Korean entertainment life reset

The numbness went from the brain all the way to the fingertips. Zhang Xianjuan almost dropped the phone. After recovering, he quickly threw it into his pocket, looked up at Sun Dongyun, parted his lips, but couldn't say a word.

I finally understood why I chose Sun Dongyun instead of myself this time, who can tell me why I changed it back?

It was as if a ball of paste had been stuffed into Zhang Xianzhu's head, and he finally asked Yin Doujun for help: "Why did this happen? She and I are not..." This is more exciting to him than changing Sun Dongyun's aker group, which is justified anyway There is evidence, as for the former, he has never heard of the practice of forming a limited group of male and female friends in the entertainment industry for more than 20 years in his two lifetimes.

Yin Doujun reluctantly twitched the corner of his mouth, walked over and reached out to pat the back of Zhang Xianyu's head: "Think for yourself."

What's going on here?

The appearance of his teammates made Zhang Xianyu even more puzzled. He is not a person who is good at adapting to changes. At this time, his mind has completely stopped.But it seemed that no one wanted to answer this question, he could only press his temples and think slowly.

Taking advantage of the hype of the relationship between Jin Xuanya and Zhang Xianyu, first rule it out. Jin Xuanya's positioning and popularity doom her to no need and no reason to try this trick.

As for the question of whether it will be discovered, after Zhang Xianyu calmed down, he felt that the company must have considered it.The limited combination will become a cover-up. He can think of using the fact that the members of the limited combination should show intimacy to play falsehoods. It makes no sense that the company can't think of it.

But, why do you have to let yourself and Jin Xuanya be together after reporting the relationship to the company?

The members should know, but it's hard to say it.

……

Zhang Xianyu felt that he seemed to have entered a misunderstanding, but he just didn't know where the right direction was.Just as he was about to take out his phone to see if there was more to Yin Doujun's text message, Sun Dongyun sighed and walked over: "Brother, do you need me to remind you?"

Zhang Xianyu looked at the other party blankly, and nodded slightly.

"Think about the candidate." Sun Dongyun reminded. The head of the office who informed him of this matter was very sympathetic to Sun Dongyun's experience. It's still depressing to say it, but for Sun Dongyun, it's better than letting him blame himself or suspect Zhang Xianyu.

"Candidate?" Zhang Xianjue's thinking just didn't sit in the right place at the moment, and he was still thinking about the man's choice. "The reason why I chose you before was not very sufficient. I can't even raise any objections." He murmured road.

"So, brother actually wants to do it, right?" Sun Dongyun's sudden change of tone made Zhang Xianyu raise his head subconsciously, facing the tense muscles and suppressed anger on his face, "Since you want to do it, don't push it , what belongs to brother is yours."

"Dongyun." Liang Yaoxie called out.

Sun Dongyun bit his lip, glanced at Zhang Xianyu who was still in a daze because of the sudden change, said "I'm sorry" in a low voice, then opened the door of the practice room, and left without looking back.Zhang Xianyu looked at the half-open door, and after a long time, he seemed to have lost all his strength, and sat down on the floor dejectedly.

"I said something wrong."

He covered his face and said.

"The reaction speed is not fast, so don't talk before you have reacted." Li Qiguang said that for Zhang Xianyu's approach, the people present were quite a bit "hate iron but not steel", "this is the evaluation given by Junheng after going out", I'm not ashamed to hit Zhang Xianyu face to face.

"Now I think it's a little dangerous for him to record "Idol of the Week," Sun Dongyun said, "Did he really not offend anyone when he recorded the show?"

Although Beast's team relationship was not very good when they first debuted, but when the relationship gradually became harmonious, the quarrels that started were actually more lethal than when they didn't like each other.It's not easy for Zhang Xianyu to come forward, so Li Qiguang and Liang Yaoxie came to talk about it together.

"Thinking about it now, it's a bit dangerous." Liang Yaoxie glanced at Li Qiguang, then turned his head to look at Sun Dongyun, "Dongyun, you..."

Sun Dongyun raised his hand to stop him: "Brother, let me tell you something."

"What?" Liang Yaoxie had a bad feeling.

"I plan to go home for a few days." Sun Dongyun stopped the two people in front of him from continuing to talk, "There is no other reason, it's just a little embarrassing."In any reasonably well-connected group, one robbing the other of resources is a sharp thorn in the side.

Before Zhang Xianjue and Sun Dongyun, the only similar thing was the company's full investment in Li Qiguang before and after his debut.At that time, Li Qiguang's performance was not convincing, so he was isolated for a long time.As for Zhang Xianyu this time... it's purely cheap.

The more Liang Yaoxie thought about it, the more he had a headache, but before he could find a suitable explanation, Sun Dongyun, who seemed to have seen through the psychology of his brothers, continued: "Don't worry, I'm not angry with Brother Xianjiao, sometimes he speaks badly, but Whether there is malice or not, I will not fail to see it."

"I'm actually angry at myself," Sun Dongyun looked out the window, his voice finally lost the usual peace, "The line I used to stick to has now proven to be meaningless, and I should seize the opportunity without risk, haha", He shook his head with a wry smile, "I can't catch it at all."

Once Zhang Xianyu wanted him to record "Idol of the Week", Sun Dongyun considered that if he went and did not perform well, it would damage the reputation of himself and Zhang Xianyu, so he chose to refuse.He told Zhang Xianjue at that time that he puts safety first, and he will only work in this direction if the direction of his efforts can guarantee this.

Not long after, the news came that the company wanted to form a limited combination, and the opportunity fell on me.This is the "opportunity without taking risks" that Sun Dongyun dreamed of. He happily started to practice sexy dance to find the feeling, and made serious preparations. It was very embarrassing when facing Zhang Xianyu, but immediately after Zhang Xianya and Jin Xuanya confessed their relationship to the company, his embarrassment disappeared.

The final result was beyond his expectation. Jin Xuanya is indispensable, and even the limited combination may be able to cover up the love between two popular artists in Cube. There are more or less comforting colors. It seems cruel, but it seems more true: You Sun Dongyun can't support this limited combination, if Jin Xuanya doesn't take you, the lineup of this limited combination will not be worthy of investment, so, change.

Sun Dongyun couldn't get out of this statement. The more he thought about it, the more he felt that this might be the case, and the more uncomfortable he felt.However, he couldn't blame Zhang Xianjue. Sun Dongyun knew that Zhang Xianjiao had nothing to do to him, but if he blamed himself, where did he go wrong?

"You two really have similar fates with different attitudes." Yin Doujun commented.

Perhaps because of the psychological shadow caused by the previous conflicts in the team, the other four people paid [-] points of attention to this new problem in the team.Liang Yaoxie and Li Qiguang ran to Sun Dongyun's side, while Yin Doujun and Long Junheng came to look at Zhang Xianyu.

"After entering the cube, Xianyu feels that his luck has changed." Long Junheng added.

"The two of you came here to convince me that you are lucky?" Zhang Xianyu said sullenly.

However, what Yin Doujun said is also true. The routes of Zhang Xianju and Sun Dongyun are a bit similar. Zhang Xianju is "don't do things that can't be done well", and Sun Dongyun is "do as little as possible if there are risks". In essence, they are both comparative. Be cautious and don't like to take the initiative to fight for it. The difference is that for Zhang Xianyu, hosting "Idol of the Week" can barely be regarded as a special case, while Sun Dongyun's situation is that he can be busy for a while without delaying his performance after his debut, and he has the ability to take the initiative What to fight for is just a matter of these few months.

The attitude is similar, but the luck is far worse.Zhang Xianzhen basically doesn't take the initiative to fight for anything for popularity, but opportunities will always be given to him. He was arranged by the company and acted reluctantly. He gained a lot by relying on a small supporting role that is not counted as the male number four. Popularity, not suitable for variety shows and don't want to do more development in this area, but was invited to join "Idol of the Week" as the host. This time, Sun Dongyun was first selected for the limited group, but the opportunity finally fell to Zhang Xianjiao.What Sun Dongyun said was completely understandable even by Zhang Xianjiao himself.

Of course, "Whether Zhang Xianyu has changed his luck" is not a question they should discuss right now.

"I said, don't you talk to Dongyun?" You can't ask Sun Dongyun to come and apologize to Zhang Xianjiao, but Zhang Xianjiao has nothing wrong except for a moment of insufficiency and said something that hurts people... Yin Doujun said that he is very big .

"What can I say?" Zhang Xianxuan asked back, his heart was full of a bunch of things that he couldn't say to Sun Dongyun face to face, and there was a precedent of gaffes, and he couldn't guarantee whether he would poke the other party's pain again, "How should I tell Sun Dongyun? He said," he sighed, "tell him what a great opportunity he missed this time."

"Do you think this project will be successful?" Long Junheng asked.

"Well, very successful."

Yin Doujun and Long Junheng glanced at each other, they had read all the plans, and they had heard the songs that were almost finished, but no one could assert like Zhang Xianyu, if the result was what Zhang Xianjiao said——

They believed that Zhang Xianjuan had shifted his vision of people to the right things in this situation...

Don't make the contrast too obvious!

The great success of aker is also one of the reasons why Zhang Xianyu is currently unable to face Sun Dongyun.Even if they talk about it now, after seeing Aker's results, will there be new embarrassments?What should we do then?

"where are you going?"

"Practice", Zhang Xianxuan said, "I don't know what to say to Dongyun, I never thought of fighting with him, and he also knows that we have nothing to confess to each other, so the problem is not easy to solve through dialogue, at least I can't do it," he took a step forward, bit his lower lip, and said, "I want to prove that Xuanya and I are irreplaceable on stage."

It sounded okay before, but the last sentence made Yin Doujun and Long Junheng's knees go limp, and they almost knelt down. "Zhang Xianjue, you think we won't tell you, right?" Yin Doujun was furious.

"If I want to do well, I can only do my best," Zhang Xianzhen said seriously, "If Dongyun can do what I show, won't he be more sad, there is a problem with this idea?"

"No." Long Junheng also had a headache, but before Zhang Xianjue left, he still told him, "Don't say that outside, huh?"

The process of becoming familiar with the dance steps went very smoothly.

The dance has basically been choreographed, and the choreographer handed it in two or three times, and the next step is to get familiar with the movements and find the feeling.Many things in stage performance cannot be learned by teachers.

The speed at which Zhang Xianyu enters the state is not because of how proficient his dance steps are, but because of his sometimes teasing and sometimes distant eyes, his seductive movements when his body touches, and his sexiness that can't be concealed even with a hoodie. These are more than proficiency Ground dance is something even rarer.

"Your state is very strange." During the break, Jin Xuanya said.

"What's wrong?" Zhang Xianxuan slumped crookedly in the corner. During the practice, he could forget everything and devote himself wholeheartedly. When he stopped practicing, the negative emotions and thoughts reappeared.

"It's not like you at all. When dancing, I feel that the person dancing with me is hooking up with me, a little likes me, and a little bit afraid of me." Jin Xuanya said her feeling, "You usually don't enter the state so quickly. ".

Zhang Xianyu didn't know whether to laugh or cry: "In your eyes, am I just... stupid?"

"Your basic skills are good, but you don't have any aura," Jin Xuanya said honestly, "I thought you would start to feel it after you got familiar with the movements. Why, brother, are you enlightened now?"

"It's not that easy," Zhang Xianzhen patted Jin Xuanya's head with a wry smile, "Maybe it's more devoted, I want to escape and also want to prove it."He didn't treat Jin Xuanya as an outsider, and he said everything in detail, from his slip of the tongue to his own thoughts, "How is your side?"

"It's okay. After I said I would quit, the company has not decided who will be on the job." Jin Xuanya said, she stared at Zhang Xianyu and asked with some uncertainty, "You feel a little guilty, don't you?" Except for a slip of the tongue, Zhang Xianyu didn't seem to have done anything I'm sorry about Sun Dongyun, but things are not so simple and can be qualitative.

Especially this man is dull and numb where he doesn't care, but he is terribly sensitive to other things.

Zhang Xianxuan nodded: "Actually, I know that everyone is considering this matter from their own standpoints. There is no question of who is right and who is wrong. It's just that sometimes I feel... I'm a little troublesome." For more than 40 years, it's nothing more than not being able to make the lives of the people around him better. Occasionally, some troubles will be caused, which makes Zhang Xianzhen feel a sense of frustration.

"Because you don't like to talk?" Apart from that, Jin Xuanya really couldn't find Zhang Xianjiao's "troublesome" place, his brain circuit is strange, it's just a small problem that everyone has.

"It's not that I don't love, it's that I don't dare, so I like to fugue when I'm not dancing. If I can't react, I let my teammates react for me." Zhang Xianyu explained, "It doesn't seem like a serious problem, we all have it. All kinds of problems, and I always feel... my troubles, my teammates help, and others have troubles, but I haven't done anything. This, this imbalance makes me a little uneasy."Before the rebirth, Zhang Xianyu acted according to his ability, but after the rebirth, he initially chose a relatively negative attitude. When Li Qiguang was isolated in the early days of his debut, he initially stood by and watched, but later found that he could improve the situation. , but a lot of things have already happened. Thinking of the expectations that Yin Doojun, Kim Hyun Ah and others expressed to him when he first debuted, and his negative reaction, Zhang Xianyu thinks that there are many things that can obviously make the situation better, but he has the ability to do it. If you do it, your thinking will unknowingly walk into another dead end, making him always feel that "what I can do for the people around me is not as good as the people around me can do for me."

Jin Xuanya and Zhang Xianyu have just made their relationship public to the people around them, and they don't know much about each other's interpersonal relationships. She doesn't know why Zhang Xianyu has such an idea, although she vaguely thinks that Zhang Xianyu should be in another The place is on the edge of a dead end, but there is no way to persuade him on the facts.However, when she heard "unbalanced", she suddenly laughed.

She remembered the worries she had had.

"Brother", Jin Xuanya turned over and pressed Zhang Xianyu's left shoulder, half kneeling by his side, "Do you know what I thought when I was in love with you? I thought that you love me far more than I love you Much, you paid far more for me than I did for you. At first I felt that there was a person who liked me and I also liked it, so don’t let it go easily. I didn’t take it seriously, but later on, I I find that I like my brother more and more. Sometimes I think that because my brother has done more, and my response seems to never be enough. If my brother is tired of giving and wants to leave me one day, I can’t find a suitable reason to keep him. , I felt very uneasy."

Zhang Xianxuan opened his eyes wide. No matter how dull he is, he can still guess some of Jin Xuanya's little thoughts in love, but he doesn't need to care about such emotions. He didn't expect Jin Xuanya to have such deep worries.

"Brother, tell me now, do you think it's not worth paying so much? I want to be honest." Jin Xuanya said.

"Of course it's worth it." Zhang Xianzhen gently stroked Jin Xuanya's back with his freely movable right hand, and said with a smile, "I like you. Even if you don't respond, it's a very happy thing to pay for the person you like. ".

"Yes, I give because I am willing, and because the person who gives is worth it," Jin Xuanya said, "Then it is the same for me, and it is the same for my brother? How do the people around you treat you? It is because they are willing. You deserve what they do. There are no fools around us, and no one will always be nice to a very bad person, so we don’t need to be obsessed with who owes whom, and it’s not the people who are enemies who are settling accounts.”

Zhang Xianyu's hand on Jin Xuanya's back stopped.

The practice room fell into a brief silence. There was something unclear in Zhang Xianju's eyes, and occasionally there was a flash of light, but after a while, he fell into chaos again.

After a while, the corners of his mouth finally curved.

Zhang Xianjiao's right hand moved up, clasping the back of Jin Xuanya's head, Jin Xuanya did not reject it, and leaned forward in the direction of Zhang Xianjiao's force until their lips touched together.

Different from the winter night of the first snow a year ago, when they touched each other lightly through the scarf, the second kiss between the two was warm but not intense. They hugged each other tightly unconsciously, trying to put their own Pass love, comfort and regret to each other.

Until the end of the kiss, the two still embraced each other. Regarding the previous intimate contact, they were not embarrassed, reluctant to part with each other, nor did their heart beat faster.

It's just a natural expression of their affection.

"I accept this statement, but I can't change my thinking for the time being." Zhang Xianyu said slowly.

"You don't need to change completely." Jin Xuanya knows that for people like Zhang Xianjiao, the concept change is very difficult, because she has seen Zhang Xianjiao's slow changes, and she is not in a hurry for it, "I Just hope you don't go too far down a path that's going to take you a long way."

Zhang Xianyu nodded lightly: "I don't feel unfair now, I am very troublesome."

"I don't think so," Kim Hyun Ah said, "just like you don't think I'm troublesome."

"You, trouble?"

"Look, you don't feel it."

Zhang Xianzhen laughed, "Okay", he pushed Jin Xuanya's shoulder, "Shall we continue to practice?"

"Are you able to get into the state?" Jin Xuanya asked, she felt that she couldn't change her mood to tease the person in front of her.

"Didn't we have a kiss performance on mama, try it now, and continue dancing when you can enter the state."

"Okay, to be honest, brother, this cooperation is really a blessing for you." Jin Xuanya stood up and extended her hand to Zhang Xianzhen.