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What would you do if she did have a boyfriend?

Zhang Xianzhen only thought about it once in the very beginning of his life, and then Jin Xuanya had no signs of falling in love, so he gradually left it behind.It's almost like he didn't think much about whether he should change his way in the group in this life, or ignore Hong Shengcheng's illness. It's because there are too many things and he doesn't have the ability to take care of them, so he forgets them intentionally or unintentionally.

If she really has a boyfriend...

If it was the previous life, Zhang Xianjue thought that he would bless her.The two of them endured like that for more than ten years, and they were still alone in their forties. Zhang Xianyu himself was having a hard time, and Jin Xuanya, a woman, must have endured more.

However, he is living a new life.He and Jin Xuanya haven't had time to fall in love, and those past life mistakes and parting haven't had time to happen. Strictly speaking, they won't happen.

what should I do?

Zhang Xianxuan sat slumped on the floor of the practice room with his head bowed.He had already thought of the answer, the answer that made him uncomfortable: the shadows left on Zhang Xianjiao by the past life were much deeper than imagined.

He only now realizes that he has become so cowardly when it comes to feelings.

Zhang Xianjue sighed, when did he start to feel that liking her like this without any fear or estrangement is a very good thing?

He wanted to stand up, but the pain in his stomach made him crooked.Zhang Xianxuan supported the wall with his hands, and then remembered that he had planned to go to the convenience store to buy something to fill his stomach, but unexpectedly ran into Jin Xuanya and Li Yan's intimate appearance, and he had already forgotten his original intention completely under the confusion of thinking.Now that he had regained his composure, his empty stomach began to protest to him with throbbing pains.

Zhang Xianzhen smiled wryly, grabbed his wallet and walked out of the practice room without even changing his clothes.In the practice room, apart from Zhang Xianjiao, there are only Sun Dongyun and Liang Yaoxie. These two people have been concentrating on practicing just now, and they didn’t notice Zhang Xianjiao’s strange behavior. Now that Zhang Xianjiao is about to go out, Liang Yaoxie turned his head: "Xianjiao, if you want to buy supper, bring me some share."

"What do you want?" Zhang Xianyu stopped and asked.

"Fried rice cake."

"Okay." Zhang Xianyu nodded and left directly.

As soon as he walked to the first floor, he saw Jin Xuanya who he least wanted to see now.This is not to say that Zhang Xianyu's mind has been shaken by today's events, but because he has just realized his current attitude towards relationships, and he hasn't figured out how to face his love and the person he loves.

"Brother Xianjiao, are you going out for supper?" Jin Xuanya's temples were a little wet, and it was obvious that she had just finished practice. She seemed to be ignorant of what happened before, and greeted Zhang Xianjiao with a smile.

Zhang Xianyu gave an absent-minded "hmm".

"Let's go together. I know there's a nice new shop nearby." Jin Xuanya lowered her head slightly, avoiding Zhang Xianyu's gaze. Just a moment, and I'll return it to you."

"Okay," Zhang Xianyu said, "Do you have any body management requirements recently?"

"It's the beast that will come back." Kim Hyun Ah said jokingly, but she still didn't raise her head.

Zhang Xianyu also smiled, his eyes were bent, the corners of his mouth curled slightly, his smile looked quiet and beautiful: "Do you think I use my figure to manage?"

"Skin management is needed." Jin Xuanya was not to be outdone.

Zhang Xianyu, who was being visited by belated puberty, closed his mouth in grief when he thought of the acne that had started to appear on his face.

The store that Jin Xuanya mentioned has indeed only opened recently, but Zhang Xianyu has already tasted it as a senior foodie. He doesn't think there is anything special about the food here, but he thinks that it may be more suitable for Jin Xuanya's taste at this time. He didn't say anything.After paying the bill for Jin Xuanya, Zhang Xianyu ordered a lot for himself, and found a corner to sit down and eat hard.

Because he was really hungry, Zhang Xianyu ate very fast, and wiped out a large table in a short time.He wiped his mouth clean and stood up, went to buy the supper that he promised to bring to Liang Yaoxie, and just as he walked out the door with the bag, he saw Jin Xuanya standing not far away.

"What are you doing here?" Zhang Xianyu hurried over.

"Wait for you." Jin Xuanya changed her appearance of constantly joking when she came here but never communicated with Zhang Xianyu face to face. She looked serious and looked directly at Zhang Xianyu.

"Huh?" Zhang Xianyu was not used to Jin Xuanya's sudden change of face. He looked around, sighed resignedly, and lowered his head, "Let's talk as we walk. By the way, what about the things you bought?"

Jin Xuanya forced a smile: "It's over."

Zhang Xianyu thought for a while, Jin Xuanya didn't buy much at first, so he nodded: "Let's go." He was walking on the left side of Jin Xuanya, with a bag in his right hand, even if he was photographed, he could still use "meet when eating supper" "This kind of reason to explain.

"Brother Xian, I saw you this afternoon."

Zhang Xianxuan felt that his psychological quality had been well tempered when facing Jin Xuanya. Even if he saw her being intimate with Li Yan, he felt complicated, but when he actually talked with Jin Xuanya, he quickly adjusted his state.But Jin Xuanya's words still scared Zhang Xianyu almost throwing the bag in his hand.He turned his head to look at Jin Xuanya in astonishment, unable to speak for a moment.

"Your dress is not the same as usual, but I can recognize it." Jin Xuanya also turned her head and met Zhang Xianjiao's eyes. She was practicing before, and she was wearing flat sneakers on her feet, so she was probably shorter than Zhang Xianjiao Jin Xuanya, who is half-headed, needs to raise her head slightly to meet Zhang Xianyu's eyes. The strange thing is that she doesn't feel uncomfortable looking up at others in front of Zhang Xianyu. "You've seen it all, right?" Jin Xuanya said calmly.

"That's right." Zhang Xianyu calmed down a little, pursed his lips lightly, and continued to walk forward.

Jin Xuanya also followed: "Li Yan is here today to find Brother Doujun, you can ask him when you go back, I ran into him by chance in a convenience store, please ask him to help me put on a scene."

"Hyun Ya--"

No matter how dull Zhang Xianyu is, he can figure it out when Jin Xuanya said this.What's more, Zhang Xianyu has always been very sensitive about the things he cares about.

But such a fact does not make him feel happy now, because what Zhang Xianzhen is worried about is not that his feelings cannot be responded to, but that he and Jin Xuanya clearly fell in love in the previous life, but in the end they reached an irretrievable point.Before Zhang Xianyu thought that Jin Xuanya would have a boyfriend during this period, he couldn't muster the courage, but now he was a little confused by this reversal, and he was even more unable to make a decision, or rather, he dared not make a decision.

"There are two things I didn't understand before," Jin Xuanya didn't give Jang Hyun-jae a chance to speak, "The first is why you said you like me and care about me, but you actively keep your distance. The second is, Why do I have to figure out the first thing."

"Now I have the answer. Let me talk about the first thing first. This is my inference from my brother. Listen to me, brother, is it right?"

Jin Xuanya's tone was firm and irrefutable, Zhang Xianzhen looked at the ground: "Say it."

"I've been confused for a long time, but later you had some ideas about your attitude towards work, and I'm more sure today." Jin Xuanya's tone slowed down, "Don't take on the responsibilities that you think you can't bear, so when you were in the group Here, you don’t want to do anything other than singing and dancing, and you have the same attitude towards your emotional brother, right? You think that if we fall in love, you will have to bear the responsibilities that come with it, or you won’t be able to bear it at all. So you like me, but you have to keep a distance from me, right?" Her voice contained elements of dissatisfaction and questioning, as well as some anticipation—Jin Xuanya, who has been paying attention to the change in Zhang Xianyu's attitude after joining beast, naturally cleared it up Chu.

Zhang Xianzhen didn't speak, and Jin Xuanya didn't ask Zhang Xianzhen to give her an answer at this time. She continued: "Even if I think I have a boyfriend, I don't change my mind. My brother's stubbornness... It's hard for me to understand. Now let's talk about the second Well, my answer is—"

"Xuanya." Zhang Xianyu turned his head suddenly, trying to interrupt Jin Xuanya's words, but Jin Xuanya would not let him do what he wanted, but sped up his speech: "I like you, not because you like me, but because of Zhang Xianya. I have already After thinking about it for a long time, brother don't have to worry that what I said today was impulsive."

Jin Xuanya also turned around, facing Zhang Xianyu, who clearly saw the admiration and expectation in her eyes, her reddish cheeks and the tooth marks on her lower lip revealed her nervousness that belonged to a little girl.I don't know when there was a sweet smell in the air - the kind of sweetness that made Zhang Xianyu afraid.

"Brother Xian, now I tell you that I like you, can you respond to me now?"

It is not difficult to guess what Jin Xuanya has experienced now. On the one hand, she gradually sees through Zhang Xianjiao's emotional stubbornness and timidity, and on the other hand, she gradually becomes clear about her feelings for Zhang Xianjiao.

I like him, and he likes me, but he doesn't want to be with me now.

This kind of thing is a tragedy for anyone.

Zhang Xianyu didn't know if it was because he expressed his intention early that it caused things to deviate from the original track.Although he and Jin Xuanya had a good impression of each other very early, but because the schedules did not overlap, the two of them were not the type to take the initiative when they had a feeling. Before Aker became an army, there was not much communication, until a limited group was formed. , the relationship developed by leaps and bounds, and it took half a year for the two parties to formally confirm the relationship.And now, it is the summer of 2010.

He was almost overwhelmed by panic.

"I have to admit, I'm afraid, Xuanya." Zhang Xianzhen still couldn't lie to the girl in front of him, he sighed, "You're right, I don't want our relationship to enter into a responsible relationship right now." Another point is that I don't have the confidence to guarantee that my relationship with you will have a good result now."

Zhang Xianyu has thought about countless times, what kind of character he and Jin Xuanya have, what kind of experience they have, what kind of attitude towards things, and what kind of changes and choices they will make in a specific environment. How to fall in love, how to be self-righteous intoxicated in sweet feelings, how to destroy trust unconsciously, how to pass by in the deviation of understanding, and how to reach the bitter ending.As a result, he is now sober and timid as never before.

"I have never worried that you will not like me, because my love for you will never change. As long as you are still Jin Xuanya, I dare not say that you will grow old forever, but it will last until my responsibility to the family no longer allows me to continue to be single. At that time, I can be sure that it will be a long time, and I have enough patience to wait for the right time. But if we fall in love when we are 20 years old, I can't guarantee that we will be able to meet in the future. Persevere in the face of all kinds of problems, once there is a parting, there will be scruples and barriers. If we date and then break up, the difficulty for us to be together in the end is even higher than if you have dated with others."

Zhang Xianjue clearly knows how difficult it is to persevere in the relationship when he was young. Even he has a deep understanding of the mistakes the two made in the last relationship. He can't guarantee that this time he will be able to go to the end together.The invisible choice has been placed in front of him, and he timidly chooses to keep a distance, in order to get a good result in the category of "life". "Xuanya, for us artists, the person we fell in love with when we were young is often not the same as the person we grow old with."

The hazy feeling in my heart was translated into words and clearly clarified.While explaining to Jin Xuanya, Zhang Xianyu also gave himself an explanation-why he has been stagnant.

"If you can only choose one, I hope to be the one who will accompany you to the old age."

Jin Xuanya stood where she was, her brain was in a mess, and her ears were buzzing.Those thoughts of Zhang Xianju are too heavy and too far away for her who is still in the tenth generation. Even if she knows that Zhang Xianju is right, she is subconsciously unwilling to think about this issue.

She is not yet 20 years old, why should she think so far?

"Why..." Jin Xuanya couldn't continue.The question raised by Zhang Xianyu, she can't answer at all now.

Zhang Xianyu didn't ask Jin Xuanya to give her any good answers now, even he himself didn't think of any good answers for him at this time.

He bent down slightly, and his eyes were on the same level as Jin Xuanya:

"Xuanya, can you stop falling in love at this time, I haven't figured out how to deal with parting."

"I may not give you another chance in the future."

"I know."

"Can't you find a better choice, such as people who love each other at the best age, and will grow old together in the end?"

"I can not."

Under Zhang Xianjiao's warm, calm and doting smile, it only took a few seconds for Jin Xuanya to go from stern to completely unconfident.

All she could say was, "I wish sometimes you hadn't told me so much the truth."

Jin Xuanya, who has been in the entertainment industry for three years, no longer has any fantasies about her career, but her fantasies about love still remain.To be in love with the man you like sweetly is something that every little girl looks forward to, and Kim Hyun Ah is no exception.Zhang Xianyu's view of love that is mature enough to be summed up by "vicissitudes" is far beyond Jin Xuanya's previous imagination, which makes her feel very burdened—but she can't refute it, because she knows that this view is actually not wrong.It's just that she couldn't imagine it, and it was even more difficult to accept.

Zhang Xianyu's devotion to feelings is too deep. When Jin Xuanya just confirmed that his relationship is "like", what Zhang Xianyu confirmed is that he can accept the unimaginable, long waiting and patience for the final togetherness.

This is so overwhelming.

But let it go...

Jin Xuanya opened her eyes and stared straight at the ceiling. The other members in the dormitory were fast asleep, but she didn't feel sleepy from beginning to end.

I can't bear it...

She didn't know whether she should be happy or sad.

Zhang Xianyu has always been a stubborn person.In this life, he debuted as a beast member again. At first, he was obsessed with copying the route of his previous life, obsessed with "singing and dancing well, and letting those who are good at it do the rest." In more than half a year, the people and things around him They all proved to him that this attitude was unacceptable, and he gradually changed.In terms of relationships, he is obsessed with waiting for better opportunities, because he is afraid that he would rather endure than move forward.

Even if he knew that his confession would bring a burden to Jin Xuanya, even if he knew that it would be very hard for him, even if he knew that it meant that he would probably have to watch Jin Xuanya flirt with others, but none of these could bring Zhang Xianyu enough courage.

He was still too afraid of repeating the same mistakes—the experience and lessons from his previous life were a help to Zhang Xianyu, but also an invisible shackle.

But if given the chance to choose, I would choose to keep the memory.Standing in the elevator, looking at the changing floor numbers, Zhang Xianyu thought.

He is now going to see Hong Shengcheng.Not long after the conversation with Kim Hyun Ah, Hong Seung Sung went to the United States for "work" and just flew back the day before yesterday.He wants Zhang Xianju to have something in the past, but Zhang Xianju is not interested in thinking about it—he just needs to do it according to the original plan, and Hong Shengcheng can always be the Dinghaishenzhen of the cube, other than that, nothing else is important.

"Dong dong." Outside the representative's office, Zhang Xianyu knocked on the door rhythmically twice.

"Please come in."

What surprised him was that Hong Shengcheng was on the phone: "Well, let me try it here. This kind of thing is not easy to do. Your company can't help, and I can't guarantee it. You should be mentally prepared."

The person on the opposite side didn't know what to say, Hong Shengcheng had a smile on his face: "That's good, do it well."

Hong Shengcheng finally hung up the phone, put the phone on the table, looked up at Zhang Xianyu: "Sit."

What he said next was unexpected by Zhang Xianyu: "Xianjiao, do you want to know who I was talking to just now?"

Hong Shengcheng asked with a smile, his face was full of warmth, but his eyes were full of coldness. The chill did not come from the cold wind of severe winter, which would make people standing at the wind blowing, but the sudden drop in temperature, the tension between heaven and earth. All life will accept the baptism of cold, whether it is others or yourself.