After the divorce, the ex-husband has [Entertainment]

Xiao Shu couldn't sleep well. He went to bed very late at night and woke up early in the morning. He got up at six o'clock, wrapped himself in a down jacket and went to the hotel to finish his breakfast. When he returned upstairs, Fu Qiuye's room was still quiet.

So he went out alone, jogging in the street that was still lit.The air in the early morning was harsh and cold, and there were hardly any people on the road. When passing under the overpass, the first tram departed, and the rollers ran along the rails, rumbling past his head. It sounded like he was going out with some kind of enthusiasm A hunting beast.

Half awake and half asleep on the street, Xiao Shu's mind was very empty. For the first time in the past year, his emotions were so relaxed, as if he had just experienced a long cold winter. In the early spring sun, I took off my thick coat and put on a light unlined garment. My body and spirit slowly escaped from the oppressive weight, floating unrealistically in mid-air.

He plugged in the earphones, turned on the music app, and played "A7dayswonder", which he used to listen to frequently.

With a strong sense of rhythm, he jogged for nearly five kilometers to Honganji Temple, circled Honganji Temple six times, packed a piece of freshly baked bread in a small shop that just opened, and walked along the riverside plains. Run back to the hotel.

The street lamps have been turned off, and the sun hangs lazily in the east, illuminating the snowy Kyoto in a vast expanse of whiteness.Xiao Shu returned to the room, sweating all over his body, went into the bathroom and took a hot shower. His body, which had been ill for more than a week, finally felt relieved.

He turned the cold bread in the microwave, looked down at his watch, it was already nine o'clock in the morning.

Fu Qiuye's room was quiet and there was no movement at all.

Xiao Shu changed his clothes, went to the door next door, and knocked lightly on the door.

After waiting for a while, there was no sound in the room.

Xiao Shu frowned, took out his mobile phone, and called Fu Qiuye.

His keen hearing caught the vibration coming from the room, and he knocked on the door again. After double wake-up calls, there was finally a little movement inside—maybe glass products such as cups fell on the floor, crisp There was a "snap".

Xiao Shu frowned even tighter, and said, "Brother Ye, are you awake?"

The sound of hurried footsteps came from far to near, the door of the room was pulled open forcefully from the inside, Xiao Shu met a pair of sleepy eyes.

Fu Qiuye was wearing pure cotton pajamas, barefoot, one of the buttons on the clothes was wrongly buttoned, and his collarbone and strong chest could be seen at a glance.He obviously just woke up, there is still a faint mark of sleep on the right side of his face, his hair is a little messy, he looked at Xiao Shu at the door with a dull expression, and said in a hoarse voice: "Morning... Did I oversleep?"

The heating in the room was turned on so high that you could feel the heat even standing at the door.Xiao Shu glanced behind him, a cup on the bedside table was broken, and the debris and water splashed all over the floor.

He glanced at Fu Qiuye's bare feet again, and raised his eyebrows slightly.

"Fortunately, it's not too late." Xiao Shu said, "Mind if I come in?"

Fu Qiuye froze for a few seconds slowly, his eyes cast down from Xiao Shu's face, and slid across his slender body wrapped in casual clothes, the body that had just woken up belatedly began to feel dry and hot.

"...Please come in," Fu Qiuye scratched his hair, turned sideways, and covered the rolling Adam's apple, "I haven't cleaned it up yet, wait for me a bit."

Xiao Shu walked in with the hot bread and closed the door behind him.

Fu Qiuye was inexplicably nervous.

He and Xiao Shu have slept together for five years, and every private part of each other is clearer than his own body, but when he saw him standing in the room, he subconsciously looked at himself, and then turned around Quietly buttoned it up again, and said awkwardly, "I'm going to take a shower."

Xiao Shu nodded.

After the sound of water came from the bathroom, Xiao Shu cleaned up the debris on the floor, adjusted the overheated heater to normal temperature, put the bread and milk on the table, and folded the clothes that he hadn't collected in time.

After finishing this series of actions, his obsessive-compulsive disorder felt much better, and he turned around and prepared to go back to his room.

The sound of water in the bathroom stopped, and Fu Qiuye's hesitant voice came from inside: "Xiao Xiao?"

Xiao Shu stopped in his tracks, "Huh?"

"Can you get me a bathrobe? It's hanging on the back of the sofa. It's dark blue."

Xiao Shu glanced at the flesh-colored outlines coming out of the frosted door, walked back into the room, took out his bathrobe, and knocked on the bathroom door.

A wet arm stretched out from the door. Xiao Shu stuffed the bathrobe into his hand. Fu Qiuye seemed to be afraid that the bathrobe would fall off, so he grabbed it together with the hand that delivered the bathrobe. Xiao Shu gently pushed his hand out. With a light twitch, he carefully released his fingers one by one.

"Thank you," said the person inside, "your hands are so cold."

Xiao Shu wiped off the drops of water on his hands, and said, "I'll go back first."

"Wait!" Fu Qiuye called to stop him, "I'll soon..."

"No rush." ​​Xiao Shu said, "Take your time."

"..."

There was the sound of the door opening and closing outside the bathroom.

Xiao Shu went back to his room and took today's medicine. He lay on the sofa and played a few games of Tetris. Mr. Fu, who had packed himself up quickly, stood at his door, tidied his clothes first, and then knocked rang his door.

As soon as the door opened, Fu Qiuye, who had already tidied up like a dog, smiled at him like a peacock, and said, "The bread is delicious, and so is the milk."

Xiao Shu picked up his camera and travel bag, nodded to show that he had received his compliment, and said, "Let's go."

When passing the lobby, Fu Qiuye saw the sign "Breakfast time: 6:30-9:00" hanging on the side of the buffet breakfast area, and suddenly realized that Xiao Shu brought him the bread specially.

His heartbeat quickened by two beats, his whole body was a little dizzy, as if he hadn't woken up yet, he followed behind Xiao Shu without leaving a step, without asking where he planned to go today, just staring at the soft face of the person in front of him At the back of the head, bubbles almost popped out one by one from the top of the head.

Even the back of Xiao Xiao's head is so pretty, he thought, it's so good to see the strands of hair.

Xiao Shu in front was concentrating on walking, when he passed the traffic light at the entrance of the hotel, a warm hand hooked his fingers from behind, holding it firmly in the familiar posture of "not letting go", he looked back With a glance, he met Fu Qiuye's focused eyes.

After the green light ended, the two walked to the tram stop.

"Go to the Golden Pavilion Temple today," Xiao Shu said, "...Is your body temperature a little high?"

Fu Qiuye's brain in an abnormal state directly filtered the last sentence, and said with a smile: "The Golden Pavilion Temple is very good. I have always wanted to go, but unfortunately I don't have time."

While waiting for the tram, Xiao Shu looked at him strangely, and reached out to touch his forehead.

"Huh?" Fu Qiuye also touched his forehead, "What's wrong?"

I can’t even say that I have a fever, and it doesn’t seem to be normal if I say it is normal. Is it because I just woke up?

Xiao Shu asked: "Is there any discomfort?"

Fu Qiuye was stunned for a moment, and said uncertainly: "No?"

Xiao Shu nodded and didn't ask any more questions.

The tram station is semi-open-air, with only an iron shed above the head, all four sides are elevated, and the wind with a metallic taste blows coldly.

The morning rush hour had passed long ago, and when the two of them were not talking, the surroundings were filled with the leisure and peace of winter.

Fu Qiuye leaned closer to Xiao Shu's side, narrowed his eyes slightly, looked at the snow-covered railway tracks around him, and said, "I haven't been so calm for a long time."

When the voice fell to the ground, the tram rumbled over, and a gentle female voice announcing the station sounded from the station. Fu Qiuye tightly held Xiao Shu's hand, and got on the train together with the pedestrians in twos and threes.

The cabin was warm and the seats were already full.The two of them chose a relatively quiet place to stand, Xiao Shu said, "You are too busy."

Fu Qiuye was silent for a while, as if he was thinking about something.

Amidst the regular rumble of the tram, he spoke slowly: "At the end of last year, I agreed to go skiing in Hokkaido with you, but I changed my plan because of the subsidiary company's affairs. I want to go to Iceland in March this year, but I have already arrived at the airport , and suddenly received news of a government inspection. In June, because of something, I was supposed to go to the Alps, but I didn't make it in the end..."

Under the cold and bright winter sun, Fu Qiuye's eyes were a little confused.

Xiao Shu listened quietly.

"I can't even remember what I was working on," he said blankly. "But I can't stop. I don't know why. When people calm down, it feels like the end of the world. It's weird."

"I know." Xiao Shu said, "I know everything."

Fu Qiuye stopped talking and looked at him in surprise.

Xiao Shu didn't speak any more, turned sideways, picked up the camera and pointed it at the scenery outside the window, and began to finely adjust the camera's settings.Fu Qiuye stared at him for a long time. During the long shaking of the tram, his beating heart slowly slowed down, melted, and finally turned into a pool of soft liquid.

He recalled a little hazy memory diluted with alcohol.

On the night when the divorce agreement was signed, before Xiao Shu coaxed him to drink, they had a small quarrel.The reason and process of the quarrel has long been unclear, and he only recalled a very short fragment in his rusty head——

Xiao Shu, who had just returned from the set, hadn't had time to remove his makeup yet, and his facial features, which were more distinct than usual, looked at him sadly, and said to him, "I don't want to become your burden."

Fu Qiuye didn't understand the sentence without beginning and end. He thought to himself, how could you be my burden? If it weren't for you, I might have collapsed a long time ago, or become a completely cold person. Love the family.

Now he seems to understand a little bit, but he still doesn't seem to understand anything.

He was in a daze for a while, and Xiao Shu who was beside him had already put down his camera, and said, "It's time to stop."

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Brother Ye's personality is actually very flawed. He is even more insecure than Xiao Shu, and he doesn't know how to love others correctly.

PS: Did someone tweet me?The little powen that didn't make the list made me feel dazed today? ?