The author has something to say: Weak Jun Shenghe... Well, I have been thinking about it for a long time and I really don't know how to write an ambiguous drama.So I wrote an article about his views and feelings towards Ah Jiu from Zhang Qiling's point of view.Concealed JQ is more suitable for them than casually flirting with them. There is a (hidden) confession of the little brother in this chapter. Have you read it? Essay?My brother’s thoughts are very complicated, and I can’t understand my feelings for Ajiu. I don’t know what to write. I feel like I want to write a lot, but I can’t express it. It’s because my level is not enough [Wang Tian .In short... All kinds of collapses, please bring your lightning rods. 【Escape with your head in your arms

Twenty years ago, Zhang Qiling woke up in a hotel in Golmud City, Qinghai, and tried to open his heavy eyelids.

Some dark rooms, gray ceilings, wooden floors, desks and stools by the bed, a few rays of sunlight leaked from under the thick curtains, fled playfully into the room.

such a strange place.

At the same time, he also lost all his memories.

Except, the name Zhang Qiling.

With a sound of 'squeak', the door was pushed open, he turned his head, and only vaguely saw a black figure coming in, the man walked to the window and said, "Are you awake?"

A woman's voice, calm and flat.

Zhang Qiling looked away and started looking at the ceiling.The woman seemed to chuckle slightly, walked to the window, and pulled the curtains with both hands.Zhang Qiling couldn't open his eyes because of the fatal sunlight.

He frowned dissatisfied, and turned to look at the window sill.The wind outside the window lifted her long black hair, and the sunlight coated it with a layer of dazzling gold.

A familiar figure.

"Who are you?"

The black figure paused for a moment and did not respond. After a long time, she turned around and Zhang Qiling saw her face clearly.

She looked back and smiled slightly, and opened her mouth to say something, which he no longer remembers.

I only remember that at that time, he saw the most beautiful painting in the world with his hazy consciousness.

When he came back to his senses, there were only open windows and curtains that were scraped, and there was no one in front of the windows.

That was the beginning of his memory.

It has been 20 years since I regained this memory again.

Twenty years later, he is still the same Zhang Qiling.But in the past 20 years, he lost his memory again, this time he really forgot about her completely.

Until in Wu Sansheng's store, he retrieved the black gold ancient knife.

Therefore, in Zhang Qiling's impression, the first time he saw her was after he escaped from Qixinglu Palace.To be honest, he was also taken aback when meeting him for the first time. He had heard about ghosts, but this was the first time he actually saw them.

However, he doesn't hate it.

Her presence was so weak that he almost forgot her existence at first.But she didn't feel bored either, and just followed behind her every day.

This kind of life continued to Xisha.In Wang Zanghai's underwater tomb, he remembered everything 20 years ago.

The self at that time, the archaeological team at that time, and her at that time.

There are many things that he wants to ask her to understand, but he doesn't know how to say it.

He saw her the next morning, in the pose and dress he knew.

But from her eyes, he did read strangeness.

He obviously still remembered her surprise and shake when he met him for the first time, and also appreciated her extraordinary skills. At that time, she obviously looked at him with the eyes of seeing an acquaintance, as if he didn't know her. This kind of thing is a big joke.

He also remembered her persistently waiting outside his door all night.In fact, he didn't want to meddle in that nosy business, and he was surprised more than once afterwards that she was left behind.Maybe it's just because in her, he might be able to find his lost past.

But the more I was with her, the more irritable I felt.She always appeared where she wanted to appear as a matter of course, which made Zhang Qiling very upset.

As if she knew everything about him.

Yes, very understanding!

--unfair.

This thought flashed through his mind, making him stunned for half a second.

When will he still feel this way?Not surprised by the thought itself, but wondering why he still feels it now.

In the end, she didn't realize her identity until 20 years later.

Moreover, this Ajiu is somewhat different from the Ajiu I know.

He lied to his heart and didn't take her strange look in his heart.

Finally one day, 'You haven't told me your name yet' came out of her mouth. 'At that moment, he felt that something was overturned in his heart and shattered to the ground.

Lost?Wronged?anger?

She forgot herself, completely.

Her eyes were so innocent, as if she had never appeared in her life.

He is a man with no past and no future.

In the end, he still couldn't escape the fate of being forgotten by others.

Forget it, I have no right to blame her.After all, he was the one who forgot her first.

He held back all the questions he had been unable to ask.

Why did she suddenly appear in front of him?Who is He Jie?Why did she leave without saying goodbye?

and also……

In Mirror Palace, when he rescued her, who did she see through herself?

He is not happy.Why, he himself did not know.

It wasn't until a long time later, when he knew who 'that person' was, that he gradually realized where the emotion came from back then.

He just hoped that she only had herself in her eyes and only thought of herself.

This is, dominance?

Can't help chuckling self-deprecatingly.

Do you have the qualifications?

to start all over again?Start and end?

Sooner or later, he will forget her now. At that time, will she still be by his side so steadfastly?

He can't rely on anyone, this kind of thinking is deeply ingrained in his mind.So, I drew a circle and put myself in it.

But she didn't mind, broke into her own field openly and generously.

Ah Jiu was announcing to him with her actions that the so-called 'wall' she built was nothing more than a blank sheet of paper in her eyes, vulnerable to a single blow.

Unconsciously trust her.

The color of the night gradually receded, and he sat on a boulder, looking across at Ajiu who was sleeping soundly.

He saw her hesitate to speak more than once, as if wondering why he knew her too much.

This feeling is understandable, after all, 20 years ago, he also had the same question.

However, her skill has not faded from 20 years ago.His intuition is also much stronger than before, and he also has some... special abilities?

He had doubted it.

Is this really Ajiu from 20 years ago?

Now she is a physical sword soul, whether it is the healing speed of the wound, or the ability to return to the blade anytime and anywhere, she did not have it 20 years ago.

The woman she was 20 years ago was undoubtedly a human being.

Is she testing herself?It started 20 years ago.

How could it be, she wasn't that boring.

she always...

Suddenly stunned.

He thought he was dazzled, so he couldn't help standing up and approaching.

Two crystal drops of water flowed down the porcelain-like cheeks and hit the ground, drop by drop.

Is she crying?

Zhang Qiling was stunned.

He never regarded her only as a ruthless knife, but he never thought that this strong woman who was going to die would cry so much.

He couldn't help raising his hand to touch the corners of his eyes. He hadn't cried for many years, and he didn't know if he would still shed tears from there now.

Sighing softly, he returned his gaze to her face.She frowned, with a painful and sad expression, as if she was struggling.

I don't want to see her in such pain again.He lowered his eyes and pronounced her name.

nine.

over and over again.

The hand that had been raised stopped in mid-air, and finally retracted, pressing lightly on her temple.

The moment she opened her eyes, Zhang Qiling read something similar to herself in her black pupils.

There is no past and no future.

They are very similar.

<<<<<

"Dumb, here we come."

Zhang Qiling opened his eyes, and the door next to him had already been opened.He collected himself to wake himself up, but found that he had a rare dream just now.

What did he dream about, but he couldn't remember.

Get out of the car, raise your head to look at the dark dangerous building in the sunset, tighten the knife in your hand, turn your head and find that the black figure that was always behind you is no longer there.He pursed his lips and walked up the stairs.The person standing beside the car pushed the sunglasses on the bridge of his nose and smiled meaningfully.

——Jiu, if you are tired, come back and take a rest.

if tired...

Your home is here.

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