[Seven-five] Sunflowers are warm

Xu Xiangyang's legs and feet are inconvenient, so he didn't go downstairs to eat with everyone, but sat alone in the room in a daze, and almost didn't eat a bite of the food brought by Xiao Er.Thinking back and forth about what happened today, I was terrified.I can't even take a step on my feet, and it hurts when I move, and it hurts my heart.It is impossible to leave this way, what should I do in the future?Even with reconciliation, the way out is still a problem.Sighed, not daring to think deeply.

After looking at the lack of food without moving his eyes, he silently raised his chopsticks to force himself to eat some.If you don't feel sorry for yourself, who else can feel sorry for you?In any case, the body is one's own, and self-defeating may be annoying.She didn't give people a good impression, and this time she has already caused trouble for everyone, so she still needs to cheer up, things may not turn around.

Mechanically stuffed food one mouthful after another, counted and chewed, and swallowed forcefully.Every time I swallowed a mouthful, I sighed with relief, and suddenly, my nose felt sour for no reason, and I couldn't hold back the grievance in my heart anymore, and she shed tears.She didn't want to cry, she knew it was useless from the first day she came.But at this moment, boundless helplessness enveloped her, and the belief that had always supported her suddenly collapsed, and she really couldn't get any more energy.

She didn't dare to cry, she was afraid that her red and swollen eyes would cause worry, so she tried her best to suppress her emotions, and comforted herself that she was lucky to be out of danger.Wiping away tears, looking at the half bowl of rice left, he silently stuffed it into his mouth again.I don't dare to think about those heavy things, I have to go back to Kaifeng anyway, so I might as well think about the things in the house.After such a long time away, those chicks should have grown up a lot, right?It's so desolate when you think about it, the only thing she cares about is a few chickens.Maybe we can set up a shelf in the yard, plant a few grapes, and take Bao'er under it to enjoy the cool in summer.

By the way, she still has Bao'er.With Bao'er, life can go on no matter what, right?Thinking of Bao'er, her heart finally found some warmth, and her mood gradually eased.

Suddenly, someone knocked on the door, and Zhan Zhao's voice came, "Xiangyang."

Xu Xiangyang was startled, and stammered: "Master Zhan? Please, please come in." She was surprised by his attitude today. Not only did he hug her, but he even changed his name. I don't know if this is good or bad, and I feel a little apprehensive.It is undeniable that his hug greatly comforted her heart, making her feel that she has something to rely on, and that there is someone who can shelter her from the wind and rain.

After getting her answer, Zhan Zhao pushed the door and entered, seeing that she was about to get up, knowing that she was reserved, he quickly said: "Sit down, don't move." Then she sat down uncomfortably, not daring to look at him with her head down .Zhan Zhao sighed silently in his heart, and was so timid again, did she really dare to leave without saying goodbye and run away alone?He couldn't help suspecting that he was superstitious, maybe she just didn't know the terrain well, she walked at a fork in the road, was watched by someone, and ran there in a panic.

And she is already like this, even if she really has the courage to leave, she should be taught a lesson this time, and I believe she won't dare to do it again.Seeing her still in shock, he didn't want to ask too many questions, so he sat down opposite her and said in a harmonious voice, "I was negligent about what happened today, and it surprised you."

What he said surprised her, she shook her head hastily, "It's because I didn't follow closely, it's none of your business." Afraid that he would ask about what happened after he left, she bit the bullet and changed the subject, "Brother Guan deliberately I'm looking for you to drink, you go, I'm fine." With the window open, you can still faintly hear the commotion of Youshen, so it's not boring.

It seems that Zhan Zhao just came to accompany her to relieve boredom, instead he talked to her about Guan Xu.After hearing about Guan Xu, Xu Xiangyang couldn't help but sigh with emotion. He didn't expect him to have such a past.Thinking of the fight between Zhan Zhao and Guan Xu just now, she had lingering fears in her heart, and couldn't help saying: "You guys fought just now, it was so scary. Swords have no eyes, so you must be more careful." Thinking about Zhan Zhao's injury last time, a deep slash pierced through the back Back, her heart twitched suddenly, and she exhorted worriedly.

Zhan Zhao looked at her, then lowered his eyes and responded with a low voice.Seeing the slight smile on the corner of his mouth, Xu Xiangyang suddenly felt a little hot on his face, lowered his head and said cautiously: "I, I have no other meaning..."

"The girl has good intentions. A sword has no eyes. You should be careful."

Only then did Xu Xiangyang look up at him, his eyes were warm, no longer full of sarcasm and disgust as before, but with tolerance and kindness in his eyes.She couldn't help being a little stunned. He was a generous person, and he was no exception to her.She didn't blame his attitude at the beginning, no matter who it was, it was difficult to calm down when encountering such a thing.She should be glad that she met him.

His eyes were warm, full and shining, and his black eyes were as deep as the vast starry sky. He was staring at her at this moment, as if looking into the bottom of her heart.She stared at him obsessively, and said softly, "Thank you, Zhan Zhao." This thank you came from the bottom of her heart, and she thanked him with the voice of her own heart. The original Xu Xiangyang would never say anything directly. his name.How much she wanted to tell him that she was not the original Xu Chaoyang, she was Xu Chaoyang who had traveled through time to resurrect his body.But who can believe such a thing?

Zhan Zhao smiled, the resoluteness between his brows and eyes faded a little, and was tinged with a touch of softness, "It should."

Xu Xiangyang knew that he was an easy-going person, but he was always awkward towards others, and towards her.This was the first time she felt his relief, he really let go of the past and talked to her.She didn't know what made him suddenly think about it, maybe it was because she "renewed her mind", or maybe it was because she was in danger and touched his compassion.However, this is not harmful to her, and she is happy to see it.

Zhan Zhao closed his gaze, walked to the window, the other side was extremely lively, even the sky was blurred by continuous firecrackers, looking at a cloud from afar, the air still faintly smelled of gunpowder, today is destined to be a A day of joy without sleep. "We'll rest here for two days before we start our journey. You take good care of it." He said, turning his head, "Brother Guan is also going to Bianjing to accompany us."

"Is this... okay?"

"It doesn't matter. Even though the lord is visiting in private, it's not that no one recognizes him. I think Brother Guan is calm and prudent, and he is not a person who has no sense of propriety. Besides, they all go in the same direction and can't be avoided. It's better to go together."

Xu Xiangyang nodded, she just listened to these things.Guan Xu wanted to go to Bianjing to find a distant relative to do business, and they were all in one place. He had to find an opportunity to thank him in the future. After thinking about it, he said, "When I get back, I want to treat him to a meal and express my gratitude."

"It should be." Zhan Zhao closed the window and turned back, "You should have a good rest, do less sewing, it hurts your eyes." She was always embroidering and making clothes, even in the carriage.Ever since she woke up that time, he has always seen her doing needlework, and life is not difficult, why is this?

Xu Xiangyang was both surprised and happy, the corners of his mouth curled up, he couldn't figure out his mind, and intuitively regarded his words as concern.Because of today's short conversation, the depression and grievance in her heart seemed to dissipate all of a sudden. As long as this is the case, as long as he can always treat her so calmly, she will have no complaints or regrets, and there is nothing she can't bear.

With a slight smile, it seems that he has found the support of his heart again, which is very good.

Xu Xiangyang's foot injury caused her a lot of inconvenience, so she had to stay in the room to recuperate.Everyone has also come to visit, Guan Xu also stayed in this inn, he is a cheerful person, when he saw her, he said: "Ms. .In the army, some brothers didn't take it seriously, and they didn't have the conditions to support them. At the slightest, the root cause of the disease fell, and the serious injury added to the injury, and finally became a slope foot. The little girl's family's slope foot is so ugly, you say it is Bar."

Xu Xiangyang was a little bit dumbfounded, this big brother Guan was kind, so why did this sound so scary?Bao'er saw Xu Xiangyang in Ding, smiled innocently, and stretched out her chubby hand to hug her.Zhan Zhao reached out to take it, "Aunt Xu can't hold it right now, Uncle Zhan can hold it."

Girls' minds are delicate and sensitive, but Zhan Zhao's casual words made Ding Yuehua feel strange.His eyes flicked back and forth between Zhan Zhao and Xu Xiangyang, but he didn't speak.What can she say?Xu Xiangyang had just experienced a shock, so she couldn't say anything more.Why didn't she understand that many things were slowly changing, even Zhan Zhao was also changing.

Xu Xiangyang stretched out a finger for Bao'er to hold, shook it lightly, and said with a soft smile, "Did Bao'er eat well?" Guan Xu chuckled, "This kid hits it off with me, I'll feed her well." Faster than anything else. Isn’t it? Bao’er?” Bao’er really liked Guan Xu, immediately let go of Xu Xiangyang’s hand, and fell into Guan Xu’s embrace.

Ding Yuehua was a little depressed again. After spending so many days with Bao'er, why did she switch to Guan Xu's embrace as soon as Guan Xu came?If you don't say it, they really look like a father and daughter.

Everyone laughed for a while, then resigned.Zhan Zhao went out for a while and then came back with an extra book in his hand. "If you're bored, read a book."

"Where did you get the book?" Xu Xiangyang took it and looked at it, it was a travel journal.Zhan Zhao smiled, "I carried it with me to pass the time, and read it several times. It's really good."

Turning to the first page, I glanced at it. The old saying in traditional Chinese seems to be quite difficult for a modern person.But Zhan Zhao said yes, and read it several times, it should be well written.She smiled lightly, "Although I can't go there in person, I can comfort myself by glancing at his mountains and rivers from the book." Suddenly she turned around and said, "Master Zhan investigates and handles cases, he has traveled all over the place, and he has seen a lot of anecdotes and strange records. One day when I return to the field, I can also write a book with a pen, and it will definitely be wonderful."

Zhan Zhao has never talked with her like this before, he is surprised that he can be so calm, and also surprised by her words.I always thought that what she was thinking in her heart was just some affairs in the back house, even if she vaguely felt that she had her own world in her heart, she never thought that she would say that.

At first, he thought her father was a scholar, and she was literate afterward, and was raised delicately.In fact about the same.It's just that after being ill for a while, it suddenly changed a little bit. She still looks like the original Jiao Didi, but she has become proficient in washing, cooking and various housework, not to mention the change in temperament, which is incredible.Now, he somewhat believes that she really forgot about the past, if not, how could she pretend for so long?No flaws?

Smiling back at her, he said, "Zhan Zhao follows Mr. Bao, he cannot help himself in the Gongmen, and he is almost dead in law enforcement. It's hard to say whether he can wait until the day he returns to the field."

Xu Xiangyang blinked, his smile disappeared, and he said in a low voice, "Although life and death are unpredictable, these words make people panic." Zhan Zhao smiled and said no more.Xu Xiangyang saw him standing by the window, his eyes were like pictures.She smiled slightly, and her eyes fell on the pages of the book in her hand.There is a warmth in my heart, I hope that time will freeze and the peace of this moment will last forever.