Bai Yueguang wants to help me raise a baby

"Zhizhi."

"Are you going to make it public?"

Jiang Yue said this so easily that Lu Hanzhi thought she was joking for a moment.

But when Lu Hanzhi looked over, he saw the sincerity and seriousness in her clear eyes, so Lu Hanzhi suddenly realized that Jiang Yue was not joking.

It's not to amuse myself, nor is it for temporary comfort.

Perhaps it was her words just now that made Jiang Yue aware of her fear and anxiety, so she took advantage of the opportunity to make such a proposal.

Lu Hanzhi remained silent, and after a long time, he slowly opened a smile and said to Jiang Yue, "Now?"

Jiang Yue heard Lu Hanzhi's temptation from her simple three words, and perhaps there was a little eagerness to try that she didn't even realize.

So she also laughed, and replied in a soft voice: "Now, as long as you want, you can do it anytime."

What is the purpose of working hard all the time for the past two years?

Jiang Yue thought, maybe she was always ready to welcome this day.

I want myself to be able to give Lu Hanzhi more sense of security, and let her see the efforts she has made so that the two of them will not work so hard in the future. Maybe this will make the process of Jiang Yue's acquisition of Jiang's back a little longer, but ...there is still a long way to go.

Since she was a teenager, she has liked Lu Hanzhi for so many years.

How could Lu Hanzhi not act when Lu Hanzhi needed her the most?

……

Lu Hanzhi looked at Jiang Yue fixedly.

When hearing the phrase "Anytime is fine", it is undeniable that Lu Hanzhi was elated.

The barren wilderness at the bottom of his heart was only occasionally irrigated by rain and dew, but after Jiang Yue's words fell, Lu Hanzhi saw the mountains of flowers blooming in an instant, and even the tip of his nose seemed to smell the refreshing fragrance.

She didn't want to be too obvious about being happy, because reason told her that now was not the right time to make it public.

But still inevitably bent his eyes.

Seeing the smile in her eyes again, Jiang Yue breathed a sigh of relief, and wanted to continue, "Then today—"

Lu Hanzhi shook his head, hugged him tightly again, and when he pressed him onto the sofa, he said in a low voice: "If I say that it's not suitable now, will you think I'm a scumbag?"

That being said, her voice carried the joy of being pleased.

Jiang Yue blinked her eyes, leaned her head close to her, and kissed Lu Hanzhi's chin, with a touch of water, once and again, and laughed in her voice: "Not at all, after all, your current job The drama is still being filmed, and if it is announced, everyone will think that you are in love with the second female lead, so thank you."

"If you want to scum me, then you have to think clearly. There is a long line of people who want to marry me now? As long as you leave, they will have a chance."

Lu Hanzhi pinched her nose: "So you even have a spare tire ready, and you're just waiting for Ben Gong to give way?"

Jiang Yue replied in a buzzing voice: "Not really."

"However, judging by Ben Ba's smart temperament and his current wealth, if he wants to help the poor, no one will refuse."

Lu Hanzhi bit her chin viciously, her voice was deliberately rough, and said fiercely: "You think beautifully."

"If I don't die for a day, they are all the farts outside the palace walls after all."

Jiang Yue's whole body was trembling with a smile, but she was pressed and kissed by Lu Hanzhi again, and couldn't be pushed away. In the end, she could only make a moan with her face flushed, and she didn't know whether the color was shame or depression. of.

……

The previous dull and indescribable atmosphere gradually dissipated.

Sometimes people are like this. When they are in a dead end, they feel that they can’t get over this hurdle. The whole world is gray and dark, and all they see are high walls. Like over there.

As a result, I don’t know when I retreated suddenly, or I was pulled by someone, or I suddenly wanted to leave. In short, when the daylight outside the high wall came again, people would suddenly squint their eyes and realize that they were trapped. It's not too difficult a road either.

Going in the other direction is not a big deal.

Lu Hanzhi didn't know how to describe the knot in her heart that was untied at that moment, her whole body became alive again, she thought:

Yeah, so what if you like women?

That doesn't mean she and Weng Yiran are the same person.

Because her mother didn't know who she was, she entrusted her whole life to a man too early. Although she left in time, she left behind a shadow that could never be avoided for the rest of her life.

Because the color of the shadow was too strong, Mother Lu always felt that as long as it was like Weng Yiran, it was wrong.

It was a mistake to enter the big dye tank of the entertainment industry.

Homosexuality is also wrong.

Anyone who is like that man is unforgivable.

But Lu Hanzhi knew clearly that he was different from Weng Yiran.

Entering the entertainment circle was a struggle against him and against her mother. Now she is considered a front-line player in the circle, becoming famous in the eyes of others, but Lu Hanzhi was not fascinated by the prosperity.

She will never be as indulgent as Weng Yiran.

Not to mention meeting the same sex with a fresh or dispensable attitude.

She likes Jiang Yue and wants to go on with Jiang Yue, not because Jiang Yue is a woman, but because she likes this man, that's all, it has nothing to do with gender.

……

"Do you feel a little happier?"

Jiang Yue vaguely sensed the change of Lu Hanzhi's mood. Looking from below, she couldn't help but be attracted by Lu Hanzhi's slender and white neck, so she couldn't help leaning forward to rub her nose against it.

Lu Hanzhi felt a little itchy, and couldn't help but tighten her hug tightly, threatening with a smile: "Don't make trouble."

"I won't be polite if you rub me any more."

Jiang Yue forgot the pain when her scar healed, and now she has selectively forgotten her shameful appearance before dinner, and winked at Lu Hanzhi eagerly: "Don't be polite to me, eat whatever you want."

Lu Hanzhi: "..."

When she just started to move, Jiang Yue lay lazily, and suddenly said: "By the way, there is something I think it's better for me to tell you."

Lu Hanzhi easily pulled up the hem of her clothes, and without raising her head, she gave an "um", motioning for her to speak.

Jiang Yue opened her lips slowly: "What if I can't remember the past? That is, I will never remember what happened between the ages of 15 and 23."

At first, Lu Hanzhi didn't realize the difference, and he didn't stop the action of preparing to cultivate, and only said quite casually:

"If you can't remember it, you can't remember it. It's all in the past."

What's more, the two of them couldn't really be together at that time, far from the kind of longing that scratches the heart and lungs now. From that period of time that was almost equivalent to unrequited love, Lu Hanzhi felt the most bitterness.

She didn't know why Jiang Yue brought up this topic again, but no matter what she said, she didn't mind.

Jiang Yue smiled, and changed the way of asking:

"If, I mean if—"

"If I am the 15-year-old me and suddenly become the 23-year-old me, which one do you like?"

Lu Hanzhi paused.

She raised her eyelids, squinted her eyes, looked at Jiang Yue dangerously, and then said quietly: "Do you have to give me a question at this time, Jiang Xiaoyue?"

It was rare for Jiang Yue not to take the initiative to tease her to continue, and even pressed her wrist, bending her lips to her: "Speak."

"If you're right, I'll consider letting you continue."

Lu Hanzhi: "...?"

She asked, "Do you want to switch careers to write novels because your company can't keep going?"

Jiang Yue: "You answer the question first, and I'll tell you later."

Lu Hanzhi was serious now, even if what Jiang Yue said was a joke, or it was a test question from somewhere, she was ready to think seriously about the answer.

But after thinking about it for a while, she found it difficult.

"In this case, hypothesizing and actually happening are two different things," she said.

Hypothetically, she could tell a lot of hype, and Jiang Yue could hear whatever she wanted.

But if it is true...

Lu Hanzhi couldn't help but think of Jiang Yue's personality change, and she frowned in connection with this Arabian Nights hypothesis.

Jiang Yue: "It's true."

She said: "Although there is a saying that it is impossible for people to truly understand themselves, I think that I suddenly lost my memory and only remembered things at the age of 15. Is it of any use to the current situation? Suppose I am 23 years old because I can't bear it. What kind of stimulation, sudden amnesia, and only letting my 15-year-old self face this situation, can I handle it better than her in my teens? I still have to face the sudden loss of my father and sister."

The same injury, the second time is even more serious than the first time.

If Jiang Yue couldn't bear this, when she woke up at the age of 15, she would be stimulated and lose her memory again.

Until I can't touch this thing at all.

But she didn't.

"And for the past two years, I have been investigating the things before and after I lost my memory. It was normal, very calm, and nothing happened—"

"I mean, there's no single point where I can suddenly lose my memory."

"Maybe for others, time travel to the future is a fantasy, but for me, I think the possibility of my time travel to the future is much more reliable than sudden and unclear amnesia."

"Because my memory is coherent when I was 15 years old. I clearly remember what happened yesterday, and I also remember the changes when I woke up the next day. I also did a psychological test. I don't have any hidden personality, and there are no signs of split personality. "

Everything is normal, but the biggest abnormality is.

After Jiang Yue finished speaking, she looked at Lu Hanzhi with a smile and asked:

"What's your answer, have you figured it out?"

Lu Hanzhi: "..."

She took a deep breath, and all those miscellaneous thoughts just now dissipated, and there was only one sentence left after a thousand words: "Let me be quiet."

Jiang Yue nodded, with a very tolerant and generous look, and even said without hesitation: "Think about it carefully, if you don't believe me, I will take a test with you? Maybe I am actually delusional or something?"

Lu Hanzhi: "..."

Lu Hanzhi: "Shut up."

Jiang Yue: "Oh."

She wanted to get up to get a glass of water to drink, but Lu Hanzhi raised her hand and pulled her back into her arms, burying her head in her neck.

Jiang Yue: "?"

Lu Hanzhi is serious: "Sucking on my wife can help me think better."

Jiang Yue thought for a while, and agreed: "That's right, after all, if you answer incorrectly, this may be the last time you hug your wife."

Lu Hanzhi: "..."

She couldn't help asking, "Where did you come from?"