I time travel after throwing away my sister's book

Jiang Pei came out of the hospital, looked at the test sheet, and let out a sigh of relief.

Originally, I wanted to sit on the bench in the hospital for a while, but I remembered the children at home.

After graduating, he rented a single room by himself. It was very small, with a single bed and a small table. He cooked in the hallway and used public toilets.

Originally, after getting the graduation certificate, it was time to find a formal job, but he passed out on the way to the interview and was sent to the hospital. He didn't dare to stay in the hospital anymore. After waking up, Jiang Pei left the hospital with the payment slip. The doctor told him to remember to come to the hospital to get the test report in two days.

So today he once again entrusted the child to Sister Lin next door. Sister Lin works the evening shift, sleeps until noon when she gets off work, and then goes on duty at 9 pm. Zheng Zhinan happened to use this time to get the test report.

He didn't care at first, but the doctor told him that it was a tumor, and it would be better to have an operation. The operation would cost tens of thousands of dollars, and he only had thousands of dollars in emergency money. How could he dare to have an operation, let alone an operation? What should I do for a while, and who can I ask who borrowed so much money.

The doctor saw that Jiang Pei was in trouble, so he thought about it and said, first take the medicine and see the situation.

Drug treatment is much cheaper than surgery, but it cost more than 200 yuan to take two phases of medicine.

When he worked part-time at the beginning, he only paid 300 yuan a month, and the two phases of medicine cost him almost a month's salary.

Jiang Pei was in pain, and comforted himself, compared with the operation, it was already very good.

Jiang Pei didn't want to spend money on the bus, so he jogged back to the dilapidated tube building, and went back to put down the medicine before Jiang Pei knocked on Sister Lin's door.

Sister Lin liked children very much, and took good care of the baby. When she heard that Jiang Pei was back, she carried the baby to open the door for Jiang Pei.

Knowing that he was going to the hospital, he asked casually when giving the child to Jiang Pei.

"What did the doctor say? Is it serious?"

Jiang Pei didn't like to make people worry, so he said with a smile, "No big problem, just take the medicine on time."

"Okay, I'm going to pack up and go out to eat something."

"it is good."

After saying goodbye to Sister Lin, Jiang Pei went back to his room.

Although it was small, he tidied it up very cleanly. There was a shaker next to it. It was very simple. It was bought in a second-hand market, and it was placed next to the table, next to the bed.

Putting the not-so-cry-loving baby on the rocker, Jiang Pei closed the door, took off his coat, poured out half a cup of water from the thermos bottle, and made milk powder while teasing the baby on the bed.

"Dad is back, are you hungry? I'll make milk powder for you now."

Although the child was an accident, since he had decided to give birth, he was ready to take care of him.

At the beginning, he was high-spirited and thought that he had the ability to take good care of him, but the fainting that day made Jiang Pei know what cruelty is.

He has the ability to live a better and better life, but his body does not allow him to do so.

And what will happen to the child's future, he has no way of knowing.

It's been a long time since I received a letter from Fu Hang, and I told him the new address, but I didn't receive a reply. Jiang Pei once thought that the letter was missing, but Fu Hang's letter was sent back to school, which caused him to run every now and then after graduation. Go to the mail room of the school, the uncle in the mail room is very familiar with him.

Thinking of this, Jiang Pei told himself not to be depressed. Since there is medicine to treat him, he should take the medicine first to see the situation. He is so young and when he is strong, he will never be beaten so easily.

As for Fu Hang, there must be something stuck, it doesn't matter, maybe he will receive a reply in a few days.

Thinking this way, Jiang Pei smiled again, put the prepared milk powder aside, and let the baby drink it after a while.

Then he sat on the side of the bed, gently rocked the crib, and looked at his son's bright jewel-like eyes inside.

He really wanted to say to him face to face: "Look, I gave birth to this, isn't it amazing? Our child belongs to us."

From the initial shock to the later acceptance, although this process was difficult, he was very fortunate that he persisted.

When the child looked over with innocent and pure eyes, he felt a sense of redemption, as if the resistance he had once had was melted away by his eyes, and the child redeemed him.

You were my accident, but became my favorite.

Naively thought that taking the medicine on time would definitely lead to good results, but when Jiang Pei found a new job and got his first salary of 1000 yuan, it gave him another painful blow.

He thought the tumor would be brought under control and a new life would come soon.

After the re-examination, the doctor told him not optimistic that it is best to have an operation immediately.

At this time, materials are scarce, and everyone may not have tens of thousands of dollars in their pockets. How could he have it, and how could he ask the people around him to borrow these tens of thousands of dollars.

He asked the doctor: "Can I control it with medication for a period of time? I just found a new job. If I'm allowed to work longer, after the salary increase, I might be able to cover the initial cost of the surgery."

The doctor pointed at the film and said: "If you continue to delay, the operation can be done, but the success rate will also be lost, which is a waste of money." The more the delay, the more waste.

At this moment, for the first time, Jiang Pei, whose face was already pale, felt hopeless.

It turns out that this is what it feels like to lose all hope.

You thought you were about to start a new life, only to have life shake its head slightly and everything would be ruined for you.

I have a lover and a child.

The lovely person is not around, and the child is still young.

I can't die.

But how can I not die?

My sister's life is already difficult, so how dare I ask her to borrow money.

Thinking of his sister's eager eyes when he just graduated, Jiang Pei closed his eyes.

He was an orphan, yes, he never felt that he was inferior to others.

But at this time, Jiang Pei also began to envy those who had family members to rely on.

Orphans represent loneliness.

Because his body was not as good as it was every day, his work efficiency was greatly reduced. After receiving the second month's salary, the company proposed to dismiss him because he was still in the internship period and there was no compensation.

With his salary in hand, Jiang Pei, who was getting thinner and thinner, passed by a time photo studio.

He remembered that he had never taken a photo except for a student photo.

Looking at the suit on his body, Jiang Pei went to the photo studio and took the first photo in his life.

He thought that he couldn't tell Fu Hang about the child himself.

He should write another letter and tell Fu Hang everything.

The photo couldn't be obtained immediately, so after taking the photo, Jiang Pei returned to the rental house.

Put down your things and go downstairs to Grandma Sun to pick up the child.

Grandma Sun has nothing else to do except cook three meals a day for her family. She can earn some extra money, and her family supports her.

What's more, the young people upstairs are talented, and it's not a bad thing to get in touch with each other more.

After picking up the child, Zheng Zhinan carried the child back to the rental house.

Because Grandma Sun fed her once before she came back, Jiang Pei gently put the baby on the rocker, pulled out the stationery from the drawer, and started writing letters.

While writing, I took the time to shake the bed and heard my son's laughter.

Jiang Pei continued to explain his recent situation and some last words clearly in the orange lamp.

It seemed that he didn't want to leave this world, but was just explaining about his upcoming trip.

No one knew what Jiang Pei's true heart was like.

He even looked over it himself after he finished writing it. After reading it, he showed a satisfied expression, folded the envelope, put it in the envelope, put a stamp on it, and wrote the address.

The next day, Jiang Pei went to pick up the photo, wrote a message and date on the photo, and put it in an envelope.

Jiang Pei, holding the envelope, hugged the child and packed all the child's things. It was a big package, which contained milk powder, feeding bottles, clothes, shoes and socks, and diapers.

After going out, I put the envelope in the mailbox and got on a bus.

He can walk when he is alone, and with the child, it is natural to want him to be more comfortable.

After entrusting the child to his sister, Jiang Pei handed over the 2000 yuan he had with him to his sister.

Then he also told her about his condition.

After doing all this, he went to the hospital to buy painkillers.

Although his body was about to die, Jiang Pei planned to use his last days. As long as he didn't collapse completely, he was going to find a part-time job first. If he could save some milk powder money for his children, he would save more milk powder money.

He is like the toughest vine, even though his body is being eroded, he still tries his best to stretch out the branches to the sun.

He did not shed a tear.

Because he knows that tears are useless.

The things in front of you matter most.

In the last month of his life, Jiang Pei, who was on painkillers, worked for 27 days before collapsing.

In the past 27 days, he earned more than 600 yuan and worked two part-time jobs. He was beyond his capacity, but he did it.

He gave all the money he had, including the 600 yuan, to his sister Jiang Yuan. He knew that the money given before would not be enough for Fu Hang to come back to see the baby, and he was also worried that his sister would be dragged down by his own child, so after being fired, he The sick body persisted for the last month, earned another 600 yuan, and then gave all the remaining savings to her sister. I only hope that she can persist. Fu Hang has one year to return to China. As long as you persist, Fu Hang will come back to compensate you.

Hearing his sister's response, Jiang Pei left in peace.

It seemed that when Jiang Pei left, the baby in Jiang Yuan's arms who had always been well-behaved and wouldn't cry as long as she was full suddenly started crying. The restless crying made people feel sorry for her.

——Fu Hang, you are the person I love the most in this life.

——I'll go first, I'll wait for you, don't worry, live your life well and come see me again.