[Korean Entertainment BTS] There are stars in your eyes

Xin Chen didn't care about his image, he just gorged himself on the pot, even eating the last drop of soup.

Xin Yue looked at the shiny pot bottom and smiled helplessly, "Since you're hungry, why don't you eat?"

"Humph" Xin Chen glanced at his younger brother, "Just like you did not eat Auntie Jiang's food before, I will fight my father to the end."

"By the way, sister, what's the matter with you?" Xin Yue sat by the bed. He has been wondering how Xin Chen became a trainee for the past few days.

"I don't know——" Xin Chen didn't dare to think about what happened in the past few days. Every time he thought about it, it hurt like a band-aid scar.

"I think, brother Zhixuan probably didn't say it." Xin Yue knew that Xin Chen must have doubts about Park Zhixuan, after all, few people knew about this matter.

Xin Yue has always had a good relationship with Park Ji-hyun. Although his sister and Park Ji-hyun have a bad relationship, Xin Yue knows Park Ji-hyun's character. Since he promised Xin Chen that he would not speak out, he would not deceive her.

Xin Chen nodded, "I don't doubt him." Park Zhixuan has been hiding it from him for five years, he would have said it long ago, why wait until now.

"Actually, I've seen it a lot now." Xin Chen put the pot on the table, took out a paper towel and wiped the oil stains on his mouth, "I really couldn't bear it at first, because I was about to touch something .”

"But, I really don't understand whether my father is really doing this for my own good. Now I am destined not to be an idol anyway."

She is 21 this year, and she is older among female artists to debut. She regards her debut as a member of blackpink as her last and only chance. She has already missed it. It is really difficult to make a debut.

Xin Yue wanted to say something, but his throat was blocked again and he couldn't get out.

He doesn't like Xin Chen's current state. He feels that his sister has suddenly become very sad these days.

"Sister, don't you really want to be a singer?"

Thinking, why wouldn't she want to, let her support such a tormenting life as a trainee for five years, isn't it her debut?

"Xin Yue, when you get older, you will understand that some things are not a matter of whether you want to or not."

"Ani, if I really want to be an idol, I won't give up like you."

Xin Chen looked at the younger brother in front of him, he didn't know when he had grown so big. "It's 16 years old, it's just different, Xin Yue."

"Is my sister still in a relationship with that one?" Xin Yue always knew that Xin Chen had a boyfriend, but he didn't know who he was or how they were.

If Xin Yue hadn't mentioned it, Xin Chen might have really forgotten about Kim Namjoon, "Well, this is the fourth year."

"I didn't expect that my sister's 3-minute hot personality could last for so long."

"Tsk tsk tsk, I'm not the kind of person who treats love as a joke." Xin Chen turned his head and looked at the time, "I'm leaving, you go to bed quickly. Don't tell others that I have been out tonight."

Xin Yue helped Xin Chen pack his things, with a disdainful expression on his face, "I know, I know."

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Xin Chen turned back to the room and lay on the bed, tossing and turning without falling asleep, connected the phone to the charging cable and turned it on, staring at the photo of Kim Namjoon not knowing what to do.

She hasn't told Kim Namjoon yet that she has been banned.

"Jin Shengqian"

The boy on the phone snorted, "What's wrong, you got eliminated?"

Xin Chen smiled weakly, and hummed "Because of my father"

Jin Shengqian immediately understood what happened, he didn't know what to say, he opened his mouth several times but couldn't speak.

"Don't be like this, I don't like it." Xin Chen muttered softly, "I'm actually fine now, I just don't know how to tell Kim Namjoon."

There was a pause over there, "Why are you pretending in front of me? Xin Chen, maybe others don't understand you, but you and I grew up together, and I still don't know your virtues?" Jin Shengqian roared, "Obviously sad If you want to die, you still pretend to have nothing to do with yourself, is it interesting?"

"..."

"Xinchen, if you want to cry... just cry."

Kim Sung Kyum is the one who can see through your sadness no matter how hard you try to hide it.

Xin Chen curled up on the bed, threw his phone aside, hugged the pillow, buried his head deeply in the pillow, his whole body trembled slightly, and suddenly there was a cry.

Why isn't she sad? It's fake if she isn't sad.

Xin Chen suppressed it but finally couldn't, the heart-piercing cry spread in the night-shrouded room, lying prone on the bed, her whole body twitched, and the depressive and painful sighs seemed to come from the depths of her soul. Like pulling it out.

Crying is a human instinct from birth, but crying is something that rarely happens in Xin Chen's life. No matter how much you cry, you can't bring back your mother who has passed away.Ever since she knew that crying was useless, she had learned to hide her sadness and got used to swallowing it.

After removing the long-stretched armor, Xin Chen burst into tears.

"Woooooo...I'm so sad...I wanted to jump off the building at that time, woooooo—"

Hearing Xin Chen's cry, Jin Shengqian was both distressed and funny, he had long been used to Xin Chen's always strong side, and it was the first time he saw Xin Chen bursting into tears.

"Ah - woo woo woo...why do I have such a father... woo woo woo -"

"Okay, okay." Jin Shengqian reassured, "YG is not the only company, we have other options, don't we?"

Xin Chen cried, "The main problem is not that the company won't let me debut—"

"Are you at home now?"

Xin Chen hummed, "Let me explain first, don't come to my house, I can't get out, and I don't want to go out." She didn't want Jin Shengqian to see her embarrassed side.

"Tch—you're so narcissistic, who said I'm going to find you."

"..."

"Okay, okay." Jin Shengqian said seriously, "You haven't told Kim Namjoon about this yet?"

Xin Chen nodded, even if Jin Shengqian couldn't see it, "I don't know how to say it—ah, in fact, Kim Namjoon may not know my birth yet."

Jin Shengqian was very surprised, "You didn't tell him?" No way, how many years have passed, "No, but he should know a little bit, at least he knows that my family is not so ordinary."

"Xinchen, Xinchen, I didn't expect that you are a love liar. You have lied to others for so many years, and you don't tell him if you hide it." Jin Shengqian teased Xinchen, "What——"

"You're a love liar, I just don't know how to tell him"

"Find some time, lead the children, and go home often~ Put on a smile, bring your best wishes, accompany your lover, and go home often~" There was a strange voice on the phone, and it took me a long time to understand Jin Shengqian "Beautiful music" sung in broken Chinese

Xin Chen was stunned for a moment, "OK, it's late at night, please have a good rest, thank you!" After speaking, Xin Chen pressed the hang up button vigorously, covered his ears for a long time before recovering.

Jin Shengqian should stop singing in the future, it's too ugly.

But after such a fuss, Xin Chen's mood really improved a lot. Touching the wet part in the center of the pillow, Xin Chen lowered his head and thought for a while.

She didn't want to give up music so easily, she couldn't live without a dream.

Although I don't know how to do it specifically, Xin Chen understands from Jin Shengqian's "beautiful voice" just now, Jin Shengqian wants to find some time for himself to have a good talk with Kim Namjoon, but why does he want to talk to Xin Chen again in this form? If it shows that his own singing is difficult to hear, then he has no choice but to know.

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Xin Chen got up very late the next day, maybe because he didn't have a good rest last night and had supper, two pimples appeared on his face at some point.Xin Chen tidied up in front of the mirror for a long time, but he still couldn't completely cover the two pimples.

Not knowing how many layers of concealer he had applied, Xin Chen secretly scolded Jin Shengqian.If he hadn't made herself cry and laugh like an endocrine disorder, would she have acne? !

Xin Chen casually wore a shirt and ripped jeans, and sat by the bed, sending messages with Kim Namjoon.

After thinking about it for a long time, I still don't know what to send. As long as I sent a message to Kim Namjoon before, he would urge himself to practice quickly and don't send him a message if he has nothing to do.

Xin Chen pondered for a long time before typing out a short line of words. 【Xin Chen: Can I find you? 】

I thought I would have to wait for a long time, but I didn't expect to receive a reply from Kim Namjoon right away, [Kim Namjoon: I'm in the dormitory, come on. 】

Xin Chen knew where the bulletproof dormitory was, but what made Xin Chen puzzled was why he didn't ask himself why he didn't practice well.

Has Kim Namjoon changed his stubborn feudal thinking?

The author has something to say:

come back!

Originally, I thought about sending Chenchen to debut around chapter 40, but it seems that I have to delay a few more chapters. I have a lot of plots in my mind, but it's a pity that my hand speed can't keep up.

On station b, it was hotly discussed that the girl sang four songs in a row and made mistakes in three songs. After watching the video, I really felt that the girl needs more practice, she is still a newcomer.But I still like girls very much, here is the bullet player~ If you are close to me, please wave your little hand~

April is really foggy, and the groups I like are crowded to make their debut.