[Seven-five] Sunflowers are warm

Xu Xiangyang thought about it, where is he taking her?Kaifeng mansion?Instinctively wanted to shake his head and refuse, but seeing many people watching, he could only lower his head and follow behind him.After walking for a while, she said timidly, "Where is this going?"

"Kaifeng mansion."

She stopped, hesitated.Maybe everyone thought she was dead, and she didn't want to go back and cause trouble again.Zhan Zhao also stopped and looked back at her. She felt guilty when he looked at her, she couldn't help but lowered her head, not daring to look at him, and said dully, "I, I don't want to go to Kaifeng Mansion..." She knew that her request was unreasonable, Yu Hua was taken to the Kaifeng mansion. As the victim, she was required to make a confession. How could she not shirk it?

Zhan Zhao walked straight without saying a word.Xu Xiangyang pursed his lips and raised his heels.What can she do now?Even if you want to be willful, you don't have the capital to be willful.She often wondered, if she didn't go to Mrs. Lin and just find a strange place to settle down, would she be able to be safe?But she was afraid. The last time she was in danger in Ninghu Town left a huge shadow in her heart, which made her panic to this day.Strange place, strange people, people's hearts across the belly, who knows what thoughts are hidden inside.She thought Mrs. Lin was a trustworthy person, but what happened?

She was immersed in her own thoughts, and when she came back to her senses, she realized that this was not the way to Kaifeng Mansion. She couldn't help being confused, where would he take her?Full of doubts, she followed Zhan Zhao to a small house, he opened the door and entered, and the scenery in the courtyard slowly entered her eyes, and she couldn't help but stare blankly.

There are three tall sycamore trees planted in the courtyard, two standing side by side, with dense leaves, covering a shade.It is autumn now, and there are fallen leaves scattered under the trees, which are colorful and poetic.There is another tree next to the house, and a swing is tied to the overgrown branch.At the other end of the yard, a small vegetable field was opened and surrounded by a fence.A grape trellis was set up beside the vegetable field.Below is a well.

The more Xu Xiangyang looked at it, the faster her heart beat. This courtyard was simply the home she had pictured in her mind.here it is?Zhan Zhao looked around the small courtyard, and said slowly: "I think we can't live in Kaifeng Mansion forever, so we bought this small courtyard. You like the phoenix tree in Guan Dage's courtyard, and you said that children can play under the tree, so I I immediately fell in love with this house." He stretched out his hand to push down the swing, and looked back at her, "I think the children will like this swing. I also moved your grape trellis and vegetable field for you. And Awang I also made a bigger kennel. You probably don’t know it, but it’s already awe-inspiring.”

Xu Xiangyang's nose felt sore when he heard this, he took all these trifles to heart.He walked towards her, listening in front of her eyes, only one step away.He almost whispered, "Didn't you say that you would wait for me to come back and accompany you to pay homage to your parents? How could you leave without saying goodbye? Even make me think that you are no longer alive."

"I..." She lowered her head and stared at the upper of his shoe, which she made by herself.She opened her mouth, but before she could say anything, the tears fell and shattered among the grass without a trace, and her choked voice revealed her emotions, "I think, if, if I die, then you, you and Ding Girl, you can..."

"I said, the matter between me and her is over! Since I married you, I will never leave you for the rest of my life. Whether you live or die, you are my Zhan Zhao's wife!" Zhan Zhao hated her for saying this, what? Return him back, what if she dies, what he and Yuehua will continue their relationship!How can it be?He planted her in his heart, became husband and wife with her, and even had an undesired child!After going through all this, how could she tell him to go back and reconnect with Yuehua?

"But, but..." She lowered her head, crying uncontrollably, "Miss Ding is still waiting for you, and you also said that you will keep her in your heart. Since there is no place for me, even the child... I will stay and do it." What? I can only set fire to everything, without me, you don't have to make things difficult..."

Looking at her trembling shoulders, Zhan Zhao felt pity and regret in his heart.He never knew that she thought so in her heart, there is no place for her?How could there be no place for her?She was like an invisible net that had already trapped him in it.After she left, he thought a lot, and naturally he also thought about the reason for her leaving, but now hearing her say it personally, his heart is pierced.Because of the guilt towards Ding Yuehua in his heart, allowing her to be willful not only hurt her, but also hurt Xu Xiangyang.She had always avoided Ding Yuehua, his words and deeds undoubtedly made her feel that Ding Yuehua's position in his heart was unbreakable.The loss of the child and the loss of the husband's heart made her feel disheartened.

His hand fell on her shoulder, tightened slightly, and his voice was rough, "I'm sorry..."

She shook her head, and with the venting of tears, she finally said what she was holding back in her heart, "In the beginning, I really wanted to reconcile and let you and Miss Ding continue the relationship. When I was in Ninghu Town, I thought the opportunity had come. , took advantage of the chaos to leave, but ended up in danger. I was scared, and never dared to leave casually again. Later, many things happened... You are so kind, and you told me to let go of the past and live a good life. I am both happy and uneasy. I feel that this The security and reliance came so suddenly, it was like stealing something from Miss Ding."

"In fact, I just stole her happiness! I feel guilty, so even if I don't like seeing her around you, I can only force a smile. Seeing you talking and laughing, I feel that I am too much It’s redundant. But, for the sake of the child in my stomach, no matter how redundant, I still want to stay! I can’t let my child be born without a father, and I can’t let him wander with me. It’s my fault, knowing that I’m pregnant , and put himself in danger."

"The child is gone, and Miss Ding broke ties with her family because of you. You are in a dilemma. I, I suddenly thought, if I had hanged myself at that time, wouldn't these things have happened..." If she hadn't time traveled Come here, the original Xu Xiangyang died long ago, so there will be no future, right?So, it's all about her!

It was the first time she showed her heart to him, she endured, hid, hid.She carefully guarded her love for him in her heart, not daring to let him have the slightest burden.She didn't want him to make things difficult, she was willing to endure all the grievances for him, even if she hurt her heart, she didn't blame him.

Zhan Zhao tightly closed his eyes, he should have understood a long time ago, who in the world would be nice to another person for no reason?Except for blood relatives, that is to put another person in her heart, and her feelings for him are beyond doubt!He was the one who took her friendship for granted and kept hurting her.How could he be so slow-witted?

I remember that she cried like this before, once when she lost her child, and the other time after she begged for peace but failed.Her cries were like a rusty dagger going back and forth in his heart, penetrating deeply, and pulling out slowly, with bearded flesh, sharp and piercing to the heart, the pain was unbearable.All the pain he has suffered is incomparable, this pain is indescribable.There is no injury in the heart, but why does it hurt? The pain involves all the limbs and bones inexplicably, and the pain is endless, overwhelming, and there is nowhere to escape.

He could no longer restrain the overflowing emotions in his heart, and hugged her fiercely, "It's not like this! Do you know how flustered I am looking for you? You left, as if everything was emptied, and the things in the house One after another. The vegetable field is barren, the chicken coop is empty, the grape trellises are overgrown, the kitchen is dusty... Every time I go home, I feel lost! Without you, this place can no longer be called home! Xiangyang, come back Come on, give me a home."

Xu Xiangyang ached from being hugged by him, but these slight pains made her feel extremely real.He wanted her to go back and give him a home, but, but... Tears fell into his temples, and he choked up, "I, I... If I go back, what will Miss Ding do?"

Zhan Zhao let go of her, looked into her misty tearful eyes, suddenly felt a little ridiculous.In the end, it was her who cared about Ding Yuehua the most!He suddenly hoped that she would be more selfish and think more about herself.Reaching out to wipe away her tears, "What does Miss Ding have to do with me? I finally found my long-lost wife, and I didn't care about other irrelevant girls."

"Zhan Zhao..." The more he wiped, the more tears she shed, she grabbed his hand, "I, I..."

"Don't you have me in your heart?"

She wanted these lips, and looked at him obsessively, why didn't she have them?If not, she wouldn't leave, just wait quietly for him to figure it out one day and let go.She just cared too much about him, that's why she suffered so much.Zhan Zhao gently wiped her tears, and said in a low voice: "If you have me in your heart, then put aside those unnecessary concerns. If you don't have me," he raised his hands and smiled at her, "I don't either. I will let you go, as I said, I will never leave you for the rest of my life. I have a lifetime to tell you to put me in your heart slowly."

Hearing this, the tears that had just been wiped away slipped down again.Although these words moved her heart, she knew that everything was not easy.She was afraid, and when the word Ding Yuehua was mentioned, she couldn't help but tremble with fear.After finally taking a step, leaving for so long, fading away from everyone's memory, going back?She just wanted to find a place to live quietly, and never wanted to get involved in the right and wrong of feelings.Under Zhan Zhao's expectant gaze, she lowered her head and whispered, "I'm sorry, I, I don't want to go back, I, I..."

Zhan Zhao knew that she was heartbroken and wanted to escape all the troubles, but he couldn't comfort her with just a few words, but he also told her the truth, "Today's incident was so loud, Yu Hua is still in custody in Kaifeng Mansion Now, do you think you can still hide?"

She was startled suddenly, yes, how could it be possible to hide it from such an uproar?Zhan Zhao said again: "Think about it carefully, can you really live in peace alone? People's hearts are unpredictable, and you have such a temperament that you don't know how to guard against others. Suffering from Mrs. Lin can't make you a memory ?”

After a while of silence, she whispered: "I...I..." Hesitating for a while, she couldn't tell the reason.Indeed, as he said, without him, she had a hard time.

Zhan Zhao knew that it was impossible for her to make a decision right away, she couldn't even make a choice, so he decided for her.After straightening her somewhat messy hair, she said: "Since you don't want to go back to Kaifeng Mansion, you can live here, anyway, it's our house. I'll go back to Kaifeng Mansion to fetch your clothes, and you go into the house to rest for a while."

Xu Xiangyang was stunned, why did he arrange for her to live here?Seeing that she still wanted to shirk, Zhan Zhao asked back: "If you don't want to live here, is there a better place to go? Yu Hua is not guilty of death, at most he can be beaten with a board a few times and locked up for a few days. Maybe he will come to make trouble. "

"I, I'll live here first..." She was still in shock, and hurriedly responded.But after thinking about it afterwards, he felt that it was wrong. Isn't Zhan Zhao threatening her?

Taking advantage of Zhan Zhao returning to Kaifeng Mansion to pick up things, Xu Xiangyang looked at the house before and after, and the more he looked, the more sad he felt.It turns out that he also remembers every bit of her in his heart. If she had seen the house and his intentions earlier, wouldn't she be reluctant to leave?She was still immersed in emotion, Zhan Zhao had returned.

He looked at the wedding dress on her body, frowned, and handed her the bundle in his hand, "Change out this dress first!" It's an eyesore!She had never even put on a wedding dress for him, but she wore red for a ruffian!

Everything else is available here, because no one has moved in yet, and there are no matches, rice, oil, and salt in the kitchen.Trying to boil some hot water to wash her face was useless.That heavy makeup didn't suit her, so Zhan Zhao fetched a basin of water, "There's nothing in the kitchen, so you can't boil water, you just make do with it and wash your face, I'll go buy some firewood later, and you can watch the rest." Shopping." He said and put the money bag on the table.

Xu Xiangyang was startled, "No, I have money."

Zhan Zhao frowned, a little worried, "Do I still want my wife to use my private house to subsidize the family?"

Xu Xiangyang doesn't mean that. He has a wife for each mouth, and they are both the breadwinners and the money givers. Could it be that he wants to live here too?This, how did this happen?She muttered, "I didn't mean that..."

"Then what do you mean?"

She glanced at him and said with difficulty: "You, don't you want to live here too?"

Zhan Zhao looked at her, not knowing whether to be joking or serious, "If you want me to stay, I will stay. Do you want me to stay?" She blushed in embarrassment and shook her head hastily.Just in embarrassment, there was a sound in her stomach, and she couldn't help being even more embarrassed.Zhan Zhao smiled, got up and said, "I'll go buy some food and come back."

Zhan Zhao hurried out again, Xu Xiangyang turned to the kitchen to have a look, and couldn't help thinking about what to buy.When Zhan Zhao returned, she was still standing at the kitchen door in a daze.After being brought back to her senses by him, she realized that he had bought daily necessities, rice, oil, salt and other things.

"Make do with it, and go to the market with you tomorrow." He put his things away and sat down to eat with her.Looking at her refreshing appearance, I feel much more comfortable, and he looks the best like this.She was a little embarrassed to be stared at by him, and said cautiously: "What's wrong?"

"I was thinking, you can really hide. You probably don't know. I went to Mrs. Lin to look for you. She said you were not there. I didn't believe it. I stayed around for a whole month, but found nothing. "

She was surprised, "One month?" He has been guarding outside for so long?She only knew that he might find him, so she hid carefully, but she really didn't expect him to be so persistent.Shaking his head, "I don't know, I don't dare to lean against the window, and I don't know anything about the outside world."

Zhan Zhao couldn't help but smile wryly, should it be said that she hid it too well, or should he blame him for not sneaking in to investigate?Sighing, "You've been with Mrs. Lin? When did Yu Hua come back?"

Speaking of Yu Hua, Xu Xiangyang frowned, "More than a month ago, when I heard the news that he was coming back, I knew I couldn't stay for long, and started looking for a place to stay, but it didn't go well. Then I heard them outside the door Talk, then Yu Hua, he, he..." She bit her lip, unable to continue, "I didn't wait for Mrs. Lin to propose marriage to me, but I talked about moving first. I was naive, thinking that I would be able to say goodbye out of their minds."

"It's a good thing you were smart and didn't confront him head-on, otherwise..." Yu Hua is a hooligan who dares to attack him, let alone show mercy to her.Mrs. Lin is facing her son, how can she help her?Even if they wanted to help, Yu Hua was physically strong and Kong Wu was powerful, how could they, the old and the weak, be able to handle it?

Xu Xiangyang couldn't help being afraid, and asked: "Will Yu Hua be locked up for a few days, and he will be released after a few bans?"

Zhan Zhao sighed, "That's probably the case. Although it's bad in nature, it didn't cause too much harm after all. But don't worry, I will instruct someone to take action and let him lie on the bed for a few more days."

Xu Xiangyang pursed his lips, what nonsense is he talking about?She changed her mind and said, "Should I also go to Kaifeng Mansion to give a statement?" Maybe everyone knows about her, but if you really want to face it, that's another matter.This is embarrassing and hurts Zhan Zhao's face.Sighing, said quietly: "I'm sorry, I caused you trouble."

Zhan Zhao smiled, "Husband and wife are supposed to be one, so how can you say it's causing trouble? It's enough if you are safe." Xu Xiangyang looked at him, bowed his head for a long time and thanked him softly. , Who can say what will happen in the future?