Hida [Daughter of the Nile] being picked up
Chapter 60 Tangled Emotions
Soon, the little room was furnished.
Izmi personally sent her there, "Do you like it?" he asked.
This house has changed a lot, and it can satisfy any girl's dream of a princess, with thick curtains, soft carpets, a bed covered with gorgeous fabrics, and a small table in the corner with gold and precious stones from small to large. The box made.
Xida opened a suitcase casually, and it was neatly piled up with dresses of various colors, like opening a pirate's treasure chest. A thick cloak that can withstand the wind and cold of the plateau, inlaid with gemstones of various colors.She picked up the top piece of clothing and shook it off. It was a light-colored wide-sleeved long skirt in the style of Pitaido. There was no extra decoration except for the printing and dyeing on the edge. It was covered with a slightly shorter vest-like dress. A black gown, without buttons, connected by a thin chain made of gold and a golden stag's head set on the other side.It is a very simple and beautiful dress, but it can be seen at a glance that it is worth a lot, especially with such a uniform color, I don’t know how much fabric it takes to dye and waste to get this skirt.What was even more rare was that the size of this dress actually matched Xida's figure, one size smaller than the common Bitaido women's clothes.
"I had someone prepare it in advance, and it was made according to the size of your previous clothes. If it doesn't fit, tell Mura." Izmi hugged her from behind and said softly.
After closing the lid, Xida didn't say a word, Izmi thought that she was finally touched, and took the opportunity to nibble on her ear lightly.For a moment, Xida pushed him away slowly but firmly, with a low voice, "Your Highness—"
Sensing Shida's seriousness, Izumi slowly withdrew his hand and looked at her quietly.
"Your Highness, I really want to ask you, why do you like me?" Xida turned around and asked, her eyes full of confusion when she looked at Izmi, "I am neither beautiful nor noble. I can’t say I’m born, pure and kind, the only thing better than others is skill, but I know this is not a pleasing advantage for women.”
Izmi smiled, "Shida, I do love you, although I can't tell what attracts me more, but these are not important, I'm sure there has never been a woman who attracts me like you."
"No, this question is very important." Xida shook her head, "Even you can't tell what's on your mind, because you were only temporarily confused. Didn't you still want to get the daughter of the Nile so persistently at the beginning? "
"Xila, are you jealous?" Izmi was slightly stunned, "Well, I admit that I wanted to get her at first, but it was more out of consideration for Egypt. I wanted to get her and then I got Egypt, but now For you, I am willing to change my mind. When I heard the news of your death, I really wanted to kill her to avenge you. At that time, I knew that I could not let you go, Xida."
So—is he hurt?Xida stared at Izmi's shoulder in a daze, she murmured, "But how do you know that you are not infatuated with me for a while?"
"Xilda, this kind of comparison doesn't make any sense." Izmi was a little annoyed, "You are different from her, I know that very well."
"Your Highness, do you know." Xida raised her head and said calmly, "I once had a lover."
"Xilda!" Izmi frowned displeasedly, and said in a deep voice, "Forget all about the past, you don't need to think about anyone anymore."
"At that time, I was just in college, and he chased after me and said he liked me very much, and I also thought I liked him very much." Xida ignored him and continued.
"I tell you to shut up!" Izmi raised her voice, "Even if you say you still love him, I can't let you go, you're dead!"
"Let me finish my sentence, Your Highness!" Xida also raised her voice, waving her hands to interrupt Izmi, "You know what I'm going to say? He was really nice to me at first, and everyone said he didn't I couldn't live anymore, but he abandoned me in less than three years. Did you hear me, I was abandoned by him! Before I could react, he was with my best friend He says I'm neither pretty nor gentle enough! I'm like a joke!"
He didn't expect that Xida would burst out suddenly. The words filled with the memory of another man pierced his heart like a needle and made him ignite the flame of jealousy, but when he touched Xida's wet eye sockets, he only felt Sad, "Xila, I'm different from him."
He slowly said, "The best treasures are always found by the best treasure hunters. For the humble guy, even if you give him the most precious treasure in the world, he will throw it away as waste. The treasure's fault, for his eyes only recognize the color of gold."
"Your Highness, of course it is impossible for me to treat you as a person like him." Xida gave an ugly smile, "Comparing him to him is an insult to you."
"Then why do you still miss him, am I not good? I will give you all my love, I swear to Goddess Ishudar." Izmi's tone was a little urgent, he didn't understand why his beloved girl always It's so cruel to yourself.
"I don't miss him. I almost forgot what he looked like. In fact, I was secretly relieved after he left me." Xida stared down at the green star dotted on her shoes. Gemstone, his eyes were a little slack, "I want to say that even my own feelings may be deceiving. In fact, I don't love him at all, but everyone around me says I should love him, so I also feel that I should be Those who love him, this is a deceptive feeling, illusory, unreliable, and you will wake up after letting go of it for a while."
"I can't even tell whether I love someone or not." Izmi's voice was decisive and powerful.
He found that Xida had fallen into a strange circle. If he didn't pull her out quickly, no matter what he said, she could attribute it to being stupidly deceived by her own delusion, and what's more, there was no way to prove it.
"Shida, I tried to let you go before you knew it." Izmi hesitated, "I fell in love with you when I came back from Assyria, and I didn't know you were a woman at that time, I couldn't I let myself fall in love with a man so I decided to let you go, and sent you to Babylon to clear myself."
Hilda finally raised her head and looked at him incredulously, "You mean you love--men?"
"Of course not." Izmi immediately denied, "It's you, I just love you. I regretted it immediately after letting you go. I am suffering more and more every day, and the longing for you has not eased with the distance. You don't know how grateful I was for God's mercy when I learned that you were actually a woman."
"That doesn't explain anything." Xida turned her head. "You asked me before if I like you the same. I've been thinking about this question these days. I think you're right. I really like you."
This surprise came so suddenly that all the love words Izmi had prepared were all in a mess for a while and couldn't remember.
But before he could figure out how to respond properly, Xida continued to say: "But this kind of liking is really nothing, you are a prince, and you are tall and handsome, brave, resolute and knowledgeable, such a man Telling girls that they like it, anyone will be secretly happy in their hearts. If I had just come to this world and faced you like this, I would have been so fascinated that I couldn't find my way, but this is a kind of persistent love. Love? This feeling comes and goes quickly, just like men, if a noble and beautiful woman tells you over and over again that she only loves you, even if you don't like it, wouldn't you be proud of yourself?"
"And you, Your Highness, you are surrounded by girls like this, so it's only fresh to see Carol, who has her own heart, and who wants to run away from you and go home."
After a long time, Izmi said, "After all this, you just want to tell me that all the feelings between us are just a temporary confusion, and it's not true, right?
"Yes."
"What you said is too insulting to my feelings." His face was ugly and dark.
"If you picked another girl out of the water instead of me, maybe you would have the same feelings for her," Xida said flatly.
"Really? Do you think Prince Bitedo's love is such a casual and worthless thing?" Izmi sneered, squeezed Xida's arm hard and forced her to face him, "Why do you think I love you Love can't last long? Why do you presumptuously use those fallacies to convince me that my feelings are just the product of being deceived by myself?"
Xida was in pain, so she snorted slightly and didn't speak.
Izumi let go of her arm and touched her face, "You are a coward Shida, you are afraid that I love you."
"Even if you love me, I love you, so what?" Xida said loudly, "For you, if you find yourself going astray one day, you can start all over again. You are a prince, and you will never regret it. Relationship, but me, that is my world, my whole life was there for the past 20 years, once I make a mistake, I can never go back!" At this point, Xida's voice was a little hoarse, broken end sound.
"Don't make my choice so casual and easy!" Izumi covered Shida's mouth with his hand.
"In your heart, I'm just playing with you out of greed?" He lowered his head and approached Xida, "If you think about me this way, Xida, let's sort it out carefully one by one."
"I am not a faint monarch. I have been taught since I was a child how to be a great king and bring a wider and safer world to my people. I have always regarded this as my life's request, but your appearance It broke many, many rules that I had set for myself over the past 20 years."
"Out of Bitaido's consideration, I shouldn't fall in love with you, and I shouldn't even hope for any love between men and women. Originally, I wanted to snatch the daughter of the Nile River, use her to get Egypt, or choose a few capable people from the surrounding countries. The princess who brought benefits to Bitedo, I was disheartened for a while, and I planned to completely give up my insistence on finding the girl I loved since I was a child, but you appeared Xida, for which I am willing to give up something, at other prices to make up for it."
"I didn't choose you easily, but I made a deliberate choice after denying myself and forcing myself to endure this pain again and again. Apart from loving you, I can't think of anything else that would make me willing to make that compromise."
Maybe it was because his gaze was too deep, Xida felt something stuck in her heart, she opened her mouth, "I—"
"Stop saying those cruel words." Izmi pulled Xida closer, as if being embedded in his arms, he lowered his head close to her face, so close that he could almost touch each other's eyelashes, "Don't say gone."
Grabbing one of Shida's hands, he held that hand and put it on his shoulder, "Shida, I might die."
die?This word is too scary, as if something cold was pouring over her head and face, she immediately said: "No way!"
Shida wanted to withdraw her hand as if she had been stung, but Izmi didn't give her a chance, "Shida, even if I know why my wound can't heal now, no one will know until I actually take out that thing called a bullet." I’m not sure what will happen, I’ve seen too many people on the battlefield die miserably because of arrowheads that were broken in their bodies, it’s not that they couldn’t get it out, but they couldn’t get over it even if they got it out.”
"No, you have always been in good health." Xida's hands trembled a little, how could she have forgotten that with the level of medical care in this era, even a cold could kill a person.
"The best healers in Bitaido have arrived, and they will heal me the day after tomorrow." Izmi hugged her waist tightly, "But if God wants to take someone away, no one can stop him."
He lowered his head and touched Xida's lips lightly, "So, Xida, don't say such cruel words again."
The author has something to say: Everyone says that the prince is not abusive. . .
The awkwardness can be over soon, though. . .Will it start to be sweet?
Izmi personally sent her there, "Do you like it?" he asked.
This house has changed a lot, and it can satisfy any girl's dream of a princess, with thick curtains, soft carpets, a bed covered with gorgeous fabrics, and a small table in the corner with gold and precious stones from small to large. The box made.
Xida opened a suitcase casually, and it was neatly piled up with dresses of various colors, like opening a pirate's treasure chest. A thick cloak that can withstand the wind and cold of the plateau, inlaid with gemstones of various colors.She picked up the top piece of clothing and shook it off. It was a light-colored wide-sleeved long skirt in the style of Pitaido. There was no extra decoration except for the printing and dyeing on the edge. It was covered with a slightly shorter vest-like dress. A black gown, without buttons, connected by a thin chain made of gold and a golden stag's head set on the other side.It is a very simple and beautiful dress, but it can be seen at a glance that it is worth a lot, especially with such a uniform color, I don’t know how much fabric it takes to dye and waste to get this skirt.What was even more rare was that the size of this dress actually matched Xida's figure, one size smaller than the common Bitaido women's clothes.
"I had someone prepare it in advance, and it was made according to the size of your previous clothes. If it doesn't fit, tell Mura." Izmi hugged her from behind and said softly.
After closing the lid, Xida didn't say a word, Izmi thought that she was finally touched, and took the opportunity to nibble on her ear lightly.For a moment, Xida pushed him away slowly but firmly, with a low voice, "Your Highness—"
Sensing Shida's seriousness, Izumi slowly withdrew his hand and looked at her quietly.
"Your Highness, I really want to ask you, why do you like me?" Xida turned around and asked, her eyes full of confusion when she looked at Izmi, "I am neither beautiful nor noble. I can’t say I’m born, pure and kind, the only thing better than others is skill, but I know this is not a pleasing advantage for women.”
Izmi smiled, "Shida, I do love you, although I can't tell what attracts me more, but these are not important, I'm sure there has never been a woman who attracts me like you."
"No, this question is very important." Xida shook her head, "Even you can't tell what's on your mind, because you were only temporarily confused. Didn't you still want to get the daughter of the Nile so persistently at the beginning? "
"Xila, are you jealous?" Izmi was slightly stunned, "Well, I admit that I wanted to get her at first, but it was more out of consideration for Egypt. I wanted to get her and then I got Egypt, but now For you, I am willing to change my mind. When I heard the news of your death, I really wanted to kill her to avenge you. At that time, I knew that I could not let you go, Xida."
So—is he hurt?Xida stared at Izmi's shoulder in a daze, she murmured, "But how do you know that you are not infatuated with me for a while?"
"Xilda, this kind of comparison doesn't make any sense." Izmi was a little annoyed, "You are different from her, I know that very well."
"Your Highness, do you know." Xida raised her head and said calmly, "I once had a lover."
"Xilda!" Izmi frowned displeasedly, and said in a deep voice, "Forget all about the past, you don't need to think about anyone anymore."
"At that time, I was just in college, and he chased after me and said he liked me very much, and I also thought I liked him very much." Xida ignored him and continued.
"I tell you to shut up!" Izmi raised her voice, "Even if you say you still love him, I can't let you go, you're dead!"
"Let me finish my sentence, Your Highness!" Xida also raised her voice, waving her hands to interrupt Izmi, "You know what I'm going to say? He was really nice to me at first, and everyone said he didn't I couldn't live anymore, but he abandoned me in less than three years. Did you hear me, I was abandoned by him! Before I could react, he was with my best friend He says I'm neither pretty nor gentle enough! I'm like a joke!"
He didn't expect that Xida would burst out suddenly. The words filled with the memory of another man pierced his heart like a needle and made him ignite the flame of jealousy, but when he touched Xida's wet eye sockets, he only felt Sad, "Xila, I'm different from him."
He slowly said, "The best treasures are always found by the best treasure hunters. For the humble guy, even if you give him the most precious treasure in the world, he will throw it away as waste. The treasure's fault, for his eyes only recognize the color of gold."
"Your Highness, of course it is impossible for me to treat you as a person like him." Xida gave an ugly smile, "Comparing him to him is an insult to you."
"Then why do you still miss him, am I not good? I will give you all my love, I swear to Goddess Ishudar." Izmi's tone was a little urgent, he didn't understand why his beloved girl always It's so cruel to yourself.
"I don't miss him. I almost forgot what he looked like. In fact, I was secretly relieved after he left me." Xida stared down at the green star dotted on her shoes. Gemstone, his eyes were a little slack, "I want to say that even my own feelings may be deceiving. In fact, I don't love him at all, but everyone around me says I should love him, so I also feel that I should be Those who love him, this is a deceptive feeling, illusory, unreliable, and you will wake up after letting go of it for a while."
"I can't even tell whether I love someone or not." Izmi's voice was decisive and powerful.
He found that Xida had fallen into a strange circle. If he didn't pull her out quickly, no matter what he said, she could attribute it to being stupidly deceived by her own delusion, and what's more, there was no way to prove it.
"Shida, I tried to let you go before you knew it." Izmi hesitated, "I fell in love with you when I came back from Assyria, and I didn't know you were a woman at that time, I couldn't I let myself fall in love with a man so I decided to let you go, and sent you to Babylon to clear myself."
Hilda finally raised her head and looked at him incredulously, "You mean you love--men?"
"Of course not." Izmi immediately denied, "It's you, I just love you. I regretted it immediately after letting you go. I am suffering more and more every day, and the longing for you has not eased with the distance. You don't know how grateful I was for God's mercy when I learned that you were actually a woman."
"That doesn't explain anything." Xida turned her head. "You asked me before if I like you the same. I've been thinking about this question these days. I think you're right. I really like you."
This surprise came so suddenly that all the love words Izmi had prepared were all in a mess for a while and couldn't remember.
But before he could figure out how to respond properly, Xida continued to say: "But this kind of liking is really nothing, you are a prince, and you are tall and handsome, brave, resolute and knowledgeable, such a man Telling girls that they like it, anyone will be secretly happy in their hearts. If I had just come to this world and faced you like this, I would have been so fascinated that I couldn't find my way, but this is a kind of persistent love. Love? This feeling comes and goes quickly, just like men, if a noble and beautiful woman tells you over and over again that she only loves you, even if you don't like it, wouldn't you be proud of yourself?"
"And you, Your Highness, you are surrounded by girls like this, so it's only fresh to see Carol, who has her own heart, and who wants to run away from you and go home."
After a long time, Izmi said, "After all this, you just want to tell me that all the feelings between us are just a temporary confusion, and it's not true, right?
"Yes."
"What you said is too insulting to my feelings." His face was ugly and dark.
"If you picked another girl out of the water instead of me, maybe you would have the same feelings for her," Xida said flatly.
"Really? Do you think Prince Bitedo's love is such a casual and worthless thing?" Izmi sneered, squeezed Xida's arm hard and forced her to face him, "Why do you think I love you Love can't last long? Why do you presumptuously use those fallacies to convince me that my feelings are just the product of being deceived by myself?"
Xida was in pain, so she snorted slightly and didn't speak.
Izumi let go of her arm and touched her face, "You are a coward Shida, you are afraid that I love you."
"Even if you love me, I love you, so what?" Xida said loudly, "For you, if you find yourself going astray one day, you can start all over again. You are a prince, and you will never regret it. Relationship, but me, that is my world, my whole life was there for the past 20 years, once I make a mistake, I can never go back!" At this point, Xida's voice was a little hoarse, broken end sound.
"Don't make my choice so casual and easy!" Izumi covered Shida's mouth with his hand.
"In your heart, I'm just playing with you out of greed?" He lowered his head and approached Xida, "If you think about me this way, Xida, let's sort it out carefully one by one."
"I am not a faint monarch. I have been taught since I was a child how to be a great king and bring a wider and safer world to my people. I have always regarded this as my life's request, but your appearance It broke many, many rules that I had set for myself over the past 20 years."
"Out of Bitaido's consideration, I shouldn't fall in love with you, and I shouldn't even hope for any love between men and women. Originally, I wanted to snatch the daughter of the Nile River, use her to get Egypt, or choose a few capable people from the surrounding countries. The princess who brought benefits to Bitedo, I was disheartened for a while, and I planned to completely give up my insistence on finding the girl I loved since I was a child, but you appeared Xida, for which I am willing to give up something, at other prices to make up for it."
"I didn't choose you easily, but I made a deliberate choice after denying myself and forcing myself to endure this pain again and again. Apart from loving you, I can't think of anything else that would make me willing to make that compromise."
Maybe it was because his gaze was too deep, Xida felt something stuck in her heart, she opened her mouth, "I—"
"Stop saying those cruel words." Izmi pulled Xida closer, as if being embedded in his arms, he lowered his head close to her face, so close that he could almost touch each other's eyelashes, "Don't say gone."
Grabbing one of Shida's hands, he held that hand and put it on his shoulder, "Shida, I might die."
die?This word is too scary, as if something cold was pouring over her head and face, she immediately said: "No way!"
Shida wanted to withdraw her hand as if she had been stung, but Izmi didn't give her a chance, "Shida, even if I know why my wound can't heal now, no one will know until I actually take out that thing called a bullet." I’m not sure what will happen, I’ve seen too many people on the battlefield die miserably because of arrowheads that were broken in their bodies, it’s not that they couldn’t get it out, but they couldn’t get over it even if they got it out.”
"No, you have always been in good health." Xida's hands trembled a little, how could she have forgotten that with the level of medical care in this era, even a cold could kill a person.
"The best healers in Bitaido have arrived, and they will heal me the day after tomorrow." Izmi hugged her waist tightly, "But if God wants to take someone away, no one can stop him."
He lowered his head and touched Xida's lips lightly, "So, Xida, don't say such cruel words again."
The author has something to say: Everyone says that the prince is not abusive. . .
The awkwardness can be over soon, though. . .Will it start to be sweet?
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