[Net King] Take away my heart
Chapter 78
friends, we are so close
wherever you put your feet
Feel me through the solidity of your feet
how can this love be like this
I see your world but not you
—Molana Jalaluddin Rumi
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In second grade, Kaon and her friend Miyake started a club called Dead Poets Club.The club started with just the two of them, but later joined by Yoo, it eventually became a club of three.
This matter can be said to be beyond my expectation, or it can be said to be within my expectation.
Jiayin did not participate in the school's formal clubs, and almost stayed in her room to do homework after returning home every day.She doesn't go out shopping with friends, and rarely watches TV to chat about family affairs. The so-called hobbies or skills seem to be hard to discover in her body.
My mother said that Jiayin seems to have the habit of writing a diary, most of the time she is quietly writing something in the room.What my mother didn’t know was that what Jiayin wrote was not just a simple diary. Writing became her hobby without knowing it. This hobby not only made her meet friends, but also made her active, and even founded own society.
Jiayin has her own friends and her own circle, all of this should be a good thing.Her abilities are far stronger than I imagined. She is not the kind of little girl who would shrink timidly behind others. From time to time, I can see a faint taste of rebellion in her eyes. Although it is not obvious, she The desire to try to be free or different in some way does exist.
I know that Miyake is such a person, so the two of them came together congenially.The only thing that surprises me is the addition of Liu, because Liu has always been a representative of rationality in my impression. He never acts impulsively, and everything is carefully calculated and considered before he starts. I think the way he plays tennis and behaves same.
Such Liu joined the Dead Poetry Club without saying a word. It wasn't until Sanada accused him of doing so in front of all the members that I found out that Liu had become a friend of Jiayin and Miyake.
Maybe there is also a side of Liu who I think I understand, but in fact I don't understand.
Sanada was very annoyed that Liu joined the poetry club without authorization. He asked me to stop Liu together many times, but I refused.
"Yu's matter is his own business, I believe he will have his own judgment." I said to Sanada, "He can do what he wants without delaying the tennis club's training."
Sanada was not satisfied with my statement on this matter, but out of respect for me as a minister, even if he was angry, he could only acquiesce.
He no longer pressed Liu about joining the club, but for some reason, he still cared about Jia Yin and Miyake very much.
Sanada thinks it is unforgivable for them to form an association without the permission of the school. As a disciplinary committee member, he has reported this to the student union and the school many times, but the answers he received are not satisfactory.Sanada, who was repeatedly frustrated, finally couldn't bear it and ran to me to complain. He complained that I turned a blind eye to Jiayin's behavior and said that I had not fulfilled my responsibility as a brother.
"It's fine if you don't want to care about Liu, you can always care about what your sister is doing! I don't plan to interfere with your family's private affairs, but you have to have a limit to how you let her go!"
I have long been used to Sanada's serious and serious personality, and I am also used to his loud voice, but only these few words sounded particularly harsh.
Let it go... If only I could really let her go.
I haven't read the articles written by Jiayin. Even if I heard that their articles were published in magazines, I would not go to buy them.
Marui and Jack quickly showed their impressive strength after they became the main candidates, and they got along well with the juniors, especially with a first-year rookie named Kirihara Akaya.
I often see the three of them running together during training breaks, holding up the magazines they just bought, laughing and chatting while reading.
And I just looked at them from a distance, looked at Marui, looked at the magazine in Marui's hand, and then unconsciously had a subtle feeling.
sad.
Sad premonition.
I get this disgusting feeling whenever I see Marui.
I am not qualified to let good news go, let alone restrain good news.
He didn't even have the right to be close to her... so how could he let it go.
Nioh Masaharu joined the club through Yagyu's introduction, and became the last sophomore candidate in the tennis club.
His way of joining the club can be described as strange. Long before Yagyu recommended him to me, this person had already pretended to be Marui and moved around in the club.
At that time, Nioh could be said to be a layman. Although he tried his best to imitate Marui's tone and movements, as soon as he played, his pretended identity was exposed instantly.
Despite this - Nioh has shown an astonishing talent on the court. A mere layman can compete with the experienced Ryu to the same level. I know very well that I will never let such a talent go. .
When I bring up this matter now, I feel that Marui may have become the main election early because of Nioh's pretending.Of course, Marui's talent is undeniable, but if these two people joined the club at the same time, then it is still difficult to draw a conclusion on who was the first to become the main candidate.
"Yo, unqualified brother."
The cynical and unserious Nioh maintained a fearless attitude even towards me.
He and Yagyu had a good relationship. There was a younger sister in the Yagyu family who was in elementary school. Yagyu loved his sister very much. Everyone in the ministry knew this.On the contrary, Jiayin and I are rarely mentioned, because we have different surnames and we rarely get in touch with each other. Even very few people know that we are twins.
I don't know where Nioh heard the gossip, he seems to be sure that Jiayin and I are a pair of siblings who "have a bad relationship".This person usually doesn't seem interested in anything, but sometimes he knows certain things clearly. He is an elusive guy.
"Thanks for your concern. Although I can't reach the level of Liu Sheng, I still care about my sister-in-law very much. Can you please stop such irresponsible talk."
"Puff-mile."
I am very clear that Jiayin and I will never be able to have a relationship like the Yagyu brothers and sisters.
I know what the other side of "letting go" means. It means the hidden and suppressed impulse to restrain her in my heart, not the indifference and alienation shown on the surface.
This urge, this terrible urge - I can't let it escape through the cage of confinement even for a moment, otherwise the consequences will be a tragedy that I can't deal with myself.
Miyake, Marui, Liu, Poetry Society... Jiayin is being integrated into this new and beautiful campus life.
It is a good thing that she can adapt, which shows that the worries of parents are unnecessary.However, I know that this is a good thing, but I can't convince my hesitant heart.
I've never been tricked by Nioh's pretend Marui.
I recognized it, not because he was pretending not to be.
...but because I never misidentify my enemies.
The author has something to say:.
(The following are negative energy thoughts, are you sure you want to watch it? XD)
Another month passed, Toru finally came to update m--m
Has been stirred in the vortex of the three-dimensional, and sometimes suddenly feel lost
At a certain moment, I suddenly realized that I have been away from Two-dimensional for too long, and I seem to have unknowingly lost my original dream
Then I feel extremely scared, extremely frustrated, and everything in front of me suddenly becomes meaningless
I like writing, I like it very much, I like it so much that I want to write it down forever, I absolutely don’t want to lose this feeling
However, the reality is always crushing dreams, and I am so tired that I just stare at the screen in a daze every day, obviously full of words
Put your hands on the keyboard but can't write anything
Ah~ It’s too bad, this state><wanted to adjust my mood, so I ran to watch a movie
Begin Again
A movie about dreams, about music, about everyday life, trivial and mediocre, bland and unremarkable, even vulgar
But when I saw it, I cried a lot
The original intention is such a beautiful word, but it is more difficult to stick to it for a lifetime
How much courage does a person have to insist on doing what he likes?
Sacrificing all material conditions, holding the mood of lying on the rails with a guitar if you can't live anymore in the next moment
Even so, I have to pursue my dream desperately and pursue my beloved music... I was moved to tears by such courage
Looking back at myself, I have already worn out my patience by the three-dimensional dimension and lost the courage to move forward
If you want to go back to your original aspirations and go back to the time when you can chase your dreams recklessly, it doesn’t matter if you are impulsive and naive
I want a life without regrets, a life that is short but never boring
Toru wants to get back that dream now
(I took the precious author's words as a personal diary again, sorry m--m)
I haven’t taken care of it for a long time because of being busy, and I haven’t learned about the new system after a major revision
It’s just barely maintaining the monthly update in the limit state, even so, there are still little angels who have always loved Toru following the article
Some people even said that they still love me even in the moonlight... Thank you so much (tears)
Although based on the current situation, it is difficult for Toru to return to the state of diligent updating, and with the change of the system, the new text plan and so on will be put on hold
But Toru's little dream, or original intention...that is to publish a paper book of "Band"
*It seems that the book cannot be printed now, but one day in the future, no matter what, I will definitely find a way to fulfill this wish
This is the original intention that I must never lose~ Of course, before that, I must first finish it properly (laughs)
The Yukimura chapter is a long road, with everyone's pain and Toru's own pain, slowly stepping over the thorns to the end
The pace of the future is very difficult, I hope that the courage is still there, and I hope that everything will return to the original heart
See you in the next chapter~!
ps. This article is not over yet, but I have already written two ENDs in advance... I really hope to meet you soon~
wherever you put your feet
Feel me through the solidity of your feet
how can this love be like this
I see your world but not you
—Molana Jalaluddin Rumi
-------------------------------------------------- -
In second grade, Kaon and her friend Miyake started a club called Dead Poets Club.The club started with just the two of them, but later joined by Yoo, it eventually became a club of three.
This matter can be said to be beyond my expectation, or it can be said to be within my expectation.
Jiayin did not participate in the school's formal clubs, and almost stayed in her room to do homework after returning home every day.She doesn't go out shopping with friends, and rarely watches TV to chat about family affairs. The so-called hobbies or skills seem to be hard to discover in her body.
My mother said that Jiayin seems to have the habit of writing a diary, most of the time she is quietly writing something in the room.What my mother didn’t know was that what Jiayin wrote was not just a simple diary. Writing became her hobby without knowing it. This hobby not only made her meet friends, but also made her active, and even founded own society.
Jiayin has her own friends and her own circle, all of this should be a good thing.Her abilities are far stronger than I imagined. She is not the kind of little girl who would shrink timidly behind others. From time to time, I can see a faint taste of rebellion in her eyes. Although it is not obvious, she The desire to try to be free or different in some way does exist.
I know that Miyake is such a person, so the two of them came together congenially.The only thing that surprises me is the addition of Liu, because Liu has always been a representative of rationality in my impression. He never acts impulsively, and everything is carefully calculated and considered before he starts. I think the way he plays tennis and behaves same.
Such Liu joined the Dead Poetry Club without saying a word. It wasn't until Sanada accused him of doing so in front of all the members that I found out that Liu had become a friend of Jiayin and Miyake.
Maybe there is also a side of Liu who I think I understand, but in fact I don't understand.
Sanada was very annoyed that Liu joined the poetry club without authorization. He asked me to stop Liu together many times, but I refused.
"Yu's matter is his own business, I believe he will have his own judgment." I said to Sanada, "He can do what he wants without delaying the tennis club's training."
Sanada was not satisfied with my statement on this matter, but out of respect for me as a minister, even if he was angry, he could only acquiesce.
He no longer pressed Liu about joining the club, but for some reason, he still cared about Jia Yin and Miyake very much.
Sanada thinks it is unforgivable for them to form an association without the permission of the school. As a disciplinary committee member, he has reported this to the student union and the school many times, but the answers he received are not satisfactory.Sanada, who was repeatedly frustrated, finally couldn't bear it and ran to me to complain. He complained that I turned a blind eye to Jiayin's behavior and said that I had not fulfilled my responsibility as a brother.
"It's fine if you don't want to care about Liu, you can always care about what your sister is doing! I don't plan to interfere with your family's private affairs, but you have to have a limit to how you let her go!"
I have long been used to Sanada's serious and serious personality, and I am also used to his loud voice, but only these few words sounded particularly harsh.
Let it go... If only I could really let her go.
I haven't read the articles written by Jiayin. Even if I heard that their articles were published in magazines, I would not go to buy them.
Marui and Jack quickly showed their impressive strength after they became the main candidates, and they got along well with the juniors, especially with a first-year rookie named Kirihara Akaya.
I often see the three of them running together during training breaks, holding up the magazines they just bought, laughing and chatting while reading.
And I just looked at them from a distance, looked at Marui, looked at the magazine in Marui's hand, and then unconsciously had a subtle feeling.
sad.
Sad premonition.
I get this disgusting feeling whenever I see Marui.
I am not qualified to let good news go, let alone restrain good news.
He didn't even have the right to be close to her... so how could he let it go.
Nioh Masaharu joined the club through Yagyu's introduction, and became the last sophomore candidate in the tennis club.
His way of joining the club can be described as strange. Long before Yagyu recommended him to me, this person had already pretended to be Marui and moved around in the club.
At that time, Nioh could be said to be a layman. Although he tried his best to imitate Marui's tone and movements, as soon as he played, his pretended identity was exposed instantly.
Despite this - Nioh has shown an astonishing talent on the court. A mere layman can compete with the experienced Ryu to the same level. I know very well that I will never let such a talent go. .
When I bring up this matter now, I feel that Marui may have become the main election early because of Nioh's pretending.Of course, Marui's talent is undeniable, but if these two people joined the club at the same time, then it is still difficult to draw a conclusion on who was the first to become the main candidate.
"Yo, unqualified brother."
The cynical and unserious Nioh maintained a fearless attitude even towards me.
He and Yagyu had a good relationship. There was a younger sister in the Yagyu family who was in elementary school. Yagyu loved his sister very much. Everyone in the ministry knew this.On the contrary, Jiayin and I are rarely mentioned, because we have different surnames and we rarely get in touch with each other. Even very few people know that we are twins.
I don't know where Nioh heard the gossip, he seems to be sure that Jiayin and I are a pair of siblings who "have a bad relationship".This person usually doesn't seem interested in anything, but sometimes he knows certain things clearly. He is an elusive guy.
"Thanks for your concern. Although I can't reach the level of Liu Sheng, I still care about my sister-in-law very much. Can you please stop such irresponsible talk."
"Puff-mile."
I am very clear that Jiayin and I will never be able to have a relationship like the Yagyu brothers and sisters.
I know what the other side of "letting go" means. It means the hidden and suppressed impulse to restrain her in my heart, not the indifference and alienation shown on the surface.
This urge, this terrible urge - I can't let it escape through the cage of confinement even for a moment, otherwise the consequences will be a tragedy that I can't deal with myself.
Miyake, Marui, Liu, Poetry Society... Jiayin is being integrated into this new and beautiful campus life.
It is a good thing that she can adapt, which shows that the worries of parents are unnecessary.However, I know that this is a good thing, but I can't convince my hesitant heart.
I've never been tricked by Nioh's pretend Marui.
I recognized it, not because he was pretending not to be.
...but because I never misidentify my enemies.
The author has something to say:.
(The following are negative energy thoughts, are you sure you want to watch it? XD)
Another month passed, Toru finally came to update m--m
Has been stirred in the vortex of the three-dimensional, and sometimes suddenly feel lost
At a certain moment, I suddenly realized that I have been away from Two-dimensional for too long, and I seem to have unknowingly lost my original dream
Then I feel extremely scared, extremely frustrated, and everything in front of me suddenly becomes meaningless
I like writing, I like it very much, I like it so much that I want to write it down forever, I absolutely don’t want to lose this feeling
However, the reality is always crushing dreams, and I am so tired that I just stare at the screen in a daze every day, obviously full of words
Put your hands on the keyboard but can't write anything
Ah~ It’s too bad, this state><wanted to adjust my mood, so I ran to watch a movie
Begin Again
A movie about dreams, about music, about everyday life, trivial and mediocre, bland and unremarkable, even vulgar
But when I saw it, I cried a lot
The original intention is such a beautiful word, but it is more difficult to stick to it for a lifetime
How much courage does a person have to insist on doing what he likes?
Sacrificing all material conditions, holding the mood of lying on the rails with a guitar if you can't live anymore in the next moment
Even so, I have to pursue my dream desperately and pursue my beloved music... I was moved to tears by such courage
Looking back at myself, I have already worn out my patience by the three-dimensional dimension and lost the courage to move forward
If you want to go back to your original aspirations and go back to the time when you can chase your dreams recklessly, it doesn’t matter if you are impulsive and naive
I want a life without regrets, a life that is short but never boring
Toru wants to get back that dream now
(I took the precious author's words as a personal diary again, sorry m--m)
I haven’t taken care of it for a long time because of being busy, and I haven’t learned about the new system after a major revision
It’s just barely maintaining the monthly update in the limit state, even so, there are still little angels who have always loved Toru following the article
Some people even said that they still love me even in the moonlight... Thank you so much (tears)
Although based on the current situation, it is difficult for Toru to return to the state of diligent updating, and with the change of the system, the new text plan and so on will be put on hold
But Toru's little dream, or original intention...that is to publish a paper book of "Band"
*It seems that the book cannot be printed now, but one day in the future, no matter what, I will definitely find a way to fulfill this wish
This is the original intention that I must never lose~ Of course, before that, I must first finish it properly (laughs)
The Yukimura chapter is a long road, with everyone's pain and Toru's own pain, slowly stepping over the thorns to the end
The pace of the future is very difficult, I hope that the courage is still there, and I hope that everything will return to the original heart
See you in the next chapter~!
ps. This article is not over yet, but I have already written two ENDs in advance... I really hope to meet you soon~
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