[Comprehensive Movie] Goddess of Dispute

"How do you feel, Alice?"

"Very well, doctor, I think it would be better with another iced Coke."

The middle-aged man in a white coat looked at the woman opposite. She had long wine-red hair and a bumpy figure that would definitely attract any man. However, in his eyes, she was always the girl who needed help.

She is not the kind of beauty who will surprise you at the first glance, but her smile is very beautiful, like the warm sun.Because she had just woken up from hypnosis, she lay casually on the sofa and smiled mischievously at him, confident and natural.

He is a well-known psychiatrist across the country, and the lady opposite him has been a patient under his treatment since he was just an unknown psychiatrist.At that time, she was young, had just lost her parents, and when she was sent by relatives, she didn't have any expression of fear or boredom on her immature face, she just stared at him with a cold face.

When seeing her for the first time, the doctor thought that she was autistic because of the loss of her parents, but after several in-depth discussions, the doctor found that the truth is far from being autistic.

At first the doctor wanted to diagnose her with borderline personality disorder, but soon, he overturned this argument.Because the kid displayed the calmness that is inappropriate for a borderline personality disorder patient.She is very intelligent, even a genius, she knew from the beginning why she was here, because of the fear of her relatives, because her behavior was out of tune with other people, her deadpan was not what the doctor understood at first Autistic or shrinking, but a kind of cooperation.

Symptoms of apathy and incoordination of emotional responses are very obvious in her, as if she was born lacking a caring heart.This is a typical affective symptom of schizophrenia.But compared to schizophrenia... her potential high aggression, lack of shame and social maladaptation made the doctor unbelievably but helplessly added emotionless personality disorder to her medical record, which is what ordinary people call Antisocial Personality Disorder - God, she's only ten years old!

The doctor wanted to heal the child because he had a child about her age and he had to heal her, both selfishly and professionally.

This treatment lasted for ten years.

He watched the child grow up, watched her change, watched her gradually integrate into the society. For some reason, when there were signs that her illness had recovered, and even now he couldn't see anything abnormal about her, he didn't know why. He, who should be relieved and happy, still felt that something was not right.

Logical autism, a rare and nearly undetectable disorder.People with this kind of mental illness are usually not noticed by anyone, because they are good at disguising and are good at disguising. On the surface, they seem to have the emotions of normal people, but this kind of emotion Sorrow and joy are not controlled by hormones or emotions, but by logical thinking.

That is to say, when their brains analyze when to laugh, they will laugh, and when to cry, they will cry. Everything is a disguise and acting formed after rigorous logical analysis.Most of the people who suffer from this disease are geniuses.

The doctor thought of this disease, he raised his head to look at Alice, who was only 20 years old but was able to support herself and lived a good life, watched her put on a coat for herself, yawned lazily, and couldn't help shaking Shake your head.

No, it's impossible, he watched her grow up, how could he make a wrong judgment?She's grown up, she's healed, and it's time to let go.

"Xiao Ai, it seems that I won't be able to see you in this office in the future." The doctor smiled kindly.

Alice was slightly taken aback when she heard this, and gradually, she burst into tears and hugged the doctor fiercely.

Thinking of everything in the past ten years, the doctor also felt a little sad. He comforted Alice for a long time before Alice was willing to leave.But what he didn't know was that when the girl who he thought had got rid of the illness walked out of the room and closed the door, the complicated expression on her face disappeared.

She wiped away the tears at the corners of her eyes with her index finger expressionlessly, looked at the wet marks on her fingers, put it into her mouth slowly and licked it, then took it out again, curling up the corners of her mouth in a mocking and playful manner, He walked out of the hospital without haste.

Alice knew that she was sick, and had reached the point where she was terminally ill.

Just like her name, she is a different person.At the time when she came to this world, maybe it was the peak period when the people of heaven and Chao people were learning English crazily and studying in the United States. The dream of American utopia made Alice's father name her "Liz" without hesitation. His surname became Alice.

Ever since she could remember, Alice has noticed that she is different from other children.

When her peers grieved over a chick that fell to its death from the nest, the only thing on her mind was dissection.

When the children cried goodbye to their parents for the first day of school, she could only fretfully resist the urge to drive pencils down the throats of those little brats, God knows how long she endured, so that stupid and short-sighted The teachers took her almost uncontrollable expression as an urgent need to go to the toilet.

When normal people develop compassion and sympathy for the disadvantaged groups in society, the uncontrollable thoughts in her mind will definitely be creepy if spoken out.Of course, when watching the performance of other normal people, the smart Alice chose to remain silent.

When ordinary children witness their parents being killed in a car accident, under normal circumstances they may cry heart-piercingly, or they may blink their innocent eyes and ask where their parents have gone because they don’t understand what death is. .

But Alice, apart from feeling and helplessness for the fragility of life in her heart, there is only indifference left.

Oh, it’s dead, human life is so fragile, almost anything in this world can kill a person, as long as you are imaginative enough, such as the ballpoint pen and notebook in the hands of the policeman, such as the infusion bag Catheters, such as hairpins on nurses' heads, such as these slippers, such as...

Normal people see things with both eyes, and smart people see the essence of things with both eyes, but Alice, at a young age, can only see death and the means leading to destruction from behind all these things.

But sometimes life is so tenacious, just like her sitting in the back seat of the car, there are no other major problems except broken bones.

From the adult's expression, she more or less understood that she should cry with a sad face, but she couldn't do it, maybe she was born with some deficiencies.

Death is death, why cry?

Ten-year-old Alice vaguely realizes that she is different from others.

After losing her parents, little Alice moved among relatives.These grown-ups also seem to be aware of her unusualness.They took her to a psychiatric hospital, looked at a case report, and looked at Alice who followed behind them with a blank face. They forced a smile and hid the case.

Their attitude towards her changed from sympathy and love at first to fear and worry in the end.

Gradually, in order to survive, Alice chose to disguise.She was just a child, she was underage, and the legal constraints prevented her from finding any job, and she couldn't support herself.In this world dominated by kindness and law, she seems out of place. In order to stay in her relatives' house until she reaches adulthood, and to avoid being treated as a heretic and die early, she tries to restrain the dark side of her heart, trying to behave like those who disgust her. Normal people are exactly the same.

She had to do this, because she was only a fledgling, and if she was pushed out of the nest, death and dissection awaited her.

As time went by, Alice, who had already mastered disguising herself with an ordinary and boring mask, lived like a fish in water, and even the doctor who had treated her for ten years could not see anything unusual.

In short, the 20-year-old Alice is like a sleeping dragon, waiting for an opportunity to vent herself unscrupulously.

And now, the opportunity has come.