Today I want to be the heroine

In the days after Huo Shu left, everything returned to calm.

Su Yu is still the girl Su Su from Chunjinglou, and occasionally she comes out in a good mood to sing a song or two, to experience what it means to be treated like a celebrity.

However, she still doesn't pay much attention to those things, no matter how loud the cheers are, her eyes are still cold and cold, and she treats people very coldly, which makes many dignitaries secretly scold her for being ignorant.

From winter to spring, Jinling in March is unbelievably beautiful.

Sometimes Su Yu would wander around the city by herself, drink some Dou Nao from East Street, eat steamed buns from West Street, feel the traces of Huo Shu's past life, and tell her self-deception that she is still in Jinling, not That foreign country across the ocean.

But still different.

Living alone in a strange world, no one can understand the kind of loneliness in the bones.

In the end, Su Yu didn't even want to go out.

Catkins were flying all over the street, and she coughed badly as soon as she touched it, and the East Building called one doctor after another, and got sick again and again.

After recovering from her illness, she lost a lot of weight, and she really answered the saying that illness is like a west child.

Her mother also came to persuade her to marry early while she was young.

She is not young anymore, and a few more years later, her face will be nothing.

Su Yu looked at the little face in the mirror that was more delicate than a flower, smiled and shook her head to decline.

She is waiting for someone.

Wait for that person to come back, and wait for her to tell her that she likes her.

Mom sighed, but in the end she was not willing to scold her, turned around and went out the door.

Su Yu was writing on the floor with a pen in her hand. She asked Chunxing to go out and buy it, and it cost a lot of money.

What to write?

Su Yu bit her pen, and didn't know what to say to her. Those missing words were too hypocritical, she couldn't tell her in words, so she should say it herself when the time comes.

She sighed and put down her pen again.

These days, she did not forget to pay attention to the Lu family. The old man of the Lu family is getting worse and worse, and the game of the Lu family will definitely end this year at the latest.

She also wanted to do something in the past, but with such an identity, she could do nothing except rely on this beauty.

Years ago, a high-ranking official also approached her in private, intending to carry her into the mansion.

Su Yu thought about that heartless and heartless girl, but she still refused.

If the task fails, it will fail, it can't, because it's her own way, let her pay for herself.

She coughed again, took a sip of hot tea, and suppressed the itching in her throat.

"Girl, something happened to the Lu family and the Lu family."

Chun Xing trotted in, panting: "When I went to buy rouge today, I heard someone say that the third young master of the Lu family slept with the eldest young master's wife, and they are making a fuss right now. Sick."

Su Yu was startled, and straightened up abruptly, "Can you find out what's going on?"

Chun Xing rubbed her head, and smiled embarrassedly, "I... I was only here to report to you, but I forgot to ask. Just wait, I'll go right away."

"Ah."

Su Yu told her to go down, and then she leaned on the bed again.

Lu Renxing is not that stupid, no matter how romantic he is, he still knows what should be touched and what should not be touched. Besides, even if he really misses it, he may only dare to do it in private.

The wife of the boss of the Lu family was suddenly caught sleeping, and someone found out, causing a lot of trouble in the city.

Behind this, I am afraid that someone is messing with him.

As soon as this incident happened, Mr. Lu was in a bad mood. The two of them wanted to take over the position of Patriarch, and they were afraid that they would also hang up.

Among them, only one person profited, the frail second young master of the Lu family!

But according to Chun Xing's description, the second young master is white and clean, he is a person who can only study hard, logically, he should not have this ability.

Su Yu tilted her head and thought for a while, coughed a few more times, and frowned.

Forget it or not, everything will be revealed when Chun Xing comes back.

She took a sip of her tea and thought about it again. These days, she seems to be coughing a lot, and she needs to see a doctor.

The afternoon sun was warm but not too much, and it was very comfortable to bask in. After a while, Su Yu narrowed her eyes and lay down on the couch sleepily.

When he woke up again, it was already dark.

Su Yu rubbed her eyebrows and stood up, the thin quilt slipping off her body.

She froze for a moment, grabbed the thin quilt and pulled it up, calling out, "Chun Xing."

"coming."

Chun Xing walked in quickly from the outside, brought a cup of hot tea and some snacks, "Girl, I came back and saw you fell asleep, so I didn't call you, I probably found out about the matter, you first Eat something to fill your stomach and I will tell you."

Su Yu hummed, took a bite or two of the snack and then put it down.

I don't know if it's because she's in poor health, or because she misses it too much, but now she has such a poor appetite, she can't eat anymore after eating a little.

Chun Xing poured another cup of tea and handed it to her, and said softly, "I'm going to ask. The servant is not here, so I went back to get it myself, who knows, I ran into the matter of the third young master and the eldest young lady when I went back."

"The two immediately started fighting in the house. I heard that there was a lot of commotion, and in the end even Mr. Lu was alarmed. When the old man asked, he fainted on the spot. At this moment, he should be rescued."

Su Yu took a sip and asked, "Who did it?"

"It's... still unclear."

Chun Xing thought for a while, then lowered her voice, "But I guess it might be the second young master Lu. I heard people say that the Lu mansion is still in trouble, and the old man is going to hand it over to the second young master Lu. Madam can't sit still,"

Su Yu smiled lightly, playing with the cup in her hand, "If you think about it, it might be him."

"Bang bang bang."

The door was knocked.

Chun Xing opened the door, and the little maid outside said crisply: "My husband invites Miss Su Su to Sanye Teahouse tomorrow."

Su Yu was slightly startled, and asked through the curtain, "Who is your husband?"

"Second Master Lu."

She raised her eyebrows, nodded in response, "Tell your husband, I will go to the appointment tomorrow."

Chun Xing closed the door, her face was a little confused, "Girl, what does the second young master from the Lu family want you for?"

Su Yu yawned and smiled casually, "Who knows."

In the original book, the second young master of the Lu family is a cannon fodder for passers-by.

From the beginning to the end, he left without saying a few words.

When she messed up like this, everything changed.

Chun Xing became anxious, and hurriedly said: "Then you're still going? I'm afraid it won't be a good thing if you get involved with this hot-button guy?"

"Don't you want to know what he wants from me?"

Chun Xing choked, "This..."

"Don't worry, it's no big deal to just go and see."

"Well."

Su Yu got up late, and when she arrived at the teahouse, everyone had already arrived.

Facing the window, a young man in a gray suit drank his tea with his head down. From this angle, he couldn't see his face clearly, but he was extremely handsome.

The little maid from last night waved and said something in a low voice.

The young man turned his head, stood up and greeted him, "Miss Susu."

Su Yu hummed and sat opposite him.

The young man has just turned twenty, and the outline of his eyebrows and eyes can be seen to be somewhat similar to Lu Renxing, and he is also extremely handsome. However, compared to Lu Renxing's flirtatious, he is much more restrained, gentle and polite.

Lu Hen poured a glass of water for her, and said with a warm smile, "Miss Susu, thank you for the previous reminder."

Su Yu's body stiffened slightly, and she smiled, "What does Second Young Master Lu mean by that?"

"Miss Susu is so smart, don't you think she doesn't even understand these few words?"

"don't know."

"Then call me nonsense."

Lu Henong smiled and pushed the snack in front of her, "I heard that the girl is not in good health. This snack is a specialty of the teahouse. It is made of tea leaves. It is sweet but not greasy. Try it."

Su Yu took a sip, and it was really delicious. A faint tea fragrance reverberated, making people unable to resist aftertaste.

She took a bite and handed a few more to Chun Xing.

"The girl is not young anymore, have you ever thought about what will happen to you later?"

Su Yu was stunned, and the smile on her face faded three points, "Ask me to be a concubine?"

"Second lady."

Lu Henong looked at her with a sincere expression, "The honor and favor are only given to you."

Su Yu smiled, and leaned back lazily, "Second Master Lu, how can I, a brothel girl, He De, let you make this promise?"

Lu Heyou pursed his lips, "Don't forget the girl's reminder."

"If it's just this, don't worry about it, I just happen to be uncomfortable with Lu Renxing."

She paused, then laughed again, "If the second young master thinks that my reminder is a deep affection for you, then you... I'm afraid you have misunderstood."

"The Lu family is in turmoil right now. You have this spare time, so you might as well find some time to see how the situation can be stabilized."

After saying that, she got up and waved, "Chun Xing is back."

Chun Xing responded and left.

On the way back, she thought for a while, and couldn't help but ask, "Girl, why didn't you agree to Second Young Master Lu?"

Su Yu looked up at her, "Huh?"

"I feel that the second young master Lu seems to be quite sincere. He seems to like you very much. Why don't you agree?"

She was startled, and laughed out loud, "You little girl, can you just look at the surface?"

"It would be fine if he is really a simple person, but he is not. How can he be such a simple person who can play Lu Renxing and Lu Renfei in applause?"

At this point, Su Yu couldn't help but poked her head and bit her lower lip.

Failed.

Before I knew it, I was tricked by him.

He might not have been clear at first, who actually reminded him, but he just suspected that if she did this, wouldn't it be true?

Can a person with his thoughts keep her safe?

Forget it.

Su Yu sighed, a little lost in spirit.

Thinking about it, he wouldn't do anything, and when he took the position of the head of the Lu family, he wouldn't care much.

"Go back."

Chun Xing nodded, knowing that she was in a bad mood, so she didn't dare to speak.

But in three or two days, Lu Renxing's reputation was ruined, and Mr. Lu couldn't afford to lose this man, so he kicked him out of the house.

Once he was down and out, those girls' family members who had been hooked up and abandoned by him came to him one by one.

Originally, the third young master Lu, who was a wanderer, just hid in Tibet in the end, and died in poverty, which made people feel extremely embarrassed.

[Congratulations to the host, you have successfully completed this world mission, the mission completion degree is sss, do you want to enter the next world? 】

Su Yu regained her senses, "Mission completed?"

[Yes, the host, the scumbag’s family was ruined and died. May I ask if you want to enter the next world? 】

The next world?

Su Yu thought for a while, "Wait."

【OK. 】

Wait for Huo Shu to come back.

Wait for her a real I love you.

This waited for several years, the peach blossoms in front of the door bloomed and then failed, failed and bloomed again, year after year, Huo Shu did not come back.

The newcomers in Chunjinglou have changed from batch to batch, their appearances are prettier than flowers, and their voices are more beautiful than orioles.

In this world, there are always new people laughing, but old people crying.

Su Yu's health was getting worse and worse, and her cough was getting worse. She was sick for several months, and her voice was so hoarse that she couldn't sing anymore.

Miss Su Su, who was so popular for a while, ended when she said the curtain was over.

Fortunately, my mother was thinking of love. She had earned a lot of money for Chunjinglou over the years. Even though she couldn't sing anymore, she was not allowed to move out of the East Building. It was just that all the maids around her left, and those who stayed were only Only spring apricot.

In the winter of the 11th year of the Republic of China, there was heavy snow, and it was another cold winter.

The winter of this year was extremely cold, and the bones of the cold people were shivering.

Su Yu couldn't stand it any longer. After several months of intermittent coughing, she fell ill again, and the illness never came back.

Lying on the bed, she sighed softly after thinking for a long time, "Hammer, let's go."

In this life, she might not be able to wait for Huo Shu.

next March

Huo Shu and Huo Cheng got off the boat.

Six years later, Jinling is even more prosperous and lively than before.

Huo Shu carried the suitcase and looked around, with a nostalgic look on his face.

After six years, she finally came back.

This time, she can finally stand upright in front of her and tell her that she likes her.

If the domestic content does not accommodate her, she will take her abroad. She has also saved a lot of money in the past two years, and there is always a place suitable for them to live in.

"Bringing so many medical books back, if you weren't my younger sister, I wouldn't have carried such a heavy load."

Huo Cheng babbled and stopped the car, seeing her turn around and walk in another direction, he couldn't help shouting, "Ashu, where are you going?"

"Find a friend."

Huo Shu clenched his lips, "You go back first."

"you……"

Huo Cheng wanted to say something more, but seeing that the car was already driving, he could only resign himself to his fate and move the luggage onto the car.

Huo Shu went directly to Chunjing Building by car.

It is no different from six years ago, the only thing that has changed is that the interior decoration is more refined and elegant, with a little western beauty.

Huo Shu stopped one person and asked, "May I ask when Miss Susu will sing?"

The boy froze for a moment, "Miss Susu? Oh, you are talking about our Zisu girl, right? She, there is one today..."

Before he finished speaking, Huo Shu interrupted, "It's either Miss Zisu or Miss Susu."

"We don't have Miss Susu..."

The boy was a little aggrieved, but he thought of something, and he was not sure: "Uh, no, I remember... there was one, but that was a few years ago, Miss, why are you asking this?"

Huo Shu looked excited and grabbed his arm, "Yes, it's her, where is she?"

"Miss Susu? She died a long time ago, she died last year."

died?

Huo Shu's complexion changed drastically, his body trembled slightly, and his tone was unbelievable, "This...how is this possible?"

"What did I lie to you for?"

The little servant was quite helpless, and suddenly caught a glimpse of a person in front of him, "Mom, this lady is pestering me to ask about Miss Susu, look..."

"Just talk about it."

The fat mother walked over quickly, took a look at Huo Shu, and suddenly said, "You are...Miss Huo."

Huo Shu raised her head abruptly, grabbed her hand, and asked in a flustered tone, "Where's Susu? Where is Susu?"

"Miss Huo, you are the daughter of a rich family, so I won't lie to you."

The fat mother's face was a little ugly, and she said in a deep voice: "Our Susu has been waiting for Mr. Huo all his life, and he passed away last year. You can take a look at Susu because of your affection. What about Mr. Huo?"

"Why didn't Mr. Huo come?"

"Our family, Susu, insisted on never getting married because of him. What about him? What about others?"

"The rich son is like this. After playing with his feelings, he will be irresponsible. I should have known that I shouldn't have let Susu see you in the first place."

Huo Shu didn't listen to her remaining words.

I only heard that there were no people last year!

Yuyu her, why did she disappear?

If you say no, it will be gone. How is this possible? How old is she? Counting this year, she is only 22. How could she be gone at such a young age?

"You hid her, didn't you?"

Huo Shu clenched his palms tightly, his eyes were red, "Where is she? I know I was wrong. Please tell me where she is, please."

"You you..."

The fat mother was a little overwhelmed, seeing her crying like this made her feel uncomfortable, "She did die last winter, and I wasn't there. If you want to ask about her, go ask Chun Xing. Chun Xing has been following her, she knows everything about her."

Huo Shu clenched his fists, like a drowning man grabbing a life-saving straw, "Where is Chun Xing?"

The fat mother reported the address, "Go and see, I don't know if I'm there."

Huo Shu wiped away his tears and looked for her at the address she gave.

The streets and alleys are very large, and Huo Shu walked around for a long time before finding it. He knocked on the door, and someone shouted.

"You look for…"

Before she finished speaking, the woman froze, "Miss Huo?"

"Where is Yuyu?"

Seeing her, Huo Shu burst into tears, choked up and asked: "They all said that Yuyu is dead, I don't believe I don't believe she is really dead, where is she, can you tell me?"

The smile on Chun Xing's face faded by three points, and she said softly: "The girl is indeed dead, she died of illness last winter, if you don't believe me, I will take you to see her tomb."

Sick and dead!

These words hit Huo Shu's heart like a stone hammer.

It was as if all the strength had been sucked out of her body in an instant, and she could no longer hold on. She fell to the ground along the wall, her eyes were a little blank.

She had studied medicine for six years, hoping to take care of her body when she came back, but Yuyu died of illness!

She learned it, but the person she loved the most died.

God, are you punishing her?

Huo Shu grabbed her hair tightly, buried herself between her legs and cried loudly, causing passers-by to look at her.

Without Su Yu, what's the point of her studying medicine?

Everything she did was a joke!

Chun Xing looked at her, still sighed, turned around and went back to the room and took out a yellowed letter paper and handed it to her, "Miss Huo, the girl wrote a letter before she died, let me give it to you later."

Huo Shu raised his head abruptly, opened the letter with red eyes.

The letter is not long, only a few sentences.

"Huo Shu, you refuse to be with me for the sake of your family and righteousness. I understand what you do, but I won't forgive you."

"You made me wait for so long, and I didn't wait for a word of your return until I died."

"Huo Shu, in the next life, I want you to be with me even if you betray the whole world and are accused by thousands of people."

"Hey, don't cry."

"iloveyoutoo."

Huo Shu clenched her palms tightly, tightly clenched the letter, tears rolled down her cheeks, she gritted her teeth, and sobbed in extreme pain from her throat little by little.

It turned out that she knew everything.

She knows everything!

Chun Xing sighed, a little unbearable, "Miss Huo, don't cry, if the girl knows, I'm afraid she will feel sad. It's getting late, you can go home."

Come back home?

Huo Shu raised his red and swollen eyes.

Yes, go home!

Yuyu has gone to the new world one step ahead of her.

This time, she couldn't make her wait any longer.