[Seven-five] Sunflowers are warm

With a heavy breath in his chest, Zhan Zhao almost rushed to Guan Xu's place.He didn't know where Ding Yuehua was staying, the only thing he could think of was Guan Xu and Bao'er.After knocking on the door, Guan Xu greeted him with a smile as usual, Zhan Zhao tried his best to keep his tone calm, "Brother Guan, is Miss Ding here with you?"

Guan Xu invited him in, "I'm playing with Bao'er inside. You're in a hurry, what happened?" No matter how hard Zhan Zhao suppressed his anger, he couldn't calm down, so how can he be calm at this moment?He ignored Guan Xu, went straight inside, and saw Ding Yuehua playing with Bao'er in the yard.

"Miss Ding." He looked at her from a distance, and suddenly realized that he had forgotten her appearance.She didn't seem to have changed, and she seemed to have changed beyond recognition.In the past, he thought she was so delicate and cute, every frown and smile was his love as he thought.But now he felt that she was blocking him in every possible way, and he was a little at a loss as to whether he had changed, or she had changed, or both of them had changed.

Ding Yuehua looked up at him with a calm face, she guessed that he would probably come to her, and sure enough, he did.How long has it been since he came to see her?Heh, he didn't have her in his heart for a long time, how could he still miss her?Looking for her?At this moment, she had no expectations in her heart, hesitated, and felt uneasy.Enough of self-deception for now.She smiled lightly, her voice was still the same as before, crisp and delicate, "Brother Zhan, you are here."

Zhan Zhao frowned, "Miss Ding, can I take a step to speak?"

"Brother Guan is not an outsider, so just say what you have to say." Seeing that Zhan Zhao's face darkened, she chuckled, "How else do you want to protect Xu Xiangyang? Can you cover up what she did? Others may lie for you, but I can't!"

Guan Xu quickly stepped forward to pick up Bao'er, and entered the room without saying a word.It's hard for outsiders to comment on the matter between them, so it's better for him to avoid it.However, he was extremely disappointed in his heart. He thought that Ding Yuehua had listened to his persuasion, but in the end... he must have been acting affectionate, thinking that he could slowly dispel the resentment, loss and grievance in her heart, but in fact it was all futile.Forget it, you can't force things about your relationship, if she wants to get stuck in the quagmire and won't accept help from others, why should he bother?

He took Bao'er to hide in the house, but he heard every word of the conversation in the courtyard.

"What's the benefit of doing this to you? What's your complaint? It's all directed at me. Why expose people's scars?"

Ding Yuehua smiled coldly, feeling that all the affection in the past and his obsession with him after the incident seemed absurd at this moment. "Exposing people's scars? Didn't she do those things? Where did I say wrong? What she did was like stabbing a knife in my heart! She got you and occupied your heart! She has already won everything! Do I whitewash her peace? It’s too deceptive!"

Zhan Zhao knew that she resented him and hated him in her heart, he was not surprised that she thought so, and it was reasonable.However, he always thought that he could bear her resentment, but when something happened before him, Xu Xiangyang was completely rejected by his elder brother and sister-in-law because of her words, he realized how difficult it is to bear one person's resentment.Said she was wrong?From her point of view, what was wrong?The feeling of not getting what you want is hard, if possible, no one wants to be stuck in it.He sighed, after all, he couldn't accuse her of anything, after all, he was the one who was wrong.

Ding Yuehua's eyes were full of sorrow, why did it happen?She never thought that one day they would confront each other like this, for another woman.No matter she is justified or unreasonable, wronged or strong, he will drift away, making her out of reach.Zhan Zhao looked at her, the anger in his eyes dissipated, and he said slowly: "Yuehua, I'm sorry for you, you have sunk so far, it's because of my indecision. When I break it, I break it. I shouldn't break up with you. Your useless hopes not only delayed you, but also hurt Xiangyang."

"It's true, I heard that you told my sister-in-law the truth, and I was very angry. But you are right, are you wrong? Xiangyang's mistakes must be borne by himself, and it is not only her who made mistakes, but also me. There was a mistake. Therefore, this is our retribution." Zhan Zhao's voice was soft, as if the matter had nothing to do with him, "Brother and sister-in-law will leave for Changzhou tomorrow, they cannot accept Xiangyang, and they don't agree with our marriage. In order to re-organize the wedding banquet, it is now cancelled, and when they agree with Xiang Yang, we will discuss it again, maybe we will not be forgiven by our eldest brother and sister-in-law in the whole life."

Ding Yuehua stared at him blankly, what did he mean by these words?Zhan Zhao smiled at her, "Miss Ding, what do you think of this ending? Can it reduce the resentment in your heart?"

"Brother Zhan! You should know! I never want to do anything to her? I just can't let you go!" She hated Xu Xiangyang, but she never really hurt her!She just wanted him to come back to her, so why was it deliberately playing tricks in his eyes?

Zhan Zhao shook his head, "Miss, please call me Mr. Zhan. You and I are no longer the same relationship as before, it's better to stay away from each other. I don't want my wife to be sad because of this. I have missed it once, and I can't make the same mistake again."

"Master Zhan?" Ding Yuehua's heart was twisted like a knife, has he been a stranger so far?

There was deep pain in Zhan Zhao's eyes, and he said hoarsely: "Personnel and affairs have changed beyond recognition, why are you unwilling to face the facts? You once asked me if I fell in love with Xu Xiangyang, and if you asked like that, you got the answer. I I don't want to hurt you, but instead hurt you more deeply."

"Enough! Stop talking!" Ding Yuehua covered his ears, tears streaming down his face.She has the answer, she already has the answer.She faintly felt that he would not expose the truth so ruthlessly, so she kept deceiving herself!Xu Xiangyang lost her child, isn't she responsible?What she did in front of her was intentional at all!Knowing that there was nothing she could do to restore, she still didn't want to let go easily, struggling desperately.Ruined herself, and indirectly caused her to lose her child. She gave up thinking about it and left resolutely.She kept saying that she never thought of harming her, but she was always looking forward to her news from this world!She firmly believed that without Xu Xiangyang, Big Brother Zhan would turn back!

Zhan Zhao lowered his eyes, and there was a touch of sadness between the lines, "I'm sorry, Zhan Zhao failed you. Just leave it alone and take care."

His figure distorted in the tears, getting farther and farther away, more and more blurred.In the blink of an eye, tears fell, and the person left.Ding Yuehua didn't know how long he stood there, his mind was blank.The sun falling on the body, the breeze blowing through the ends of the hair, and the swollen eye sockets after drying the tears, are illusory and real.She thought that there would be nothing worse than Zhan Zhao's decision to marry Xu Xiangyang, but it turned out that it was just the beginning.

When they got to know each other, fell in love, stayed together, and loved each other, she realized that one difficulty after another was blocking her and hindering her.They had a family and a child, and she realized that it was Zhan Zhao who betrayed her.She should have known!

Guan Xu looked at her thin figure, sighed, and said, "Miss Ding, it's time for you to go home."

"I don't want to go back." Go back for what?Are you married?In their view, the only way out for her is to marry, and if someone wants to marry her, they must be grateful for Dade's marriage.Has she fallen so far?

"You have already made Zhan Zhao and Xu Xiangyang like this, what else do you want?"

As if he had found an outlet to vent, Ding Yuehua turned around and said loudly: "She has to bear the consequences for doing such dirty things by herself. How could it be me? If she said harm, didn't she harm me? I have today , all thanks to her!"

Guan Xu also frowned angrily, "Enough! How long are you going to be obsessed with it? She did those things, but it was Zhan Zhao who insisted on marrying her! It was Zhan Zhao who didn't want to divorce! How did Zhan Zhao treat her? I can clearly see how she treats you. You know that they are getting better, but you refuse to turn back, and you blame others for your bloody head. If you turned back earlier, why did you do this?"

"Turn back! How do you tell me to turn back? I love him! I can't bear him! I can't let him go! If Xu Xiangyang is gone, Brother Zhan won't treat me like this!"

Guan Xu said loudly, "Is that how you love him? You only think about the unhappiness in your heart. Have you ever thought about him in the slightest? Do you know what kind of trouble your insistence on going your own way has brought to him? What about your family? What do you think of him? It's not others, but yourself that makes you drift away!"

Ding Yuehua was taken aback when he heard that, did she push Zhan Zhao away?Guan Xu said in a low voice: "If Xu Xiangyang is not around, can you guys get back together? Didn't you experience his attitude during the days when Xu Xiangyang was not around?"

The courtyard fell into silence. Guan Xu looked up at the clouds drifting slowly above his head. His thoughts seemed to be drifting away, and he said lightly: "I have always been reluctant to talk about the matter between you and Zhan Zhao. Seeing you helpless, I want to Help me, before I know it, I gradually have expectations, looking forward to the day when you will suddenly understand." He sighed, and looked back at her, "You to me, maybe you are like the exhibition to you, please. Instead."

Looking at Ding Yuehua's surprised eyes, he smiled helplessly and self-deprecatingly, "At my age, I have experienced so many people and things, and I have already started watching them. Besides, I have Bao'er. What about you? Don't let yourself be like Trapped beast, away from here, the sky is still high and the earth is wide. Maybe you will find that those obsessions are worthless."

"You're not me, how do you know what I feel, how do you know it's not worth it?"

"I'm not you, and I really don't know how you feel. I only know that you are no longer the girl who dares to love and hate what I want in my heart. You can't say that you are wrong, but you are not kind. You hold grudges against Xu Xiangyang. You met Zhan Zhao, but you forgot that she also saved you from danger. It is true that those are not enough to offset the grievances in your heart, but can you say that you are not responsible for today's situation? It is all the fault of Zhan Zhao and Xu Xiangyang? It is meaningless to pursue wrongdoing, and I have no right to comment."

"Brother Guan..." Ding Yuehua stared blankly at him, she knew he was a good person and also knew that he treated her well.Once upon a time, whenever she encountered setbacks and felt sad, the first thing she thought of was him, and he almost became her safe haven.But he confessed his heart to her, but also told her that she was no longer the girl he thought of.She just failed like this?Betrayal?

Guan Xu turned and went into the house, and turned back again when he approached the house, "Xu Xiangyang can let Zhan Zhao let go of the past, why can't you start over? No matter how much the past is, it will pass, it depends on how you choose."