【Xu Run】Laoshizi

In Zifangyun Palace, the most honorable Phoenix mother and son in the world looked at each other gloomyly, with mixed feelings of shock and anger in their hearts.

"He (she) turned out to be such a person!" The two thought in unison.The mother and son seem to be close, but they have exactly the same impatient and pungent personality. In fact, their natures are completely different. For thousands of years, they have not talked speculatively, but both of them subconsciously avoided admitting the truth, and each indulged in the "harmony between mother and child". I am paralyzed in the illusion of self.

Xu Feng couldn't tell whether she was disappointed or more sad.He has made excuses for Tu Yao for thousands of years, but in the face of increasingly complex truths, he will inevitably face the true face of his mother: she is not good, and there may be reasons for what she does, but she But not always right.

He has fought in the north and south for many years, and he has long known that some people are born to be vicious, but no matter what, he never thought that his mother is also such a person.She was the first person to hug him, the first person to praise him, and the first person he saw when he opened his eyes was her. They were connected by blood, and they were the only ones of the same race in this world.She is very important to Xu Feng.

But Runyu...Runyu is also very important, he loves Runyu more than anything else.One of these two is his biological mother, and the other is his sweetheart. He hopes that both of them will be well and happy, but if one person's happiness can only be built on the other's pain, then...

Tu Yao stared at Xu Feng for a long while, and suddenly burst into tears.

Sui He hurriedly stood up, as if she wanted to go forward but didn't dare: "Aunt..." She said timidly, "Cousin...you should admit your mistake, is it worth arguing with your aunt for an outsider? ?”

Is it worth it?Xu Feng was speechless, and there was a battle between heaven and man in his heart: he didn't want to see his mother cry bitterly, he felt a dull pain in his heart, regretted contradicting his mother, but he didn't want his sweetheart to be wronged, he didn't say anything, Tu Yao cried bitterly while grabbing A brocade box of pearls was thrown at him: "Kneel down!"

Xu Feng knelt down without saying a word, and Tu Yao said again: "Suihe, get out!"

Sui He was terrified a long time ago, he was relieved after hearing this, and hurriedly retreated outside, after thinking for a while, he still whispered to Xu Feng: "Cousin, Runyu...is it an outsider after all, he has been in private all these years Don’t you understand what he’s going to do in the future because he’s been doing things like buying people’s hearts and fighting for power and profit?”

Xu Feng's eyes were red, and she said in a hoarse voice, "Go out."

Sui He had no choice but to sigh and back out.Xu Feng knelt on the spot, motionless, Tu Yao's tears were filled with anger, Feng's eyes seemed to be on fire, the mother and son stood in a stalemate for a moment, Tu Yao said hoarsely: "You have grown up and have your own ideas."

Xu Feng didn't speak, because everything he said at this time was wrong.His silence seemed to have greatly stimulated Tu Yao, she jumped down suddenly, pinching Xu Feng's jaw tightly with her five fingers painted in red: "You are not my son!!! Who are you, who are you? Who put you in?" Come to me, is it Runyu? Where is my son?"

Her eyes were wide open, and Xu Feng could even see the blood in her eyes. It was so terrifying that he even wanted to close his eyes, and he said softly: "Mother God, in the past 9000 years, except for marching and fighting, I have hardly ever Leaving the heavens, how can there be falsehood?"

Tu Yao said angrily: "No! It's him, it's Runyu, it's him who moved his hands and feet, 500 years ago, he..." She suddenly thought of something, and suddenly stopped talking, Xu Feng was stunned, subconsciously He asked eagerly, "What was he 500 years ago?" His heart was beating extremely fast, as if a feeling of happiness and warmth filled his whole body, and this feeling was like a spring breeze, gently softening his body Although his heart was still in severe pain because of Tu Yao, the pain gradually seemed to be comforted by gentleness.

One thousand and five hundred years ago, when he had reached his Nirvana period, he still gritted his teeth and insisted on going to Xuxu Mountain to find Runyu, and finally fainted on Xuxu Mountain due to exhaustion.When he woke up, Tu Yao told him that he flew back when he was in Nirvana.

Is there another secret?

Seeing the faintly ecstatic expression on his face, Tu Yao couldn't help but blacken his eyes, and an extremely terrifying thought came to his mind: Xu Feng seemed to care too much about Runyu, too much.

Much more than a brother should have.

But how is this possible? !Xu Feng has a pure heart, and has grown so big that he has not even opened his love. She should have sent some palace servants to teach him spiritual practice, but she hinted and expressed several times but was blocked by Xu Feng. do not mention.

Is it...

impossible!

Tu Yao firmly pinched Xu Feng's jaw, forcing him to look up into his eyes, Xu Feng didn't dodge either, what was burning in those eyes was clearly...the ultimate joy of wish fulfillment.

Once upon a time, there was also a boy who would show such an expression in front of her.

Tu Yao felt a severe pain in his heart, his vision went dark, and he fell backwards.

"...Mother Goddess!"

At this moment, in the Immortal Mansion on Earth, Runyu is playing with Hui'er in the garden, and Hui'er is holding a yellow bead in his hand, which is Xu Feng's Dream Bead brought by the Nightmare Beast.

"Daddy, the ball—" Hui'er held up the ball and begged Runyu to play with him.

Runyu laughed: "You are not a puppy now, you can't let people drop things and then pick them up."

Hui Er didn't understand, took the ball and climbed onto his knees, sat in his arms and begged, "Throw it..."

Xu is to make up for the childhood he never had. Runyu has always spoiled Huier, never forcing him to practice spells or enhance his intelligence, but only to be healthy and happy. Therefore, although Huier is over 3000 years old, he still speaks and acts like a Like a toddler.Because of this, Xu Feng murmured a few words: "How can it go on like this? If you don't practice, be careful of being beaten!" As she spoke, she waved her fists to scare Hui'er, "Aww!"

Hui'er nestled in Runyu's arms like this, turning her face to the other side not to look at him, "Hmph."

"You're still 'humming' me..." Xu Feng found it funny, "Little thing, what do you do when others bully you?"

Hui'er said childishly, "I'm looking for Daddy."

He and Runyu have lived in Beichen for 3000 years. Runyu is the master of Beichen and the only god in the fairyland. He created the world here, moved mountains and seas, and even created life like nightmare beasts. In Huier's eyes It is omnipotent.

"Looking for..." Xu Feng laughed angrily, trying to reason with him: "Then what if your father is not here?"

"Look... find uncle." Hui'er said, he was not stupid, but Xu Feng was still dissatisfied.

"Who is Uncle!" He stared, Runyu couldn't listen anymore, and hit him: "Go away! Don't scare us." Then he said to Huier: "Look, Daddy hit him."

"Yes!" Hui'er was happy, "Daddy hit him."

Xu Feng was trembling with anger from the father and son: "Brother! You can't spoil the child like this, he has to suffer setbacks, he has to grow up, and he has to stand on his own!"

You know what setbacks and growth are... Runyu felt funny in his heart, Huier said in his arms: "I don't want it!"

Runyu said: "Well, if you don't want it, you don't want it, daddy takes care of it."

"Okay, okay, I'm the villain." Xu Feng had no choice but to say, but he still pinched Hui'er's cheek and kneaded: "Who am I?"

"Father Su..."

"Say more!"

"...Su..."

"wrong!"

Hui'er glanced at Runyu, saw that Runyu was just smiling, but this time she didn't make a sound to stop her, so she could only say aggrievedly: "Mother..."

"Hey!" Xu Feng was happy, and he caught a glimpse of Runyu's expression watching the show, and he pretended to be angry: "What are you laughing at! Look at your good son!"

……

Runyu sighed, took Mengzhu away from Huier's hand, conjured up a small silver ball with his backhand, and threw it out. Huier let out a happy cry, turned into a puppy and jumped off his lap, chasing after him. The ball went.

Runyu looked at the Mengzhu in her hand and sighed in ecstasy.

Xu Feng's dream bead...he really itch.

He can rely on nightmare beasts to spy on dreams, and dreams are often a reflection of reality. It can be said that all the immortals in the heavens have secrets, which he sees and remembers in his heart, but Xufeng...he never thought of To spy on Xu Feng's heart, even if Xu Feng chased him fiercely, he was a little overwhelmed at that time.

Is it conceited?Maybe a little.He always felt that he had watched Xu Feng grow up, and he should be very clear about his thoughts.But the most important thing is that he knows that Xu Feng is pure-hearted, there is nothing for him to peek at, and he doesn't want to control and use Xu Feng like he did to other people.

But now...he really wants to see it.

It's like, a diary of a sweetheart is right in front of you, who can resist looking through it?He mentioned that I didn't, how many times did he mention it?You always want to know.

He really wanted to know if Xu Feng had dreamed of him.But……

Alas, this is not good.

He just thought about it and hesitated for a long time. Huier had already run back with the ball in his mouth. Beside him, staring at him with a pair of big eyes.

Staring at it's big untouched eyes, Runyu felt a little embarrassed.

When did I get so tangled up!He finds it funny.

Anyway, we all... Long Wei also showed him, Xu Feng only knew that the show of the tail was courtship, but he didn't know that if the dragon's body made love, the two would become a husband and wife.

It's all like this, let me see what's wrong?Thinking about it, Runyu pinched Mengzhu in her hands, and Huier ran back with the ball in her mouth, happily threw the ball at Runyu's feet, and even poked Runyu's legs with her front paws.

Throw it!It seems to suggest.Runyu smiled and stroked its dark head: "Daddy has something to do, don't tell mother."

Hui'er looked at Mengzhu, then at Runyu, and suddenly shouted, "Wow!"

It picked up the spirit ball that Runyu gave him again, and brought it to Runyu, "Wow!"

As if feeling uneasy about something.Runyu wondered: "What's the matter?" Just wondering, the Nightmare Beast suddenly ran over and pushed Hui'er to the ground. Hui'er was eager to fight with it, but the two of them usually played like this, and at this time they also looked at each other. No difference, Runyu thought that Huier just wanted to accompany it by herself, and now that there was a nightmare beast, she didn't care too much, and went back to the bedroom with the Mengzhu in her hand.

He closed the door, his heart was beating fast, his face was hot.

Just to see if he...has a dream about me.Not much to look at.

When people are happy, their thoughts are relatively simple and self-willed. He even thought, if you didn’t dream of me, hum...

While thinking, he opened the dream bead with spiritual power, and the dreamland gradually spread around him, and he entered Xufeng's dream.

Runyu hastily put away the Mengzhu, feeling confused.

What he saw in Mengzhu made him feel chills all over—Xufeng admitted in his dream that he liked Runyu when he was young, but Runyu refused to respond, so he hated Runyu because of this, and wanted to tell Runyu to taste that. A taste that you can't ask for.

No, it needs to be even more ruthless, to let him know what it feels like to be trampled upon with a sincere heart.In the dream bead, Runyu personally admitted that he loves Xufeng, and Xufeng...

Xu Feng became indifferent to him from then on.

"It feels good when you don't get it, but it's nothing more than that when you get it. Brother, you didn't think of it, did you?"

Runyu has been sorting out dreams for thousands of years, and he can easily distinguish the emotions of the dreamer. In this dream, Xu Feng...is obviously very happy, as if he got what he wanted.

He's always...always meant to be that way.

Runyu had a splitting headache, and for a moment it seemed as if there were countless crows screaming in her mind, each of them seemed to swoop down to eat his flesh and blood...

Xu Feng, Xu Feng, Xu Feng...

How could he think so?

Is he treating me... that's all?

At that moment, Runyu's heart was extremely chaotic. In the chaos, there was a very small thing that he had never noticed, but it surfaced in the water of memory.At that time, he and Xu Feng had just been together, that was... that was the first night they returned to the heaven from the ghost world, Xu Feng asked him if he could use the technique of twin soul cultivation.

He was confused at the time, and Xu Feng was willing to take his life, he said without hesitation, okay, whatever, whatever you want.

Later, he felt curious and went to find out what the "Twin Spiritual Cultivation Technique" was, but it made him blush and a little surprised: I don't know where Xu Feng found this kind of evil forbidden technique.

"I..." Xu Feng stammered and couldn't explain clearly, "I just read a book."

"Where are the books?" Runyu asked, he was just teasing Xu Feng, who would have thought that Xu Feng was in a hurry: "I don't know! Don't ask, why are you asking so much!"

He didn't think much about it at the time, he just thought Xu Feng's embarrassed look was cute, but he regretted that he couldn't tease him a little more, so Xu Feng jumped up and hugged him, not allowing him to say more.

Thinking about it now, I just feel terrified.

He didn't know how long he sat in the room. Hui'er couldn't wait for him, so he turned into a human and entered the room to look for him. Runyu forced a smile and said, "Daddy has something to do. You can take the Nightmare to play by yourself, okay?" Also pulling him by the corner of his clothes, Hui Er actually didn't understand anything, but felt uneasy and refused to leave: "Daddy, do you want to kiss your mother..."

Runyu didn't know how to answer him, he hated the situation right now, what he saw and thought made him faintly sick.

"No." He heard himself say, "Mother... I'll be back in a while, you go and play."

Yes, Xu Feng will be back in a while.When he comes back, just ask him clearly.

When he comes back...

Runyu suddenly felt a pain in her heart.He had been so heartbroken like this, and even so, he was still waiting for Xu Feng, waiting for Xu Feng to come back, even if everyone said that he would not come back, even if his own reason was warning: He won't be coming back.

But he still waited on and spent a short and long life. When Xu Feng came back, if Xu Feng didn't come back, he would go to look for him. He didn't listen to anyone's obstruction, he only believed in his own heart, and his heart stopped. One person, he only recognizes that person.

And then, what was the result?

In the end, it was just a joke made by that person. Even the Dao of Heaven couldn't stand it, and he committed the crime on that person. The first thing he did when he returned to the heaven was to be forced by the Queen of Heaven to forgive Xu Feng, forgive him for being young and ignorant, Innocent.

The scar was healed and he forgot about the pain. Xu Feng later begged for mercy in every possible way, but he just made him forget it.

Forgot what kind of person Xu Feng was.

He is first-class innocent and simple, but also first-class willful and cruel. He only allows others to follow him and rely on him. If someone violates his will, he will be cruelly and desperately retaliated against.

How could he forget?

He won't be coming back.Around midnight, a voice in Runyu's heart suddenly said.

This time, he couldn't ignore it.

He knew very clearly: Xu Feng would not come back.

"How is the Mother God?" Xu Feng asked, and the Immortal Qihuang replied: "It's okay to be anxious, it's okay, but I can't be stimulated anymore-the Queen of Heaven was injured when she gave birth to His Highness, and the root of the disease has been rectified for nearly ten thousand years. There is no improvement, but the Empress Dowager wants to be stronger and refuses to let His Highness know..."

He babbled something again, Xu Feng listened, but just didn't say a word - Tianhou wanted to make him regret, he knew it, but still couldn't resist it.

He felt sad, but he didn't feel regretful, he didn't regret choosing Runyu, he only regretted waiting for so long, thousands of years passed before he truly raised his head for the first time and mustered up the courage to defend his sweetheart.

In the past, I was also a coward.

Runyu is still waiting for him in the human world, but the current situation is not suitable for the two of them to go to you and me again. Xu Feng returned to Qiwu Palace and wrote a letter: Brother...

Hey, no.He crossed it again, why is he still the elder brother? ,

Runyu my wife...

Oh, what an embarrassment!He crumpled up a piece of paper and threw it away. Finally, after hesitating again and again, a bird condensed on his fingertips.

"Yu'er..."

A little bird flapped its wings and flew out of Qiwu Palace.Just as it was about to fly towards the human world following the dragon's breath, it suddenly sensed another similar real dragon's breath calling it.It turned around and flew towards the dragon air.

Fairy Yuanji held the dragon scale in one hand, and stretched out the other into the air. The little bird fluttered a few times and landed on her fingertips. The dragon scale shone brightly, exuding the spirit of a real dragon from the same vein as Runyu.

The little bird jumped twice, opened its mouth, and Xu Feng's voice came out:

"...Missing Qing and thinking of Qing, returning home is like an arrow..."

Fairy Yuanji sighed, light appeared on her fingertips, and the little bird gradually dissipated into the air. Before dissipating, it was still dutifully conveying the thoughts of its master, but the words had become intermittent.

"Yu'er..."

"……wait for me."