Handbook of Heroes and Heroes in Love [Comprehensive]

From childhood to adulthood, Yayoi Hanano has encountered many turning points.

The tenth birthday starts a "travel". The death of her mother left her alone, and her feelings for Xiaosheng redefined her life. Kuroro and Miyamoto took her into the world of "power", while Osamu Dazai and Nakahara also……

"What are you thinking about?"

Yayoi Hanano came back to her senses, her eyes focused on his blue eyes, maybe she had adapted to the sudden memory, the place was no longer as barren as before, but she was tired and helpless, "I'm a little... worried."

Zhong Yuanzhong also knew what she was referring to, "Don't worry, I'm not that fragile."

As he spoke, he pinched the space between his brows, "It's just that there are so many memories suddenly pouring into my mind, it's a bit uncomfortable."

Human memory storage capacity is limited, and the evacuated space has already been occupied by other memories. Naturally, it will feel a little overloaded if it is stuffed back at this time.

Yayoi Hanano breathed a sigh of relief, "You can go to my room to rest for a while, and I will wake you up at lunch time."

"No," Zhong Yuanzhong also shook his head, and turned to look at her intently.

This overly focused gaze made Yayoi Hanano feel uneasy for a while, and sure enough, he heard him say in the next second, "You should be worried about something else, I am...very angry now."

Referring to his attitude towards her in the past, this is already a very serious wording for a young girl.

One wants to give the other the best in the world, while the other is obedient and obedient, and everything is centered on the other's wishes.

In the past, when the two were together, let alone "angry", they were not even "unhappy". The only difference was about ability, but even at that time he never accused her.

Unlike Itachi's violent treatment, persuasion and silence are all expressed by Chuya, so when she finds that there is no way to change her, she feels powerless and self-blame.

The shoulders that had been slack tightened again, and she lowered her eyes, not daring to look directly into his line of sight.

Zhong Yuan was not going to let her go, and turned the hand holding the girl's fingertips slightly, interlocking his fingers and tightening them slightly. Contrary to this intimate movement, there was a coldness and indifference shrouded in his brows.

It was as if in front of him was not his former lover, but a traitor who needed to be judged.

"You are self-righteous, you are smart, you force your own will on me..."

Every time she said a word, the guilt on the girl's face became heavier, and even her breathing trembled.

Different from the anger caused by knowing that his memory has been tampered with before, now he can feel that all his emotions have cooled down rapidly in the shortest time, and his thinking is so rational that it is almost cold.

This is the first time he has shown a very aggressive side in front of her. If force is useful, he can now pinch her neck and press against the wall, tightening his knuckles a little bit, so that she can slowly feel the suffocation a feeling of.

Zhong Yuanzhong could even picture in his mind her flushed cheeks suddenly due to lack of oxygen, the tears overflowing from the corners of her eyes... and her relieved expression as atonement and compensation.

When she decided to return her memories and feelings to him, she had prepared for the worst.

But that wasn't what he wanted, and verbal attacks were more useful to her than force.

So knowing that these words would hurt her, he didn't waver in the slightest. Instead, he was thinking of ways to maximize his benefits—the real Zhongyuan Zhong is not just a love brain who only knows how to queue up to buy tiramisu.

This guilt is the only barrier he can use, otherwise no one knows when the next time he will be disconnected.

He still has a lot of things to do, and he can't always be hindered by this handle.

"Who do you think you are, Yayoi Hanano?"

Finally, he chewed up the most important name to him and pushed it out of his lips, then stared at the girl closely, waiting for her response—he knew her well, so he naturally knew what she would say next .

Yayoi Hanano swallowed her throat, her eyes glistened with water, after a short struggle, she took a deep breath, suppressed her tears in the blink of an eye, her eyelids drooped slightly, "I'm sorry, Chuya."

The mafia cadre stared at her deeply, and his voice was as cold as ice, "So after doing all this, can you just give me an apology?"

Eyelashes fluttered slightly for a few moments, Yayoi Hanano raised her eyes cautiously, and flinched when her eyes hit him, "I won't..."

"Oh, don't be so fierce~"

Zhong Yuanzhong also tightened the corners of his mouth suddenly, his azure blue pupils turned slightly, and he glanced at the man who suddenly pushed the door open. This uninvited guest seemed to have no idea how bad the timing of his appearance was, and calmly greeted his gaze.

When all memories are restored, those things that were forced to ignore also resurface.

He suddenly remembered one thing.

He was on a mission with this partner at the time.

After solving the target, the teenager with a bandage on his face casually played with the gun, looking at him with curiosity and sympathy, [I didn't expect her ability to reach this level, it's really scary. 】

But he was forced to ignore everything about the girl, and he was casually thinking about what to eat when he went back.

Of course there was no response, the boy blinked, and suddenly pointed the muzzle between his brows, the corner of his mouth raised a malicious arc, the topic deliberately revolved around the girl, [I sent Yayoi to Odasaku, there is no way, In order to deal with the trouble you caused by being smart, things are a little out of control. My stats have been cleared to zero now. If I keep her by my side, I’m afraid I will never be able to get close to her again in this life. Now I have to find a way to ease the relationship before I can resume Turn on the value...]

As he spoke, he pulled the trigger without hesitation.

--boom!

The bullet stopped suddenly between his eyebrows, and he came back to his senses, resisting the desire/desire to send the bullet back into the opponent's forehead, frowning and looking at the young man with an expressionless expression, 【What are you going crazy again? 】

[Sure enough, it’s not very harsh.] The man raised his eyebrows and looked at the bullet that fell on the ground. He smiled silently, and his words were full of regret. You are wasting time. 】

The kite-colored eyes moved up slightly, and the young man tilted his head thoughtfully, looking at him strangely, 【Forget everything about the person you love the most... How would it feel? 】

And what he received was only the silent and brief smile from the other party, [If you want to die, jump into the river, this time I will watch so that no one will save you. 】

This kind of reaction made the young man curl his lips boredly, and after that, all emotions were annihilated under the skin, and a slight frost appeared on his soft face, [Yayoi is so kind to you, even at this time I will not forget to let you go] , your presence may be similar to...a dividing line to her? 】

The boy raised his head, his inorganic left eye looked at the azure blue sky, as if gazing at some existence outside this world through it.

【In her life, there will be no second person who makes her soft-hearted. 】

The deep voice was full of malicious pity, like a bullet in a gun, aiming at everyone who might appear in front of her.

[Anyone else who makes the same choice as you will only be seen as a hindrance by her. 】

***

Osamu Dazai leaned against the door with a smile on his face, his eyes flicked past the surprised girl, and then he fixed on the pair of azure blue eyes that were faintly glowing because of his sudden interruption, and said in a frivolous tone, "I will help you!" You didn't want to make her cry, enough is enough, Zhong Ye."

Don't be too greedy, wouldn't it be enough to retrieve the memory?

How can you make an inch of it.

Nakahara looked at him coldly, then bit his teeth hard, and said in a steady voice as always, and said meaningfully, "Sure enough, it's always this bad, Dazai."

With a chuckle at the corner of his mouth, Osamu Dazai strolled into the room, his ankle-length clothes curled up softly with his steps, "It's not a bad thing to have no memory, haven't you had a good time these few years? Slug. "

As soon as the frivolous words fell, he stood beside the girl and gently pressed her shoulder with his palm.

Zhong Yuanzhong also keenly noticed that this comforting gesture made the girl subconsciously freeze her body, as if she was instinctively resisting something, but with the help of some existence, she forcibly suppressed this resistance—what else could it be? ?

Her view of love that overrides voluntary will.

Yayoi Hanano frowned slightly, and pleaded softly, "Dazai, can you..."

"No, yes." Osamu Dazai interrupted her with a smile, and pressed his palm along the arc of the girl's shoulders to the back of the girl's neck, and his callused fingertips gently rubbed against the soft skin, which naturally caused a shudder.

Afterwards, he bowed his waist, and stretched out his other hand to the hand that she and Nakahara Nakaya intertwined, "This can't be done either."

As he spoke, he clasped his slender wrist and exerted a little force, trying to pull the girl's hand out of the opponent's hand.

Yayoi Hanano found that he always had some inexplicable points, such as paying special attention to whether it was the only coordinate at the beginning, or now.

But in the next second, she didn't have the heart to worry about it.

——The originally simple handshake turned into a shackle because of Chuya's sudden force.

Osamu Dazai tilted his head, as if he had a childlike curiosity about what he saw, his eyes moved up slightly, and collided with those blue eyes in mid-air.

For a moment, Yayoi Hanano even smelled the smoke, and her intuition made her hold her breath and blink quietly.

"Oh? The first thing to do when you regain your memory is to declare war on me? It's too much to avenge your kindness."

The slightly sinking voice was full of smiles, Yayoi Hanano didn't dare to raise her head, but only outlined in her mind the curvature of the corner of Dazai Osamu's mouth at this time - soft and slightly cool.

Revenge for kindness?Just thinking that this guy might have helped him recover his memory for a certain purpose makes him feel creepy.

"No." Nakahara was also unexpectedly calm, and his eyes fell on the girl's wrist, "You are the one who wants to let go first, don't you see that she doesn't like it?"

Yayoi Hanano glanced at him quickly, and leaned over tentatively, but as if sensing her intention, she slightly closed her hands on the back of her neck, and lowered her eyes obediently.

"Yayoi is just a little unaccustomed to it, it's okay, I'll take some time to help her correct it." Osamu Dazai said casually, as if in his opinion it was just a small problem that was too small to care about.

Zhong Yuanzhong also raised his eyes to look at him, his eyes were silent, like the calm sea, "...is this what you call 'out of control'?"

Osamu Dazai was puzzled for a moment, then blinked curiously as if recalling something, "Can you even remember this?"

Zhong Yuanzhong also turned his attention to the girl, "...what did he do?"

Seeing the girl raise her eyes slightly, she added, "I remember you didn't reject his contact before."

Originally, she thought she would get some complaints or grievances, but the girl lowered her eyes, as if... guilty?

But this seems to be expected by the mafia leader.

A distressed sigh weighed down Yayoi Hanano's head like a heavy weight.

"Don't make me sound like a villain...I'm obviously a victim too, right? Yayoi."

Taking advantage of the moment when the two were stunned, Osamu Dazai suddenly exerted force, and finally "helped" the girl get rid of the shackles of the mafia cadres.

Then he pinched a length of sleeve and wiped her fingertips and fingertips not very gently, as if there was something dirty there.

Zhong Yuanzhong, who caught this action in his eyes, also felt his eyes twitch, "Victim? Didn't protect her well, and you actually made yourself think you were in the victim's position?"

After a pause in the wiping movement, Dazai Osamu squinted at him, his voice sank slightly, "It's really troublesome to be able to remember everything, even if you regain your memory, don't mistake your position, Chuya, you already expired."

Zhong Yuanzhong also sneered, his eyes full of sarcasm, "It should be clear that you are the one who has found its owner just now."

It was indeed Osamu Dazai who told him about her... permanent departure - although he would not have any reaction at that time.

[Mimic killed her. 】

He was looking at the seascape outside the window when he heard these words.

【Gide thought she was Odasaku's woman. 】

The person followed his gaze, unexpectedly calm... No, it should be said that all emotions and feelings were annihilated with her "death", so that the whole person completely sank into the abyss.

He seemed to be talking to himself casually, without the slightest ups and downs in every sentence, even more perfunctory than when reading a report.

[She is still angry, my value is still zero, do you think she will remember my existence in the future?So many worlds... what's so special about Osamu Dazai who has no value? 】

[Unless you find a space power user, you will never see her again in this life... But this power has never appeared. 】

[That idiot, knowing that he was restrained to death, didn't run away immediately, but used the bubble that can't move once used to protect a few little ghosts who can only cry... But it's just because he won't die . 】

[Do you know how she died?The whole body is like being fished out of a blood vat, such a serious injury... She should have died a long time ago, but I don't know why I persisted until Odasaku and I arrived, and then... witnessed her transformation for ashes. 】

【Why didn't you leave by chance this time?Isn't it usually time and place? 】

Through the projection on the glass, the young man looked at him expressionlessly, his kite-colored eyes covered with a layer of black mist.

[It's so pitiful... a lost dog. 】

I don't know who this sentence was said to.

Afterwards, Ogai Mori "give way" and Osamu Dazai turned himself into the new leader of the port mafia. While eradicating all the opponents in the organization, he carefully planned to deal with Mimic. During that time, he seemed to have endless energy.

The man never mentioned the girl's name in front of him again.

As if she never existed.

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