[Seven-five] Sunflowers are warm

After Zhan Zhao came back, Xu Xiangyang lived in fear for a few days, she really didn't want to have too much contact with Zhan Zhao.It should be said that she didn't want to have too much contact with anyone in the Kaifeng mansion, she locked herself in the room and got familiar with the embroidery skills left by the original owner.She didn't know that her ostrich behavior seemed to outsiders to be thinking behind closed doors, but what the original owner committed could not be forgiven after a few days of thinking behind closed doors.

After hiding for a few days, she gradually got to know Zhan Zhao's routine.She now goes to bed when it is dark, one is to save candles, and the other is that the dim candlelight hurts her eyes.Go to bed early and wake up early.Only then did she know that Zhan Zhao got up to practice swords in the yard at dawn, and she hid by the window curiously and took a peek.

It is said that Zhan Zhao is very good at martial arts, she can't see the way, but just feels that the wind of the sword is rustling, the shadow of the sword is like a charm, his body shape is ever-changing, and he is very heroic.No matter how good it was, she couldn't find the words to describe it, and she suddenly came back to her senses. It was already daylight, and he also put away his sword and went back to his room. Only then did she realize that she was obsessed with watching.After practicing the sword, he will change into an official uniform and go out.That red suit is very positive and suits him very well.The tassels of the hat swayed slightly, the corners of the clothes fluttered, and every gesture was resolute and upright.It's a pity that when facing her, he always has an interrogating expression, cold and severe and...disgusted.

She didn't know what he was busy with during the day, he never came back during the day, and he didn't come back until very late at night.They are like two strange tenants living in the same yard, living separately.After a few days of worrying, she gradually calmed down. Obviously, Zhan Zhao didn't want to have any contact with her.She thought to herself, if they lived in peace like this, life would not be too difficult.

There is not much rice at home, so I have to buy some more.When she opened the box, she sighed heavily, and there was only one broken piece of silver left. Although she had tried her best to save money, but... let's go to the embroidery workshop today to see if I can accept a job as a show.She also read time-travel novels before, and there were often episodes in which she went to a cloth shop to buy cloth heads to make purses or other gadgets, maybe she could follow suit.She has no other hobbies, but she likes to do some fabric handicrafts, maybe she can earn some money to fill her stomach.

Xu Xiangyang went out with the handkerchief embroidered in the past few days, and went to the embroidery workshop first.This embroidery workshop is called Jinxiu Workshop, and the owner is a middle-aged beautiful woman in her forties, with Yao in her name, everyone calls her shopkeeper Yao.Xu Xiangyang explained the purpose of his visit, and showed shopkeeper Yao his own embroidery.Shopkeeper Yao looked at it and said with a smile: "Miss Xu, your embroidery is good, the pattern is complicated and the meaning is good, I will accept fifteen coins." After finishing speaking, he counted fifteen copper coins to her.

Miss Xu?Xu Xiangyang was taken aback when he heard this, and suddenly remembered that in ancient times, married women wanted to thin their heads. She didn't understand at all, and she combed her hair casually according to the original owner's feeling, so she was misunderstood.But after thinking about it, Zhan Zhao definitely didn't want such a scandal to be known. In that case, the marriage should just be hastily arranged.She remembered that Mrs. Wang also called her Ms. Xu, but they didn't think she was Zhan Zhao's wife.She couldn't help smiling wryly, it was more like an enemy than a marriage.Forget it, she doesn't want to be Mrs. Zhan, so that's fine.

Shopkeeper Yao took out a few patterns, all of which were delicate and clean flowers, "Such a handkerchief is embroidered with eight characters, the girl will take it back and have a try."

Xu Xiangyang nodded. Although the price is half of hers, the pattern is simple and saves effort.Also, since she has a new face, people don't feel at ease giving her a big one, they have to try it out to see if it suits her.He took five pieces of handkerchief fabric and embroidery thread, put down a deposit of ten cash, and then left.

After leaving the embroidery workshop, she couldn't help but flinch.It was late autumn, and the weather was getting colder every day, but she searched all the boxes and cages but couldn't find any winter clothes.Oh, what happened to the original owner?I don't even have winter clothes. Wasn't it winter before?Fortunately, she stayed indoors most of the time, and it wasn't too cold.But winter clothes and quilts are indispensable, and maybe a charcoal fire is needed. All these need money, and she has to find a way.

The market was lively and bustling, Xu Xiangyang was drooling at the sight of snacks from various stalls.After wearing it, I have been eating insipidly. First, I drank the medicine for a few days, and my mouth felt bitter.I stopped the medicine, because I was short of money, I could only drink porridge all day long, and I felt like I was going to float when I walked.The wontons at this stall looked tempting. There were white and fat wontons squeezed inside the clear soup and green onions. She gritted her teeth and ordered a bowl.No matter how much she saves now, she can't save much. It's not worth dragging her body down.

Probably because he hasn't eaten meat for a long time, Xu Xiangyang thinks the wontons are very delicious.Listening to all kinds of cries and yells in the market, I actually had the illusion that the years are quiet.Suddenly, I heard the boss greet enthusiastically: "Master Zhan, would you like a bowl of wontons?"

Xu Xiangyang's whole body stiffened immediately, his hand holding the spoon trembled slightly, and he shrank unconsciously, trying to reduce his sense of existence.She is in a corner, and there are other diners at the same table, so Zhan Zhao probably won't notice her.Zhan Zhao was turning his back to her and politely greeted the boss, "Zhan is still patrolling the streets, come back another day."

"Hehe, Mr. Zhan has worked hard."

Although she was apprehensive towards Zhan Zhao, she unconsciously paid attention to him. After all, he was the only person in the world who had a relationship with her.She thought about asking him for a divorce letter again, but later found out that she was too naive.Not to mention that women in this era obey their father at home, their husbands when they get married, and their sons after their husbands die.Just because she is penniless and has no means of earning a living is enough to cause her to die several times, so even if she wants to divorce, she has to wait until she can support herself.

Zhan Zhao chatted with the boss for a few words before resigning, Xu Xiangyang heaved a sigh of relief, and even sweated a little on his back.His eyes followed his figure, and suddenly, he turned his head and looked at her, his eyes seemed to be searching for something.Xu Xiangyang quickly lowered his head, did he find her?His heart was beating in a panic, and he was almost worried that the people around him would hear a rapid heartbeat.Taking a deep breath, I dared to look up, what is there to hide?Can't she come out and eat a bowl of wontons?

Looking at him again, I saw him talking to a girl.He turned his back to her, she couldn't see his expression, but the girl was smiling and seemed to be having a good chat.Suddenly, the girl looked at her, her face froze, and she smiled and nodded at her.She could see that she smiled very reluctantly, and after she laughed, her eyes were still staring straight. There was too much content in those eyes, and she staggered her eyes guiltily, not daring to interpret.

Zhan Zhao followed the girl's gaze and collided with her gaze. The confusion in his eyes instantly turned into coldness and disgust. He only took one look, then retracted his gaze, and turned his head away.Xu Xiangyang bit his lip, feeling desolate in his heart, and the wontons became dull.No matter who you are, you don't want to be rejected so far, let alone this person is your husband.Gritting her teeth, she ate the wonton whole.He didn't want to see her, and she didn't want to be cheeky. She wanted to stand up on her own as soon as possible and get out of this quagmire!

She thought that this encounter would end in such an embarrassing way, but she didn't expect that girl to sit opposite her.She was stunned, the other diners on the table had just finished eating and left, this small square table instantly became a battlefield, making her want to escape in panic.She didn't know who the girl in front of her was, but it was obviously impossible for her to be the original owner's best friend.Zhan Zhaoding stayed where he was and didn't approach, he frowned and called Yuehua, his tone full of helplessness and apology.

Let Yuehua do everything, Ding Yuehua!She is Ding Yuehua!Zhan Zhao's fiancée!The biggest victim of this bed climbing incident!Xu Xiangyang could hardly sit still, she thought that facing the cynicism and ridicule of everyone in Kaifeng mansion every day, and bearing Zhan Zhao's indifference silently was already suffering, and now she knew that it was not the most difficult thing.Facing Ding Yuehua at this moment, she felt ashamed, her limbs were as cold as in an ice cave, but her heart was as if being roasted on a fire, suffering in every possible way.

Obviously it wasn't her fault, but she has to bear the consequences.She bit her lips tightly, enduring the tears of humiliation in her eyes, why she was asked to face all this, she didn't know anything at all.When Ding Yuehua saw her like this, there was anger, hatred, and unwillingness in his eyes.Is she still wronged?She put on a pitiful appearance, as if she was bullying her.Suppressing the resentment in my heart, I tried to keep my tone as calm as possible, "Miss Xu, are you all right?"

Xu Xiangyang was taken aback again, she thought she would point to her nose and call her shameless, but it turned out to be an innocuous greeting.Of course, she wouldn't really think that Ding Yuehua is so open-minded, that being robbed of a man can be neither sad nor happy.I'm afraid I wish I could cut her into pieces, but the matter is a foregone conclusion, and her upbringing will not let her lose her composure like that.

Thinking in another place, she can understand her feelings, the more she understands, the more guilty she feels.The woman in front of him is dignified and beautiful, bright and proud, standing with Zhan Zhao, like the sun and the moon reflecting each other, everyone should praise her as a good match.It is a pity that it has been dismantled now.Xu Xiangyang knew that he had no way to refute, so he could only show his sincerity with practical actions, stabilized his emotions, lowered his eyes, and said softly: "Miss Ding, I'm sorry for the facts of the past..."

"I'm sorry?" Ding Yuehua seemed to have heard some joke. What she did could be exposed by saying I'm sorry?

Xu Xiangyang raised his eyes to meet her gaze, and said firmly: "If I say that a serious illness burns out my mind and I can't remember the past, I don't think the girl will believe it. I have heard some of the past from the sidelines, and for those... ...No matter how much I say, I can't make up or redeem anything, it doesn't matter if the girl believes it or not, I just want to tell the girl that I will ask Mr. Zhan for a divorce letter so that he can be returned to you."

Ding Yuehua frowned, "Do you think this is a joke? Marry if you want to marry, and rest if you want to divorce?" She was annoyed, hated, cried, and made trouble when Xu Xiangyang did such a dirty thing.Knowing Zhan Zhao's character, she would never abandon her, so she even suggested that Zhan Zhao take her as a concubine after they got married, but Zhan Zhao married her.Since he married her, he would not divorce her.

Now that Xu Xiangyang said the words of quitting, she hated her again. She pretended to ask Zhan Zhao to marry her, and now she was going to leave again.What is she supposed to be?If she wanted to die, why didn't she just die?Why do you still have to hold your breath and ask someone to rescue you?After she died, Zhan Zhao no longer had to bear this burden!

Xu Xiangyang shook his head, "Miss Ding, I used to be obsessed with ghosts, but now I see them away. It's not mine, and I can't keep it by force." After saying that, he got up and left.

On the way back, she thought a lot, and it was useless for her to think about some things on her own, no matter if she divorced her wife or reconciled, Zhan Zhao had to nod.Maybe she can have a good talk with Zhan Zhao, they are bound together like this, it's better to separate.If he is worried that it will not be easy to get married just after getting married, he can reconcile after a while.During this period, he and Ding Yuehua can do whatever they want, when the time comes, she will go far away and never set foot in Bianjing again.

So, it's a good ending.