I time travel after throwing away my sister's book

After experiencing Song Er's incident, Zheng Zhinan was even more determined to leave the city.

Even if he is exiled in this world, he has to escape from this vortex far away. He doesn't want to be exiled because of the original owner. Although his exile is all because of his father's entrapment, he still wants to leave these people and go to a place where no one will be disturbed. where he lived until the end of his exile.

He was carefully considering Lei Yi's previous conditions.

Sleep with him once and let him go.

Later, Zheng Zhinan realized that things were far from as simple as he thought.

What sleep once and leave.

If it were that simple, it wouldn't be called exile.

Of course, Zheng Zhinan didn't know at this time.

He thought he was an insignificant cannon fodder. After all, which novel's protagonist would be treated like this?

So he felt that it would be okay even if he left.

Besides, this body is not his, the original owner and Lei Yi are willing, the person Lei Yi sleeps with is not him, but the original owner.

If possible, he can ask Lei Yi to give him some sleeping pills, then he won't be aware of it, and he won't be him at all.

Because Song Er bit his neck, on the way back, Zheng Zhinan kept rubbing his neck with his hands. Lei Yi didn't see the hickey on Zheng Zhinan's neck at first. With a cold look, he said, "This is what Song Er did?" He was only focused on dealing with Song Er, and after comforting him for his brother's sake, he continued to talk with Song Shao inside, because he was worried about Zheng Zhinan, Bring him by your side, so as not to attract bees and butterflies while he is not around.

Zheng Zhinan pursed his lips and said nothing.

"Damn it, if it wasn't for his brother's face, I would have broken his legs for this lifeless thing." His tone was filled with the anger of someone who dared to touch me.

If it was in the past, Lei Yi probably felt disgusted and would not be so angry. After all, in his eyes, there is not only one lover. If this one is dirty, just change it. people.

He hasn't realized that he has become very concerned about Zheng Zhinan's every move, even some small changes.

And Zheng Zhinan's mind was full of the man he saw after being dragged into the box by Lei Yi.

That man was like a poisonous snake, spitting out a red letter and staring at him sullenly, making his hands and feet feel cold instantly, but obviously the other party just glanced at him lightly, just one glance, but he seemed to be stared at He got on, and his body was tagged, as if this person would come out from somewhere at any time, wrapping him tightly and imprisoning him.

It shouldn't be, he wears glasses, is elegant and looks like a university professor, how could he have such an illusion?

It must be that too many things have happened during this period of time, so he feels that everyone is going to harm him.

Zheng Zhinan leaned back in his chair, no longer thinking about Lei Yi's partner this time, Song Er and Song Xiao's brother Song Lan.

Lei Yi put his arms around Zheng Zhinan's shoulders and let his head rest on his shoulders, trying to make him sleep more comfortably.

Lei Yi thought that Zheng Zhinan would break free, but he didn't. This soft feeling made Lei Yi feel very comfortable.

In fact, it's not that Zheng Zhinan is submissive, it's just that he is too lazy to tear him apart, because even if it is torn apart, the final outcome will definitely end with Lei Yi hugging his shoulders tightly, and it may even be more than it is now, it's not just hugging the shoulders .

Zheng Zhinan, who had found the pattern, naturally had no choice but to let him go.

But in Lei Yi's eyes, his compromise is obedient and not irritating.

This made Lei Yi quite happy, and couldn't help stretching out his other hand to shake Zheng Zhinan's.

Hold Zheng Zhinan's hand and squeeze it.

Zheng Zhinan endured his discomfort and ignored Lei Yi's touch.

He closed his eyes, thinking about the possibility of sleeping in his mind all the time, he had to find a chance, not to appear too casual, lest he fool him.

It would be great if he knew what Lei Yi was afraid of.

It might be easier for him to leave that way.

But such a person, even if he is afraid, how can he let him know.

Zheng Zhinan couldn't help sighing in his heart.

He has a feeling that Qian Fan is ten years old, the spirit of wanting to make a big difference after graduation is long gone, and now his mind is full of leaving, leaving, leaving.

And it's not easy to leave.

He just thinks it's a mess right now.

That system person has disappeared since he appeared in that void, said a bunch of crimes and was exiled.

At that time, he snorted and didn't even remember what she said. Now Zheng Zhinan only has infinite regrets. If he took it seriously at that time, would it be possible to get more information about coming to this world?

Although Zheng Zhinan had already made the decision to leave.

But he knew that according to what he had learned about Lei Yi during this time, he was definitely not the kind of person who could let him go after just one sleep.

After calming down, Zheng Zhinan slowly collected a lot of useful information.

For example, from the information revealed by Lei Yi, he knew that Lei Yi had already been tired of the original owner and was going to send him away. If it wasn't for his sudden appearance that made him interested again, he might have left here long ago. But regret doesn't turn back time either.

If he could turn back time, Zheng Zhinan would definitely not touch those books again, so that he would not come to this world and experience these absurd things.

So what he has to do now is to imitate the character and style of the original owner.

The original owner loved to gamble, so he gambled.

The original owner is obedient to him, just like a dog under his feet, so he will imitate it.

He no longer struggles, no longer resists, so the so-called novelty will definitely disappear gradually, then the idea of ​​letting him leave will appear in Lei Yi's mind again.

The premise is that he still needs Lei Yi to sleep with him, and if he can't sleep with him, there is a high probability that it is impossible to get bored all of a sudden.

Zheng Zhinan kept hinting to himself that he was not sleeping with him, not sleeping with him, but sleeping with the original owner who was willing to get out with Lei Yi, not him, not him.

As if it would make him feel better.

This kind of psychological suggestion made Zheng Zhinan feel better gradually, and he stopped doing unnecessary struggles.

He didn't know that this change was actually very scary.

Because, once people let go of the bottom line, they will only go further and further down in the end, and the acceptable lower limit will also become wider and wider. There will be a kind of stepping in the quagmire, why should we be afraid of stepping in with the other foot? , When both feet are stepped in, you will feel that it doesn't matter even if your legs are submerged, they are already dirty, anyway, they are all dirty.

Zheng Zhinan, who was caught in the "I must get out of here", couldn't control that much anymore.

At night when Lei Yi hugged him, he didn't struggle, but stretched out his hand to wrap around his neck. Lei Yi was very pleasantly surprised and kissed his face and lips, Zheng Zhinan also kissed back.

Zheng Zhinan tried his best to think about the things about Lei Yi that made him pleasing to the eye. He hinted that he actually didn't care about the so-called gender difference. Lei Yi was not without merit.

For example, he is handsome, tall, and in good shape. He also defended him when he was in the bar, and he was generous with his shots. He never cared about small things. The matter was forgotten, except for the occasional temper tantrum, it was informal, thinking of this, Zheng Zhinan suddenly understood why the original owner was so obedient and liked Lei Yi.

Because he is a good lover, he is generous, knows how to show mercy, and has no perverted hobbies. If the original owner locked the chain himself, then Lei Yi is really not a pervert.

He was so unscrupulous towards him, but it was not him, but the original owner, because he had always been unscrupulous in front of the original owner.

Ray is fine.

The problem is him.

It wasn't me who was kissing him, it was the original owner who was kissing him.

Gradually, the feeling of taking the initiative to get close to him while suppressing the disgust was gone.

It was as if the original owner had appeared, whether it was the hands or feet, as well as the nerves in the body, and his feelings, were all controlled by the original owner, and no longer rejected this person's touch and kiss.

It's just that at that point, Zheng Zhinan was still defeated and could not continue to pretend.

It was a hurdle, a high hurdle, Zheng Zhinan couldn't convince himself to cross it at all, it was too high and too difficult, a hundred times more difficult than he imagined.

He held Lei Yi's hand, tried his best to calmly stop him from saying, "I still can't do it." The trembling voice revealed his nervousness, helplessness and pleading.

Lei Yi's body was hot and uncomfortable, he rubbed his forehead against Zheng Zhinan's face, although he was about to explode, he finally let him go.

"It's okay, I'll give you time." Lei Yi doesn't like to force people to sleep with him, and he never does things that force people, unless he wants to punish him if he is in a hurry, although the person in his arms has already had sex with him I don't know how many times, thinking of his mood, Lei Yi almost couldn't hold it back, and finally just let Zheng Zhinan... and didn't do anything out of the ordinary.

The night was peaceful.

For Lei Yi not forcing him, Zheng Zhinan was a little grateful in his heart.

In fact, this person is not as annoying as he imagined.

Even, if you really want to worry about it, he is unlucky, and this person is not much better. After all, the lover who used to be loving and obedient, suddenly stubbornly resists him. Thinking about it in another way, he will be annoyed to death.

But Zheng Zhinan won't immediately overcome the matter of going to bed with Lei Yi just because of Lei Yi's mercy.

It turned out to be so difficult, Zheng Zhinan stood in front of the sink, splashed cold water on his face, rubbed his face several times before raising his head to look at himself in the mirror.

It has been more than a month since he came into this world and looked in the mirror for the first time, and he has lost weight.

What made him flustered was that although he was thinner, he became more attractive than before, with a fragile beauty, and the sharpness in his eyes seemed to have been worn away because of this more than a month. There are only numbness and vicissitudes. Although the appearance is young, Kexin seems to be an old man who has gone through thousands of sails.