[Seven-five] Sunflowers are warm

It has been cloudy and rainy for the past few days, and in the evening, the sky has started to rain, floating and uninterrupted.Xu Xiangyang put down the pen in his hand, tidied up his things, bid farewell to Mr. Gongsun and went back with an umbrella.After recovering from her injury, she came to help Mr. Gongsun every day. Because she was literate, Mr. Gongsun occasionally asked her to help copy medical books.Needless to say, I really learned a lot by copying it.

A few days ago, Mr. Gongsun took Zhan Zhao's pulse, and he showed relief, saying that Zhan Zhao's health has improved a lot, and those old diseases have greatly improved.Zhan Zhao himself admits that he rarely suffers from stomach pains now, and the pain from his old injury has also eased a lot when the weather changes.Xu Xiangyang was happy, his hard work was not in vain, as long as he gets better.

In the blink of an eye, it was autumn again, and it was getting colder every day, so she started to find out the winter clothes to wash and dry.After sorting it out, I found that Zhan Zhao's autumn shirts also needed to be purchased.Therefore, apart from coming to Mr. Gongsun, the rest of the time is to buy clothes for Zhan Zhao.As her relationship with Zhan Zhao grew deeper and deeper, she also made up her mind to stay, and her life became more and more meticulous. Even Zhan Zhao was a little greedy for such delicacy and stability.

Back in the yard, I fed the chickens first, and then prepared to cook.I ate all the chickens I raised before, and now I bought a few chicks to keep them.The fluffy ones huddled together, her heart melted when she saw them.Awang has grown up a lot and already knows how to take care of the house.As soon as the fire started, I heard Ngawang calling outside.Going out to see, it was a yamen servant who came to pass the word that Zhan Zhao would not come back for dinner at night.

She was taken aback when she heard this, and asked, "Has there been another murder case?" She was most afraid of hearing about a murder case, and Zhan Zhao would be busy if something happened.It's okay to be busy, I'm just afraid that like last time, I went out to collect evidence and came back injured.

"Hero Bai asked Mr. Zhan to drink."

Bai Yutang?Why is he here again?She felt a little uneasy, did Bai Yutang drop by to find Zhan Zhao, or could he come and find him?Not in the mood to cook, I just cooked some noodles to cope.Boiled a cup of soup for Zhan Zhao and kept it warm in the pot. If he went out to drink, he might not be able to eat much, so it would be good to have some soup when he came back.

It was raining non-stop, Xu Xiangyang was doing needlework in the main room, and Awang was lying at her feet gnawing big bones.She went back and forth to the door to look around a few times, seeing Ngawang who was unmoved, she also thought it was funny, if Zhan Zhao came back, Ngawang would definitely run out.After a while, Ngawang suddenly raised his head and looked outside with piercing eyes, jumped out suddenly, and yelled at the gate in a low voice.Xu Xiangyang raised his spirits, and quickly opened an umbrella to go out to check.

As soon as the door was opened, Zhan Zhao came back drunk with the help of Bai Yutang.She didn't know how much Zhan Zhao could drink, but when he was drunk, he must have drunk a lot.What could make him drunk?This is not the time to ask questions, and there are some things that he may not want to say.Bai Yutang helped Zhan Zhao back into the house, facing Xu Xiangyang's probing eyes, he didn't say anything, sighed, and left in a hurry.

Zhan Zhao seemed to be asleep, with his brows furrowed and his eyes closed.With a slight sigh, she helped him take off his shoes and coat, so that he could sleep more comfortably.He went out in official uniform and got drunk, would he get into trouble if someone saw him?Some are outrageous.He brought hot water and wiped his face, to get rid of the drunkenness.Zhan Zhao let out a low moan in a daze, and turned his head to avoid it.

Xu Xiangyang couldn't help smiling, why is he like a child?Covered him with a quilt, and said softly: "Wait a minute, I'll get you some water to drink." Before she could turn around, she was suddenly grabbed by his wrist. She turned her head in doubt, and saw that he opened his eyes, and his eyes were shining brightly. looking at her.She felt something was wrong, wasn't he drunk?What's with that look?

"I, I'll get you some water." She was a little flustered by his stare.

However, Zhan Zhao didn't let go, she struggled, but failed to break free, instead she was held even tighter by him.She couldn't help but look at him, what is this going to do?Her body was brought towards him by a force, and with a cry of surprise, she was pressed down by him.His breath smelled of alcohol, and she felt as if she was going to get drunk too.His heart was beating eagerly, and he looked into his eyes nervously. His eyes seemed to be clear, but they were also confused. The hand on his chest slightly pushed back, "You're drunk..."

I don't know if Zhan Zhao heard it, but he seemed to answer hoarsely, and it seemed to be a sigh.Before she could identify it carefully, she was stunned by the loud noise in her head - he kissed her!Unconsciously clutching his skirt tightly, his breath and the strong smell of alcohol made her confused and intoxicated.How could she refuse?How can you refuse?She likes him, she wants to be with him, even if he is drunk now, she is willing.

Zhan Zhao's kiss was not gentle, he rushed in eagerly, unscrupulously, demanding too much, which made her a little breathless.Suddenly, panting slightly, he let her go, looked at her red lips, and the sparkle in her eyes, which made her flustered and expectant.In Zhan Zhao's eyes, the scene was a bit hazy, and Xu Xiangyang looked back at him charmingly.The warm candlelight fell on her body, her hair, eyes and moist red lips were dyed with golden light.

He was intoxicated, and his consciousness was a little unclear, but he still knew what he was doing at the moment.They may need an opportunity to break through the current deadlock.They're going to be husband and wife, real husband and wife!Thinking like this in my heart, my body pressed forward, my clothes fell off, and red plum blossoms bloomed.Trapped between the bed curtains, panting and moaning, a completely unfamiliar [tide] of emotion rushes in, especially for Yu Zhan Zhao, and even more so for Xu Xiangyang!Zhan Zhao had no memory of the previous absurdities and mistakes, and this was the first time for him.

Those things rolled in his mind, like a stormy sea.Ding Yuehua's grief and unwillingness, Xu Xiangyang's timidity and cautiousness, his own indignation and helplessness.The past and reality in her mind haunted her panting and moaning, in her eyes was her charming appearance, but in her heart was the image of Ding Yuehua bursting into tears.He couldn't help calling out to Yuehua, and stood up and buried her inside.

Xu Xiangyang was taken aback when he heard that, Yuehua?Then her body was torn apart by pain, and she was instantly confused, her heart and thoughts were confused.Why does it hurt?But no matter how painful my body is, it can't hurt my heart.Yuehua, Yuehua, Yuehua... Is he drunk for her, is he drunk and thinks she is Ding Yuehua?She thought they could join hands in a normal way, but... no matter what, Ding Yuehua is the only one in his heart, right?What did Bai Yutang say to him today to let him drink away his worries?Did something happen to Ding Yuehua?

She thought that she could accept that he had someone in his heart, thought that she had taken it easy, and even thought that as long as she had a place to live, she could ignore it.I didn't know until the end of the matter, those were ridiculous assumptions, how could I not care less?She is greedy, she is delusional, she wants complete love, and she doesn't want to be anyone's burden and responsibility!

The unspeakable pain spread to the tip of her fingertips, and the truth that she had deliberately concealed was torn apart as he came in and out again and again. It turned out that it was all fake!It's all fake... It shouldn't be hers, and it will never be hers.

The next day.

When Zhan Zhao woke up, he felt like he had a splitting headache, and he rubbed his eyebrows for a long time before he opened his eyes.Staring blankly at the top of the tent, my heart was empty.Bai Yutang came to visit yesterday, asked him to have a drink with him, and told him along the way—Ding Yuehua was engaged.He was stunned for a long time, isn't this what he hoped for?Hope she finds a good home.Hearing the news with his own ears, he was not as relieved as he expected, but felt that his chest was oppressed.Knowing that being drunk can't relieve your worries, you still drink one cup after another.Sober up, the dream is empty, what is lost is still lost.

Throwing off the quilt and preparing to get up, he suddenly found himself naked. The memories of last night were messed up, and he was stunned for a long time before slowly recalling them.He took advantage of Xu Xiangyang's drunkenness!Hastily lifted the quilt, there was a smear of dried blood on the sheet, he frowned, and his heart sank.They are already husband and wife, and consummation is a matter of time, but he vaguely remembers calling Ding Yuehua's name.I was so drunk last night, I don't know if I really yelled or my mind is confused, if it is true...

Pushing the door out, the rain has temporarily stopped today, but the sky is still cloudy.Xu Xiangyang was drying clothes in the yard, Zhan Zhao looked at her back, and didn't know how to deal with it.He couldn't ask her about last night, even if he really called Ding Yuehua's name, she wouldn't say it.If there is any grievance, she always keeps it in her heart and bears it alone.Especially this kind of thing, how can she say it?

Xu Xiangyang was struggling to twist the clothes in her hands. Suddenly, a pair of big hands took the clothes in her hands and twisted them vigorously, and then they were shaken off and hung on the clothesline above.She knew it was Zhan Zhao without looking, so she thanked him in a low voice.Zhan Zhao helped to hang some clothes to dry, seeing her keep her head down, she felt quite uncomfortable.Last night...was his fault.

The two were speechless, Xu Xiangyang whispered: "Go and eat." He turned into the kitchen and left him behind.He paused, then followed.

"Xiangyang," he saw that she was visibly stiff, and he was a bit speechless. After a moment of silence, he still said, "Last night...it was my fault. I shouldn't have treated you while I was drunk..."

Before she finished speaking, she shook her head, "It's nothing, you are right." How could you say wrong?If it weren't for the phrase "Yuehua", then everything would be logical.She also thought over and over again, and repeatedly persuaded herself, if she had known that he would not be able to completely let go of Ding Yuehua, she would not be able to ask him that much.Since I knew it earlier, why bother to be sad?Sister-in-law Wang had already told her those principles, and she understood everything.

Zhan Zhao sighed, put his hands on her shoulders, and turned her around, but she still lowered her head and refused to face him.The hands holding her arms tightened, and his voice was hoarse, "I'm sorry, I lost my composure last night. She, Yuehua, is engaged."

Xu Xiangyang was startled, and looked up at him, so, did he use wine to drown his worries?Her red and swollen eyes made him feel guilty, but he still said: "Xiangyang, I don't want to lie to you, I can't forget her completely, I will leave her a place in my heart, but it doesn't matter [ Love]. You, can you understand?"

"I...I understand, Miss Ding, she..." She understands, she understands everything!It would be too fickle to say forget it.However, I understand it, and my heart is still uncomfortable. "It's me who can't stand her..."

He gently wiped away her tears, "It's not your fault." It seems wrong to say that, isn't it her fault?As if to excuse her, "Sometimes, I even suspect that you are not Xu Xiangyang. How could you be her? Will losing your memory make you reborn?"

She stared at her misty teary eyes, did he think so?Can't help but try, "I, I, if I say I'm not her, would you believe me?"

Zhan Zhao smiled, "Who is she? As I said, the past is the past." Suddenly, he embraced her in his arms, hugged her tightly, and whispered in her ear: "The past is the past." Everything has passed, Yuehua... also passed. Last night... I remember what I said, I was an asshole. You, don't take it to your heart..." Hugging his wife and calling other women's names, Not a jerk is what?

Xu Xiangyang's nose was sour, she was extremely wronged, the despair last night made her heartbroken.But, but he is so frank and admits his mistakes like this, what else can she say?Sadness, grievance, relief, mixed with tears to vent.Hearing her crying from suppressed to bursting into tears, his mood also fluctuated accordingly.This is his wife, the one person he wants to protect, but he always makes her suffer?He couldn't help hugging her even tighter, listening silently, and letting her vent.

I don't know how long it took, she gradually stopped her tears, stared at the wetness in her chest, and said slowly: "Yes, I'm sorry, I made your clothes dirty..."

Zhan Zhao was taken aback, then smiled.Why did you say this after crying?Should she be stupid or what?He took her hand and went into the house, "Help me see which one to wear today." Under her care, he has many more clothes. Although the style is simple, most of them are blue shirts, but the details are everywhere. With care.

Xu Xiangyang followed him blankly, "Don't you want to wear an official uniform?"

Zhan Zhao had already pushed open the door, and was taken aback when he heard her reply, this answer really made people speechless.Xu Xiangyang caught a glimpse of the messy beds in the room, and suddenly remembered what happened last night, and immediately blushed.Suddenly, she thought of something again, hurried into the room and took away the sheets, rolled them into a ball.Seeing Zhan Zhao looking at her, he stammered, "Uh, I, I'll take it to wash..." In fact, she was confused, didn't the original owner climb the bed?Why are you still a virgin?

"This kind of weather?" It started to rain outside again.

She was a little embarrassed, hugging the bed sheet and didn't know how to answer the conversation, it took her a long time to say: "Just toast it..." After saying that, she almost fled in despair.

Zhan Zhao unconsciously smiled, all she left for him today was her back.After tidying up the messy bed, the shock of Ding Yuehua's sudden engagement last night has receded.From then on, they have nothing to do with each other, all kinds of ends of the world.May her life be smooth, happy and healthy.