Korean entertainment life reset
Chapter 29 The First Snow and the First Kiss
Unlike the sudden fire in "Shock", even Cube wasn't ready, the company's plan for this time's publicity is obviously much more careful.The promotion time is getting longer and longer, and "Breath" gradually feels powerless under the attack of various people. This does not mean that the popularity of beast has declined, but that the public's interest in this song is gradually shifting. The sound source score of the song cannot be guaranteed, not to mention that most of beast’s fans are newcomers and not too old, and their financial resources are limited, and they are not likely to hit the charts. The lack of stamina in the score of "Breath" is also expected. .Cube, who had been prepared for a long time, felt the decline of "Breath", and decisively prepared for the promotion of the follow-up song "Beautiful".
Beast spared his schedule to get together today, just to practice the dance of "beautiful".
"Do you feel that something is wrong?" They just learned this dance. When practicing, they first familiarized themselves with the position, and after mastering several changes in position, they went to familiarize themselves with the movements.But looking in the mirror for a while, Long Junheng gradually saw something was wrong.
"You think so too?" Liang Yaoxie echoed, and Sun Dongyun silently nodded in agreement beside him.
"What's the matter?" Yin Doujun winks quickly, but if he doesn't pay attention deliberately, he is careless and insensitive to some small details around him.
"It's fine if I stand in the front, Xian Jiao, why do you stay behind except for your part?"
It was obviously unreasonable for the lead dancer to stand at the back, and now the rest of the people also felt that something was wrong.
"Some of the six choreographers will always be blocked..." Zhang Xianzhen spread his hands, "Well, I actually don't know what's going on. Does the choreographer think your waist is recovering well?"
"That's not going to be used like this." Long Junheng, who has no interest in returning to the lead dancer position, complained weakly, "I'm a rapper, and my raps in "Beautiful" are not long, so I have been standing on the stage like this." Front……"
"I think it may be to show that all members of beast can be the lead dancer and lead singer." Yin Doojun's words sounded more reliable, "Maybe one of us will exchange parts with you in the future, don't forget to practice singing, Junhyung" .
Zhang Xianxuan almost gave Yin Doujun a thumbs up. It was a divine prophecy. Long Junheng was a rapper when he was promoting the song, but there were many cases of Long Junheng singing in various performances. It seems that the first concert of beast will be held at the end of this year There must have been a stage where he and Sun Dongyun exchanged parts... It's been too long, and Zhang Xianzhen can't remember the specific situation.
Although Zhang Xianyu's position does look a bit abnormal, everyone didn't pay too much attention to it. They said a few words in the middle, and then how to practice or how to practice, "beautiful" is just a follow-up song after all.As for Zhang Xianjue, he doesn't care much about exposure, standing behind doesn't affect the dance itself, just dance as you want.
The six of them practiced until it was completely dark. After the weather turned cold, it also got dark very early, so it was actually only around [-] o'clock in the evening, which happened to be time for dinner.
Everyone was going to have dinner together, but Quan Junjian appeared at a particularly inappropriate time: "Xian Jiao, the representative wants you to come over."
Zhang Xianyu, who was so hungry that his chest was stuck to his back, suddenly became very bitter.
"Why is your complexion not very good? Is there something unhappy?" When Zhang Xianju came in, Hong Shengcheng sensitively noticed that Zhang Xianju's complexion seemed to be a little darker than usual.
"It's nothing." Zhang Xianzhen shook his head, "I was going to eat."
"Pfft", Hong Shengcheng almost didn't spit out, took out a bag of biscuits from his desk and threw it over, "Put it on, I'll let you go in a while."
"Is there anything, representative?" Zhang Xianyu asked first after catching the biscuit, but didn't eat it.
"Tear it open for me, I didn't even eat dinner," Hong Shengcheng said, and when Zhang Xianju brought him a row, he said while eating, "Dancing practice this afternoon?"
"En." Zhang Xianyu picked up a piece with his fingers, and began to eat after seeing Hong Shengcheng's reaction. Not surprisingly, he saw the satisfaction in Hong Shengcheng's eyes.Hong Shengcheng is gentle and true, but it can keep the artists under his banner from scandals. In some details, this boss is quite strict.For example, it’s okay to be presumptuous, provided that you decide whether you can do so before being presumptuous.Having dealt with Hong Shengcheng for many years, Zhang Xianjiao knows this very well.
"Do you feel that your position is not good? Fans can't see it when paddling behind." Hong Shengcheng said.
"I know it," Zhang Xianyu said subconsciously, and then realized, "Representative, did you arrange it?"
"Because there are other things for you to do, I won't give you any important responsibilities on stage." Hong Shengcheng looked at Zhang Xianyu while eating biscuits and felt very kind, but Zhang Xianyu always felt a little "bad".
"What is it, representative?"
"I've arranged for you to audition for a few TV dramas, and I'll go there with Quan Junjian when the time comes." Hong Shengcheng said.
Unexpectedly, he saw Zhang Xianyu's pale face in shock, and the boy wearing a wool cap stared round, like a frightened large squirrel: "Representative, are you sure it's a TV series?"
"Yeah, I won't hide it from you. The company will have further cooperation with Sidushq. Before that, we must show our sincerity to each other."
It turned out that Hong Shengcheng discovered his illness early, which not only caused Cui Zhenhao, who was going to Cube, to stay at the top of the head office, but also accelerated the cooperation between Cube and Sidushq... Zhang Xianyu thought.After Sidushq became Cube’s largest shareholder, Beast’s touring income was a major source of income for them. As the largest actor agency in Korea, Sidushq, which experienced its top actors leaving for other companies or establishing its own company, was comparable to that at the time. "Wealthy and powerful" has nothing to do with it.This alliance caused Cube to lose part of its revenue, but what it got was more film and television resources. Zhang Xianyu couldn't say whether Cube was losing money or making money. He himself had no opinion on this, and what he got was not allocated to him. Money, film and television resources also have nothing to do with him.
Of course, that was the previous life.
"Why me?" Zhang Xianxuan asked.
"Liang Yaoxie's image is not suitable, and there are other arrangements. For Sun Dongyun, it is more important to practice dancing well." Hong Shengcheng did not explain further, "Xianjiao, among the rest, I think you are the most suitable. Now I tell you, you must be done".
"I hope you can do something like this that you don't want to do but must do well." Before Zhang Xianyu could speak, Hong Shengcheng continued, "Before I step down, I hope you can all be on your own."
Facing Hong Shengcheng's serious gaze, Zhang Xianyu fell into a short silence for a while, no matter how slow he was, he could now understand what Hong Shengcheng meant. "I see, representative." He had no way to refute Hong Shengcheng's words.
If the goal is to treat something you are forced to accept with the attitude you treat something you love, then try it.
All you give yourself is the itinerary you are willing to do, that is accommodation, not obligation.Zhang Xianyu was once accommodated for a long time. Artists more or less have to do things they don’t want to do. For example, Li Qiguang’s struggle to survive in entertainment shows, while Zhang Xianyu usually sings and dances in the group, and his personal itinerary is either limited to the group or In musicals, if you want to speak on a variety show, you can say something in the fourth dimension, if you don’t want to speak, just shut up and watch the members say... Fortunately, Zhang Xianzhen never took it for granted.
Zhang Xianyu closed the door of the representative office, and all kinds of activities in beast in his previous life reappeared in front of his eyes—those were all things in his previous life.
"Why do I feel that he is the most reliable one in the group?" After Zhang Xianyu left, Hong Shengcheng held his forehead in distress, without the grace and demeanor he had just now, "Obviously he seems to be the most unreliable one in many cases."
Hong Shengcheng knew that he was impatient, but Hong Shengcheng really couldn't be reconciled if he didn't stimulate the potential of these children he discovered with his own hands.
When his condition deteriorated to Hawking's level, Hong Shengcheng didn't want to retire anymore, and had to leave—didn't you see someone like Hawking choosing astrophysics as a career direction that doesn't follow the development of the times?
There are enough regrets, no more.
Hong Shengcheng took out the document again, but the veins in the hand holding the pen were bulging. He stared at it for a while, then slowly pinched the end of the pen with his left hand, then slowly released his right hand, adjusted the strength of holding the pen, and re- After holding the pen well, Hong Shengcheng moved the wrist of his right hand cautiously, and sighed deeply.
When they heard the news that the company was going to promote Zhang Xianyu to the film and television industry, all the members of beast didn't know why.They don't know what Zhang Xianzhen's acting skills are like, but they usually don't even bother to act "I'm very happy" to fans, acting in front of the camera... thinking about it is also drunk.When the news came that Zhang Xianyu had failed two consecutive auditions, their puzzlement completely turned into sympathy.
Why did you have to suffer this crime?
The so-called "burden reduction" of "beautiful" is arranged at the end, which is actually a drop in the bucket.There is no other reason. In 2010, beast achieved outstanding results with one after another, and cube has already put the concert on the agenda.With the rapid rise of beast but not being able to gain a foothold in the front line, holding a concert is actually a little bit reluctant, but getting the label of "the concert will be held within one year of debut" has an extraordinary symbolic meaning, and the publicity effect it has is even more inestimable .So even though things were crowded at the end of the year, the cube was still running around the beast at high speed with all its strength.
For the concert at the end of the year, the members are very excited. Although Zhang Xianyu is happy, but the "beautiful show" held dozens of shows in his previous life, no matter how excited he is, he can't be the same as others.What's more, for him, the concert also means endless practice, practice and practice. Lyric songs have to memorize lyrics, dance songs have to re-practice movements, and preparations for various special stages. For Zhang Xianjue, it is simply worse.
"Is it better?" Liang Yaoxie came into the room just after making a phone call, and saw Zhang Xianyu leaning on the wall, reading a script with one hand, and rubbing his calf with the other hand from time to time, he couldn't help asking road.
"It's not a big problem, it's just a little stretched." Zhang Xianyu's eyes were slightly blue-black, and he looked a little tired, but his complexion was fine. "It's almost time to take a rest this afternoon."
"Still reading the script?"
"Well, after the audition for this drama is over, I should have nothing to do with it, the concert." Zhang Xianyu said.
Liang Yaoxie keenly felt that Zhang Xianjue's tone was not as relaxed as he had imagined, but he was in a good mood because of another piece of news at this time, and he was not prepared to masochistically solve the world problem of "what is Zhang Xianjue thinking?" There are also activities."
"Oh?" Zhang Xianyu finally raised his head, "What?"
"Probably at Christmas time, we will collaborate on a single." Singles are usually based on audio sources, and the possibility of playing songs is not high. This "personal itinerary" sounds really weak. I am afraid that Zhang Xianyu will not understand it. Liang Yaoxie added a Important reason, "yes and daniel".
"Do you know the name of the song?"
"I heard it's called "The First Snow and the First Kiss". In fact, the first snow will be in these two days, according to the weather forecast." Liang Yaoxie said with a smile, but before he finished speaking, he saw Zhang Xianyu slowly closing his eyes and reopening them. Sometimes, he looked at Liang Yaoxie with a very strange look, or somewhere behind him.
Liang Yaoxie's sensitivity was even worse than that of Zhang Xianjiao, he noticed that Zhang Xianjiao's eyes showed a mixed emotion of appreciation and regret, which made him uncomfortable and puzzled: "Xianjiao, what's wrong with you?" ?”
"Nothing." Zhang Xianyu shook his head. The beast members all know that Liang Yoo-seop and Daniel have a very good relationship, and they have met each other when they are not in the promotional period, but Zhang Xianyu has a knot in his heart, and he always acts extremely cold, even though Daniel is a good friend at this time ——In fact, it was also later.
What bothers Zhang Xianyu is that he doesn't know how much he can change.
Of course, Liang Yaoxie's prevarication would not satisfy Liang Yaoxie, his eyes fell on the script in Zhang Xianyu's hand, "You can't be in the play, are you?" Liang Yaoxie leaned forward, "What kind of role are you going to audition for this time? , Xian Jiao".
"Homosexuality." Zhang Xianjue came back to his senses and said casually.
Then he saw Liang Yaoxie's bullet hit the outside of the door.
The weather forecast was very accurate. Liang Yaoxie just talked about the first snow in the afternoon, and at night, snowflakes were blowing in the sky accompanied by the cold wind.Even though the temperature in the unheated dormitory is really not high, Zhang Xianyu still saw a faint mist on the glass.
It's cooling down again.
Staying in the dormitory in this weather made him feel miserable. Zhang Xianyu, who felt that his calves could at least walk easily, changed his clothes and was about to go to the company to discuss with an acting teacher about an audition. Just as he was about to go out, his phone rang.
"Brother Xian, where are you now?"
"In the dormitory, just about to go out, what's the matter, Xuanya?" Zhang Xianqian asked.
"Is there anything important?" Jin Xuanya asked.
"It's nothing important, just tell me." Zhang Xianyu said while holding the hat and scarf in his hands.
If outsiders look at the current relationship between Zhang Xianyu and Jin Xuanya, it cannot be summed up by the word "push and pull". It was Zhang Xianjiao who expressed his heart first, and it was Zhang Xianjiao who rejected Jin Xuanya, and Zhang Xianjiao's helplessness did not sound credible at all.For this point, Zhang Xianyu is very grateful to Jin Xuanya. It seems that he is blind to Jin Xuanya's accommodation, trust and frankness, but in fact, Jin Xuanya, who does not have previous life experience like Zhang Xianya, can treat Zhang Xianya like this. I understand, on the other hand, this also proves that no matter how unbelievable what Zhang Xianzhen said, Jin Xuanya never doubted it.
And when they met outside and heard what Jin Xuanya said, Zhang Xianzhu's original shame and anxiety were immediately magnified.
"Brother Xian, if I promise you here that we are dating now, even if we break up in the future, no matter what the reason is, as long as you propose to get back together, I will agree. Are you still willing to date me?"
For Zhang Xianjue, it was difficult to express the presumptuous expectations that once appeared in his heart, but now Jin Xuanya said it himself.
Zhang Xianyu was speechless for a while, and after a long pause, he sighed softly: "Xuanya, I admit, I am very happy, but I am also very disturbed, what do you think, Xuanya."
Jin Xuanya's promise is the best way to solve the current predicament, and it is impossible for Zhang Xianyu to be unhappy.However, adding up his past and present lives, he has been separated from Jin Xuanya for more than 15 years. His attitude towards love has been distorted by these 15 years, and he has expectations and fears. over these emotions.
"I'm for myself, brother Xianyu." Like Zhang Xianyu, Jin Xuanya's face was tightly wrapped by a hat and scarf, snowflakes fell on her eyelashes, and fell with blinking movements.
"I used to tell myself that I absolutely can't fall in love with you just because brother Xianyu likes me." The scarf covered up Jin Xuanya's wry smile, "but I was still influenced by it in the end."
Jin Xuanya looked at Zhang Xianyu seriously: "I can now be sure that the fact that I like my brother has nothing to do with how my brother treats me, but the reason why I am obsessed with being together with my brother is because I know that I like someone, And it’s not easy to encounter that person’s sincere and loyal feelings to me.” Life is not a Korean drama, no matter how much Kim Hyun-ah has fantasies about love, she also understands that it’s not easy to meet someone she likes and likes herself up.
"Xuanya", Zhang Xianyu's chuckle was blocked by the scarf, and the distance was not close enough to hear it, "You are becoming more and more honest, so it turns out that I always tell uncomfortable truths."
Compared with Zhang Xianyu's magnanimity all the time, Jin Xuanya's words and deeds are still affected by girls' reserve. Now she admits to Zhang Xianyu that her feelings for Zhang Xianyu are still "liking", and she hopes that the two people will be together largely because of The unwillingness to let go of Zhang Xianju's feelings was beyond Zhang Xianju's expectations.
"Don't you know what time it is?"
Zhang Xianyu was taken aback for a moment, looked up at the fluttering snowflakes, and couldn't help smiling.
"Brother, answer me, it doesn't matter if it's true or not, I will judge for myself." Jin Xuanya said with difficulty but pretending to be relaxed.However, the sound of her heartbeat became louder and louder, so she had to stare closely at Zhang Xianyu's lips, for fear of missing the other party's response.
After all, she doesn't have that much courage. If the object is not Zhang Xianyu, Jin Xuanya, who is on the rise, will definitely not make several attempts to catch a person. Even if she believes that no matter what she does at this time, She will not go to an irretrievable point with Zhang Xianyu. In order to leave some leeway for herself, she only made up her mind to meet Zhang Xianyu when the first snow fell.
When the first snow falls, all the lies are forgiven unconditionally.
For Jin Xuanya, it doesn't matter whether to forgive or not. It can be said that there is a cognitive gap between her and Zhang Xianyu at this point, but there is no such thing as being sorry for the other. What she hopes is that at this moment, Zhang Xianyu can temporarily let go For his stubbornness, don't be so absolute and strict with yourself.
Zhang Xianyu clearly felt Jin Xuanya's intentions.
"Xuanya", Zhang Xianyu hugged Jin Xuanya gently, his voice trembling violently with his palm on Jin Xuanya's back, "I couldn't be more lucky".
He knows that he is not rational at all now. It can also be said that Zhang Xianyu is not a rational person in the first place. If it is not because he is more easily driven by emotions, there is no need to use facial paralysis and four-dimensional elements to protect himself.
Now the cognition in his heart that "this is not the time to date" has been crushed by the touch and joy that Jin Xuanya brought to him.Coincidentally, Jin Xuanya made such a promise when he realized that he could no longer ask Zhang Xianya, and Zhang Xianya's thought at this time was: he could no longer ask Jin Xuanya.
In the previous life, the two had been exploring for such a long time after they confirmed that they had a crush on each other. Now that Jin Xuanya has made it this far, if he doesn't catch it, what else is he going to do?
Jin Xuanya was startled by Zhang Xianyu's actions, but feeling Zhang Xianyu's uneasiness, excitement and caution, Jin Xuanya did not push him away, but hugged Zhang Xianyu back, and put her hands on Zhang Xianyu's back comfortingly.
"Xuanya, I used to be scared, very scared, but I can't be like that now", Zhang Xianyu finally let go of Jin Xuanya, but still maintained a hugging posture, the distance between the two is so close that you can even feel the other party's breath Heat, "It's too early to make any promises. I'm here to say that I will love you forever, and I don't know how much credibility it will have. All I can say is, Xuanya, it's like I let you know without hesitation Whatever I am, whatever you are, I can accept, and—”
Jin Xuanya stared blankly at Zhang Xianyu's bright and focused eyes, watched him pull down the scarf, watched his face gradually approaching, until she felt Zhang Xianyu's lips carefully touch her scarf, Jin Xuanya didn't know how to react .
"Don't forgive me for lying at any time."
Zhang Xianyu's sigh-like whispers drifted to a corner of Jin Xuanya's mind with the snowflakes. Only the simple squeeze of the scarf between the lips and the indirect kiss without even feeling the temperature of the other party has made her feel anything. Can't even remember.
Beast spared his schedule to get together today, just to practice the dance of "beautiful".
"Do you feel that something is wrong?" They just learned this dance. When practicing, they first familiarized themselves with the position, and after mastering several changes in position, they went to familiarize themselves with the movements.But looking in the mirror for a while, Long Junheng gradually saw something was wrong.
"You think so too?" Liang Yaoxie echoed, and Sun Dongyun silently nodded in agreement beside him.
"What's the matter?" Yin Doujun winks quickly, but if he doesn't pay attention deliberately, he is careless and insensitive to some small details around him.
"It's fine if I stand in the front, Xian Jiao, why do you stay behind except for your part?"
It was obviously unreasonable for the lead dancer to stand at the back, and now the rest of the people also felt that something was wrong.
"Some of the six choreographers will always be blocked..." Zhang Xianzhen spread his hands, "Well, I actually don't know what's going on. Does the choreographer think your waist is recovering well?"
"That's not going to be used like this." Long Junheng, who has no interest in returning to the lead dancer position, complained weakly, "I'm a rapper, and my raps in "Beautiful" are not long, so I have been standing on the stage like this." Front……"
"I think it may be to show that all members of beast can be the lead dancer and lead singer." Yin Doojun's words sounded more reliable, "Maybe one of us will exchange parts with you in the future, don't forget to practice singing, Junhyung" .
Zhang Xianxuan almost gave Yin Doujun a thumbs up. It was a divine prophecy. Long Junheng was a rapper when he was promoting the song, but there were many cases of Long Junheng singing in various performances. It seems that the first concert of beast will be held at the end of this year There must have been a stage where he and Sun Dongyun exchanged parts... It's been too long, and Zhang Xianzhen can't remember the specific situation.
Although Zhang Xianyu's position does look a bit abnormal, everyone didn't pay too much attention to it. They said a few words in the middle, and then how to practice or how to practice, "beautiful" is just a follow-up song after all.As for Zhang Xianjue, he doesn't care much about exposure, standing behind doesn't affect the dance itself, just dance as you want.
The six of them practiced until it was completely dark. After the weather turned cold, it also got dark very early, so it was actually only around [-] o'clock in the evening, which happened to be time for dinner.
Everyone was going to have dinner together, but Quan Junjian appeared at a particularly inappropriate time: "Xian Jiao, the representative wants you to come over."
Zhang Xianyu, who was so hungry that his chest was stuck to his back, suddenly became very bitter.
"Why is your complexion not very good? Is there something unhappy?" When Zhang Xianju came in, Hong Shengcheng sensitively noticed that Zhang Xianju's complexion seemed to be a little darker than usual.
"It's nothing." Zhang Xianzhen shook his head, "I was going to eat."
"Pfft", Hong Shengcheng almost didn't spit out, took out a bag of biscuits from his desk and threw it over, "Put it on, I'll let you go in a while."
"Is there anything, representative?" Zhang Xianyu asked first after catching the biscuit, but didn't eat it.
"Tear it open for me, I didn't even eat dinner," Hong Shengcheng said, and when Zhang Xianju brought him a row, he said while eating, "Dancing practice this afternoon?"
"En." Zhang Xianyu picked up a piece with his fingers, and began to eat after seeing Hong Shengcheng's reaction. Not surprisingly, he saw the satisfaction in Hong Shengcheng's eyes.Hong Shengcheng is gentle and true, but it can keep the artists under his banner from scandals. In some details, this boss is quite strict.For example, it’s okay to be presumptuous, provided that you decide whether you can do so before being presumptuous.Having dealt with Hong Shengcheng for many years, Zhang Xianjiao knows this very well.
"Do you feel that your position is not good? Fans can't see it when paddling behind." Hong Shengcheng said.
"I know it," Zhang Xianyu said subconsciously, and then realized, "Representative, did you arrange it?"
"Because there are other things for you to do, I won't give you any important responsibilities on stage." Hong Shengcheng looked at Zhang Xianyu while eating biscuits and felt very kind, but Zhang Xianyu always felt a little "bad".
"What is it, representative?"
"I've arranged for you to audition for a few TV dramas, and I'll go there with Quan Junjian when the time comes." Hong Shengcheng said.
Unexpectedly, he saw Zhang Xianyu's pale face in shock, and the boy wearing a wool cap stared round, like a frightened large squirrel: "Representative, are you sure it's a TV series?"
"Yeah, I won't hide it from you. The company will have further cooperation with Sidushq. Before that, we must show our sincerity to each other."
It turned out that Hong Shengcheng discovered his illness early, which not only caused Cui Zhenhao, who was going to Cube, to stay at the top of the head office, but also accelerated the cooperation between Cube and Sidushq... Zhang Xianyu thought.After Sidushq became Cube’s largest shareholder, Beast’s touring income was a major source of income for them. As the largest actor agency in Korea, Sidushq, which experienced its top actors leaving for other companies or establishing its own company, was comparable to that at the time. "Wealthy and powerful" has nothing to do with it.This alliance caused Cube to lose part of its revenue, but what it got was more film and television resources. Zhang Xianyu couldn't say whether Cube was losing money or making money. He himself had no opinion on this, and what he got was not allocated to him. Money, film and television resources also have nothing to do with him.
Of course, that was the previous life.
"Why me?" Zhang Xianxuan asked.
"Liang Yaoxie's image is not suitable, and there are other arrangements. For Sun Dongyun, it is more important to practice dancing well." Hong Shengcheng did not explain further, "Xianjiao, among the rest, I think you are the most suitable. Now I tell you, you must be done".
"I hope you can do something like this that you don't want to do but must do well." Before Zhang Xianyu could speak, Hong Shengcheng continued, "Before I step down, I hope you can all be on your own."
Facing Hong Shengcheng's serious gaze, Zhang Xianyu fell into a short silence for a while, no matter how slow he was, he could now understand what Hong Shengcheng meant. "I see, representative." He had no way to refute Hong Shengcheng's words.
If the goal is to treat something you are forced to accept with the attitude you treat something you love, then try it.
All you give yourself is the itinerary you are willing to do, that is accommodation, not obligation.Zhang Xianyu was once accommodated for a long time. Artists more or less have to do things they don’t want to do. For example, Li Qiguang’s struggle to survive in entertainment shows, while Zhang Xianyu usually sings and dances in the group, and his personal itinerary is either limited to the group or In musicals, if you want to speak on a variety show, you can say something in the fourth dimension, if you don’t want to speak, just shut up and watch the members say... Fortunately, Zhang Xianzhen never took it for granted.
Zhang Xianyu closed the door of the representative office, and all kinds of activities in beast in his previous life reappeared in front of his eyes—those were all things in his previous life.
"Why do I feel that he is the most reliable one in the group?" After Zhang Xianyu left, Hong Shengcheng held his forehead in distress, without the grace and demeanor he had just now, "Obviously he seems to be the most unreliable one in many cases."
Hong Shengcheng knew that he was impatient, but Hong Shengcheng really couldn't be reconciled if he didn't stimulate the potential of these children he discovered with his own hands.
When his condition deteriorated to Hawking's level, Hong Shengcheng didn't want to retire anymore, and had to leave—didn't you see someone like Hawking choosing astrophysics as a career direction that doesn't follow the development of the times?
There are enough regrets, no more.
Hong Shengcheng took out the document again, but the veins in the hand holding the pen were bulging. He stared at it for a while, then slowly pinched the end of the pen with his left hand, then slowly released his right hand, adjusted the strength of holding the pen, and re- After holding the pen well, Hong Shengcheng moved the wrist of his right hand cautiously, and sighed deeply.
When they heard the news that the company was going to promote Zhang Xianyu to the film and television industry, all the members of beast didn't know why.They don't know what Zhang Xianzhen's acting skills are like, but they usually don't even bother to act "I'm very happy" to fans, acting in front of the camera... thinking about it is also drunk.When the news came that Zhang Xianyu had failed two consecutive auditions, their puzzlement completely turned into sympathy.
Why did you have to suffer this crime?
The so-called "burden reduction" of "beautiful" is arranged at the end, which is actually a drop in the bucket.There is no other reason. In 2010, beast achieved outstanding results with one after another, and cube has already put the concert on the agenda.With the rapid rise of beast but not being able to gain a foothold in the front line, holding a concert is actually a little bit reluctant, but getting the label of "the concert will be held within one year of debut" has an extraordinary symbolic meaning, and the publicity effect it has is even more inestimable .So even though things were crowded at the end of the year, the cube was still running around the beast at high speed with all its strength.
For the concert at the end of the year, the members are very excited. Although Zhang Xianyu is happy, but the "beautiful show" held dozens of shows in his previous life, no matter how excited he is, he can't be the same as others.What's more, for him, the concert also means endless practice, practice and practice. Lyric songs have to memorize lyrics, dance songs have to re-practice movements, and preparations for various special stages. For Zhang Xianjue, it is simply worse.
"Is it better?" Liang Yaoxie came into the room just after making a phone call, and saw Zhang Xianyu leaning on the wall, reading a script with one hand, and rubbing his calf with the other hand from time to time, he couldn't help asking road.
"It's not a big problem, it's just a little stretched." Zhang Xianyu's eyes were slightly blue-black, and he looked a little tired, but his complexion was fine. "It's almost time to take a rest this afternoon."
"Still reading the script?"
"Well, after the audition for this drama is over, I should have nothing to do with it, the concert." Zhang Xianyu said.
Liang Yaoxie keenly felt that Zhang Xianjue's tone was not as relaxed as he had imagined, but he was in a good mood because of another piece of news at this time, and he was not prepared to masochistically solve the world problem of "what is Zhang Xianjue thinking?" There are also activities."
"Oh?" Zhang Xianyu finally raised his head, "What?"
"Probably at Christmas time, we will collaborate on a single." Singles are usually based on audio sources, and the possibility of playing songs is not high. This "personal itinerary" sounds really weak. I am afraid that Zhang Xianyu will not understand it. Liang Yaoxie added a Important reason, "yes and daniel".
"Do you know the name of the song?"
"I heard it's called "The First Snow and the First Kiss". In fact, the first snow will be in these two days, according to the weather forecast." Liang Yaoxie said with a smile, but before he finished speaking, he saw Zhang Xianyu slowly closing his eyes and reopening them. Sometimes, he looked at Liang Yaoxie with a very strange look, or somewhere behind him.
Liang Yaoxie's sensitivity was even worse than that of Zhang Xianjiao, he noticed that Zhang Xianjiao's eyes showed a mixed emotion of appreciation and regret, which made him uncomfortable and puzzled: "Xianjiao, what's wrong with you?" ?”
"Nothing." Zhang Xianyu shook his head. The beast members all know that Liang Yoo-seop and Daniel have a very good relationship, and they have met each other when they are not in the promotional period, but Zhang Xianyu has a knot in his heart, and he always acts extremely cold, even though Daniel is a good friend at this time ——In fact, it was also later.
What bothers Zhang Xianyu is that he doesn't know how much he can change.
Of course, Liang Yaoxie's prevarication would not satisfy Liang Yaoxie, his eyes fell on the script in Zhang Xianyu's hand, "You can't be in the play, are you?" Liang Yaoxie leaned forward, "What kind of role are you going to audition for this time? , Xian Jiao".
"Homosexuality." Zhang Xianjue came back to his senses and said casually.
Then he saw Liang Yaoxie's bullet hit the outside of the door.
The weather forecast was very accurate. Liang Yaoxie just talked about the first snow in the afternoon, and at night, snowflakes were blowing in the sky accompanied by the cold wind.Even though the temperature in the unheated dormitory is really not high, Zhang Xianyu still saw a faint mist on the glass.
It's cooling down again.
Staying in the dormitory in this weather made him feel miserable. Zhang Xianyu, who felt that his calves could at least walk easily, changed his clothes and was about to go to the company to discuss with an acting teacher about an audition. Just as he was about to go out, his phone rang.
"Brother Xian, where are you now?"
"In the dormitory, just about to go out, what's the matter, Xuanya?" Zhang Xianqian asked.
"Is there anything important?" Jin Xuanya asked.
"It's nothing important, just tell me." Zhang Xianyu said while holding the hat and scarf in his hands.
If outsiders look at the current relationship between Zhang Xianyu and Jin Xuanya, it cannot be summed up by the word "push and pull". It was Zhang Xianjiao who expressed his heart first, and it was Zhang Xianjiao who rejected Jin Xuanya, and Zhang Xianjiao's helplessness did not sound credible at all.For this point, Zhang Xianyu is very grateful to Jin Xuanya. It seems that he is blind to Jin Xuanya's accommodation, trust and frankness, but in fact, Jin Xuanya, who does not have previous life experience like Zhang Xianya, can treat Zhang Xianya like this. I understand, on the other hand, this also proves that no matter how unbelievable what Zhang Xianzhen said, Jin Xuanya never doubted it.
And when they met outside and heard what Jin Xuanya said, Zhang Xianzhu's original shame and anxiety were immediately magnified.
"Brother Xian, if I promise you here that we are dating now, even if we break up in the future, no matter what the reason is, as long as you propose to get back together, I will agree. Are you still willing to date me?"
For Zhang Xianjue, it was difficult to express the presumptuous expectations that once appeared in his heart, but now Jin Xuanya said it himself.
Zhang Xianyu was speechless for a while, and after a long pause, he sighed softly: "Xuanya, I admit, I am very happy, but I am also very disturbed, what do you think, Xuanya."
Jin Xuanya's promise is the best way to solve the current predicament, and it is impossible for Zhang Xianyu to be unhappy.However, adding up his past and present lives, he has been separated from Jin Xuanya for more than 15 years. His attitude towards love has been distorted by these 15 years, and he has expectations and fears. over these emotions.
"I'm for myself, brother Xianyu." Like Zhang Xianyu, Jin Xuanya's face was tightly wrapped by a hat and scarf, snowflakes fell on her eyelashes, and fell with blinking movements.
"I used to tell myself that I absolutely can't fall in love with you just because brother Xianyu likes me." The scarf covered up Jin Xuanya's wry smile, "but I was still influenced by it in the end."
Jin Xuanya looked at Zhang Xianyu seriously: "I can now be sure that the fact that I like my brother has nothing to do with how my brother treats me, but the reason why I am obsessed with being together with my brother is because I know that I like someone, And it’s not easy to encounter that person’s sincere and loyal feelings to me.” Life is not a Korean drama, no matter how much Kim Hyun-ah has fantasies about love, she also understands that it’s not easy to meet someone she likes and likes herself up.
"Xuanya", Zhang Xianyu's chuckle was blocked by the scarf, and the distance was not close enough to hear it, "You are becoming more and more honest, so it turns out that I always tell uncomfortable truths."
Compared with Zhang Xianyu's magnanimity all the time, Jin Xuanya's words and deeds are still affected by girls' reserve. Now she admits to Zhang Xianyu that her feelings for Zhang Xianyu are still "liking", and she hopes that the two people will be together largely because of The unwillingness to let go of Zhang Xianju's feelings was beyond Zhang Xianju's expectations.
"Don't you know what time it is?"
Zhang Xianyu was taken aback for a moment, looked up at the fluttering snowflakes, and couldn't help smiling.
"Brother, answer me, it doesn't matter if it's true or not, I will judge for myself." Jin Xuanya said with difficulty but pretending to be relaxed.However, the sound of her heartbeat became louder and louder, so she had to stare closely at Zhang Xianyu's lips, for fear of missing the other party's response.
After all, she doesn't have that much courage. If the object is not Zhang Xianyu, Jin Xuanya, who is on the rise, will definitely not make several attempts to catch a person. Even if she believes that no matter what she does at this time, She will not go to an irretrievable point with Zhang Xianyu. In order to leave some leeway for herself, she only made up her mind to meet Zhang Xianyu when the first snow fell.
When the first snow falls, all the lies are forgiven unconditionally.
For Jin Xuanya, it doesn't matter whether to forgive or not. It can be said that there is a cognitive gap between her and Zhang Xianyu at this point, but there is no such thing as being sorry for the other. What she hopes is that at this moment, Zhang Xianyu can temporarily let go For his stubbornness, don't be so absolute and strict with yourself.
Zhang Xianyu clearly felt Jin Xuanya's intentions.
"Xuanya", Zhang Xianyu hugged Jin Xuanya gently, his voice trembling violently with his palm on Jin Xuanya's back, "I couldn't be more lucky".
He knows that he is not rational at all now. It can also be said that Zhang Xianyu is not a rational person in the first place. If it is not because he is more easily driven by emotions, there is no need to use facial paralysis and four-dimensional elements to protect himself.
Now the cognition in his heart that "this is not the time to date" has been crushed by the touch and joy that Jin Xuanya brought to him.Coincidentally, Jin Xuanya made such a promise when he realized that he could no longer ask Zhang Xianya, and Zhang Xianya's thought at this time was: he could no longer ask Jin Xuanya.
In the previous life, the two had been exploring for such a long time after they confirmed that they had a crush on each other. Now that Jin Xuanya has made it this far, if he doesn't catch it, what else is he going to do?
Jin Xuanya was startled by Zhang Xianyu's actions, but feeling Zhang Xianyu's uneasiness, excitement and caution, Jin Xuanya did not push him away, but hugged Zhang Xianyu back, and put her hands on Zhang Xianyu's back comfortingly.
"Xuanya, I used to be scared, very scared, but I can't be like that now", Zhang Xianyu finally let go of Jin Xuanya, but still maintained a hugging posture, the distance between the two is so close that you can even feel the other party's breath Heat, "It's too early to make any promises. I'm here to say that I will love you forever, and I don't know how much credibility it will have. All I can say is, Xuanya, it's like I let you know without hesitation Whatever I am, whatever you are, I can accept, and—”
Jin Xuanya stared blankly at Zhang Xianyu's bright and focused eyes, watched him pull down the scarf, watched his face gradually approaching, until she felt Zhang Xianyu's lips carefully touch her scarf, Jin Xuanya didn't know how to react .
"Don't forgive me for lying at any time."
Zhang Xianyu's sigh-like whispers drifted to a corner of Jin Xuanya's mind with the snowflakes. Only the simple squeeze of the scarf between the lips and the indirect kiss without even feeling the temperature of the other party has made her feel anything. Can't even remember.
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