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Zhong Mengyu from Class 9 had suspended her studies, and there was nothing she could do if she continued to suspend her studies. The incident at the radio station had too much influence, and she was immediately pushed to the top of the list of celebrities in the Eleventh Middle School, and she was still notorious.

There are still two paths ahead for her, one is to suspend school for one year and continue with the next class; the other is to transfer to another school.

But transferring in high school is very troublesome. Either transfer to a private school or go to a foreign city to study abroad. The good life will be disrupted.

Zhou Xinling took two days off because of a high fever. When she came back to class on the third day, everyone treated her as usual. The rumors about her were self-defeating. Although no one formally apologized to her, they couldn't care less.

Soon people noticed that she had changed, her voice became quieter, she talked less, the cultural and entertainment committee member also resigned, and her personality seemed to be moving closer to Chen Ren.

She also brings things to Chen Yan from time to time, a few books and pens, reference books that she thinks are useful, CDs that she sings well but she doesn't know what to sing, small cakes made by her mother... Chen Yan suddenly has another person to vote for. Hey, I feel sorry for that, I persuade her not to do this, but she doesn't listen, and if Chen Yan doesn't accept her, she just stands there and won't leave.

This really annoyed Lin Yanxing, he couldn't order Chen Yan to refuse, and he couldn't directly say to Zhou Xinling, "This is mine, can you not reach out?"

Zhou Xinling sent a small amount of stationery, and he carried a box;

Zhou Xinling sent a copy, and he rounded up the same type in the bookstore;

Zhou Xinling sent a CD, and he went home to form a band;

Zhou Xinling sent food, he planned to open a restaurant after graduating from high school...Anyway, he can't bow to the little girl!

He was so strong that even Yu Ming noticed it. Yu Ming asked Chen Yan every night: "Is Lin Yanxing planning to move the supermarket next door to our dormitory? Why don't we count and count and stop studying, and start a joint venture?" Commissary, right?"

Chen Yan vaguely said that it would be fine in two days, and Yu Ming babbled: "What are these rich kids thinking about? When they think about it, they think about it!"

In a blink of an eye, it was March, and the cold spring was coming fiercely, but the spores on the willow branches still came out.

Chen Li began to worry. He knew that there would be two snowfalls in March, one at the beginning of the month and one at the middle of the month. Although the weather was warm and the snow did not accumulate, it still affected the traffic in the city.

The memory is so deep because the Waterloo in his previous life was in this cold and wet March.

When the second snow fell, he panicked like a bereaved dog, and even wanted to ask for leave to hide in the dormitory.

He thought that he must avoid certain opportunities today—such as going to Lin Yanxing’s home—to avoid triggering the same chain reaction, but things backfired. Lin Yanxing collided with his teammates during noon practice, and both of them got their heads broken. blood flow.

Lin Yanxing's condition was worse than his teammates', his right eye was blood red except for the black pupil, and he didn't feel anything, which frightened the homeroom teacher, Mrs. Zhang, so she had to send him home.

So he didn't want anyone but Chen Yan, and he was able to walk, but when he got to Chen Yan, he suddenly withered, and kept slipping down, and the buddies who supported him kept shouting: "Hey, what's going on?" ?”

Chen Yan was also startled, and asked the man, "Did he have a concussion?"

"But he was fine just now," said the man, "a minute ago he was as fierce as a tiger!"

Lin Yanxing lay on Chen Ren's shoulder and shouted: "I'm cold... I have a headache..." It was exactly the same as what Zhou Xinling had shouted at the beginning.

Chen Yan had nothing to do with him. Knowing that the day was not suitable, she still invited Teacher Guan to drive him off.

Mr. Guan has a luxury car and a driver’s license, but the normal driving will never exceed 800 yards, and the brakes will start [-] meters away from the traffic lights. In addition, he is courteous to pedestrians, unfamiliar with the road conditions, and snow blocks his sight. Three kilometers away, Lin Yanxing took an hour, much slower than pushing a wheelchair.

During this period, Lin Yanxing always put his head on Chen Yan's lap, pretending to be about to die; Chen Yan thought that the child was really dying, and was afraid that he would lose his job for the rest of his life, so he kept urging Teacher Guan to speed up.

Teacher Guan said: "It won't happen soon!"

Chen Yan said: "Your car is a Porsche! 4.5 displacement!"

"The Porsche won't be fast either," Teacher Guan shook his hands on the steering wheel, "I'm afraid, the last time I touched a car was when I took the driver's license test!"

"It's better to open it for me!"

"You can't, you don't have a certificate... I rely on insurance, that motorcycle scares me to death!"

"Why did the motorcycle on the opposite lane scare you to death?!"

Lin Yanxing gasped and said, "Teacher Guan, don't hurry up. If you hurry up, you'll get a headache... Fuck, talking hurts too..."

Chen Li looked down at his face.

What Lin Yanxing bumped was mainly on the forehead. There is a wound but it can be flat, so as not to disfigure his appearance, but Chen Yan is really worried, for fear that he will not look good in the future.

The more he behaved like Lin Yanxing, the more he pretended, his head hurts, his body became soft and his eyes were still blind, and he added a new symptom. He was tall and vigorous, and he was covering his heart like a Xi Shi, making a tooth-sore gasping sound.

Chen Yan looked at others objectively, but he was the only one who couldn't do it. He secretly talked about my heart, liver, spleen, lungs, and kidneys. Don't die. If you die, who will you find to remarry... It doesn't seem right, anyway, that's how it is Meaning!

When the car arrived at Lin Yanxing's house, there was a narrow tree-lined driveway in the yard leading to the gate of the house. The road was not long, but Mr. Guan could drive in, but not back out.

The nanny of the Lin family ordered him to turn around, but he couldn't figure out the instructions, and almost drove the car into the pond, scratching the rear of the car.

He yelled loudly that it was fine, and he pulled out the key to walk back in the wind and snow.

The middle-aged nanny came out and asked, "Mr. Guan, how long will your car be blocking my door?"

Teacher Guan waved his hand and said, "Wait until the spring is warm and the flowers are blooming."

The nanny said that's not okay, our house is only on the Huashan road, and it's blocked for you. How can Mr. Lin and Mr. Xu come back?

So Lin Yanxing, who was about to die just now, got up from Chen Yan, took the car keys from Teacher Guan, and turned the car with two steering wheels.

"..." Chen Yan felt that the child was young after all, and he recovered very quickly!

He looked up at Lin Yan's improved Chinese-style mansion, feeling mixed feelings for a moment, like icy coals in his arms.

It was useless to escape, he was rushed here by the torrent of fate on the same snowy day, and his previous life was to slide off the cliff from here and fall to pieces at the bottom of the valley.

After that, he spent more than ten years picking up the debris and slowly gluing them together. Looking back late at night, he still felt that the Lin Mansion was not his blessed land.

Kelin Mansion itself occupies a treasure land of geomantic omen. Just imagine what it was like to have a yard covering an area of ​​two or three acres by the lake in the city center more than ten years ago?That's really not an ordinary local tyrant, besides, this courtyard only accounts for a few tenths of the real estate of Lao Lin's family.

He remembered that the inside of this room was also more Chinese-style, and there were a lot of huanghuali that looked simple but were extremely expensive, because Mr. Lin and his elders liked it.

He still remembered that Lin Yanxing's room was on the second floor, a small suite with all internal organs, a study room outside, a bed inside, a cloakroom and a bathroom...

Do you remember why you came here in your previous life?

... That's right, Lin Yanxing missed class when he went out for a competition. The English teacher asked him to help with homework. He was supposed to leave as soon as he delivered it, but the nanny of the Lin family invited him in for tea and snacks.

It was a snowy day, he didn't have lunch, he was cold and hungry, and he walked in unconsciously, and everything in the room had a great impact on him.

He had never seen such delicate and exquisite furniture and furnishings. He was startled when he stepped on the soft and luxurious carpet. He only dared to move around the treasure against the corner of the wall, and almost knocked over a porcelain vase on the huanghuali table. cry out.

He sat in the kitchen for less than 5 minutes, carefully ate two croissants, and Lin Yanxing came back.

At that time Lin Yanxing was far less enthusiastic than today, but he was still easy to get along with, and he didn't mind his downcast appearance, so he asked him to go upstairs and sit in his room.

He couldn't hold back his curiosity, so he went, and ended up making a mistake that even he himself would not forgive...

"Chen Ren!" Lin Yanxing called him in his ear.

He was startled and came back to his senses.

"What are you thinking? Help me into the house, I'm cold and have a headache." Lin Yanxing regained his weakness.

"But your family has insurance..." Chen Yan looked at the nanny, but Lin Yanxing grabbed her neck and dragged her in. Just because of the strength of her arms, Lin Yanxing could live another 500 years.

The nanny said with a smile: "You play, I'll get you some snacks."

Chen Eun said, "I'd better go back to school..."

Lin Yanxing refused to let go: "Sit down for a while, your hands are like ice. I really convinced Mr. Guan, I didn't know how to turn on the air conditioner for an entire hour, and he just drove the car with a million yuan into a small electric car."

But Chen Ren's hands were cold not because of the cold, but because of anxiety.

He was uncomfortably pulled into the kitchen by Lin Yanxing, and seeing the nanny bring out another cup of hot chocolate and two croissants, his whole stomach suddenly turned up—do you want to repeat it?

Seeing that his expression was not right, Lin Yanxing didn't dare to pretend to be dead anymore, and asked with concern: "What's wrong?"

"It's nothing." Chen Yan forced a smile.

Lin Yanxing motioned him to take off his coat, because the temperature difference between indoors and outdoors was relatively large: "Would you like to go to my room?"

"Not good." Chen Yan replied reflexively.

Lin Yanxing looked at him worriedly, and said that he didn't go out very often, and he didn't feel used to staying in other people's homes, so he said, "Then you have a snack first, I'll go upstairs and change my clothes, there's blood on my school uniform."

Chen Yan had no choice but to sit down in front of the island in the kitchen, and because he was nervous, he only touched half of the chair. The nanny tried to persuade him to eat something, but he refused as politely as possible.

He looked at the fine lines on his palm, thinking that he would leave after Lin Yanxing changed his clothes.

He knew that 90.00% of his worries were unnecessary. It is impossible for a person to step into the same river twice, and it is impossible to repeat the mistakes of the previous life in this life, but the memory is too deep, and it is difficult for him to convince himself not to care.

He wants palm prints, if you are the witness of the fate of a person's life, then please let me pass today safely, because today is a hurdle for me...

Lin Yanxing ran into his room, took off his bloody clothes, quickly put on a sweater, and then hurriedly walked around the room. He felt that red eyes were quite scary, so he found a pair of flat glasses and put them on. In order to maintain his image of a handsome guy in Chen Ren's mind.

Then he grabbed something and went downstairs.

He turned the stairs to the kitchen and saw the man sitting stiffly, staring straight at the palm of his hand, looking embarrassed and pitiful.

Chen Li's pretty face and that habitual demeanor belonged to the "abstinence system" in the words many years later.

People in the ascetic department are a bit cold, but they don't look pitiful. Although Lin Yanxing often thinks he is pitiful because of the filter, he has never seen him cramped.

Lin Yanxing felt that something was wrong, and suddenly Chen Yan looked up at him.

Lin Yanxing was stunned by this look, because Chen Li hadn't looked at him with such dark eyes for a long time, and it seemed to be back to last summer for a moment.

"Are you uncomfortable?" Lin Yanxing was full of worry.

Chen Yan shook her head: "If it's okay, I'm going back to school..."

Suddenly he opened his mouth wide because Lin Yanxing was carrying a guitar.

"That's..." he asked tremblingly.

"My mom just got me a limited-edition guitar." Lin Yanxing offered the treasure with a smile. Can control this thing!"

A burst of coldness climbed up Chen Rin's calf, gradually soaked into his back, and stuffed into the cracks in his bones. He felt his whole body was frozen rigid, and there was only a kind of noise hovering in his ears, which was the sound of the piano. .

Of course he has seen that qin. Fifteen years ago out of terrible jealousy and extremes, he cut all its strings while Lin Yanxing was away, and then ran away desperately.

He still remembers how the string was broken, as the ancient poem said, its sound is clanging.

He also remembered how to cut the strings, the blood rushed to the top of his head, and the wire cutters went down cruelly, as if slaughtering some innocent animal.

It was years later that he had the courage to think back to that time, and he felt that he was already in a half-mad state.

He was stimulated by the grandeur of the Lin family, which surpassed the grandeur, the friendliness of the Lin family's nanny, the warm room of Lin Yanxing, the expensive piano bought by his mother, and even the sweetness of hot chocolate and croissants. Make him think of himself as nothing more than a homeless, hungry reptile.

Lin Yanxing owns the whole world, but it is an extravagant wish for him to own a quilt, why?

Why can't everyone even out a little bit?Why does he have to be sad all the time?Why can't Lin Yanxing suffer together?

If it could bring pain to Lin Yanxing's face that didn't know any worries, he would do anything!

He wanted to destroy Lin Yanxing, and if he couldn't destroy it, he would destroy one of his beloved things!

Whatever, destroy it!

……

The strings of the guitar can be changed, but the loss is not great, but his soul has become heavier and he has no freedom.

Before the incident of destroying the piano, he had already been bullied at school, and it got out of control after that. Everyone seemed to be filled with righteous indignation to avenge Lin Yanxing, and insults and punches covered him like a flood.

He asked for it, but he was very wronged, because Lin Yanxing himself didn't say anything, and he didn't participate in any violence against him. Even when this matter got out of the Lin family's door, he had nothing to do with it, and the nanny was angry.

Lin Yanxing probably commented on him from the beginning to the end, "This person is boring".

Yeah, it's so boring, so he was kicked out of school...

He was wrong.

He paid the price.

Now he doesn't want to see that violin.

He turned his face, and Lin Yanxing saw that his dark eyes were filled with tears.

"What's wrong?!" Lin Yanxing panicked.

Chen Yan sniffled: "...It's a yawn, your house is too warm, I'm sleepy, I want to go back to school."

"Why are you crying?" Lin Yanxing didn't believe him.

Chen Yan stood up and walked out. He couldn't behave more naturally, so he had to leave, and left quickly.

He is a restrained person, but it doesn't mean he can restrain himself all the time. He is very vulnerable when he is afraid and reunited with the dark moments of life.

When he passed by, Lin Yanxing grabbed his wrist!

"Who bullied you?"

"No."

"Why are you crying?"

"I didn't cry."

"Why lie?"

"No sprinkles."

Lin Yanxing grabbed Chen Ren's arm tightly, and gradually raised it above the top, the blindfold fell off, revealing his injured eyes.

He used gestures to force Chen Yan to look up: "...why are you crying?"

Chen Yan stared blankly at the blood-red patch, tears streaming down her face: "...I didn't cry..."

"Did I bully you?"

"no……"

"Did I bully you?" Lin Yanxing yelled close to his face, not angry, but distressed, "What's wrong with me?!"

"No, fuck!!" Chen Yan's tears formed beads, and she also yelled.

"Then what the hell happened to you?!"

"I'm fucking sleepy!"

If the nanny hadn't barged in, at least one of them would have gone crazy. The nanny hurriedly asked, "What's the matter? Why are you making such a loud noise all of a sudden?"

Chen Yan broke away from Lin Yanxing, covered her face with her hands and wiped her face twice, her eyes were red when she put her hands down.

He is a very fair-skinned person, with a slight color contrast on his face, Lin Yanxing looked at him in disbelief.

"...Auntie," Chen Yan said softly to the nanny, "You bake delicious bread."

He wanted to say this 15 years ago: Your bread is delicious, your hot chocolate is delicious, you gave the best thing to a starving child, but I killed a piano under your nose.

The nanny said: "You can eat more if it tastes good... Uh, didn't you eat it?"

Chen Eun said: "I'm sleepy, I have to go back to school first, see you, auntie."

He couldn't say other reasons, such as "discomfort" or "headache", because Lin Yanxing must break the casserole and ask the end, so he can only insist that it is sleepiness.

The nanny was taken aback: "Oh...okay, goodbye, classmate."

"Don't leave!" Lin Yanxing said in a rough voice.

Chen Li walked past him.

Lin Yanxing threw away the piano and chased after him.

When Chen Li opened the door, Lin Yanxing was a step late.

Chen Li stepped down the steps quickly, and Lin Yanxing slipped because of his haste.

Finally he caught up with him under the snow-covered camphor tree.Lin Yanxing was in a mess, and he gave himself completely to his intuition. He grabbed Chen Ren from behind, instinctively pulled him into his arms, and hugged him tightly.

"Don't go!!"

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