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Zhang Xianyu's eyes were a pool of stagnant water, without any waves. He lowered his head to the table, except for his lips, the rest of his body remained motionless.Quan Zhilong didn't know if he was drunk, he had never seen Zhang Xianjiao drunk before, so he didn't dare to make any moves for a while.

"You are so popular, I actually don't mind."

Quan Zhilong felt that a stone in his heart had finally disappeared. This was Zhang Xianjue. In front of close people, he only offered joking flattery. On serious issues, he was always sincere.Although it's fine for him not to speak up about this kind of thing, Quan Zhilong will not be so blank, rushing to let him prove something himself.

"I don't want to hear people put me and Big Bang together, I don't want to hear them emphasizing in a regretful tone that I almost became a member of the popular boy group, and I don't want to hear your fans say that Zhang Xianzhen is a piece of trash, this is not okay, that is It’s not okay, it’s really wise not to choose him in the big club...if I can make my debut.”

"You guys will become more and more successful, more and more successful, just like TVXQ, I will become more and more jealous, more and more jealous...why should I stay with someone as powerful as hyung, why, Why can my brother do everything so well? Why am I tied to you even after I’m gone, making me look like a piece of trash? No matter how well I do in the future, I won’t surpass you in grades , so no matter how well you do it, Zhang Xianyu is also the one who was eliminated by the big stick, he is an eliminated product, an eliminated product..."

"I'm sorry, what did I say?" Zhang Xianzhen pressed his temples, his head never raised, his shoulders were shaking slightly, "I'm sorry, brother, I will be very jealous of you, very very jealous, I don't want to tell others I know you, I don’t want to get involved with you, I’m sorry, I will, I will sometimes look forward to the bad response of your songs, let me have a little hope, this is boring, bro, you are so good, you must be allkill every time , allkill..."

Zhang Xianyu didn't cry, he just said apologies incoherently, with heavy breathing mixed in.His voice became smaller and smaller, and he just repeated the phrase "I'm sorry" at the end. Quan Zhilong reached out and patted Zhang Xianyu's back lightly until the other party completely quieted down.

"When I was in school, the neighbor's child got full marks in the exam. I really think I feel the same way." Quan Zhilong said in a low voice, as if he was comforting Zhang Xianyu, or talking to himself, "It's really an advantage to be your close relative. You actually feel sorry for me for this kind of thing, and you have kept it in your heart for so long." Zhang Xianyu, who is so delicate, sensitive and unconfident, would have such thoughts. In fact, Quan Zhilong is not surprised, but Zhang Xianyu apologized when he was drunk. It made him stunned for a long time just now.

"But in your eyes, am I really that good? Will the big stick really be so popular?" Quan Zhilong's voice became softer and full of uncertainty, ""Lies" was also said to be plagiarized , Many people said that we only became famous for this song."It's not yet the time for Big Bang to use "One Day One Day" to establish his status, and Quan Zhilong has not evolved into a top idol in the music industry. The sudden popularity makes him excited, but also often Worry about gains and losses.

Zhang Xianyu didn't make any movement.

When Zhang Xianyu finally woke up, he found himself sitting in a taxi with Quan Zhilong sitting next to him, "Brother, did I say something just now?" Zhang Xianyu put his hand on his forehead, he really doesn't hold a lot of alcohol , but a bottle of soju is not enough to make him unconscious. He has some vague impressions, but he can't remember which words he kept in his heart and which he said.

"Will we really be so popular, Xian Jiao?" Quan Zhilong joked with a smile, "If you weren't drunk, I didn't know you were so optimistic about us."

"In this way, I was very optimistic at first, but what I said when I was awake was a bit flattering." Zhang Xianyu blinked vigorously and murmured.

It's okay, okay, this time I didn't make the mistake of dragging people to apologize when I was drunk.

After this meeting, the connection between Zhang Xianyu and the members of big stick was completely severed.If there is nothing wrong with the friends who are not together, the daily contact will be limited, not to mention the friendship has been mixed with embarrassment and estrangement?

Zhang Xianjue's mood is inevitably depressed for a while, and he will still be affected by so many things he has experienced. Zhang Xianjuan sometimes dislikes his psychological quality and his character of being stubborn.Later, I still used the old method, letting myself bury myself in the books and have no time to care about others, and then I gradually calmed down.

Just as he was concentrating on preparing for the exam, Hong Shengcheng, who hadn't contacted him for a while, suddenly called: "Xian Jiao, are you still studying?"

"Yes."

"Are you sure you don't want to be admitted to a school like Qingxi? If you don't hand in a blank paper at Dongxin's level, I can help you." Hong Shengcheng's laughter came from the phone. Do you have time to help me?"

After Hong Shengcheng finished talking about what he wanted Zhang Xianju to do for help, Zhang Xianju's expression suddenly became very exciting: "President, this..."

When Hong Shengcheng was in jyp, he always admired Jin Xuanya. In the list of trainees he planned to recruit, Jin Xuanya was ranked first.But Hong Shengcheng's wooing did not go smoothly. Jin Xuanya left the stage unintentionally. It was the time of frustration. How big is it?

"Xuanya mentioned you before, and your experiences are very similar. Let's talk a little bit more, maybe she can see it better." Hong Shengcheng's words made Zhang Xianyu's heart suddenly lifted, and then slowly fell. go back.

It was really scary, Zhang Xianyu clutched his fragile little heart, and his understanding of Hong Shengcheng's persistence rose to a new height.

But, Xuanya mentioned me?

"Isn't this kind of like a date?" Seeing Zhang Xianyu again, Jin Xuanya didn't have the nervousness and shyness of ordinary girls, and she could even joke a few words, maybe because Zhang Xianyu really didn't have any aggressiveness on her body, she usually looked cold and hard It can also scare people. After taking off the mask called "expressionless" in front of strangers, Zhang Xianjiao only has that soft and not weak feeling left.

"Yes, quite similar." Zhang Xianyu nodded with a wry smile.

Jin Xuanya no longer had the thorn in the meeting that day. She first apologized to Zhang Xianyu: "Xianxi, I'm sorry, what I said that day was too much." I know what she said at the time was too harsh.

"It's okay, I was a little reckless that day."

Just when both were starting to wrestle with what to say next, mkmf's opening came to their rescue just in time.The opening performance was led by Jang Keun Suk, and when the camera toured the audience, it stopped many times on the two most popular groups in 2007, Big Bang and Wonder Girls.

Zhang Xianyu and Jin Xuanya looked at each other subconsciously and in unison, and after their eyes met, they felt a tacit understanding.It must be said that it was a good idea for Hong Shengcheng to arrange for them to watch the live broadcast together on the day of mkmf, which is very helpful for Zhang Xianyu to start the topic.Apart from this, Jang Hyun-joo actually couldn't find anything to say in the face of 16-year-old Kim Hyun-ah.

"Don't you feel unwell?" However, it was Jin Xuanya who spoke first.Although she agreed to Hong Shengcheng's invitation and came to the partially remodeled cube to meet Zhang Xianyu, it didn't mean that she was attracted to the stage again.

Jin Xuanya thought, this is at most because she still has some questions to seek an answer to, as for what the answer looks like, it shouldn't matter.

"Of course I'm uncomfortable. I've thought countless times about how I will be judged if I debut in the future. In fact, in the past few months, I have heard a lot of uncomfortable words in the company and school."

"Do you think you can hold it?"

"Reluctantly, it's hard to be sure, and sometimes I get angry. A friend sang "Lie" in front of me, and I stared at him for a long time." Zhang Xianjue suddenly found that his memory had jumped to the previous life unconsciously. , couldn't help being in a daze for a while, and after regaining his senses, he swallowed, and then continued, "But I don't want to just fall down like this, using sweat to divert other thoughts is still somewhat effective."

"I don't have such strong self-esteem and competitiveness." Jin Xuanya looked at the TV screen, and it looked very abrupt in the office of the future representative. It can be seen that Hong Sheng has really spent a lot of thought on becoming Jin Xuanya , "Is it hard to convince?"——Jin Xuanya knew exactly what Hong Shengcheng made Zhang Xianyu meet her, but she didn't know what the president's reaction would be if he knew Zhang Xianyu's thoughts, she thought narrowly.

For the task of persuading Jin Xuanya, Zhang Xianyu didn't have much confidence. From leaving Wondergirls to joining Jin Xuanya was a very important transition period. He couldn't guess what Jin Xuanya was thinking. All he could do was try his best and throw Use those skills that are not very good at all, and speak your mind: "I don't think I can do what the president didn't do. The president asked me to talk about my things, so I just tell the truth."

What Zhang Xianjue said was more about his previous life experience. In his new life, he didn't have any conflicts or struggles on this issue, but the process of persistence in the past was extremely long and difficult.

"I didn't go very well after I chose to be a singer...Xuan Yaxi."

Zhang Xianyu looked helplessly at Jin Xuanya who couldn't help laughing, Jin Xuanya quickly explained: "I think you are too modest, tell the truth."

"It's not going well."

Jin Xuanya nodded vigorously.The talent is not very good and the luck is extremely bad. Zhang Xianyu's trainee career so far is really an out-and-out tragedy.

After such a joke, the originally somewhat dull atmosphere immediately relaxed a lot. "Well, it's not going well," Zhang Xianyu said with a smile on his lips, "I have experienced all the hardships and setbacks I have never encountered since I was born. This road is very difficult. , But when I think about it carefully, it seems that there is nothing that can be done very easily. I was lucky to find a thing I love to do early, at least I am very happy.”

"Even if you're not suitable?"

"Well, even if I'm not suitable", Zhang Xianyu said, "I dare not say that I will never give up, but I hope that the reason for giving up is that I have found something more worthy of me to do, or I can see that what I am persistent is actually worthless. So attractive, if you are afraid of giving up, you will probably regret it in the future, and many things that were serious when you were young, don’t you think it’s nothing when you grow up?”

"Do you think I'm scared right now?"

"No, you are trying to understand." Zhang Xianyu was surprised that he could speak so calmly and glibly.

Jin Xuanya pouted and turned her head to watch TV. She couldn't bear to look at Zhang Xianjiao's performance.

Zhang Xianyu did not deliberately seek to talk more with Jin Xuanya, and the fact that Jin Xuanya was by his side was enough to make him feel better unconsciously.Most of the following topics were started by Jin Xuanya—it really was the taciturn man Zhang Xianjiao, who never took the initiative in front of anyone, Jin Xuanya thought, the serious compliment just now was definitely an illusion of his own, absolutely!

"Besides the stage, do you have anything else you want to pursue?" When it came to the stage of Wondergirls and Kim Bum, Jin Xuanya didn't want to force herself to appreciate it attentively, and directly looked away from the screen.

"No, I had the idea of ​​being a chef when I was very young, but it was just a child's wild imagination." Zhang Xianzhen is a foodie, but his cooking skills are not very good. After that, he finally took the road of "making edible things in the simplest way" to the extreme, "What about you?"

"I... don't know. When I was a trainee, I was interested in the fashion field, but it is far from being as fond of dancing." Jin Xuanya discovered that she is quite similar to Zhang Xianyu in this regard. The ideal that I am determined to pursue, "now that is not possible for me".

possible!A light bulb suddenly lit up in Zhang Xianyu's mind. The problems that had been bothering him these days suddenly became clear at this moment.

Among the many fields that Jin Xuanya later set foot in, fashion happened to be included.Not only is she famous for her airport fashion, she launched her personal fashion brand "lor" as early as 2012.During the relationship, Zhang Xianyu and Jin Xuanya did not talk about fashion many times, but Zhang Xianya is very clear about Jin Xuanya's fashion sense.

In fact, Zhang Xianyu has a good sense of fashion. Compared with words and melodies, he is better at visual things. He basically does not participate in song creation. He has done some things like album cover design, but he is stubborn when it comes to dressing. Problems still occur. For two years, no matter the occasion, I have been wearing leather pants and leather pants, to the point where fans can't bear to leave messages online to protest.

But this shortcoming cannot offset his advantages. Zhang Xianyu has some art skills and is not bad in graphics. Because his side business is a clothing store, he also knows what styles and designs will be popular in the future.

It is also good to choose a major related to sideline work instead of majoring in performing arts.

Which of those universities opened fashion design?

Because it would be troublesome to explain, Zhang Xianyu didn't want to tell Jin Xuanya what he was thinking, but his good mood was more or less reflected on his face, and Jin Xuanya gradually realized this later. Jin Xuanya was inexplicably upset, she thought It may be that Zhang Xianyu adjusted too well, which made her a little envious and jealous.

At this time, mkmf has almost come to an end, only the three awards of "Song of the Year", "Singer of the Year", and "Album of the Year" have not yet been awarded. The previous winners are still giving their testimonials. Question: "The song of the year award is coming up later, do you want "Lie" to win?"

"Hope." Zhang Xianyu thought for a while and said.

"What do you think, I want to learn."

"It's not worth learning", Zhang Xianyu said with a smile, "If I hope that they are not good, I also hope that "Lie" will not be so popular. Now "Lie" is already popular, and I won't win the big prize. My future experience will not change. So on this issue, I can return to the position of a friend, since I have become a popular singer, let's develop in a better direction."

Being too close to a strong control group is a psychological test, just like Jin Xuanya vs Wondergirls, Zhang Xianyu vs Big Bang, that kind of mentality is not only subtle and complicated, but also often changes.

Just as they were talking, the awarding of the Song of the Year award had already begun. After the shortlist was played on the big screen, the award presenter announced the result: "Big is 'Lies'."

Zhang Xianxuan watched the big stick walk up to the podium with a blank face, and gave their acceptance speech under the eyes of everyone. It was the second time for him to watch mkmf this year, and his mood was much calmer. Even older, she was a little restless, turning her head to look at Zhang Xianyu from time to time.

Quan Zhilong held back his tears and said his acceptance speech on the stage. The speech was nothing special. He thanked the company and fans. Every winner follows this routine.Jin Xuanya listened absent-mindedly: If this award is awarded, she should feel particularly regretful and regretful, Zhang Xianyu, is he really as calm as he appears?

At the stage of "Thank you VIP", Quan Zhilong had almost finished his speech. However, when the audience watching the live broadcast on the spot and in front of the TV thought so, Quan Zhilong did something unexpected.

"Finally..." Quan Zhilong didn't deliberately prolong his voice to show off, his face showed a rare and overly serious expression, as if he didn't know what emotion to use to say the next words, so he simply covered it up , under the watchful eyes of the award-presenting guests, all the fans at the scene, and tens of thousands of viewers in front of the TV, he solemnly said, "Xian Ji, thank you, and, come on."

Jin Xuanya's eyes widened in astonishment. She stared blankly at the big stick who had finished his acceptance speech and stepped down from the stage. Then she realized that she turned her head to look at Zhang Xianyu.Zhang Xianyu's face is still expressionless, but it is obviously different from before. It was calm just now. As for now, it is obvious that he was also fainted by the bomb thrown by Quan Zhilong.

The sound on the TV has become very distant at this moment, not even the background sound. Zhang Xianyu was stunned for a long time, and finally sighed.Still expressionless, Kim Hyun-ah, who was in close contact, felt a lot of emotions.

It turned out that it was really habitual facial paralysis and lack of expressive ability. He was not that kind of indifferent person. This idea suddenly popped up in Jin Xuanya's mind.

"Xuanya", the corners of Zhang Xianyu's mouth curled up slightly, Jin Xuanya stared at his face firmly, and did not respond to the natural-sounding "Xuanya", "On one point, I still Pretty lucky."

Zhang Xianzhen took a deep breath and turned his head to look at Jin Xuanya. He seemed to be telling Jin Xuanya a fact, and he seemed to be telling himself: "Everyone I love and trust is worthy of my love and trust."

Zhang Xianyu said slowly.