Korean entertainment life reset

"Why are your hands so cold?" It wasn't until each TV station began to organize their own year-end ballad celebrations that Zhang Xianyu and Jin Xuanya, who had previously had their own schedules, met again through aker. After a month, Jin Xuanya's condition became even worse. Not only was she depressed , The body does not look very good, "I'll go get some hot water."

"No need." Jin Xuanya said weakly, they were all preparing to play in the background, Jin Xuanya was too lazy to make troubles.

"Can you hold the stage?" Zhang Xianqi frowned and said.

"Brother, you don't know me?" The corner of Jin Xuanya's mouth twitched with difficulty, "If you dance, even if you get off the stage and collapse immediately, I can dance well on the stage." She stopped suddenly, and then spoke after a while, the voice It was lower again, "But I don't want to sing anymore."

"No more strength?"

"Anyway, the mic is half turned on, and there is an accompaniment behind it," Jin Xuanya muttered, "I don't need this soft sound to pollute everyone's ears, just listen to the tape."

Zhang Xianzhen knew that Jin Xuanya's problem was not just as simple as physical fatigue.

He sighed and lowered his voice: "You can read the rap part of your solo if you miss it, and play the accompaniment tape if you don't miss it. In the middle we sing together, I will sing your part." Jin Xuanya needs to be mentally prepared for this .

Jin Xuanya nodded, she glanced at Zhang Xianyu, hesitated to speak, and finally said nothing, silently reaching out to help Zhang Xianyu fix the headset.Zhang Xianyu has always had a feud with the headset. Whether it was a round face before or a prickly face after having his wisdom teeth pulled out, the headset would slide down frequently when dancing. When he was unlucky, he had to hold the headset four or five times during a song.Zhang Xianyu couldn't bear it anymore, so he fixed the headset as much as possible in advance when the situation allowed.The trouble is less, but it feels uncomfortable and the visual effect is also affected.

"Try harder, it's better not to stick it if it's not tight."

According to Jin Xuanya's words, she put in more effort to make the adhesive tape stick firmly to Zhang Xianyu's head, and then brushed the hair next to her to block the adhesive tape: "It will be troublesome when it is torn off later."

"Fortunately, my hair doesn't fall out that easily." Zhang Xianyu stretched out his hand to adjust it, and said.

He didn't comment on Kim Hyun Ah's negativity.

In the KBS song war, Jang Hyun-ja and Kim Hyun-ah's aker performance, and Kim Hyun-ah who didn't make much sound from the beginning to the end, received very bad reviews, so that Jang Hyun-jae's "good" performance turned into excellent.

I used my knees to think about what the audience would say. They didn't even bother to read the comments, let alone take them to heart.Public opinion is strict, but it is not as strict as imagined on some issues.Of course, singers will be scolded for not singing and dancing well, but this is not a moral issue. If it is only once or twice, it will usually be forgotten after a while, and fans will comfort themselves with "maybe I was too tired that day".Even if the situation was worse, for example, when SuperJunior first debuted, the scene of the car accident where the fans wanted to throw rotten eggs around the member's nanny car was indeed scolded badly at the time, but it was not mentioned repeatedly afterwards.

Jin Xuanya said that her problem is easy to solve, and remember to open her mouth when talking about rap in the future: "Anyway, they don't care about my voice, what kind of dance I can dance, how much clothes I take off, that's what they care about."

Zhang Xianyu patted the back of her hand lightly, and handed over the hot milk tea he just bought downstairs.

He doesn't need to say anything, anyway...he remembers that Jin Xuanya practiced her singing skills a lot in 2013. Although measured by singer standards, Jin Xuanya's singing skills are still not high, at least in the period of "No Tomorrow", she was able to sing and dance steadily The degree to which one's own portion is successfully completed.

Jin Xuanya took it, held it with two hands, lowered her head, and took a sip: "Let's go to the vocal practice room."

After surviving a bunch of stages at the end of the year, their itinerary is much less. Unless they want to return at this time, otherwise, in this freezing cold time when students are busy with final exams, few people really think about it Organize activities such as concerts and product promotions.But Zhang Xianyu and Jin Xuanya have not started their vacation after all, and they have met more times than before, but they are basically in the company, and the relationship has been made public internally, so there is no problem with getting closer, but there are some things that are not good to say in front of others Say, you need to find a private space.

The vocal practice room is a bit small, but there is nothing to say about the sound insulation. The only worry is that if there are too many monks, others may not be happy to have someone occupying the space to chat. However, there are not many people who are still practicing vocal music at midnight. Zhang Xianyu went to ask, except for Xu Jiayun and Quan Zhiyun who will appear as a limited duo this month, there are only two or three trainees.

Hearing his teammate's name, Jin Xuanya's eyes flickered unnaturally: "Let's go."

After entering inside and locking the door, Zhang Xianyu asked, "Did you quarrel with the members?"

"No", Jin Xuanya shook her head, "It's too difficult to take back what has been said, we are not that stupid."

But if you don't say it, it doesn't mean you don't mind.

"I seem to understand a little bit how you felt last year," said Kim Hyun-ah, "The glory brought by "Gangnam Style" made me feel so empty."Whether it's "bubblepop" or "aker", the popularity of these songs certainly depends on the quality of the songs and even the showiness and coquettishness, but everyone must admit that Jin Xuanya's dance also contributed a lot.But he went to other people's house to make a cameo appearance in the MV, did a couple of horse-riding dances, and then "fired all over the world" on the east wind of the Divine Comedy. This kind of popularity is really unreal.

"'Brother Is My Style' is your own." Zhang Xianyu said.

"That's right." Jin Xuanya forced a smile and said.

"So there is a problem with the members again?" Zhang Xianyu asked.

Jin Xuanya nodded.

Zhang Xianyu didn't know what to say. After experiencing the internal conflicts in the early stage of beast, he really couldn't comment on things. He didn't really isolate Jin Xuanya, but he just cared about it.

"I was a little angry at the beginning", Jin Xuanya paused, after all, she didn't say too much on this issue, "but now I'm thinking about another thing".

"what?"

"Is the extreme success of individual members of the group based on the fact that the group is not successful enough?" Kim Hyun-ah said, "Sistar's Hyolin was so famous in "Immortal Famous Songs", of course it is not bad now, but the group After the fire, the resources will increase, but they will not be concentrated on her alone like before."

Zhang Xianyu was speechless.

There is indeed a conflict between group and personal opinion. When the group is not well-known, the company likes to concentrate limited resources on one or two people, so that they can earn enough popularity and recognition first, but the group is popular. There are also more resources, and it is no longer a wise choice to put all eggs in one basket.For example, in Girls' Generation, two years before the big hit, there were Yoona Lim's TV series and Taeyeon's OST, but after becoming the No. 2009 girl group with "gee" in [-], the members did not have any outstanding personal development.

Zhang Xianyu understood what Jin Xuanya said, but he just didn't expect that Jin Xuanya was thinking about it.

The bad reviews on the Internet, the fierce competition in the circle, the erratic public preferences and even the hearts of fans, the mistakes that do not know when they will be caught and held on, and even the future that cannot be guaranteed, the difficulties faced by artists , it’s not just as simple as having a lot of itineraries.Just from the frequent suicides of artists, we can see their psychological pressure.

But Zhang Xianyu didn't have a deep understanding of this. The saddest time he endured because he entered this circle was the three years after he lost the big club and before he joined Cube. Second, he didn’t have a strong sense of responsibility for the people around him at that time, so he seldom thought about those profound and “negative” things. Now he understands, and the reason for his understanding is: living too long.

He didn't expect that Jin Xuanya, who has always been very positive and optimistic, would think about these things—she is not the one who complains when she has some troubles, and she must have thought about it for a long time to be able to tell Zhang Xianzhen, let alone expecting it Yes, at this time in the previous life, Jin Xuanya...was also troubled.

"Actually, I also know that I am greedy," Kim Hyun-ah said, "When I first joined the company, I hoped to make a debut. After my debut, I hoped to become popular. When I was solo, and when I was in a limited group with you, I hoped to be successful and popular. , now I have almost reached my peak as a female idol in the [-]th generation, and I began to hope that the group will develop well and my own affairs will not be delayed." Jin Xuanya forced a smile, "There is never a time to be satisfied."

"So you have to prove that you are not greedy, right?"

Zhang Xianyu said.

There was only one chair for sitting in the vocal practice room, and Jin Xuanya was sitting. Zhang Xianzhen simply squatted down, raised his head slightly, and looked at Jin Xuanya's drooping eyelids: ""Gangnam Style" is so popular, you like it, a little nostalgic, and clearly This thing is unreliable and you will lose it sooner or later. I want to get along well with my teammates. I feel that things should not have turned out like this. I can’t blame anyone. I don’t know how to continue my career. You don’t like the sexiness of taking off your clothes all the time, but if you want to transform It’s too difficult and you don’t have a clue, thinking that after receiving so many resources, you can finally bring the group together, but the 11-year comeback in 12 years was a failure, and you feel not optimistic. You think too much in one go, and then The more you think about it, the deeper you think about it, isn’t it?”

"Although you've said a lot..." Jin Xuanya pouted, "But it's probably true, why did you think of it so quickly?"

"I've also had the experience of thinking too much, okay?" Zhang Xianjue said with a smile.

Jin Xuanya also smiled: "So, is there any solution?"

Zhang Xianzhen spread his hands, "No, there are always times like this, unless you are really very strong." New things will slowly change your mood, so Xuanya, if you can’t control your wild thoughts...is there anything you really want to do?"

"It's as if I wasn't busy a few months ago... But I really thought of one thing."

"What?" Zhang Xianyu asked quickly.Although he basically understood where the problem was, he couldn't think of any solution.

"It's too far-fetched to expect the company to change my style." Sexy exposure can quickly attract attention. Sometimes Cube is not willing to try even the unrevealed sexy. Cui Zhenhao has indeed been letting apink take the pure route, but the root cause is He doesn't like to change the painting style casually, and it's the same with Jin Xuanya, "I can only look forward to aker, and I'm trying to write lyrics." Jin Xuanya's smile grew a little unconsciously, and there was more point in his eyes "Bad intentions", "Shall we try to write a lyric together?"

write...songs...words...

Zhang Xianyu's face froze all of a sudden.

After a heart-to-heart talk, it ended with Jin Xuanya's whim and "molested" Zhang Xianyu.

People always encounter troubles, whether it is Zhang Xianyu, who has already started to approach fifty years of life, or Jin Xuanya, who has experienced ups and downs in the entertainment industry alone at a young age, and has a strong nature.Zhang Xianyu knew that these would eventually fade away as time passed and become memories, just like those he had experienced.But he's still willing to do what he can, like being a listener, even if he doesn't quite know the solution.

Just like what he experienced, even though it all passed in the end, the sadness and pain at that time were real, and the regrets left by the negative attitude were also real.

In addition... there must be communication in the relationship, even if it may sometimes be meaningless.Was their relationship not deep enough in the previous life?In the end, it was not... defeated by self-righteousness.

That experience was an extremely profound lesson for Zhang Xianyu.

"Junheng and the others broke up."

"When?" Jin Xuanya was taken aback, "Did the company know?"

"In a couple of days, the company is probably thinking about how to announce the news." The most eye-catching couple among the young idols announced their breakup, and someone might seize the opportunity to make trouble.

Compared to Kim Hyun-ah's accident, Jang Hyun-joo, who already knew that this relationship will not last long, is much calmer, but he still feels a little emotional. Last month, Liang Yaoxie complained that Yong Jun-hyung went on a "date". Now it seems that he is trying to Let's save it.

It's just that their rescue failed in the end.

"Is he okay?" Jin Xuanya asked.

"Fortunately, I have a lot more inspiration." Zhang Xianzhen smiled wryly, "According to Junheng, he and He Laxi don't need each other that much anymore. In the end, the rest is just unwillingness." .

Kim Hyun Ah and Long Jun Hyung are in the same company and have collaborated before, and they have recorded "Invincible Youth" with Goo Hara. She knows both parties well. After thinking for a while, she has to admit that Long Jun Hyung's words are not wrong at all.Neither Goo Hara nor Long Junheng are the type who put their relationship too high. It is difficult for such two people to have the patience to maintain their status as lovers and continue to consume when they get together less and leave more.

Thinking of this, she stopped, looked at Zhang Xianyu, and didn't speak.

"what happened?"

"Brother told me this...are you worried?" Although Zhang Xianyu and Jin Xuanya are in the same company and even formed a limited group together, because they are both popular artists with busy work, they use "get together less and leave more" between them. There is nothing wrong with describing it.

Zhang Xianyu rolled his eyes: "Yes."

Relying on the fact that Jin Xuanya didn't wear high heels today, he turned around and put one hand on the wall, and used the "wall-dong" movement that became popular later, to cover Jin Xuanya in his own shadow, and said with a "brazen" smile: "But If you separate because you think I'm a bit tired and want to try other people, you should add another unconditional compound qualification to me."

"Aren't your arms sore?" It's not yet the time when "bidong" frequently appears in Japanese TV dramas, Jin Xuanya has no idea what this action represents, and Zhang Xianyu's effect is...cough cough, anyway, it is similar to the "dominant side" leak" has nothing to do with it.So Jin Xuanya naturally leaned her shoulders against the wall to make herself stand more comfortably, and asked Zhang Xianyu naturally.

Zhang Xianyu, who was seriously hurt in his heart, withdrew his hand tremblingly—the sad thing is that he couldn't tell Jin Xuanya how he was hurt, who made "Bidong" not come out yet?

I really want to find a place where no one is there to cry.

Of course, Jin Xuanya couldn't see what Zhang Xianyu was thinking, but she was the same as all the people close to Zhang Xianyu for this kind of thinking that was not in the same dimension - she got used to it and didn't think much about it at all. "Brother, why don't you think about the situation where you got tired first?"

"If I'm bored, it's probably because I don't want to fall in love for the time being, not because I want to find something new in others."

"Ok?"

Only then did Zhang Xianju realize that he had accidentally said something that could be extended in a very irritating direction: "I'm saying I'm cold, cold!" Then he ran away.

"It's not indifference, it's a sneer!"

Zhang Xianzhen ran in front, and Jin Xuanya chased after them. They finally stopped when they reached the door.

But Yu Zhihao, who heard the footsteps and went to open the door, still saw through everything: "Now I feel more and more that you are pulling me to be a light bulb." He smiled reluctantly and said.

"Don't mind me, I'm just kidding, work is much more important than a girlfriend, I chose it myself." Seeing the awkward expressions of the two, Yu Zhihao took two steps back and let Zhang Xianyu and Jin Xuanya go in , while saying.

Yu Zhihao, who works in the studio all the time, did not turn on his pile of equipment today.But from the scattered documents on the table and the traces of sitting deeply on the sofa, it can be seen that Yu Zhihao, who has no work, is in a worse state than when he stayed up all night for a short melody.

"Are you going to sue?"

"Well", Yu Zhihao nodded, "It's irreparable, the news will be officially released in two days." The conflict between kb and the company is not a day or two, there have been rumors in the circle, but the reason is that the income does not arrive in the account. It is not as eye-catching as the "slave contract" and "high-level corporal punishment". The average fans and the general public are not psychologically prepared for this, and they don't know who the public opinion will speak to at that time.

"Have you found the way out?" Jin Xuanya asked.

"Yes, but I don't really want to go to that point," Yu Zhihao said, "The best situation is that the company can settle the settlement, but if we don't want to pay and let us work for him, it's a good idea."

"Has any other company contacted you?" Zhang Xianyu said.The conflict between the artist and the company is so serious that the contract needs to be terminated. This kind of thing is very far away from him. He has never experienced it himself, nor has anyone around him encountered similar things. He is very unfamiliar with this.

Yu Zhihao forced a smile: "Yes."

"Small companies need to rely on people at first, but they are often unwilling later on."

There was some sarcasm in his voice, but also some regret.