Korean entertainment life reset

Zhang Xianyu rolled his eyes with difficulty kb ended the last stage and was walking down the stage, but there were already singers waiting for recording on both sides of the stage.Only then did he see that Park Jae-bum, who had finished recording the conversation in the studio at some point, was standing on the side where Blockb stepped off the stage. He made way for the seven people, and then whispered something to Woo Ji-ho.Zhang Xianzhen was a little far away, he couldn't hear it, and he couldn't tell it from the shape of his mouth, but he could clearly see the regret, sympathy, and powerlessness in Park Jae-bum's eyes.

He took a few steps forward.

Park Jae-bum also saw Zhang Xianyu at this time, and he came over, "Have you been waiting for a long time?" He asked, Park Jae-bum's voice was lower than usual, and it seemed that he hadn't adjusted his mood.

Zhang Xianyu didn't answer, the fact that his eyes were fixed on Blockb who was walking towards him hit him and also warned him.There are many things in Zhang Xianyu's heart, including fear, gratitude, confusion, and injustice, all of which are entangled together and mess up Zhang Xianyu's mind.So he couldn't calm down and think, he just relied on his intuition to think what he should do.

It's better to do nothing useful than to do nothing.

So he was driven by emotion again, took a step forward, and walked in front of Yu Zhihao.

In the previous life, Yu Zhihao and Jin Xuanya were good friends, and they were not strangers. In 2014, because of their cooperation in the KBS Gayo Daejeon, they also had some exchanges. In fact, Zhang Xianyu and Yu Zhihao still got along, but for him Said that it is difficult to become friends without getting along enough. At that time, another boyfriend was Jin Xuanya, and the other was a friend of the opposite sex who had a good relationship with Jin Xuanya. , so from the previous life until the end, Zhang Xianyu and Yu Zhihao were just "acquaintances with a good impression of each other".

But Zhang Xianji now thinks that Yu Zhihao should be deeper than "familiarity" in his eyes. If there is no friendship but only sympathy for each other, he should think "in the end blockb still shatters everyone's glasses, and the bitterness comes", and then stood Motionless.

Yu Zhihao also stopped, and looked up at Zhang Xianjiao, with a little puzzlement and surprise in his eyes.Zhang Xianyu smiled wryly. Of course, his facial muscles were completely stiff, so he didn't know if he could still be considered a "laugh".He stretched out his right hand, put it on Yu Zhihao's left shoulder, took another small step forward, and whispered something to Yu Zhihao.

From afar, he looked like he was hugging.

And Zhang Xianyu said:

"When blockb returns, can I cooperate with you once?"

Park Jae-bum said, "You look like you have been stimulated by something."

"Well, that's it." Zhang Xianyu's ability to hide his emotions is as bad as ever. His face is paralyzed and useful for passers-by, but when others observe him carefully, he will reveal his secrets. "Sorry, brother Zai Fan, I'm afraid I'm going to break my promise today."

"It's okay, contact me when your situation is better." Park Jae-bum patted him on the shoulder, lowered his voice and said, "I also have a similar experience, and seeing their appearance makes me feel uncomfortable. , but if I express it, I don’t know what will be said.” Park Jae-bum, who fell to the bottom three years ago because of his dissatisfaction with South Korea expressed by his friends when he first came to South Korea, and indirectly quit 2pm because of this, felt sorry for blockb. The situation at that time was a real sympathy, "You don't have a criminal record like me, but you also don't like me. You don't have to care too much about your public image. If you want to be an idol, the fewer things you have to do, the better."

Zhang Xianyu nodded.

Park Jae-bum didn't say anything anymore, he exchanged glances with Yu Zhihao, and then walked over to the fans of blockb. When Zhang Xianyu was talking to Yu Zhihao just now, he saw a fan raised his phone.Park Jae-bum walked over to ask for his phone, checked the video recorded by the fans, hesitated for a few seconds, and then glanced at Zhang Xianyu again.

He didn't know what Zhang Xianju said to Yu Zhihao, but his thinking at this time collided with Zhang Xianju.

"Don't upload it", he said with a sigh, "at least until blockb comes back, don't upload it".

The surroundings were eerily quiet. After an unknown amount of time, the fan who took the video covered his mouth and nodded slowly, tears streaming down his face.

As fans, they are not sure whether this will be the last time they see the seven members of blockb on stage.

Zhang Xianyu felt that he still had something to be sure of.

So when he saw An Zaixiao walking into the bathroom, he didn't know what mood he was in, so he followed in.

Three years have passed since An Zaixiao left Cube.Zhang Xianyu and An Zaixiao got along well when they were in Cube, but because of many unspeculative places, at most they were ordinary friends. After An Zaixiao made his debut in blockb, Zhang Xianyu never contacted him.Face to face again three years later, Ahn Jae-hyo's originally good-looking appearance has the potential to move towards a "spiritual face" because of the tempering before and after debut, and the tattoo of his ex-girlfriend's name "kr" printed on his right arm, It is the only thing left after the vigorous love affair ended. As for the deep-rooted feeling of indifference to anything, Zhang Xianyu can't see whether it exists. When encountering such a thing, he can still be calm That's abnormal.

Although An Zaixiao often doesn't care about gains and losses, he is obviously a normal person.

"What did you say to Zico?" An Zaixiao asked.

"Ask him," Zhang Xianju recalled, but felt inexplicably embarrassed, "I can't say it."

"Yes." An Zaixiao nodded, and turned on the tap to wash his hands.

Zhang Xianyu stood aside, staring at the water, hesitating for a long time, and finally the gentle and soft impression in his memory gave him courage: "I want to ask you something."

"Ok?"

"What happened this time is that Zico made a mistake. Have you ever blamed him?"

"Why do you ask this?" An Zaixiao asked. In his impression, Zhang Xianyu was not someone who would harbor sinister intentions, but after all, he hadn't seen him for three years. He couldn't follow his previous impressions, especially now that the group fell apart because of a slip of the tongue. At this point, An Zaixiao was more sensitive and careful than ever before.

"I...I'm afraid that I will be like this one day." Apart from speaking his mind, Zhang Xianyu couldn't make up any other reasons.

An Zaixiao stared at Zhang Xianxuan for a while, "it's possible", he said, language expression is Zhang Xianxuan's weakness, even though he didn't get along with Zhang Xianxuan for a long time, he was still impressed by this, he looked at the door again, Then he said, "I don't know what other people think, I can only tell you my opinion."

"I think it's because I'm sorry for Zico," An Zaixiao turned on the tap and said, "There is no one in our group who likes to talk to reporters. We always let Zico talk about this kind of external occasions. Almost everyone when".

"This is not Zico's responsibility. Even if he is the captain, there is no need to bear most of the responsibilities of communicating with the media alone under any circumstances. And he has to say a lot, and try to make what he says not so dull and boring. , doing this without any rewards. If a singer does a lot of performances in a row, even if he is excellent and capable, he will make mistakes, because the number of times is too high, and people will be tired. The same is true. When he was interviewed that day, his state It wasn't good in the first place. If I had spoken at that time, it might have been a bit boring, but it wouldn't be... He was taking on extra responsibilities. Let him do the hard work, and blame him if something goes wrong. reason."

An Zaixiao has no pursuits. If Zhang Xianju does not do many things because he is "not good at" and "inefficient", An Zaixiao's situation can be attributed to the word "lazy" most of the time. The reason why existence is not disgusting is because An Zaixiao is very clear about what he should do, and what he has already done, what can be exchanged for him. While he has no ambition, he is also not greedy, and when he Ahn Jae-hyo felt guilty when he realized that he had pushed a lot of what he should do in the past to the captain—although, as the member with the least sense of presence in blockb, his lyrics never exceed three sentences. He rarely becomes the focus of the camera, but as a member of the group, he should share some things.

After finishing this long paragraph, An Zaixiao remembered that he was talking to Zhang Xianyu, "Your situation is different." After he finished speaking, he remembered more things that were wrong, "Besides, the people in the group How you look...isn't the most important thing?" Shouldn't you think about how to avoid this situation, why worry about how people around you think of you?

With Zhang Xianjiao's leaping thinking, he also understood what An Zaixiao hadn't said at this time. "Maybe it's because I feel that if there is such a day, I can't avoid it," Zhang Xianzhen said with a wry smile, "Today is like seeing myself with bad luck."

An Zaixiao stared at Zhang Xianyu for a while, then nodded slowly, looked away, took a deep breath, raised his head, and said: "Is there anything else, if it's okay, I'm going to run away ".

Zhang Xianxuan knew that with their relationship, An Zaixiao would not have any expectations of him, so he also understood the other party's reaction and better understood the other party's mood - he had also suffered from the contemptuous, disdainful, and gloating eyes of the people around him. Unbearable, although the reasons for the matter are different.

So he patted An Zaixiao on the shoulder, An Zaixiao also shook Zhang Xianyu's wrist firmly, and walked out in silence.

Looking at An Zaixiao's back that was much more bent than before, Zhang Xianju felt sad for a while.

"I want to run away too." He murmured.

Zhang Xianyu didn't know how he left MBC, he had too many things in his heart, and his cognition of other things naturally became dull.When he was about to take a taxi to leave, he felt the phone vibrating in his pocket.

"Brother, what's the matter?"

"What else do I want to ask you?" Quan Zhilong said, "Why are you calling me? You didn't speak after answering the call, did you dial by mistake?"

Zhang Xianyu looked at the call log: "Well, I didn't lock the screen just now, and I accidentally touched it."

"I thought you wanted to treat me. By the way, I would like to encourage my brother, who is about to fight a hard turnaround." Zhang Xianyu's statement was actually just to verify Quan Zhilong's guess. He was not surprised by this result, but still Just kidding.

"Encouragement? I'm afraid that talking about encouragement will have the effect of pouring cold water on it." Zhang Xianyu said.

"Although you don't sound good, Xianjiao, this situation will not happen."

Because I know how much you adore my brother, Quan Zhilong thought.

From the other end of the phone came Zhang Xianyu's low laughter, as well as the sound of cars running loud and small, "Brother, where are you?" Zhang Xianyu asked.

"I'm lying down in the company. I've done everything I need to do. Let's take a rest to recover my energy. Do you have anything to do?" Quan Zhilong stretched his waist and said.

"Do you want a drink? I'll treat you." Zhang Xianyu said.

When Zhang Xianju took a taxi to the agreed place, Quan Zhilong had already bought wine and was waiting. After seeing Zhang Xianju getting drunk, he had no confidence in his younger brother's drinking capacity, so he just bought a few bottles of fruit wine. This is enough to get drunk... He is destined to work hard.

"Didn't you say I went to buy it?" Zhang Xianjue said, in vain he used his mobile phone map to find out where there were places that sold alcohol in the car.

"Do you know what I like to drink?" Quan Zhilong sat on one end of the park bench and motioned Zhang Xianyu to sit on the other side with his eyes.

"Does that brother know what I like?"

"You? It's very simple, the lower the degree, the better."

"That's right." Zhang Xianyu twitched the corners of his mouth and sat down.

At the end of winter night, the park was quiet and peaceful. Zhang Xianyu and Quan Zhilong each took a bottle of wine. The crisp sound of the bottles colliding and even the swallowing sound in the throat could be heard very clearly.

Speaking of which, Quan Zhilong really chose to buy as low a degree as possible. Zhang Xianyu felt that the taste of alcohol was very light when he drank it. As for Quan Zhilong, he was drinking a drink at all.

"I heard that you are going on a world tour starting in March, will you be able to go to our concert in time?"

"Try your best, there should be still time, brother, please leave me two tickets connected together, I will go with Brother Zai Fan at that time."

"You guys are able to mix together," Quan Zhilong shook his head, "It's so strange to think about it."

"It's not very familiar, but there is something to talk about." After Zhang Xianyu finished speaking, he took another big sip of wine.

Quan Zhilong propped his elbows on his knees, turned his head and looked at him: "Xian Jiao, did something happen today?"

"I saw blockb today, you know about them, they are in Thailand."

Quan Zhilong nodded.

"I'm scared," Zhang Xianyu said, "When I think about the level of mistakes they made, I might make them too, so I'm scared. You can't rely on luck for such things. For example, when it's my turn, everyone They are all selectively blind, no one is going online, going online and chasing after them fiercely, this cannot be determined.”

He can mess things up in front of his teammates because of speaking problems, and what will happen to the critical public? Needless to say?

Quan Zhilong held the slender neck of the wine bottle with his hand, and let it hang down carelessly. He stared at Zhang Xianyu. Apart from fear, there was also a faint unwillingness and disappointment in the other's expression.

"It's hard for me to think of what I can do..." Zhang Xianzhen shook his head, "I don't want to stop here, but I don't dare to take risks." His shoulders shrugged, as if he was laughing at himself.

"Stop here? What do you want to do?" Quan Zhilong asked suspiciously.Contrary to Zhang Xianju's unconcealable emotions, he hides his thoughts very deeply, and his thoughts jump, so even friends who have known him for many years cannot guess what Zhang Xianju is thinking.Six years ago, after Zhang Xianjiao left YG, Quan Zhilong had limited interactions with him, and he was even more confused at this time.

"My group, my hope for it," Zhang Xianyu closed his eyes, raised his head and drank another swig of wine, and said with a smile, "I want beast to be a group like the mythical predecessors, even if they haven't reached the summit, the one who has reached the top The group is disbanded, it is still there, I want my group to be there, and then... I can get rich, this is my wish, and then I have to do something for it."

Quan Zhilong, the captain of the summit group Big Stick: ...

I now believe that you may one day actually say the wrong thing in front of the camera.He restrained the urge to touch his forehead, thinking.

Zhang Xianyu didn't realize the problem in what he said, "How long did it take me to muster up the courage to do something I didn't dare to do in the past, and then try to do it well. I have it," he squeezed out a smile, "but now, now I want to keep what I already have, but I'm afraid that my behavior will just cause me to lose it."

"Then what did I do before?" Zhang Xianyu was about to continue drinking, but found that the wine had bottomed out. He smiled, put the empty wine bottle aside, leaned forward, with his elbows on his knees, Eyes fixed on distant lights.

"A lot of things happened to you." Quan Zhilong said.

"It's not too much." Zhang Xianyu said, "It will be difficult for me to change, but after a long time of accumulation, brother may think that I have changed a lot?"

"So you told me this, and then what?" Quan Zhilong asked.

"It's not because of this, it's just that when I first realized this problem, I accidentally called my brother and wanted to tell a lot of things in my heart." Zhang Xianyu lowered his head, and the corner of his mouth hooked again, "It's much better now, and then... …and I go back and figure out what to do?"

So I'm a tree hole that just happened to appear, huh?

Quan Zhilong suddenly felt a little melancholy: Son, how many people did you offend when you were recording a program outside?

Consoling himself, "He only speaks in front of familiar people such as me, but his brain is still quite cautious about those strangers." Quan Zhilong himself took a sip of wine: "Do you want me to give you some advice?"

Zhang Xianyu turned his head and looked at him.

"Run away." Quan Zhilong said.

"Admit you're not right for something, and don't push yourself."

This is Quan Zhilong's suggestion.

But his words failed to convince Zhang Xianju who was in trouble. Zhang Xianju was originally a stubborn person, and it was not easy for him to get to where he is today. He suddenly told him that the things he did so hard to do were actually inappropriate. , he should retreat, and it is even more difficult for him to accept.

Even Quan Zhilong can see that Zhang Xianju's change of mind is definitely not something he can do by saying a few words here. He doesn't understand what Zhang Xianju has experienced in beast, and he can't understand Zhang Xianju's expectations and hesitation. All that can be done is to give such a suggestion.

Zhang Xianyu smiled, "Don't make your expression so serious, brother, it's not serious." He opened another bottle of wine and said.

I really can't keep up with your brain circuit... Quan Zhilong felt a deep sense of frustration, "I'm worried about you, brat", after all, he didn't want to beat someone up, "How long will it take you to figure it out?" ?”

"I don't know", Zhang Xianyu said, "Whether I think about it or not, what should continue must continue. The show is going on, and I will not be allowed to stop for a while. At the very beginning, I didn’t talk much.” Zhang Xianyu’s smile grew bigger, “So, all I have to do is to think about how the variety show will end. Whether I figured it out or not, it doesn’t matter. not affect others."

Quan Zhilong recalled that in YG, after Zhang Xianyu encountered setbacks and difficulties, except for practicing to make him forget everything, he would often be trapped in his heart at other times, but now, Zhang Xianyu cannot be said to be more optimistic than six years ago How much more open-minded, but obviously, he has made smarter choices.

This is gratifying growth.

It's not good for Zhang Xianju to go back too late, he and Quan Zhilong chatted about other things, seeing that it was not early, they left.When he was leaving, Quan Zhilong glanced at the empty wine bottle between them: "It's okay for you to go back like this?"

"No." Zhang Xianyu said, he went out and stopped a taxi, and threw the wine bottle into the trash can by the way. After opening the car door, he turned around, put his hand on top of his head, and waved at Quan Zhilong twice .

Quan Zhilong stood where he was, raised his hand, and waved like Zhang Xianjue.But as soon as he finished the action, he retracted his hand all of a sudden, as if he had been caught by a crab.

How could I learn such a stupid move from him!

It was already eleven o'clock in the evening when Zhang Xianyu returned to the dormitory.He opened the door with the key, and what he saw was the dark living room, only the light from the small lamp in the kitchen allowed him to see the situation inside.

"Are you back?" Liang Yaoxie stood at the kitchen door, with a white towel wrapped around his neck, holding a cup in one hand and a small white plastic bottle in the other, and asked in a low voice.

Zhang Xianxuan nodded, and said softly: "All asleep?" As he said, he stretched out his hand to support the wall, and walked in step by step. Two or three bottles of low-alcohol fruit wine would not make him unconscious, but his mind was still somewhat affected .

"Dongyun is already asleep, I don't know what the others are doing in the house." Liang Yaoxie glanced at Zhang Xianyu, "Have you been drinking?"

"Drink some", Zhang Xianyu said, "I'm going to take a bath."

"What's the matter, went to drink suddenly?" Beast didn't like to drink except for Long Junheng. This was the first time Liang Yaoxie saw Zhang Xianyu slightly drunk, so he couldn't help asking.

"Meeting with friends and... I have to think about how to say something." Zhang Xianjue took a few steps forward, put his hands on the bathroom door, took a breath, and said.

Liang Yaoxie narrowed his eyes, walked a few steps closer, and stared at Zhang Xianjiao's face: "Hey, Xianjiao, you won't fall into the bathtub, will you?"

"I'll just charge—" Zhang Xianyu said helplessly.

After a few minutes.

"You did rush, and came out smoothly, oh, and brushed your teeth." Liang Yaoxie leaned on the sofa, staring at the toothpaste foam at the corner of Zhang Xianyu's mouth, and said that the things he held in his hand were placed somewhere .

"I just forgot something." Standing at the door of the bedroom, Yin Doujun raised his hand and threw Zhang Xianyu's pajamas over.

Zhang Xianyu smiled awkwardly, and came out after getting dressed, "Aren't you going to sleep?" He asked Liang Yaoxie.

"Wait for you to come out," Liang Yaoxie said, "Did something happen today?"

Yin Doojun added: "The world tour will start in a week, if it is troublesome or urgent, please tell us and see if there is anything we can do to help."

"I really have to tell you about this," Zhang Xianji nestled on the sofa, "I'm wondering whether to continue doing variety shows."

"What's wrong?" Yin Doujun also found a place to sit down and asked.

"I went to MBC today and saw blockb," Zhang Xianyu said, "I think I will make mistakes of their level, and then...do I want to continue doing it, what do you think?"

On the way back, Zhang Xianjue remembered his past life. He didn’t talk much in front of the camera. Even if he was more active, he took the four-dimensional route. He didn’t play much on personal homepages. Even if he did, he rarely expressed his opinions. He had a schedule When there is no schedule, he stays at home and in the practice room at two o’clock and one line. Occasionally, he goes to see a few close friends. He is extremely low-key, and fans keep complaining that he disappears when he is fine. In life, the sense of existence is very low, but there has been no accident.Of course he has done wrong things, or there will be controversy and criticism outside, but not many people know about it, and there is no evidence, so it has never caused him any harm.

Being a low-key entertainer because of caution and fear, there is no contribution, and there is not much risk. I don’t want to leave all communication-related matters to my teammates. I try to stand up and do something by myself, but if he makes a slip of the tongue, what should he do? manage?

Should he choose the current route, or the original one?

Zhang Xianyu did not find the answer to this question. Once he was caught in a dilemma, it was difficult for him to make a decision in a short time. To give an inappropriate example, it was like when he hesitated to plagiarize five years ago.

"Yoxie."

"Huh?" Liang Yaoxie looked at Zhang Xianyu.

"Do you have any experience in using SNS, don't you worry that one day your remarks will be picked up?"

Different from Zhang Xianyu who refuses to open his personal homepage, Liang Yaoxie is an active SNS user. He not only communicates very diligently with fans, but also often expresses various personal opinions. It was rumored that Liang Yoo-seop was going to appear on "We Got Married" together with rainbow member Kim Jae-kyung, and when beast fans made various vicious comments on the woman, Yang Yoo-seop said "Apologize, do you want me to do it myself?" The nickname of "Dean of Teaching".When it comes to "dare to speak", there are not many young idols who can surpass Liang Yaoxie except for those who take the crazy route.

"I, try to post non-problematic remarks." Liang Yaoxie thought for a while and said, "I try not to discuss controversial issues. What I say is the most risky. I am afraid that sometimes I teach fans too harshly. , some people can't bear it, but the people won't hate me because of it."

"Is that safe?"

"Basically, what I need to worry about is emphasizing the things that I told fans not to do, and one day I knowingly commit the crime, which would be very embarrassing, for example, I told everyone not to drive after drinking, and then I myself drunk and drove, etc. ", Liang Yaoxie smiled, "But it's unlikely, I'm so obedient, right?" At the end, he turned his head to Yin Doujun, who nodded cooperatively.

Except for Long Junheng, who has many gay friends, the private lives of beast members are relatively simple and closed. In order to maintain his voice, Liang Yaoxie never touches cigarettes, and basically does not drink alcohol. I know friends who are messed up, and there are a lot of comments on the Internet, but as he said, Liang Yaoxie has his own sense of propriety. After thinking about it, the only thing to worry about is relationship issues. After all, as an idol like Long Junheng, it is universally blessed ——But that must first have a girlfriend.

So the problem is still the same: Zhang Xianyu's speaking level is not good.

What a sad thing to do.

"Hey, Xianjiao", Yin Doujun leaned over and patted him on the shoulder, "Can I say something?"

Zhang Xianyu turned to look at him.

"Variety shows helped them a lot during the rising period, but now they won't focus on variety shows."

"so?"

"Most of the role of variety shows on artists is to give the audience a good first impression and arouse their curiosity when there is not enough attention. If the image is already well-known by the public, the role of variety shows will be much more limited." Jane All in all, this is something that is often difficult to add to the icing on the cake, unless you really do a great variety show.

Zhang Xianyu was immediately annoyed by him: "It's just that what I do is useless now, isn't it?"

Who told me not to worry about singing and dancing all day long?

"Xianyu", Yin Doujun pressed Zhang Xianyu's shoulder with force, "I mean...you can avoid things you don't want to do now."

"Back, avoid", Zhang Xianyu twitched the corner of his mouth, and smiled very stiffly, "Okay, I should go to bed too, go to bed early after drinking." He stood up, took two steps towards the bedroom, Suddenly turned around again, "Yaoxie, why did you start taking medicine again today, I heard your voice is okay?"

"It's for maintenance, it's about to go on a world tour, so be careful." Liang Yaoxie replied.

Zhang Xianyu nodded and went straight into the bedroom.Yin Doujun looked at the bedroom door closed by him, and sighed: "I understand."

Liang Yaoxie looked at him.

"If you can't be sure that the new route or method will always be suitable for Xian Jiao, don't persuade him to change easily." Yin Doujun slumped on the sofa with his neck crooked, with one hand inserted into his hair, as if he was about to grab it in the next second. Rolling wildly, "Ah, I really didn't know how stubborn he was at that time."

After finally changing his attitude during his debut, it turned out that what he did after the change was no longer necessary or even inappropriate three years after his debut. When Liang Yaoxie thought of this, sympathy arose spontaneously, not only for Zhang Xianjiao, but also for Yin Doujun: "This I don't blame you, my first impression of Xian Jiao was that he had a stubborn temper, but now, do you dare to say that you really understand him?"

"I don't know," Yin Doujun said weakly, "whether he's happy or not, or whether he's worried or not, you can tell at a glance, but I can't guess what he's thinking."

Liang Yaoxie nodded like a chick pecking at rice, Zhang Xianju not only jumped in his mind but also had a heavy heart, even if he knew that he had something on his mind, Zhang Xianju didn't want to say it and they couldn't help it. "But don't worry too much, Xianyu sees things quite clearly." Liang Yaoxie recalled what Sun Dongyun told them, "His ideas about the future of the group are a bit too far in our opinion, but it's true. no?"

"It's just a hard mouth," Yin Doujun said, and he sat up all of a sudden, "I'm ready to apologize. I'm afraid he can't solve the matter on "Weekly Idol" alone."For Yin Doujun, who has honed skills such as "slick tongue" and "following the wind" in various variety shows and foreign communication, face is not a matter at all.

Zhang Xianyu finally made a choice.

What he said to Yin Doujun that night was just a moment of anger. After living for such a long time, no matter how impulsive, stubborn, and unable to explain himself, after his emotions calmed down, he began to carefully analyze the current situation.

With his sense of artistic ability, what he can do in "Idol of the Week" is indeed limited. He doesn't want to quit, but he just doesn't want to part with it. Maybe he still has the mentality of "I know what will happen in the future, and I will make better use of it" .

If he retires from the variety show, then in order to maximize his interests, he should let himself or the company intervene in the selection of his successor. The ratings of "Weekly Idol" are improving, and the company should be able to see that this is a good and very stable exposure opportunity.

……

That's right, Zhang Xianji's decision is to talk less in the future.

It is not easy to admit that the efforts he made in the past will not have much effect, but Zhang Xianyu recalled his psychological changes along the way, and still found something that can explain his current decision: he was originally I didn't plan to keep doing variety shows and reach the pinnacle in this field.

His original intention is to do what he can for those around him.

He didn't want to keep working on "Idol of the Week". The reason why he hosted this show and put more and more energy into it was because he was reluctant, or greedy.

……

For things that I am not good at and may bring risks, such as speaking in front of the camera, I avoid it, but I don't avoid it.

I still have other things to do, right?

Zhang Xianyu said to himself.

Cubecafe is a coffee shop opened by Cube Company. There are various autographed photos of Cube artists hanging in it. Artists themselves often find time to go downstairs to drink coffee, so this store is the best place for fans of Cube artists. One of the places I love to go to - even if there is a rule not to take pictures in the store and it is strictly enforced, meeting idols is a great thing in itself, isn't it?

The fans guarding the coffee shop today were obviously lucky. Zhang Xianjue and Sun Dongyun came in together to buy coffee, and they didn't leave immediately after buying. They leaned against the edge of the counter with a cup and said something.The fans all kept a distance and peeked secretly. Of course they wanted to know the content of the conversation, but getting closer would only result in him not staying here, so the gain outweighed the loss.

"Brother, are you kidding?" Sun Dongyun asked again.

"Didn't Doujun tell you the matter?" Zhang Xianzhen said angrily. He didn't think about what Yin Doujun said at the time, and he found something wrong when he went back. He only mentioned those thoughts about the future of beast when he was chatting with Sun Dongyun But, "Besides, have you ever seen me hold on to a joke for so long?"

It seems that there is really no... Sun Dongyun looked left and right, and made sure that no fans came over: "Is this possible?"

"I will talk to the company, and then ask the company to help," Zhang Xianjue said, "I thought about it, and the safer way is to substitute for one or two episodes in the middle, and if you perform to the satisfaction of the program group, you can hand it over."

"That's it...don't do it?" Going around Zhang Xianzhen finally let himself host the show. After going through aker's incident, Sun Dongyun couldn't say no again-he didn't want to, but thinking of the various people in the middle This kind of twists and turns made him feel a little complicated.If it wasn't for Yin Doujun's talk about what happened that night, Sun Dongyun and other members of beast would probably have a lot of thoughts-for example, he told others that he thought Zhang Xianyu was not suitable for hosting variety shows, more than once or twice.

Of course, it is impossible for Zhang Xianyu to fully guess what Sun Dongyun is thinking. He just told Sun Dongyun that he intends to let him take over as the host. A similar guess was made. "Well, I'm afraid I won't do it in the future." Some words make people feel more relaxed, "I think I should change to a better way of life now."

"What is it?" Sun Dongyun asked.

Zhang Xianyu showed a faint smile, looked up at the pattern on the ceiling: "Why should I work so hard?"