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As the award presenters, Kim Junsu and Jeon Soo Hyun are in charge of presenting the male and female rookie awards. They had cooperated at the awards ceremony a year ago, and their gags were very natural after they took the stage.Jeon Soo-hyun even found out that they exchanged phone numbers after their cooperation and Kim Jun-soo vowed to keep in touch in the future, but they only contacted once, which made Kim Jun-soo very embarrassed, and the actors and audience in the audience also expressed their embarrassment. A low laugh.The dignified atmosphere at the beginning of the awards ceremony was a little loose after this episode.

"The award we want to present is the male and female rookie award." After the chat, Kim Junsu began to talk about business, "First, let's take a look at the shortlist for the male rookie award."

Idol singers actually have more advantages than entering the field of film and television when they enter the field of musicals.Film and television works rely purely on acting skills, but in musicals, singing skills are still the first.Idols who perform in musicals are often lead singers who have experienced a certain amount of experience. Compared with fledgling musical theater actors, even if they have not set foot in musical theater singing skills, their singing skills are not weak at all, not to mention stage aura.

If you only consider the stage effect, someone as unconfident as Zhang Xianjiu will not deny that he is very competitive for the rookie award in this life.

It's just that he doesn't know how many factors should be considered in the birth of an award.

"The 18th Korea Musical Drama Awards, who will be the first person to be awarded this honor is very exciting," Kim Junsu put down the prompt card in his hand, "Best male newcomer award, please Jeon Soo-hyun Sister, please explain."

"The 18th Korean Musical Drama Awards, Male Newcomer Award", Jeon Soo-hyun paused, moved closer to the microphone, and looked at the camera, ""Mozart", Jang Hyun-joo".

Zhang Xianyu walked to the center of the stage.

He was wearing a black suit with an open neckline, revealing a white shirt underneath.His figure is thin but not lacking in muscles. After wearing a suit, he will neither look weak because it is too loose, nor will he feel like a "muscular man" because he is too tight. On the contrary, he does not look like a second-hand man. An idol in his early teens.His slender but not thin figure perfectly unifies the two contradictory feelings of "weakness" and "strongness".

However, when looking at Zhang Xianyu's red hair and the young face underneath, and looking at the clothes, there will be more or less a sense of disobedience.It's like the conflict between the appearance and the slightly old-fashioned clothing, and it's also like the conflict between the singer's "clear character" and the actor's "Zhongzheng Peaceful".

After Zhang Xianyu bowed, he took the trophy from Jin Junxiu, and Jin Junxiu, who handed out the trophy, took advantage of the opportunity to give Zhang Xianyu a tight hug.Two years ago, Kim Jun-soo won the Male Newcomer Award at the Korean Musical Awards for his performance in "Mozart". Newcomer trophy.Such a scene naturally became a highlight of the night.

Compared with Zhang Xianyu's nervousness and seriousness, Jin Junxiu, who has been in the field of musicals for the past two years, is much more relaxed. When he hugged Zhang Xianyu, his face was just blocked by Zhang Xianyu, and the camera could not capture it. After he found out, he was very bold He leaned close to Zhang Xianyu's ear, smiled and said a word: "You did it, didn't you?"

Of course Zhang Xianyu knows that Cube has been negotiating and fighting for this award, but its foundation in the music industry is not stable, and its strength in the field of musicals is even more limited. Before Zhang Xianyu came here, Cube could not give him a guarantee.Therefore, when he heard his name, Zhang Xianzhen put on his usual expressionless face so that he would not lose his composure, but his mood kept fluctuating strongly until Jin Junxiu barged in with a little congratulations in a joking tone. For the eardrum, Zhang Xianyu seemed to have grasped something, and finally ended the state where many thoughts were entangled and led to chaotic thinking.

Yeah, I did it.

Holding the trophy, he stood in front of the microphone in the center of the stage.

Even though Zhang Xianyu has always been very inactive about "speaking in front of the camera", in his more than 20 years of experience as an artist, standing in front of the camera and giving his acceptance speech is not a strange thing for him.

But he had never felt like this before.

Once he received the award, there were two kinds of identities, a member of beast and a member of aker. He held the trophy and said his testimonials, but he knew that the winner was not Zhang Xianyu himself, but the excellent team and the excellent planning behind it. .

What about himself?If Zhang Xianyu hadn't been lucky enough to meet Cube, Beast, and Aker, how far would he be able to do it?

The trophy in his hand gave him the answer.

It is true that "Mozart" was once very popular, but compared to other musical works, its plot and melody do not have an overwhelming advantage, and Jin Junxiu's interpretation is the first, in terms of objective conditions, Zhang Xianzhen does not occupy the slightest advantage The only advantage he can rely on is his own acting and singing skills on stage.

He succeeded.

Although such an answer came a bit late, for Zhang Xianyu, having this proof is a good thing.

The fact that "he did it" will lead to a more important conclusion: he can do it.

Zhang Xianyu doesn't like to be unconventional when he gives his acceptance speech, and he also prepares in advance. In the interview, he can give answers that can't find fault but are unconventional, but when receiving the award, his words are always very boring. The list of thanks is listed again, and there is nothing else.

The current complicated mood is not enough for Zhang Xianju to change some things that are deeply rooted in his nature, but it is enough for him to add some new content to what he said.

"Playing "Mozart" is a very special experience for me."

"I left the protection and support of the company and the group, and I starred in a musical for the first time. Fortunately, I received a lot of care and help during the process of starring in "Mozart", so that I was able to successfully complete the The interpretation of Mozart, finally, stands here."

"Thank you, Park Eun-tae, who selflessly taught me how to perform musicals, and thank you, Seo Pan-seok, who cared about me like a father and helped me become Wolfgang Mozart, and thank you——" Zhang Xianzhen paused for a moment here, and turned his eyes to the side It shook slightly for a moment, "Senior Kim Junsu who has no friendship with me, but helped me out of loyalty."

Unexpectedly, Jin Junxiu, who was also on the thank you list, watched the camera turn towards him, and could only smile embarrassedly at the camera.Even if we don't know each other well, can't you say hello in advance?He moaned helplessly.

Zhang Xianzhen ignored Jin Junxiu, who was a little dumbfounded at this time, and continued to read his thanks list: "Thanks to the "Mozart" team for giving me warmth and support and helping me appreciate the charm of musicals, and also thanks to the cube company that cultivated me, and for the past three years. Beast members who walked with me. Thank you for the luck that I was able to meet you."

After a deep bow, Zhang Xianyu concluded his acceptance speech: ""Mozart" was my first encounter with a musical full of beauty and emotion. I hope that the opportunity to reunite will come as soon as possible."

The Female Newcomer Award was won by Ivy, who was famous with "Sonata of Temptation" in 2007, but then fell to the bottom because of the * video incident, and later moved to the field of musicals. The winner of the Best Actor is this year Kim Jun-soo, who starred in the musical "Elizabeth" and also achieved success.Singer-turned-actors of musicals won this awards ceremony, which proves that idols are becoming new blood in the field of musicals, and also brings a deep crisis to those "native-born" musical actors feel.

But Zhang Xianyu didn't care about what those people thought.

He delivered the trophy to the cube's showroom, declined the offer to go out and celebrate, and drove back to his home.

At night, on a bench in the quiet neighborhood park.Zhang Tae-sik adjusted his posture several times back and forth, but the awkward feeling was not relieved. "I didn't come here very much before." This kind of place belongs to young people at night and old people during the day. Zhang Tae-sik, who is busy with work and doesn't go out for a walk, is really not very familiar with this place. "I should come here often in the future." Right," he said with a smile.

"Are you sorry?" Zhang Xianxuan asked.

"Fortunately, I'm a bit reluctant, but I'm more afraid of death," Zhang Tae-sik said, "Remember if there were any good opportunities in the past few years, let me do something easy and make money, huh?"

"I have some impressions, but I haven't seen it in recent years. Why don't I open a clothing store in advance? I've done it anyway." Many places have undergone urban transformation, and new prosperous areas have emerged, but I don’t really understand how it works.”

"It seems that I have some work to do." Zhang Xianyu doesn't know much about real estate investment. Although Zhang Tae-sik is also a layman, but he knows a little bit of the way, even if he is not familiar with it, he can learn it. "Thinking about it, I really look forward to it."

Hearing these words, Zhang Xianyu couldn't help but smile, "I'm looking forward to it too." He raised his head and looked at the night sky, "Although I tried hard to be a good son, but later I discovered that some emotions There is no way to replace it, even if they live together, no matter how long the time is, the usefulness of a son and a husband are still different."

Zhang Tae-sik smiled mischievously, but after a while, he felt something was wrong again: "Living together? Don't you have a girlfriend? It's been a long time?"

Zhang Xianyu's expression froze all of a sudden: "We broke up later." He said.

"Then you have been single? How long?"

"Ten years or so," Zhang Xianjue said, "I lived with my mother at first, but later...it was really not a big deal, and my mother went to live with Greene."No matter how good his relationship with his mother is, a single man in his 30s who is unable to start a new relationship, stays with an old man who is about to have grandchildren, and gradually feels uncomfortable. After all, at that time , Wu Yingshu can no longer simply regard Zhang Xianyu as her beloved son as before. She began to hope that Zhang Xianyu could start a family and start a business, but Zhang Xianyu couldn't do it.In addition, with the passage of time, the common topics between mother and child began to gradually decrease. The final result is a bit sad to say, but it is really a natural thing.

Zhang Tae-sik fell silent for a while.

"It's not that bad." This life is different from the previous life. Zhang Xianyu didn't want his father to blame himself for this anymore, and said, "Mom will be able to live a single life later. Before I joined the army, I spent most of the six or seven years. Fei, I don’t spend much time with her.”

"Don't worry about me", Zhang Tae-sik certainly knew what his son was thinking, "And you, you won't be single this time, right?"

"No more." Only after losing it will you know how important it is. Zhang Xianjue's tone is very firm, "Even if something happens in the end, I will chase after her shamelessly."

"So you didn't get the rookie award tonight, did you?" Zhang Tae-sik said suddenly when Zhang Xianyu was thinking about how to speak to his father.

"How do you know?" Zhang Xianjue was a little surprised by his father's sternness.

Zhang Tae-sik smiled triumphantly: "You look like you have something to say to me today, something must have happened."

"Indeed", the beginning has already started, and the next thing will go smoothly, "Actually, there are a lot of words, they have stayed in my heart for too long, and I can only say them to you, Dad."Zhang Xianzhen has a lot of thoughts, and he has long been used to keeping his thoughts in his heart and keeping his mouth shut, but the various emotions from his rebirth are too complex and heavy, and he can't express them in six years, even he feels very uncomfortable.

The father who guessed the truth two years ago is the only one to confide in, not to say that other people cannot be trusted. Zhang Xianyu believes that there are people who will still choose to defend him even if he knows this unbelievable thing, but there is no need to tell those who did not know them, thereby causing unnecessary trouble.

"Actually, my life wasn't too bad at first," Zhang Xianyu said, "The group is not top-notch, but it's definitely in the top line. When it's active, it's good. When it gets older, its popularity declines. This is also normal, and there are few exceptions. of".

"In the beginning, I thought my chance was to enjoy my youth again, and to change things that I could change. Then I gradually became greedy, and now it feels so good. , Even if my later life seems to most people to be a free-spirited game, the comparison makes me feel terrible.”

"I don't think I can change anything by myself, so I thought about many other things. If the company develops better, will it provide me with more resources? Can the group continue to provide me with more resources? Shaying, sometimes I feel that this is wrong, and the disbandment is a last resort, but I never asked if they all want to continue to be artists, and their fate should be chosen by themselves... It seems that I can't change it." Zhang Xianzhen smiled , What he thinks and says now, the orderliness of his language has long been thrown away.

"I have thought so much, but I just don't believe that I can do anything by myself. In the past six years, I have acted in a few episodes of TV series and recorded a few episodes of variety shows. In addition to being more popular and pleasing to the eye, the evaluation of my strength It's better, it seems that nothing has changed. I was not at that excellent level in any aspect. I couldn't create or speak rap. There are many people who sing better than me. Dancing means practicing for a long time. Attracting attention, it seems to be the same now. I met a good company, a good team, a good producer, and when I was good, even if I wasn’t an artist material, I was an idol for ten years. But I didn’t reach the sky in one step Opportunities, even if you do it all over again, how much can you change?"

"I had this question before, but I figured it out tonight."

While waiting in the audience, he was still thinking "if I get the trophy, will it reduce the unnecessary topicality on me", but when the trophy was really held in his hand, Jin Junxiu said "you did it". For a moment, Zhang Xianyu thought of more things, but he threw the previous ones out of the blue.

"I started working as a trainee in 2005. What I couldn't do in seven years, I did it in 30 years. Is it possible to spend 30 or 40 years on what I couldn't do in ten years?" Can it be done? I already knew that I was walking slowly, but I have more time, so if I keep walking, maybe I can reach places that I couldn’t reach before.”

"Even after practicing for so many years, I don't know where I can improve, and there are many things I can do." Zhang Xianyu's eyes are getting brighter and brighter, "It turns out that when I use it for practice, I can spare time to prepare for solo and musicals. Sing the songs I want to sing but haven't sung, dance the dances I want to dance but haven't danced, I want to find a way to go in the future before the age of 30, although male singers who can still move when they are old are basically It’s lyrical, but if I don’t try it, I don’t know if I can make one or two exceptions this time. I want to sing musicals until I’m too old to hold on, and I want to go with the flow for a long time Stay on stage and continue working as a singer."

Jang Hyun-joo talked about his vision and hope endlessly, while Jang Tae-sik looked at his son's bright eyes, the corners of his mouth, and the unknowingly flying facial lines, a lot of warm and heavy emotions surged for a while.

Decades of life experience have given Zhang Xianju a sufficiently mature mind, but his feelings are still as simple and pure as a child.

Thinking of the awkward feeling in Zhang Tae-sik's heart because his son might not have experienced much less years than himself, it immediately dissipated and was replaced by deep regret.

What has he missed, and has Zhang Xianju also missed something?In addition to the long period of low tide spent in self-blame, the person who has been taken care of suddenly becomes the head of the family who needs to take responsibility. During that process, did Zhang Xianyu overcorrect and put unnecessary pressure on himself? Zhang Tae-sik has so far Don't know the answer.

"Do what you want to do, I will always support you."

Zhang Tae-sik said.

"What kind of life will you have, and what kind of experience will I have in the future, I am looking forward to these."

Not long after, at the 2012 mama, aker composed of Zhang Xianyu and Jin Xuanya won the trophy for the best limited combination.

The acceptance speech in the previous life was given by Zhang Xianyu, and Jin Xuanya looked at him and nodded and applauded.In this life, he fell under the strong request of Zhang Xianyu. Jin Xuanya held the trophy to give a testimonial, and Zhang Xianyu bowed his head with a look of doting on his face-the limit of one man and one woman should have moderately fired CP, which is not too much for him.

After going down, Jin Xuanya complained a bit: "Can't brother also speak, why should I speak?"

"I want to hear you talk." Zhang Xianyu said with a smile.

Just kidding, most of the acceptance speeches he said on other occasions have been almost forgotten. This time, Mama was particularly impressed because there was a sentence "Father in Heaven" in the thank you list. If there is a short circuit in the brain when receiving the trophy... okay , in fact, the main reason is that he said that he had already seen the acceptance speech scene, and he wanted to see Jin Xuanya say it this time.

The corner of Jin Xuanya's mouth twitched: "I don't really want to move."

Zhang Xianyu didn't know what to say, he already felt that Jin Xuanya was lively in front of the camera, but her emotions began to sink into a low ebb outside the camera.The career of an artist is glamorous on the surface, but in fact there are always times when he is confused, depressed, and at a loss. Zhang Xianzhen is not surprised, but he is a little ashamed.At this time in his previous life, he was still immersed in accusations against himself, and Jin Xuanya had a heavy schedule and the two of them rarely met, so he didn't have much impression of Jin Xuanya's low tide at that time.

New life, second experience, what can I do?

"If there is something, it might be better to say it." Zhang Xianyu thought for a while and said.

"I'm just tired, and I still have some messy thoughts. I'll try to deal with it first." Jin Xuanya felt Zhang Xianzhen's worry, "Don't worry, I'm not an older brother. Even if things are boring in my heart, there will be no problems."

Zhang Xianyu... was speechless: "Well, it's up to you to decide when you can use me."

"Get ready." Jin Xuanya said.

"Understood." The two exchanged glances.

Ding Yiyu who just got off the stage and was about to sit back in his seat: Do I want to sit between the two of them?