's gymnasium a few days ago, when you were distracted from bad luck, you were disturbed by evil spirits." I said while stroking his head.Xinghun let out an "um", very lightly.

"The weather has been getting colder and colder these past two days, my husband's face is so ugly, could it be that he is really infected with the wind and cold?" I put down the comb, and lightly tapped his forehead with the back of my hand, unexpectedly Xinghun opened me.

My hand hurts, but I'm not bothered.

He has a weird temper, I'm used to it.

"You don't eat or drink for the past few days, for fear of hurting your health. I have bought new servants, all of whom are innocent rural poor households. I know you love to be clean, so I specially picked clean hands and feet. I've been careful. Their fingernails and so on are all very thin. I made them very thin on the kitchen side. Your husband can eat without worry. I ordered the servants to eat. If you eat, they will heat it up for you. I took care of everything The ones you love every day."

I whispered softly, Xinghun still remained silent and ignored him, I held his hand, but Xinghun still broke away.

I really don't feel any pain now.

"You don't want to be like this, you and I still want to be together forever, even if you don't like us, we still have to stay together." I sighed, seeing that he still ignored me, I got up and left, Your Majesty can't delay, today Ba Qing is going to enter the palace to talk about the supply of cinnabar in His Majesty's Mausoleum, this Ba Qing has no surname, but a widow, she lives in Bashu, named Qing, so she called Ba Qing.He is the richest man in the middle of Sichuan, and his Majesty is deeply favored by others. He is called the Queen of Dansha, and he relies on the matter of Dancao to benefit his family. His Majesty expresses his chastity, but this widow often enters the palace, and His Majesty has never been the master of the harem. , I am afraid that this woman is also very likely to do it.Everyone in the palace regarded it ambiguously, although they didn't dare to say a word, they all had a solid foundation.

I waited for the news, I met the two of them, Ba Qing is going to stay overnight, His Majesty wants me to go to Bayi with Ba Qing to see the quality of cinnabar.I had some calculations in my heart, so I rushed back to the National Teacher's Mansion early instead of eating in the palace.

I went back to the mansion to look for Xinghun, and asked him if he had eaten, but he said no.

The creaking and creaking of my feet on the wood in the hallway made me feel abnormally upset.

I "hula" opened the door all of a sudden, the wind suddenly lifted my wide sleeves and drooping hair, I was about to question Xinghun, he hadn't eaten for three days!

Do you want to die!

In the end, Xinghun was lying on the ground, and the pottery in the room was smashed, and many fragments were scattered around Xinghun, and Xinghun's blood flowed all over the place.

My anger came up all of a sudden, I helped Xinghun up, Xinghun got up and shook off my hand, and then continued to move forward, but was tripped again.

I went forward to help again, but Xinghun still pushed me away.I gritted my teeth and pushed him onto the couch.

Yes, there is no trustworthy servant to take care of Xinghun, but I didn't worry about this, and even before I left, I ordered everyone not to enter our bedroom.

So when I was furious and wanted to reprimand someone, I found that I had nothing to say.

I carefully bandaged Xinghun's wound and dealt with blood fragments. Xinghun frowned, obviously in pain, but didn't make a sound.

Can it not hurt?There were several pieces stuck in the meat!

"What are you doing hypocritically? Not what you expected?" Xinghun's pale lips trembled after I finished picking out the last piece of pottery.I took a sweat towel to wipe off the cold sweat on his forehead, and he lost a lot.

Thin as a skeleton.The eye sockets are sunken, and the cheeks are also slightly sunken.He was already extremely thin, and he didn't eat or drink for three days, which made him look even more frightening.

I called my servant, Bucai, and pulled down the curtain to cover the star soul.It can only be called sick to the outside world.I have no one to discuss with, and the most caring person is still stiff with me.I can't think of any way to do it right now, that's all I can do.

I have fucked the heart of the head of the family!

Your Majesty also asked me to go to Bayi with Ba Qing, but Xinghun must not be left alone.But with the star soul, I can't help but feel nervous, and he won't cooperate with me now...

I'm afraid he hates me to the bone, and regrets blinding himself with poison for a merciless and unlucky person like me...

For some reason, thinking of this, I couldn't help frowning. I woke up knowing that the face of the person in the mirror became more and more distorted, and hurriedly returned to my usual modest appearance.

"The dishes are ready, please take your seat."

When this concubine spoke, I was startled, but I found that I am now a master, and I can now bear the word "Madam" with dignity!Don't need brother Piao to say, don't need Mrs. Xiang Jun Xiang's body shape, I'm already a master!

But... I climbed higher, why...

For the blind husband now?Why can't you see the high position of your own flesh and blood?Is it because of the frightening and nightmare present?

In the end, I didn't even know what I was doing!

In the past, Gongsun Liuyi, he was always looking forward to carrying forward the famous master, his heart was thinking of that young man looking back and smiling, his heart was thinking of that young man's safety, his heart was thinking of that young man...

But at that time, you had something to look forward to, something to think about, but now you have everything, but you have lost what you are looking forward to, hanging on, and thinking about.

With those words of Xinghun, you seem to have got Xinghun's heart.

You have the position of minister, you have the position of head, and you have many, many.

But why, I feel... so empty...

I looked at the table full of delicacies, the lights were like daylight, the magnificence, the clothes were beautiful, and the star soul was quietly guarding me. Isn't this all what I want?

Yes, that's what I want.I got it, and I'm about to be happy!

Not only am I happy!You all have fun with me!

Thinking of this, I staggered, pulled open the curtain, pulled up Xinghun and said, "Eat!"

Star Soul threw me away.Close your eyes, turn over, and continue to sleep.

I was so angry that I threw off the quilt, grabbed Xinghun's collar, eye to eye and nose to nose and said: "Can't you accompany me to have a meal?"

Xinghun opened his eyes, stared at a certain place, expressionless, then sat down gropingly.

I loosened his collar, and then gently smoothed his neckline with a smile. I tried my best to suppress all my emotions, and then whispered softly: "Husband, it's time to eat."

Driven by me, Xinghun got up slowly, his stomach growled in response to the occasion, and Xinghun's face suddenly became stiffer.I pretended I didn't hear it, and just stepped down the steps for him: "It's all made of what you like. You have to taste it."

Xinghun's expression softened slightly, I slowly led him: "Be careful, there is a lampstand over there."

Sit down slowly, I gently hold up the bowl, instead of feeding.Xinghun didn't look in the right direction, and ended up rubbing against his cheek. I wiped it off quickly, and Xinghun's face became gloomy again.

I felt sad in my heart: With such a proud temperament, now I am blind, I must feel very uncomfortable in my heart.I have to be careful not to offend him with words or actions.

I didn't speak, just fed him like this, one chopstick after another, and after I waited for him to wash his mouth and change his clothes, I just sat down to eat.Now the tense is very, need to be cautious, I will try my best to do everything myself, dare not pretend to be someone else's hands.

When I ate it, the food was already cold, and the taste was a little hard to swallow. After all, I am a person who has endured hardships.

Suddenly I remembered Xinghun's angry words that day, he turned out to be that beggar... In the Purple Ruins, in the illusion of Juefang, I still saw him, I was not tripped at that time, maybe from that moment , Jue Ya secretly changed my fate for me.

The reason for everything is just from then on.

With this in mind, I chew my last bite.Put down the bowl.

Xing Hun is a very well-behaved person, he can't tolerate other people eating with chopsticks and pointing fingers, he must put the chopsticks away when chewing, and he can hold the chopsticks after chewing.

I couldn't help but smile, but was stunned for a moment, why should I laugh?

What are you laughing at?

I lifted the curtain from the green glass hook and lowered it.Called the servants to come in and clean up the leftovers. In fact, the dishes are rich, but we can't eat a few mouthfuls. The amount of star soul is small, and I am only a woman. I don't practice martial arts, and I can't eat a lot. It's over.

I all know that they gamble with money at night to eat Haisai, but it doesn't harm the interests of the National Teacher's Mansion. As long as things are done for me, I don't care as broadly as other noble women.

The servants are also human beings.

Xinghun fell asleep again, I gently patted him up, bathed him, and discussed: "Your Majesty called me to buy cinnabar to fill the imperial tomb, tomorrow I will go to her place with Baqing. You I am extremely worried about being here alone. Husband, do you care?" Xinghun, I can't talk too much, I have to leave three points, if I tell my plan, Xinghun is already sensitive, At this time, the temper is even worse, and he will feel that I dislike him for what he does.

So I need to keep three points, on the surface it is his decision, but it is nothing more than going to what I want.

"I'll go with you." Sure enough, these words were right for Xinghun.I smiled and said, "My husband is wise."