Today I want to be the heroine

Huo Shu froze and clenched his hands, "Mom, what are you talking about? Last night, I got up early today and went shopping. What are you thinking?"

Huo's mother trembled, her face flushed with anger, "You still haven't told the truth!"

"What the hell did you go out for last night? Tell me all about it."

"No...don't think too much about it."

Huo Shu pursed her lips, lowered her head and walked forward, "Mom, I'm going to do my homework."

"Huo Huo, you are a child whose mother watched him grow up, you can't learn to be bad."

Huo's mother said, she burst into tears, sat on the sofa, covered her face and choked with sobs, "I have taught you since childhood that girls should be self-disciplined, you... what did you do last night, did you fall in love behind my back? gone."

As soon as she cried, Huo Shu became a little anxious, "Mom, it's really nothing, don't think too much about it."

"Then tell me, did you go out last night?"

Seeing the tears on Huo's mother's face, what Huo Shu wanted to say choked in her throat, and finally gave a low hum.

Huo's mother trembled, "You...you are dating behind my back?"

"Ah."

"you you…"

Huo's mother couldn't say a word for a long time. She couldn't believe that this daughter who had always been well-behaved and obedient in her memory would do such a rebellious thing behind her back.

"mom…"

Huo Shu bit his lip and said in a low voice: "I promise you, I will never lower my grades, so just leave it alone, okay?"

Mother Huo came back to her senses, and when she heard her words, she was furious and stretched out her hand suddenly.

"Snapped!"

A loud slap landed on her face.

"How did I teach you? When you are young, you just fall in love with others. Do you know how complicated the minds of children are nowadays? If you are cheated..."

Having said that, Huo's mother couldn't go on anymore, covering her face and crying.

She was really afraid, she was just such a daughter, if she was cheated, how old was she, and her life would be ruined in the future.

She has been deceived once, and she does not want her daughter to repeat the same mistakes.

"Mom, don't cry."

Huo Shu threw herself in front of her with red eyes, wiped away her tears, bit her lips and said, "It's my fault, I shouldn't make you angry, don't cry."

The girl's left cheek was red and swollen, which was in stark contrast to her fair right cheek. Even so, she didn't say anything.

Huo's mother looked at her, feeling like a knife was twisting in her heart, she touched her up unconsciously, and asked tremblingly, "Did Mom hurt you?"

"No, it doesn't hurt at all."

Huo Shu shook his head, tears also fell down, put her hands on his face, choked up and asked: "Mom, don't cry, I won't make you angry, okay?"

Huo's mother wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, and rubbed her face distressedly, "You and Mom be honest, who are you talking to, do I know him?"

"Su...Su Suyu."

Huo Shu's face was a little unnatural, and his tone was slightly embarrassing, "Mom, don't ask."

Su Yu?

Mother Huo immediately had an impression.

The girl who came to my house last time looked very polite and had good senses.

But... thinking again that Huo Shu was in love with her, the good sense disappeared in an instant.

Children of this age are still too young to distinguish between hobbies and temporary interests.

"You went to see her last night?"

Huo Shu hummed softly, "Mom, Su Yu lives alone. I promised to visit her yesterday, and I also agreed to let me review my homework at home, but I don't want to miss the appointment."

The girl lowered her head, inexplicably stubborn.

"you……"

Mother Huo sighed, rubbed her long hair, and asked softly, "Huo Huo, do you remember what Mom told you before?"

"Our family has no money, and my mother has no skills. You have to work harder than others to be qualified to pursue relationships."

"How old are you? Do you know what liking is at such a young age?"

Huo Shu lowered his head and said nothing.

"Even if you really like her, how can you be sure that she likes you too?"

Mother Huo sighed and said word by word: "Emotions that have not experienced setbacks were very beautiful before, but some feelings cannot withstand careful consideration. Once refined, these beautiful feelings will soon disappear, just like bubbles. Same."

"This kind of relationship won't last long. Even if you are together, sooner or later you will still be separated."

"Huo Huo, which kind do you want? Is it like a bubble that will burst at any time, or can it withstand the wind and rain?"

Huo Shu clenched his lips.

She didn't know, and she didn't want to test Su Yu either.

She has always been a worthless person, and she is very afraid that her relationship will not be able to withstand a little setback as her mother said.

Even so, she still wants to be with her and have a lively talk.

"Listen to Mom, let's break up first."

Mother Huo pulled her to sit next to her, and said seriously: "You are still young, you should put more energy into your studies. If she really likes you, she will wait for you. If it's just a momentary interest, Even if you talk now, it won't last long."

"Huo Huo, you have to be responsible for your own future. Mom can't just watch you being so young and start wasting your own life."

Huo Shu interrupted her, with tears in his eyes, he gritted his teeth and said, "Mom, I didn't waste my life. Both Su Yu and I have good grades. We will work hard together for the future."

"Huo Huo, can you listen to your mother? Don't be willful."

Hot tears fell on the back of his hand, Huo Shu raised his head.

Huo's mother looked at her with red eyes, disappointed and lonely in her eyes. She was a beauty when she was young, but she worked too hard for this family. Wrinkles covered her entire face, and she looked much older than her peers.

Huo Shu clenched her palms tightly, and the pain was severe. After a while, she said in a hoarse voice: "Mom, I promise you, don't cry."

What can she do?

The mother who gave birth to her and loved her had such high expectations for her, how could she let her down?

"Really?"

"Ah."

Huo's mother hugged her and cried, "Mom knew it. Mom knew Huo Huo would be obedient. When you are admitted to university, mom won't care about anything."

"You can do whatever you want. Now, let's focus on studying first, okay?"

Huo Shu nodded, "Mom, then I'll go to review first."

"Ah."

She bowed her head back to the bedroom.

The curtains are open, and the sky is not very bright at the moment, and it is gray.

Huo Shu threw herself directly onto the bed, she didn't dare to cry too loudly, she just buried herself in the pillow, and suppressed a thin choked sob in her throat.

Very shallow and very small.

This is how the world is.

You can't have both fish and bear's paw, you can only choose one of the two.

Su Yu, at her age, had the best dream ever.

But dreams are dreams after all, and they will be broken.

After crying for a while, Huo Shu calmed down, blocked all her contact information, and devoted herself to her study.

She didn't know if Su Yu ever came to look for her, even if she did, maybe she was driven away by her mother.

After the National Day ended, Huo Shu proposed to break up.

The girl didn't have any big mood swings, she just looked at her calmly, "Are you sure?"

She bit her lip, "Yeah."

Su Yu hummed, "Okay, let's break up."

Huo Shu looked at her leaving back and cried for a long time alone.

If, if Su Yu is a little bit reluctant, she will ask her to keep her and tell her that she is willing to have an underground relationship.

But she didn't, she seemed to be tired of her.

This realization made her feel inexplicably uncomfortable.

Since then, Su Yu has moved to the last position in the class, and her deskmate has been replaced by a girl who loves to study.

When Huo Shu occasionally took a break, he would look to the side with a dazed expression.

But the lazy girl sleeping on her stomach was no longer next to her, but someone else.

Shen Luan also became fond of studying, and he became Su Yu's front desk.

After that evening, the impolite boy seemed to have changed suddenly. He became serious, hardworking and positive, and he was no longer so annoying.

In the last year of the third year of high school, everyone was studying hard, only Su Yu, she was always the last one to come and the first one to leave every day, no different from before.

But her grades have always been in the second place in the grade and never fell, making the teachers love and hate her.

This year, the winter in Jincheng was extremely cold.

When Huo Shu and Huo Mu were having New Year's Eve dinner together, they suddenly thought of Su Yu again.

Did she celebrate New Years alone?

Did you eat well, did you buy new clothes, did you...

Thinking about it, her tears fell again.

What right does she have to care about these things? She became Su Yu's predecessor, a predecessor that no one knew about, and it ended before it even started.

After the New Year's Eve dinner, Huo Shu went downstairs.

A girl was building a snowman under a tree. Hearing the movement, she walked away.

Huo Shu was in a trance.

That person, like Su Yu, is tall and thin with her.

She went to the bottom of the tree, and the chubby snowman squatted on the ground, with a black scarf and a black hat. He was full of air, funny and cute.

At the bottom, a line of big characters was drawn: Huo Shu, Happy New Year!

Huo Shu covered his mouth, and slowly squatted down on the ground, tears streaming down his cheeks.

It's Su Yu!

is her!

She ran out along the road just now, calling her name over and over again, but the only response to her was the rustling snowflakes.

When Huo Shu came back, his face was flushed from the cold.

She pulled the familiar number out of the blacklist and called over and over again, but no one answered.

Huo Shu bit her lip and sent her a text message: Su Yu, you must be happy in the new year too.

"Ding!"

She quickly lowered her head.

[Thank you for your blessings, you should also be happy in the new year and be well, I love you. 】

It's... Mass sending.

Huo Shu clenched the phone tightly, a little disappointed, and fell asleep holding the phone.

After school started, the atmosphere in the class became more and more tense, everyone was studying hard, Huo Shu would go to see Su Yu when he relaxed.

She was lying on the table to sleep, the sun fell on her cheeks, softening her facial features, making people want to stop the years at this moment.

June came quickly, before the exam, Huo's mother gave thousands of instructions.

Huo Shu comforted her with a smile, she was no longer a little girl who would blush at the first word or two, she had grown too much this year.

She and Su Yu and Shen Luan were assigned to the same examination room.

The girl looked at her, quickly glanced over, and went straight to the seat.

Huo Shu clenched his palms tightly, as if deliberately but also unintentionally, he was obviously a classmate in the same class, but never spoke like a stranger.

After several games, Huo Shu played very steadily.

After more than half a month, the results came out.

Huo Shu got the score she wanted, and when she went to school to fill out her application, she heard her classmates say that Shen Luan and Su Yu had confessed.

Listening to all kinds of well-matched words from her classmates, she quickened her pace, feeling a little heavy in her heart.

"Yo, our science champion is here."

The head teacher made a joke and asked with a smile, "Which school do you want to fill in?"

Huo Shu pursed his lips and asked, "Where's Su Yu?"

"Why do you all ask her today, hahaha, she filled in Z University."

"Then I will also fill in z major."

After completing the application and returning home, Huo Shu ran into Su Yu who was talking to Huo's mother at the door.

The girl rubbed her forehead helplessly, and said in a pitiful tone, "Auntie, I promise you to talk to her after you are admitted to university. Now that we are all admitted to university, can you allow me to chase her?"

"I…"

Just as Huo's mother was about to speak, she caught a glimpse of Huo Shu behind her, "Huo Huo, uh...you talk, I'll go up first."

With complicated eyes, Huo Shu walked up to Su Yu step by step, "Did my mother tell you to break up with me?"

"Ah."

"You were the one who made the snowman?"

"Ah."

"Then that..."

"It's not group hair."

Su Yu interrupted her and said softly, "Get rid of you."

Huo Shu was stunned for a moment, recalling that passage, his ears turned red, and he hummed softly, "I don't believe it, you will always lie to me."

"Ok?"

She clenched her hands tightly, her voice trembling slightly, "I don't believe the breakup is so cold and heartless."

Su Yu came closer, pursed her lips, "It's fake to be indifferent, but it's true to miss you. I've been thinking about you every day for the past year."

The little girl laughed through tears, turned her face away, "Forget it, I'll let you go."

"Huo Huo, you have been admitted to university."

"Ok?"

"Your mother allowed us to fall in love."

"Who wants to talk to you?"

Huo Shu raised his chin and hummed softly, "Unless you chase me again in college."

"it is good."