I time travel after throwing away my sister's book

Fu Hang never believed in such a coincidence in the world.

Although he maintained his status as an elder and did not do anything out of the ordinary, he was already suspicious.

In order to get closer to Zheng Zhinan, Fu Hang released from his indifferent attitude just now.

He smiled and chatted casually with Zheng Zhinan like Fu Sheng, talking about his career and the current Internet. As a person who has lived abroad for so many years, how could he not understand these emerging things, he even understands more comprehensively.

Fu Sheng may not understand it a little bit, but he fully understands what kind of thing it is.

Fu Cheng and Fu Sheng also obviously felt that although Fu Hang was surprised at first, he was always calm, thinking that Fu Hang didn't like Zheng Zhinan that much, and now he seemed less tense than before.

In fact, they don't need to worry that Fu Hang doesn't like this young man. Fu Hang's heart is far wider than they imagined.

He just thought of his lover because of Zheng Zhinan.

Think of too many past events.

Then he was confused by why Zheng Zhinan was like him and Jiang Pei.

He couldn't figure it out, so he wanted to know more.

Zheng Zhinan pretended not to know anything and chatted with the Fu family.

After having a pleasant lunch, I left with Qiaoqiao. Of course, I will not forget to thank Fu Hang for his efforts in this matter.

At that time, after eating, Fu Hang and Zheng Zhinan took a walk under the shade of the trees in the garden.

Zheng Zhinan expressed his gratitude to Fu Hang.

Hearing Zheng Zhinan's mention of this matter, Fu Hang shook his head and said, "At first I didn't want to help you because of you. The criminal law has been removed from the criminal law, and I have been calling for it for nearly 30 years. On the day the new criminal law was issued, I drank a lot of alcohol alone. I thought of my lover. I probably haven’t told you about it. You are not only similar to me, The first time I saw you again, I felt that you and my lover were very similar, especially the way you smiled, which made me feel even more necessary to abolish this crime."

"Your lover?"

"Well" I don't know what came to mind, Fu Hang smiled and said, "Say something you may not like to hear, look at you, let me have a kind, you are the child of me and my lover, you may think this sentence I'm joking, next time I have a chance, I'll show you a picture of my lover."

"I understand your feelings. It's okay. You don't have to worry about it. Since I have a fate, I'm looking forward to meeting that uncle. It's more intuitive to see a real person than a photo."

Zheng Zhinan's words pierced Fu Hang's heart like an ice knife, making him cold and painful.

He said in a self-deprecating tone: "You can't see the real person, so you can only see the photos." After speaking, he smiled.

Zheng Zhinan really didn't expect that another person who might be related to him by blood was no longer alive.

But it's right to think about it, if that person is still there, how could he be sold to such a remote place and adopted by the Zheng family.

If you think this way, you can also understand why he is so rough, maybe another person is even more rough than him.

"Feel sorry."

"There's nothing I'm sorry about. He left early. If you said that when I first found out that he passed away, I might not be able to bear it. I'm much better now. When I think of him, I will only miss him more." Suffering or something, it suits me Chew alone.

After Zheng Zhinan briefly chatted with Fu Hang, he left with a pretty face.

Zhou Zhou stood at the gate and said to Qiaoqiao outside the gate: "Qiaoqiao, see you in kindergarten tomorrow!"

Qiaoqiao gave a childish hum and said, "Okay!"

On the way back, Zheng Zhinan asked Qiaoqiao if she was happy, because she played with Zhou Zhou all afternoon, Qiaoqiao didn't reject going to kindergarten even more.

Nodding happily.

Not long after the questioning, Qiaoqiao fell asleep leaning against Zheng Zhinan. Zheng Zhinan held her in his arms, looked at the scenery outside the window, and thought about Fu Hang.

There must be a lot of blunders and blunders in it, and it was only after so many years that they met again.

He doesn't need to study how much he missed in this process, but he can guess how much misery and sadness there is.

After Zheng Zhinan left, Fu Hang couldn't calm his heart for a long time.

He wanted to know more about Zheng Zhinan, but he felt that it was very disrespectful for him to let someone throw him to the ground.

Just when he was hesitating, the next day the secretary took a small box and said to him: "I went to the Ministry of Foreign Affairs some time ago, and the staff there said that they sorted out the warehouse some time ago and found some things that you couldn't send because of your job transfer. Da's envelope, there are not many envelopes, and some personal items, please take a look."

Fu Hang didn't pay much attention at that time.

Ask the assistant to put things on the table.

He originally wanted to go downstairs to look at the contents of the box, but he paused, thinking of the envelopes, could there be some envelopes that Jiang Pei didn't send to him?

Thinking of this possibility, Fu Hang's heart warmed up, and he didn't wear gloves. He didn't dislike getting his hands dirty, and went directly to get the stack of envelopes that had been sorted.

He searched one by one, and he actually found two letters from outside their school.

It was Jiang Pei's.

He looked at the time. At that time, he was sent to some areas even more remote than Africa. He was abroad not only to deal with diplomatic affairs, but also to assist the government and help the overseas Chinese from being harmed.

At that time, some countries were not peaceful.

There was also a shortage of manpower. He was young and strong at the time, and he was often deployed to various places to cooperate with the embassy when he was needed.

It is very common to stay for a year or two at most, and stay for three or four months at a short time.

Sometimes I don't know his address, and the envelopes in China can't be sent out.

After passing around, he stayed directly in his domestic office.

He seldom returns to China, and when he does, he will not go to a place that he does not need at all, and it has been delayed for so many years before it is handed over to him again.

But this is also a surprise from time.

Thinking of seeing Jiang Pei's letter that he had never read again, Fu Hang's eyes became moist.

He found out the glasses, and after putting them on, he carefully opened one of the letters with a knife. This letter was earlier than the other.

Most of this letter asked him how he was doing recently, how he was doing abroad, and then revealed that he missed him very much.

When he saw that sentence, Fu Hang couldn't help but said to the envelope: "I miss you too."

Then look down.

There is only one page, but Fu Hang has relived many memories.

He produced a second letter.

The second letter was thicker, with three pages, and even a black and white photo of Jiang Pei in a suit. His hair was cut neatly, not as warm as when he was in school, but his eyes were sharper and more mature.

The date it was taken is written on the back of the photo.

After looking at the photo again and again, Fu Hang finally put the photo in his chest pocket before reading the letter seriously.

The beginning of the letter is——Fu Hang, I miss you. When you read this letter, I probably won’t be here anymore. I originally wanted to wait for you to come back to pick me up, but something happened to my body and I probably couldn’t bear it anymore. , I wanted to tell you something in person in front of you, but because of my health, I want to tell you now.

I'm pregnant, do you believe me?Yeah, I'm so surprised that I could be pregnant, I wouldn't have believed it if the baby hadn't been taken out of my womb by myself.

But I know that you will believe what I say, right?

He looks just like you, especially the nose and eyes, and you'll believe me when you see him.

It would probably be my greatest regret not to be able to take him with you to pick you up back home.

I gave the child to my sister Jiang Yuan, and I told them that if you take care of you and return to China, you will give them a sum of money.

Help me fulfill this wish, and then take good care of him.

From the shock at the beginning to the birth of him, you can't imagine how I went through it, but I am very grateful that we have him.

He is our child, my child and yours.

……

The envelope was very long, so long that Fu Hang hadn't shed tears for many years, and burst into tears in an instant. He thought of Zheng Zhinan, his lover who passed away because he had no money for medical treatment, and how this letter was written after decades. It came into his hands.

He wanted to beat himself up, and rushed over to question Jiang Yuan, why, why didn't he tell him about the child.

child……

Holding the photo, Fu Hang thought of what he said in the letter - this photo was taken for you and for him, I'm afraid he doesn't know what I look like, you know, I don't have any photos, and I'm afraid you don't know What does mine look like now? Originally, this suit was for wearing to work after finding a job. I didn’t expect it to be useful only on the day of taking pictures. Taking pictures is really expensive. I wanted to take a picture of him at first. You see, but the cash is shy, I think about it, I think you can meet again, and I don't have this chance, so I choose to take a photo of myself, when you see him, take a few more for him, Help me make it up.

Help me tell my child that I love him.

Love you too.

There was not a single bit of complaint between the lines, it was like explaining to Fu Hang that we can meet tomorrow, where to play, where to eat delicious food, why not buy a tape and listen to music together.

Calmness reveals the calmness of seeing through life and death.

Not afraid of life and death, just regret not being able to see the person I love the most.

"I really want to hug you again."

"I can't hug you, let the child hug you for me, and the child for me."

"I love you."

"Fu Hang, you are the person I love the most in this life, I love you, I love you."

Fu Hang was sobbing, he slipped from the chair and knelt on the ground, crying like a child who lost everything.

He misses his lover, he hates himself, hates himself for missing out with him.