Korean entertainment life reset

"Qiguang?" Zhang Xianyu turned his head to see that it was Li Qiguang who had returned to the hotel after finishing his work.

"Xian Jiao, what's wrong?" Quan Zhilong said on the phone.

"Oh, it's nothing." Zhang Xianyu put down the apple, picked up the phone, and turned off the hands-free mode, "Is it settled?"

"The president seems to have already told your company." Quan Zhilong said.

Zhang Xianzhen pursed his lower lips: "I see, brother."

"Then I'll hang up first." Quan Zhilong heard that someone from Zhang Xianjiao's side came, and he didn't really want to continue asking this question.

"Well", put down the phone, Zhang Xianyu looked at Li Qiguang, "Did you hear that?"

Li Qiguang nodded expressionlessly.

"Wait a minute, I'm going to wash my hands." Zhang Xianyu threw the apple that fell on the ground and the uneaten piece into the trash can, and went to wash his hands again. When he came back, he saw that the air pressure on Li Qiguang's body was even lower than before. Unexpectedly, he was also a little nervous, "What's the matter, Qiguang, are you... angry?" There are not many things that make Li Qiguang angry.

Li Qiguang didn't speak.

"What's the matter, did you quarrel?" Seeing Li Qiguang's return, Yin Doujun came over to urge the two to go down to eat together, but what he saw was such a scene.

"No, no," Li Qiguang said, "Do you want to go down together?" Yin Doujun had sent him a text message before.

Yin Doujun looked at Zhang Xianyu, then at Li Qiguang: "Yes."

"Then let's go first." Li Qiguang said.

The strange atmosphere spread to the entire group on the road, and when they got to the place to eat, Liang Yaoxie finally couldn't hold back: "Speak up if you have anything to say, Qiguang, how can we eat like this."

Li Qiguang glanced at Zhang Xianyu, who was also concerned, and smiled wryly: "Xianxuan, what do you think of YG?"

Zhang Xianyu was taken aback: "Why do you ask that?"

Li Qiguang sighed, and repeated what he heard from Quan Zhilong to his teammates. After listening, Yin Doujun was the first to react. "My opinion is the same as yours, Qiguang," he said, "from what I've seen, if YG really did that, it would be very...shameless."

"And I know more than you." After Li Qiguang finished speaking, he turned to Zhang Xianjiao, "Xianjiao, what do you think?"

They were angry from their own standpoint, but Zhang Xianyu, who was the person involved, wondered if he would feel the same way.

And Zhang Xianyu, who finally figured out what was going on, responded to Li Qiguang's question by laughing outright: "My thoughts are the same as yours, the difference is that I may have gotten used to it long ago. yg yes For me, what is worth remembering is the few good seniors and friends I met at that time, there is nothing else, as for now, I regard their actions as businessmen's decisions, and don't think about other things."

"No, that's not the case." Sun Dongyun shook his head and said, "This is not just a businessman's job."

"Huh?" Zhang Xianyu didn't understand.

"There is no profit", Long Junheng said, "Using other people's influence is usually for profit, just like when we debuted, the members basically all recovered, and the name of the group relied on 2pm, even if we didn't mention the past However, these facts still brought us a lot of anti and attention.” Long Junheng paused and said, “We had no choice but to borrow from our own past, but yg still needs to use the momentum Well, a top-notch big guy, who was able to lead 2NE1 back then, has no problem leading a new boy group now, they don’t need to use other people to gain attention, isn’t the ratings of that selection program high enough?”

"I understand what you mean, Junheng." Zhang Xianyu said.

There was a moment of silence at the dinner table.Zhang Xianxuan looked down at the sushi in front of him, picked up his chopsticks and plunged into it fiercely, and sighed: "My existence is proof that the elimination and selection they are keen on is not so cruel. Well done, and... I was trained by YG."

"But the fact is not like this", Li Qiguang said, "We have all seen the record of your debut that you participated in at that time."

——So I know what Zhang Xianyu looked like in 2006.

Looking at Li Qiguang's indignant look, Zhang Xianju curled his mouth upwards.He understood what Li Qiguang meant.After his rebirth, he practiced his dance skills almost back to the level in his debut record, and entered jyp. What Li Qiguang saw at that time was Zhang Xianyu's crazy practice and rapid progress. Zhang Xianjue knew that he was just looking for It's just returning to the original level, but in Li Qiguang's view, it is the sublimation of Zhang Xianjiao after leaving YG.

He looked around. Judging from his expression, Li Qiguang's words were widely approved by his teammates.Apart from the warmth in Zhang Xianyu's heart, he was also a little dumbfounded, some things he couldn't say to them, but fortunately, it didn't affect the result: "Yeah, I've been in YG for one year, JYP for one year, Cube for five years, who is my relationship with?" A little deeper, isn't it obvious?"

"That's not what it means, Xian Jiao..." Liang Yaoxie couldn't continue in the middle of his words, so he could only swallow it back forcefully, "Xian Jiao, do you... want to go?"

They didn't know whether Zhang Xianyu's feelings for YG were what he said, and Liang Yaoxie went straight to the point after realizing this.

"No, I don't want to," Zhang Xianyu replied bluntly, and then remained silent for a moment, "I don't want to reunite with them in this way. The best thing is that I, as a member of beast, meet them at the top." He raised his eyebrows, "So Long Junheng, you have to work hard to write songs. I have long wanted to say that your works during this period are all in the same tone, and there is no sense of disobedience when you mix them together. Even if you plagiarize yourself, the standard must be Bring it up again."

Long Junheng, who was accidentally shot, pressed the back of his head and took several deep breaths before resisting the urge to beat someone up. Looking at Zhang Xianyu's face with a deliberately provocative expression, Long Junheng stood up decisively and picked up Zhang Xianyu's chopsticks, Stuffed the sushi sticking on it into his mouth.Zhang Xianjue glared at him, then lowered his head, seemingly concentrating on chewing.

The same is "recycling", the six members of beast have different experiences.Liang Yaoxie was repelled in the jyp monthly exam because of his abnormal performance, and he failed in his debut in m-boat, so he came to Cube; The failed debut was an unbearable past for him, and it was also the favorite weapon used by the members when teasing him; Sun Dongyun was purely for his studies back then. Fighting; as for Yin Doujun and Li Qiguang, one failed in "Hot-Blooded Boys", and the other failed to participate in the selection program because of jyp's prejudice. Now beast has surpassed the 2am and 2pm when they made their debut at that time. For them, the past was just a period It has increased experience and brought good memories of the satisfaction of "making you look down on me back then".

The situation of Zhang Xianyu is different from them.

The negative and positive things brought to him by past experience are much more than those of his teammates.Because of the loss of the big stick in the TV program that was broadcast to the outside world, even if it was JYP, even if Zhang Xianyu had excellent hard skills at that time, there was still a huge controversy among the high-level executives about whether to let him debut. In the end, Zhang Xianyu did not participate in the selection in the name of injury, and followed Hong Shengcheng started from nothing, and because of his defeat at the time, for a long period of time, Zhang Xianyu was known as "the person who was eliminated in "Big Stick's Debut Record". Zhang Xianyu, who has achieved good results in all fields, is already a leader among first-line artists, but Big Bang is one of the few groups whose popularity ranks above beast. That title is still mentioned occasionally, which is hard for anyone to see. It's been a very depressing thing.

But what yg left him was not only pain. In that year, Zhang Xianyu also gained sincere friendship. The scene of Quan Zhilong mentioning Zhang Xianyu on mkmf six years ago is still talked about. Among them, quite a few of them are VIPs of Aiwujiwu. Although there is not much to show off, the friendship between Zhang Xianyu and Quan Zhilong is still a model of cross-group friendship among idols.

It is precisely because Zhang Xianyu's experience is similar to theirs, but also fundamentally different.After the initial dissatisfaction and even anger, along with Long Junheng's actions, all the members of beast gagged their mouths unanimously—Zhang Xianyu had already given an acceptable answer, since Zhang Xianyu knew it in his own mind, they should not say it It's too deep, who knows if it will inadvertently poke the hidden pain?

In fact, Zhang Xianyu has already been poked, but it should not be regarded as a wound, but a memory deep in his heart that he has not recalled for a long time because it is not important to him now.

Zhang Xianyu had a very long dream.

At the beginning of 2009, the debut show "Big Bang's Debut Record", which is already the top boy group in Korea, was rebroadcasted.People looked at the youthful looks of the Tiantuan members with relish, and some people asked out of curiosity: "Where is the eliminated Zhang Xianyu now?" He almost became a member of the top group.

YG's answer was: "Jang Hyun-joo is practicing hard and waiting for the next chance to debut."

In fact, Zhang Xianjue at that time was in a state of depression after failing in the nth draft.

Since 2008, the music industry has been booming, and idol groups have been launched one after another. Finally, Zhang Xianzhen reluctantly sorted out his mood and began to look for opportunities in some smaller companies. It was a precedent for the trainees who were defeated in the public member selection to start again. The fact that Zhang Xianyu lost the selection was a big one also made them worry a lot. In addition, Zhang Xianyu still lacked self-confidence at that time, and the facial expression problem could not be solved. After rejecting After Zhang Xianzheng, many people in charge gave the evaluation of "I can't see any improvement from your appearance in the debut memoir".

Just when he gritted his teeth and continued to inquire about the draft, but his heart was gradually covered with the shadow of despair, Liang Yaoxie, whom he met in the dance troupe, called him: "Xian, the company I work for wants to recruit trainees. , do you want to try it?"

The interview time was in the morning, but Zhang Xianyu went there very early.In the early spring, the dawn was still relatively late. Zhang Xianji walked down the road of Cheongdam-dong, Gangnam District, which he had walked countless times during this period, and came to the downstairs of Cube. Liang Yaoxie on the side of the road.

"I knew you would come early." Liang Yaoxie took off his hat and yawned big. The hot air sprayed into the cold morning air and turned into a soft and hazy mist. Liang Yaoxie rubbed his face to make himself look more energetic. He took Zhang Xianyu's arm again, and said with a smile, "It's just right, let me introduce the situation to you."

The scene in front of him began to shake, and the cube managers in charge of the review were whispering to each other in a flash. In the blink of an eye, Zhang Xianyu was already standing in Hong Shengcheng's office.

"First of all, I would like to say that you are welcome to become a member of Cube, Xian Jiao." Hong Shengcheng in front of him was still in high spirits, and he extended his hand to him with a smile.

"There are some things I want to explain to you here."

"Don't care about your failure to be a big stick. The company's trainees are basically selected by others. You were not selected in the selection of members of the top group. It's still a bit stronger, isn't it?"

"Of course not being selected at the beginning does not mean that it must be worse than the selected person. You should be able to understand this after practicing in the company for a while."

"You do have some problems. The biggest problem is that you obviously have talent, but you don't know how to use it. I want to help you find a suitable method. This job is very challenging, but it should be very interesting."

"If you have a problem or an idea, don't worry about it, just say it. The role of the company is to guide, help and supervise. If it's you, the last item can be omitted, leaving only the first two, no trouble."

"I have a feeling that you've been stuck with something for a long time, and I don't know if it's right. If I'm not wrong, I hope you can talk about it and discuss it. There's nothing to be ashamed of. You think it is Are there many people who can solve all problems by themselves, or are there many people who need help to overcome some difficulties? If there is a slope that you can’t climb, and you are far behind others, don’t stop there. You have no choice, there are always people You will be able to get through it, after the research is done, I will pull you a little bit." Hong Shengcheng smiled and stretched out his hand, making a "pull" motion, "After climbing up, walk the back road well, huh?"

Hong Shengcheng used his amiable face to speak half-sincere and half-fudged words.

But at that time, there was not even a little doubt in his heart, not because he couldn't doubt, but because he didn't want to, didn't want to doubt.

That was his lifeline.

"Yes, it is so."

"Very good, much better than the previous few days, keep working hard."

"You already know the dance moves by heart, why don't you try to dance by instinct?"

"Let's play a game, you can hit each other when you switch positions, Xian Jiao, you will definitely get beaten all the time."

"Look, the goal of smiling and dancing has been achieved? I won the bet."

"You're cheating if you don't bring such a thing." "Yes, it doesn't count." "It doesn't count."...

"But Xianjiao, don't you only laugh when you can beat someone up?"

"Should we avoid being in the same group as Xian Jiao, haha."

"Suggestion, don't let Brother Xian Jiao make his debut."

"We should think about it from another angle. There are not many trainees older than Brother Xianjiao. As a younger brother, you have to be taught a lesson from time to time. Brother Xianjiao, can you be exempted from punishment if you beat up and make mistakes during dance practice?"

"I'll let you bargain. After Xianyu finds his feeling, he will bid farewell to those heretics. How about it, will you be doubled for mistakes?"

"Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha."

"What do I want to say to Xian Jiao? Fighting."

The teacher's guidance and encouragement, as well as the laughter in the practice room, lingered in his ears. When he faced the camera of his debut record for the second time, his facial muscles stretched naturally, and he showed a sincere smile.

The spotlight suddenly turned on, illuminating a blinding whiteness in front of the eyes, and when the whiteness dissipated, it was a new scene.

The glorious 2011 is coming to an end. At the company's celebration reception at the end of the year, Zhang Xianyu, who was active as a member of Aker, swept away the old silence and closed, replacing it with a sexy and monstrous image. Hong Shengcheng, who was slightly drunk, looked at his eyes disciple, showing off triumphantly.

"I told you a long time ago, you just don't know how to use it, you don't know how to use it," Hong Shengcheng patted Zhang Xianyu's shoulder vigorously, "It's really hard for you to regain your confidence, don't let me think about it in the future, oh, no, You have already gone through the most difficult time. If there is no natural disaster*, there is no need to worry about anything." Hong Shengcheng smiled and raised his hand, "If you can't walk by yourself, give you a hand, and then you can do it Good to go?"

"Xian Jiao, is my vision alright?"

Hong Seung Sung, who has a calm and kind face even when drunk, asked with a smile.

"My vision is also good." Liang Yaoxie's brisk voice came to the ear and the screen switched again. The words "mix&match" floated in front of my eyes, followed by Yang Xianshi's report text after the interview: "In the selection of the big stick, I was selected The eliminated Zhang Xianyu debuted as beast after losing the selection, whether the eliminated trainees in this program will debut in YG, I can't guarantee to everyone."

This text was fixed in the center of the field of vision, and was covered by Liang Yaoxie's message on the show a month later: "Xian Jiao, just like Qi Guang saved me, I also saved you."

"Why did you leave a message on the show?"

"Well... not reconciled." Liang Yaoxie, who has been polished by his five-year career as an artist, has deep and charming eyebrows, and does not have the feeling of a flesh-faced boy back then. There is a problem, President Yang’s words always make me feel weird, as if there is some inevitable connection between your failure to be selected and your later debut, just think that there is a problem with my understanding, maybe someone misunderstood like me?” Liang Yaoxie shrugged Shoulder, "It's because the company is too high-level, and it's because of myself that it should be fine."

"I don't want to attribute it to YG anyway?"

"Yes."

"Then don't speak so badly of me."

"Don't pretend, you were miserable at that time."

Liang Yaoxie's voice gradually became smaller, and then suddenly became louder: "Take the trophy."

"Huh?" Zhang Xianyu didn't respond.

"Yes, just pick it up." Yin Doujun mouthed to him with a broken face.

Zhang Xianyu, who hadn't figured out the situation, picked up the trophy in a daze.

In front of you is the auditorium.

Surrounded by teammates.

Looking to the left, you can see the big Taeyang and Dong Young Bae who developed as a solo singer in 2014.

This trophy is... 2014 Golden Record Song of the Year?

The trophy in his hand suddenly started to slide down. Zhang Xianju was startled, and quickly held it firmly. The other hand that was not holding the trophy stretched out to hold it underneath. Who knew that when he exerted force, his hand passed through the middle of the trophy.

This is……

Zhang Xianyu opened his eyes and saw the pattern of the hotel ceiling. He sat up with his hands propped up and leaned against the head of the bed in a daze.

"Are you awake? It's easy to wake up today. Have you had enough sleep?" Liang Yaoxie walked to Zhang Xianjiao's bed and saw that something was wrong, "I still haven't slept well? Get up quickly if you can. I can make it up..." Liang Yaoxie's voice suddenly froze.

Because Zhang Xianyu suddenly hugged him.

"What, what's the matter?" Liang Yaoxie subconsciously raised his arms in a gesture of surrender, which had never happened before when he asked Zhang Xianjue to get up.

"Yaoxie", Zhang Xianjian hugged the person in front of him tightly, "Thank you".

Liang Yaoxie's eyes rolled with difficulty: "Xian Jiao, you...are you having a nightmare?"

"No", just when Liang Yaoxie started to imagine what kind of nightmare Zhang Xianyu might have encountered, Zhang Xianyu said, "It's a beautiful dream."

About the previous life, the me who has not grown up and is much worse than now, the dream of how to be saved.

No, it can also be regarded as a nightmare.

It is a nightmare about not thanking them for their care and dedication in the previous life, taking a different path in this life, and being unable to express corresponding gratitude to those who have saved me.