Later, I finally became a white lotus in the flourishing age [Quick time travel]

How did things get to this point?

The dazzling brilliance poured down from the exquisite and beautiful lamps above the head, leaving Xie Yi all over her body.He couldn't help closing his eyes, and such a question flashed through his mind.

Apparently before, he was still the oriole waiting for the fisherman's profit when the praying mantis was catching the cicada, and he sent the sharp dagger into the boy's heart with his own hands.

Right now, he is lying limp on the bed, his hands and feet are limp, and he doesn't even have the slightest ability to resist, so he can only be slaughtered.

"What do you want?" In the dead silence, Xie Yi suddenly spoke out, his voice had an imperceptible tension because of the tension, it sounded a bit weird.

"What do I want?" Qi Jinnian asked word for word.

He thought a little sadly - I just want you to stay with me forever.I thought you were different, but now you tell me that you are no different from them.You are all the same.

He once wanted to let Xie Yi go, wishing that he was stuck in such a quagmire, and let Xie Yi leave here cleanly.But now, everything tells him that Xie Yi is not clean.

In this case, what's the point of letting go before?

Qi Jinnian's gaze was glued to Xie Yi's cheek, as if he couldn't help it, he lowered his head to kiss his eyes.

Xie Yi subconsciously closed his eyes.His eyelashes are like the delicate and fragile black wings of a butterfly, but they will never be able to flap their wings to fly away. Under the young man's kiss, they are soaked in more and more black and bright by the physiological liquid seeping from his eyes.

"...I'm very sad." After a long while, Qi Jinnian said, his voice was so gentle that it was almost sweet, "But I won't blame Xie Yi, after all, I like Xie Yi so much... As long as you are obedient, we will still be the same as before. Is the same good?"

Xie Yi looked at him, his eyes gradually became weird.He didn't understand what he was talking about.

"I don't care what you want." Qi Jinnian's eyes were misty black, he said softly, "If you really want it, I can give it to you."

Xie Yi turned his eyes away and said nothing.

The young man who didn't get an answer from Xie Yi for a long time stood up and began to take off his clothes.The two fatal wounds on his body have healed in such a short period of time, and only pale red scars can be seen on the young man's fair and thin body.

"If the healing speed of the wound was as slow as that of ordinary people, I'm afraid I would have died long ago." Perhaps sensing Xie Yi's probing gaze, Qi Jinnian smiled mockingly.

The system watched him take off completely, and wished he could cover his eyes with his hands, crying, "QAQ... Da Da Da Da, what is he going to do to you..."

Qi Jinnian got on the bed and put his arms around Xie Yi's waist.He buried his head on the young man's neck, carefully touched the other's skin with his lips, and kissed and rubbed.

The hot and humid breath sprayed on Xie Yi's neck, making it tingly and itchy.However, he felt uncomfortable with such an intimate posture, and instinctively tilted his neck back, trying to avoid Qi Jinnian's overly intimate touch.

Maybe because he sensed Xie Yi's resistance, Qi Jinnian stopped his movements.

"Thank you." Qi Jinnian's cheeks were flushed, and Xie Yi's delicate face was filled with the pure and docile look that Xie Yi had seen before, and his words were also gentle and sweet, "If you don't like it, I won't do it."

Sure enough, he didn't continue to do it, but hugged this person and said softly: "Go to sleep."

The lights went out and the room darkened.Everything around was submerged in the thick night, the space seemed to be closed, not a gleam of light came in from the hole called the window, and not a single cicada sound fell into Xie Yi's ears.

He could only hear the faint breathing of himself and Qi Jinnian.

Such darkness, such silence.

The space seemed to be infinitely enlarged, so big that it was boundless. In such a quiet and dead space, their bodies were close together, and all their senses became clearer than ever before.

The young man's slippery and cold palm was tightly pressed against the back of his hand, and the touch of his skin was uneven.

Xie Yi suddenly remembered the old scar he saw on the young man's palm when the two first met.

"Xie Yi, do you know what kind of life I lived in the past?" The young man's voice suddenly sounded, and at the end of the words, a light sigh overflowed from the depths of his chest.

The boy hugged him tightly, like a drowning man hugging the only driftwood.

His voice was so soft, revealing the corrupt breath of self-loathing, like a faint wind coming from the dark valley of the deep and humid jungle: "They all say that I am a monster, no one believes in those myths, they are from the very beginning Denying the rationality of my existence, what is this kind of me if I am not a monster?"

……

In a dilapidated and dirty slum in a foreign country, he and the woman named mother tortured each other.

The cast-iron cage was originally used to hold vicious dogs. He was already the size of a five-year-old child, and he couldn't even stand up straight. He had to curl up to barely rest.Sometimes it was a metal knife, sometimes it was a leather belt, and more often it was a cigarette butt. Standing by the cage, he smoked one slowly, and then pressed it carelessly on his body.

At the beginning, I would cry, talk about pain, and long for my mother's hug and comfort.Afterwards, he just endured in silence, and when the sparking cigarette butt was pressed against his body, he didn't even tremble instinctively.

What day is it?The woman tore his hair like crazy, insulted him, and hated him.

[If it wasn't for you, I would still be the young lady of the Qi family, how could I live like this? ! ]

[Why are you so useless?Why are you so useless?Can't you bring in a lot of money? ]

[He's dead, he's dead... If you're useful, he won't be dead! ]

She never treated him as a child, she just wanted money, a lot, enough money for her and her concubine to live a good life.

She pulled him out of the cage by his hair and took the knife.

The woman's strength was weak, and she couldn't cut off his hand at the first blow, leaving only a deep bone wound, and the blood gushed out and soaked the bed sheet.She seemed to be stimulated by the blood, desperately took the knife to chop his hand, and the snow-white bones and blood-red minced meat splashed everywhere.

[Give me the money...]

He never understood why women were so obsessed with getting money from him.

However, with the unbearable pain, some strange memories slowly woke up in his mind——

He is the horn of Pixiu enshrined by the Qi family for generations, and has produced a trace of spiritual wisdom over the long years.He was staying in the empty secret room, enduring the long loneliness day after day.Until one day, a woman broke into the secret room.

The child's soft voice echoed in the empty room, asking the woman, are you really willing to be my mother?Raise me like a human child, love me, show me something in this world?

The woman said, yes, I would.

How long ago was that?

He believed her, was born in her belly, left the Qi family, went to a foreign country, lost all his memories, was born and grew up like an ordinary human child.

Then came deceit and betrayal.

She only wanted money, and she didn't do a single thing she promised him.

He finally remembered everything.

He lowered his head to look at his severed hand, his dark pupils were ignited into a bright red color by the blood, but there was a strange smile that was almost coquettish on the face that belonged to a child.

[Mother. ] The child's tender voice sounded, successfully stopping the woman's madness, [Go to the casino, you can get a lot of money today. ]

That day, the woman brought a lot of money home.

And he grew up overnight, lost his child's figure, and turned into a gloomy and beautiful teenager.The palm that had been chopped down to only broken bones and rotten flesh grew back, but the palm left a scar that would never be erased.

--monster.

That's how he defines himself.

Later the woman died, how he died, he forgot.

He didn't remember whether he had overdrawn his own life in exchange for fortune, died prematurely, or died of a drug overdose, or was beaten to death in a casino with extremely poor security.

Later, it was Qi Jinzhi who came to pick him up.

The man's smooth and polished leather shoes stepped on the street full of sewage, and appeared in front of him. He stood against the light, his facial features were submerged in the flying golden smoke, and he couldn't see clearly.

Qi Jinzhi gave him a name, Qi Jinnian; Qi Jinzhi gave him an identity, Qi Jinzhi's younger brother.

Then, there is repeated use and deception.

……

"Everyone wants this power, and so do you." The young man squeezed Xie Yi's palm with his cold fingers, as if he was playing with something very interesting, "But, who told me to like Xie Yi so much?"

He was no longer too disappointed.

He's already, used to it.

A deep and suppressed laughter came from the boy's throat, "Xie Yi, I will give you whatever you want."

He let go of Xie Yi's hand, and put his palm against Xie Yi's abdomen.

What subtle and strange changes happened silently.

Qi Jinnian's voice floated in the dense watery night, as if it came from a deep and dark fog: "Xie Yi, do you know what you look like?"

Xie Yi didn't make a sound.

He didn't need Xie Yi to answer, he said to himself: "You are the most like fire."

To him, Xie Yi is the newborn light-yellow catkins on the willow branches, the softest and lightest warbler in March in the world, and the snow-white and flawless long-horned elk running between the deep forests... and even more so... The cold fire attracts countless moths, longing to embrace each other until death, but in the end, they can never escape being burned.

Qi Jinnian thought, if Xie Yi was fire, I would be his moth.

He tried his best to widen and stretch his arms to embrace Xie Yi, wanting to embrace him in his arms and completely possess him.

"I will give you everything I have." He said in Xie Yi's ear.

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Qi Jinnian: "I thought I could have a boat show."

Manman: "We are a serious crew."

Qi Jinnian: "In your outline, Tai Qiuyan is obviously dead!"

Manman: "But she brought money into the group."

Just because we don't have sex doesn't mean we can't get pregnant!

Just because we don't have children doesn't mean we can't conceive!

I will write well in the next world, if I can’t write well, I’m a dog! !