Love in the Dreamland of iPartment

"We'll talk about the details tomorrow." He hung up the phone gently.

The feeling of first love.

I found that sunrise photo in an old mobile phone memory card. Although the pixels back then were not as clear and perfect as they are now, when I saw it, I felt dizzy in my heart—yes, I still can’t let it go , that is my first love after all.Ten years later, he once again brought me anticipation and freshness.

In the next few days, Ji Dong came to pick me up from get off work. I felt very happy and satisfied all my vanity.Colleagues saw that I was picked up by Lin Yi after get off work every day, and they desperately asked me if I met a rich boyfriend at work, and what was the relationship between the two of us...all these things made me feel both honored and guilty.

On Saturday, Ji Dong appeared at that intersection on time, he looked very casual, when he saw me, he froze for a moment, and then broke into a bright smile.I specially wore a knee-length chiffon skirt. For this dress, I searched for a long time in a clothing store before deciding to buy a white one.Ji Dong was wearing a white shirt, looking neat and tidy. His short black hair was slightly raised, overlapping with the boy in my memory, which made me very excited.

"You look good today." Lin Yi smiled.

"You too." I lowered my head slightly.

We drove back to our school and heard it merged with other high schools after I graduated and never came back after college.Ji Dong seemed to know the way here very well, so I asked him if he had come here again after returning to China, he nodded and shook his head again.

"What do you mean?"

"Get out of the car." He said, he turned off the engine, and I got out of the car with him.It is the weekend now, the school is empty and there are no students inside, we told the security guard that we were former students, and the security guard let us in.

The trees have become more verdant, and morning glory is no longer in the tree-lined path, replaced by clusters of white unknown flowers.The school refurbished the teaching building. It is believed that because it was locked, I could only stand on the basketball court and look at the window sill where I used to hang out—even the glass windows on the window sill were replaced with aluminum alloy frames that gleamed in the sun. .If you ask me if I would like to read one more book, one more high school, I will definitely nod my head vigorously, because when I stand on the basketball court and look around, the strangeness and the change are hard for me to describe in words. of.

"Baoling!"

I turned around like a dream, and in a trance, I saw that young boy in a white shirt, who was called without a surname. In a flash, a gust of wind blew by, and what I saw was the grown-up Ji Dong.He held my hand, but his eyes were familiar as if traveling through time and space. My mind echoed the touch he had given me on the basketball court.

"Lin, Yi?" I seemed to be waking up from a dream, looking at the man in front of me with confusion.That was my first love.

"I," Ji Dong clenched my hand, "I still, I still can't let you go."

"No!" I woke up suddenly, and withdrew my hand, "It's impossible for us, I don't want to..." I turned my back and covered my face with my hands, how familiar, I waited for this sentence for a long time Ten years—I should have hugged him and cried.In the past ten years, I have never rehearsed in my dream that I will meet Ji Dong again. Is it just passing by or nodding acquaintance?My tears fell in the air all of a sudden with the wind.

"Cheng Baoling!" Lin Yi yelled loudly behind me, "I have endured this sentence for ten years. The second before I got married, I was still looking forward to meeting you—every day I was in America. , all looking at the watch, all wondering what you are doing, all wondering if we can meet again. Until the moment when the priest read the oath, until the second when Baby Ling was born, I couldn’t hold back my tears, I told Myself, when I see you, I must tell you this sentence..."

"No, no, no, no!" I covered my ears with my hands, but Ji Dong's voice kept entangled in my mind, and I cried helplessly, "You brought me here today, you just want me to hear this sentence ?"

"No!" Ji Dong gently wrapped his arms around my waist, "I want to ask you a question."

I calmed down, turned around, and looked up at Ji Dong's still handsome face, but I couldn't say a word of praise.

"Do you still love me?" Lin Yi's eyes were filled with anticipation, reflecting a small and helpless me.

I put my head down and tried to say no, but a sob caught in my throat, and the answer "yes" came out of my mouth.Ji Dong looked at me in surprise, as if he didn't believe me—"You, what did you say?" A smile began to rise on his face, and I felt a lot more relaxed when I saw his bright face under the sun, " Yes." I said the answer in my heart again.

The two people looked at each other, their lips touched naturally, and they kissed deeply, like lovers reunited after a long absence-this feeling I miss.

After a burst of passionate kisses, Ji Dong looked at me with fixed eyes.

"Do you know?" Lin Yi smiled, "If you answer me no, then I will return to the United States next month..."

"But I answered yes." I grabbed his sleeve tightly, afraid that he would leave again.

"I will divorce my wife." Lin Yi bit his lip, but smiled again, "I don't want to wrong you anymore."

At that time, I still naively thought that he was nothing more than a responsibility to his wife. This is probably how marriage is, right?I spent the whole weekend happily.When the two of us went shopping holding hands, we looked like a couple who envied others - I know, I have not waited in vain for ten years, Ji Dong belongs to me, and first love is beautiful.

Thinking about it now, it's really naive.

One early morning in autumn, I was walking alone in the park in the middle of the street. Lin Yi had to go back to the hospital to be on duty today, so he couldn't come out to accompany me.

I sat on a bench behind the bushes, watching the people playing in the park, I lamented the coolness of autumn, and listened to the rustling of the leaves on the branches - it seemed that I was holding on to the branches tightly, but the wind However, he still couldn't get over the stubbornness of the dead leaves, and instead blew harder.I saw that leaf thrown helplessly in the air, ah, what a sad leaf, struggling to escape its fate, but eventually perishing in the wind or being eroded by the dust.Hush, huh, huh——In an instant, my world was full of fallen leaves. Countless leaves with such a tragic fate were blown to the ground by the wind, and in an instant, all eyes were golden.Autumn has come.

"Ah, so many leaves fell from the tree, why did they leave the big tree?" A childish voice, I carefully prepared to listen to the answer of her parents or grandparents.

"That's because they are looking for another place that belongs to them." A gentle female voice, probably the little girl's mother.

"Then where are they going to be blown by the wind?"

"Blow it... Blow it to a place where only they are alone, where they will meet new big trees." The girl's mother did not have her reasons for what she said.

I turned my head and saw a familiar figure—isn't that Baobaoling?Maybe the woman just now was her maid?But that woman was tall and tall, with an extraordinary temperament, slightly curly long hair draped over her shoulders, and lowered eyelids, in her eyes was a deep love for Baoling Ling - it was different from the awe in the eyes of the maids.I gave up the idea of ​​asking, and chose to continue listening.

Then I heard a familiar voice: "Zhenzhen, go back."

"Yi, have you finished your work in the hospital?" It turned out to be Lin Yi.

What is the relationship between this woman and Ji Dong? Could it be - could this be Ji Dong's wife?I was shocked, as if I was facing a big enemy.

"Hmm... Thank you for your hard work." Lin Yi should have picked up Baoling Ling. At that moment, I heard Baoling Ling's heartfelt laughter, so soft and happy——she may love her father so much Mom, hope they don't separate, right?The sound of that woman's high heels was crisp and pleasant, but my heart was heavy and tangled, my fingers tightly twisted my skirt, and I lowered my head for fear of being recognized.