"Brother Guan." Ding Yuehua came in with a few fish, smiling, "I'm learning to make fish soup these days, you and Bao'er Bao'er also come to taste my craft."

Guan Xu smiled, "The girl has a heart."

Ding Yuehua giggled, and went to the kitchen familiarly, "Bao'er called me aunt, so I naturally want to love her."

Guan Xu went to the kitchen with her, reached out to take the fish, "I'll kill the fish." Ding Yuehua handed the fish to him, and turned to look for the onion, ginger and garlic.Guan Xu looked back at her, and focused on the work in hand again.Ding Yuehua had a quarrel with her brother and then stayed in Kaifeng. She cried to him and seemed determined not to go back.He also persuaded, but failed to change anything.

He felt that the girl was possessed by a demon, and she was still obsessed with it.Doesn't Zhan Zhao understand Xu Xiangyang, from Miss Xu at the beginning to Mrs. Zhan later?Even though they were in love with each other in the past, they have changed if they have changed. She is holding on to the past and unwilling to let go, but he has already made great strides forward and joined hands with Xu Xiangyang.

There are too many grievances in the world and nowhere to say them. He believes that Zhan Zhao's grievances and forbearance are no less than hers.Even Xu Xiangyang has her grievances and helplessness.He didn't know the ins and outs of the matter, he only knew that she had forgotten the past.The Xu Xiangyang he knew was decent, cautious in words and deeds, and careful in every way.But she lost her child, disheartened, and left in grief.Could this have nothing to do with Ding Yuehua?Her grievances really have no place to tell, because she owed Ding Yuehua first, so everyone felt that they had to suffer all this in silence.

Guan Xu killed the good fish, "There are so many fish, Bao'er and I can't eat them."

Ding Yuehua cut the ginger, without raising his head, he said, "I want to send a bowl to Brother Zhan too." Since Xu Xiangyang disappeared, Brother Zhan has lost a lot of weight, which makes people feel distressed.That's why she worked hard to learn how to cook, and sent him some food every now and then.

Guan Xu knew this early on, so he chuckled, "No matter how much you learn, you are not her." Seeing Ding Yuehua's movements pause, he said again: "Miss Ding, no matter how much you do, it will be futile. You have lost your family and reputation for this. worth."

Ding Yuehua slammed the kitchen knife on the chopping board and glared at Guan Xu angrily, "Why is it futile? Brother Zhan and I were originally in love, but after Xu Xiangyang left, I also broke the engagement. Why can't we be together?" She Been waiting for this day for a long time!She will never let go!

Guan Xu's face remained calm as usual, "It's not that we can't be together, it's that he doesn't want to be with you."

The blood on Ding Yuehua's face faded, she tensed her body, clenched her teeth, speechless.I don't know when, Brother Zhan began to put Xu Xiangyang in his heart, she deceived herself, she didn't want to believe, she was entangled, she...she...she was unwilling...Brother Zhan really hated Xu Xiangyang... It's the same, he pities and misses her, they even have a child!

"Some things don't need to be said, they are all in people's hearts. What do you think you can get by staying here?"

Ding Yuehua took a deep breath, and said stubbornly: "As long as I can get closer to Big Brother Zhan, anything is fine!"

Guan Xu watched her chop Jiang crookedly, "Miss Ding, I really don't want to see you obsessed with obsession. If this goes on like this, the last bit of friendship will be wiped out. You caused Zhan Zhao to lose his child and Xu Xiangyang. What else do you want?"

"Xu Xiangyang took my brother Zhan, stole his heart, and became pregnant with his child. What would she want from me? You said that people should live in the present, am I not living in the present now? She is gone, and her life and death are unknown. , why can't Brother Zhan and I continue our relationship?"

Guan Xu looked at her for a long time, then smiled, "I firmly believe that some things need to be experienced personally to know how painful it is. For a girl, Zhan Zhao's injury is inevitable, and only when it is completely hurt can one wake up. Miss Ding, I am talking too much."

Zhan Zhao has never thought about the so-called life. In the past, his life was filled with official duties, and it was Xu Xiangyang who brought him the feeling of home again.She kept the small yard in good order, raised chickens, planted a small field of onions and garlic, and set up grape trellises.When the weather is fine, clothes and bedding are dried in the courtyard.When he came back every day, he could always see her busy in the kitchen.Occasionally when she comes home late, she also does needlework under the lamp, waiting for him to return.

She was just an ordinary woman, maybe that was all she could do, but that was all he asked for.He doesn't need her to have amazing talent, nor does he need her to have fearless courage.Even if she is timid, so what if she is timid?He can hold up a piece of sky for her, shelter her from wind and rain, and cut through thorns and thorns.

However, he ignored her intentions. If she didn't have him in her heart, how could she know his preferences, worry about him, and wait silently?He only thought about being ashamed of Ding Yuehua, but he never thought that such indecision would hurt her.He even called Yuehua's name when he wanted her, which was undoubtedly a fatal injury to her.And that undesired child, if he could have been by her side at that time, how could she have lost the child?She let him take whatever he wanted, until she was exhausted and left sadly.

It is now May, and Xu Xiangyang's whereabouts have been missing for two months.Although Zhan Zhao never gave up, he couldn't find it.The world is vast, and she seems to be wiped out with the ashes of the fire, without a trace.I remember that she made zongzi for the Dragon Boat Festival last year and told him not to eat too much glutinous rice because it is not easy to digest.This year's Dragon Boat Festival is approaching, he has already eaten several zongzi, but after all, they were not made by her, so they are tasteless.

Suddenly, Ngawang yelled loudly outside, and the voice was quite unpleasant.The courtyard door was ajar, when Zhan Zhao heard the sound and left the house, Jin Ding Yuehua had already entered.He was slightly dazed, hoping that one day it would be her who came in from the outside.Looking at Ding Yuehua's bright smiling face, he couldn't even pull out a perfunctory smile, he didn't want to see her.

"Brother Zhan, I made zongzi and brought you some."

Zhan Zhao glanced at the basket in her hand, and said calmly, "Don't worry about it." Ding Yuehua said, "I wrapped a lot, and Brother Guan sent some, these are for you. There are big candied dates inside, So sweet."

"Thank you very much." Zhan Zhao took the basket in her hand, the corners of his mouth curled up, but his heart was astringent, it turned out that she didn't know that he didn't like sweets.Before Xu Xiangyang appeared, he didn't care about these trivial matters, so what if it was sweet or salty?I like to eat more, and I don’t like to eat less.But at this moment, I suddenly came to realize that it doesn't matter if it's sweet or salty, it's because I'm greedy for the taste of being cared for by others.She knew his preferences, his temperament, his difficulties, his wounds and pains, his exhaustion and helplessness... It seemed that she was the person who understood him best in this world.

Zhan Zhao's indifferent attitude caused Ding Yuehua's smile to fade, "Brother Zhan, why are you becoming more and more polite? You were not like this before."

"You said it too, in the past." Zhan Zhao smiled, a little self-deprecating. "Yuehua, I still have official business, so it's inconvenient to entertain you, you should go back earlier."

The smile on Ding Yuehua's face could no longer be held back, since Xu Xiangyang left, his attitude towards her became more and more indifferent day by day.He was also indifferent when she brought things, always telling her not to worry, with a look of rejection.She struggled secretly, then took out the purse she made and handed it to him, "Brother Zhan, this is a purse I made, and there are some herbs to repel mosquitoes in it. I didn't like these before, and I never I did it for you, and I hope I can do it now.”

Zhan Zhao sighed, closed his eyes and shook his head, "Yuehua, you should know that we will never go back again. You don't have to do anything for me, and I won't accept it if it doesn't suit the etiquette!"

"Why can't we go back? As long as you want, we can turn back at any time." Ding Yuehua tightly clenched his purse, his fingertips turned white, and his nails almost tore through the silk cloth.

"I can't! I don't want to!" Zhan Zhao seemed to be annoyed by her obsession, turning back?Where to go back?If you can turn back, you won't be able to drag it until today!She should have known it earlier!

Ding Yuehua smashed the purse in his hand to the ground bitterly, and said sharply: "You can't, you don't want to? Why? You said she was your responsibility, and she said she would give you back to me! One of you hurt me, the other Lie to me! After she died, why can't I claim my own happiness?"

"She's not dead!"

"Zhan Zhao! Just deceive yourself! She is a weak woman, unaccompanied, penniless, where can she go? How will she live? Do you remember the wandering god in Ninghu Town? Do you remember how she In distress? She can't survive alone! Even if she doesn't die in the sea of ​​fire, she can't survive! How long are you going to lie to yourself?"

There was deathly silence in the courtyard, Ding Yuehua's eyes were red like a demon, and when he yelled at this call, overwhelming grievances and heartache rushed to his heart, and tears welled up in his eyes.Zhan Zhao was not as angry as she imagined, but said calmly, "Even if she dies, she is still my wife."

"Brother Zhan..."

"Yuehua, I'm sorry for you. I can't make it up. It's useless to say more. It doesn't matter if you hate me or blame me. I can only say that there is no way for us."

Ding Yuehua silently picked up the dusty purse, lowered her head and smiled bitterly, "How could I blame you for hating you? Xu Xiangyang can steal your heart, can't I try to get it back?" She looked up at him, "Lord Zhan , if, if she is really... we still have a possibility, right?"

Zhan Zhao looked at her teary face silently, and suddenly felt strange.He made his words so clear, why is she still unwilling to let go?No wonder Xiang Yang wanted to leave, even though no one wanted to see their husband entangled with other girls.But he didn't realize it, and even asked her to be more tolerant.Injured to the point of nowhere, only begging to go.

"Yuehua, do you still remember what I said to you when I was injured? The friendship between you and me is not in this day and night. If you call me Brother Zhan, then you will be my sister for the rest of your life. You are as smart as you, why don't you understand? ?”

Ding Yuehua also said: "Brother Zhan, why don't you understand my thoughts?" Seeing Zhan Zhao's furrowed brows, she suddenly smiled helplessly, "Did we ever really connect with each other?"

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