[Net King] Take away my heart

When I was in the second year of junior high school, I became classmates with a man named Yagyu Hiroshi.

He buried his talent alone in the unpopular golf club, but after my persuasion, he joined the tennis club instead.

The relationship between Yagyu and I is difficult to define. You can say that we are friends, partners, and teammates, or you can say that we are not friends at all.

Yagyu is the kind of person who is full of sympathy at all times. Men, women, young and old, classmates and teachers, even if they encounter stray cats in the backyard, they can't help showing sympathy and giving them some bread for lunch.

People like to call Yagyu a gentleman, but in my opinion, this kind of superficial perfection is praised by everyone, but in fact there is no one who can tell your shortcomings, maybe it is a very sad existence.

Unlike Marui, who is all-faced and exquisite, he treats everyone politely, but Yagyu, who is known as a gentleman, does not have friends all over the world like him.

In this school, Yagyu had no actual "friends".

In this school, I also have no friends.

So we just got together, maybe that's the way to explain it.

My albinism was miraculously cured on the eve of graduating from elementary school and entering junior high school.According to common sense, it is impossible to cure albinism. I just stopped being afraid of light one day. As for why I became like this—I’m afraid it’s not just me, and my doctor can’t answer this question either. question.

The matter is very simple, just sum it up in the word miracle.Because no one can say any specific reasons other than this.

The people in the family were naturally very happy, and my parents even went to buy a cake and came back. It was obviously not my birthday, but they made it like a birthday to celebrate for me.

——Masaji, congratulations on your rebirth!

Reborn?

Yeah... I'm born again.

But there is no huge difference between the days after rebirth and the days before rebirth. I just don’t go to therapy sessions anymore, but I still get used to walking in underground passages, in corners where there is no sun, and I feel that I can put myself in any place. hiding place.

I'm just used to playing hide and seek with the sun.

In fact, it doesn’t matter if I’m hated by the sun for a lifetime. I won’t complain about things like being unable to walk in the sun, because I know that I was born to live in the dark world.

That's right, it has nothing to do with getting sick or not, it's just how it should be.

"Your Majesty, wake up."

Yagyu would often come out to find me when I was skipping class.As a disciplinary committee member, he never arrives late, never misses class, never slackens, and is a model among the models just like Deputy Minister Sanada.

Ha...these two lived really hard.

For me, except for the only class I can listen to, the rest of the time is used to replenish my strength and energy.Unlike most of my peers who are growing up, I don't have a big appetite for food. I won't eat two bentos in one meal like Jack, and I will never eat sweets like Marui.

It doesn’t really matter what the food is. I’m not picky about food, and I don’t need to eat a lot. As long as I can maintain my basic physical strength, it’s enough.

After all, eating is also a very troublesome thing.Before eating, you have to consider the combination of nutrition and the taste you like. Instead of asking your family to make bento or rushing to the snack shop to grab it, it is better to rely on the supply of air oxygen and nature, so of course I will choose to sleep.

"Niou-kun...really, napping in this kind of place again."

Yagyu knew that he could find me on the rooftop on cloudy days.I don't know why he knew, but he just knew anyway.

"It's so noisy..."

Usually I would turn over and continue to sleep. If the person who came to look for me at this moment was Sanada, I would have been thrown off the roof by him.But Yagyu would not do this. Rather than saying that his way of waking people up is very gentlemanly, it would be better to say that he is more like an old woman who was born with maternal instincts.

"I said, Nioh-kun..." I heard him sigh in my ear, "You will catch a cold if you sleep here."

puff.

It really looks like an old lady.

Yagyu would not forcefully drag me from the rooftop back to the classroom.On the surface, he seems to be carrying out official duties under the responsibilities of a member of the discipline committee, but in fact, when I still don't get up after chatting a few words, Yagyu will just sit aside and start looking into the distance without saying anything. in a daze.

Hey, Disciplinary Commissioner, is it possible that you also came here to be lazy?Please don't do this while on official business.

Although I wanted to ridicule Yagyu, but thinking of being an excellent student is not easy, especially under someone like Sanada - let him go for now.

"It's quiet here."

Liu Sheng said this sentence while looking into the distance in a daze.

That's right, I'm here because it's quiet.No one will choose to sleep in a place that is too noisy.

"Why does Nioh-kun like to come here?" he asked.

Liu Sheng didn't look at me, which means he knew I was pretending to sleep early in the morning.No way, I took my arms away from my face and just lay flat looking at the sky above.

"Because I want to get a tan." I replied.

"……yes."

This guy has absolutely no sense of humor.

Jack Kuwahara once said that he wanted to stay in Japan all his life and become a real Japanese.Once I joked with him and said, let’s just exchange it, I will be a Brazilian, and Jack will be a Japanese.

"Huh?... Is that okay too? Doesn't King Nio want to be Japanese?"

"Well, how should I put it... I want to try Kuwahara's skin color."

Jack looked at me stupidly.Liu Sheng, who has no sense of humor, entered the conversation at this moment (cha): "Jack, ignore him."

Jack looked at me, and then at Liu Sheng, with a simple and honest expression completely confused.

"Yusheng, don't be like this, I'm serious... Boof."

I am serious, and Liu Sheng should also know that I am serious.It's just that we didn't take this topic any further.

Liusheng seldom mentioned his own affairs to me, and I seldom mentioned my own affairs to Liusheng.Many times when we are together, we only focus on studying the tactics on the court. We don't talk about popular topics, gossip about others, or our own private affairs.

Yagyu and I were a strange pair of friends, not like friends of friends at all.

Obviously they are very clear about the principle of the other party's actions, and they can quickly reach an agreement on every tactic, and they have a tacit understanding so that they never quarrel, but there is a layer of inexplicable things between them.

That layer might be called "Security Realm".

I have exactly the same outfit as Yagyu, including clothes, ties, shoes, schoolbags, and even a mobile phone.Yagyu also has a set of outfits exactly like mine, including clothes, ties, shoes, schoolbags, and mobile phones.

It was easier to become Yagyu than anyone else, because I knew that I would not be exposed no matter what.When I became Yagyu, another Nioh must have stood behind me.When I return to Nioh, the real Yagyu must have returned to his original place.

Liu Sheng and I don't need to talk a lot, because often we only need to make a look, and we can immediately understand each other's meaning.

It's a natural fit and a red flag.

For those who play doubles, tacit understanding is the most indispensable important factor.Many doubles players need to go through a long period of running-in. Not only on the court, but also in private, they have to become close friends in order to maximize the tacit cooperation.

But Yagyu and I don't need it.

I don't even remember the name after Liu Sheng's surname, I don't even know Liu Sheng's hobbies, and I don't need to investigate any information about him at all, because the two of us are born with a tacit instinct.

When I was in second grade, I peeked at the member data that Liu secretly collected.In his file, Liu Sheng and I were very close in terms of ability indicators, but only on my page, Liu Yonghong wrote such a line of words "Key Observation Objects".

Data doesn't lie, but data doesn't know everything—just like Liu never doubted the real Yagyu.

I am a resident of the dark world, and I don't shy away from it, but I can hide myself cleverly and cleverly, making myself look like a normal person.We play the same, we study the same, we live the same life -- no one will notice that I am different.

The first time I met Yagyu was in the second half of the first grade.As I was passing by the deserted river at dusk, I noticed a figure with a bag walking there alone.

Yagyu took out his golf clubs and slowly waved his arms in the setting sun.After preparing for several attempts, he fixed his eyes firmly on the front, and the golf ball drew a beautiful arc in the air with his crisp swing.

Pretty.

Even a layman would feel admiration for the perfect shot, but Yagyu did not show any expression of satisfaction.

He just stared at the distance where the ball fell, didn't walk over to pick it up, and didn't make any moves.

He stood there silently.

Yagyu's clubs have no color.

We often talk about the radiant posture of those tennis geniuses on the court, and every chic stroke makes people's blood vessels dilate and excited, but there was no such brilliance in Yagyu at that time.

Silence, dullness, bleakness, that's what I saw in Yagyu then.

You see, this is called instinct.Like creatures instinctively approach each other by smelling their own kind.After being assigned to the same class, I talked to Yagyu, and he joined the tennis club on my recommendation. We formed doubles and achieved excellent results. All this confirmed my intuition——

The serious-looking guy is actually a creature of the dark world like me.

Yagyu and I didn't need to know each other because we knew early on the dangers of getting too close.We need a proper distance, as long as we don't pierce that layer of security, we can still live in broad daylight like ordinary people without worrying about exposing each other's true colors.

Some people are born to be monsters, and some people are not born to be called "human beings". The difference is only that sooner or later they become conscious.

Walk together in the white night, walk together under the black sun.

And monsters should never be allowed to hold hands with each other.

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