Korean entertainment life reset

Zhang Xianju suddenly remembered what happened in his previous life.

At that time, he was filming beast's second group variety show "——burningthebeast". His performance in this variety show was still not outstanding, but compared to when he recorded the first group variety show "idolmaid" four years ago, he had already improved. He has made great progress. With the broadcast of the program, he has added a few labels on his head. In addition to the original "four-dimensional", there are also "sports waste wood" and "beauty fool", which are more pleasing position.

For such a result, Zhang Xianyu and the people around him naturally had no reason to be unhappy.At that time, Jin Xuanya was very busy with her solo comeback, but she still watched every episode of the show, "Brother, do you want to try variety shows besides aker, you must have some schedule", Jin Xuanya suggested.

Zhang Xianyu immediately refused: "No, you know I'm not suitable for variety shows."

Originally, Jin Xuanya just mentioned it casually, and it didn't matter what Zhang Xianzhen's answer was, but he refused too firmly and without hesitation, which made Jin Xuanya feel aggrieved for a while.

"Brother, do you think I'm suitable for variety shows?"

And Jin Xuanya in front of her eyes was gradually overlapping with the girl in her memory who complained or questioned her.

Zhang Xianyu and Jin Xuanya have many similarities in personality, such as the same sincerity and straightforwardness, the same obsession with stage effects, etc., and so on. It is precisely because they have a lot of common language that they are attracted to each other when they cooperate, and finally came together.

Yet their development as entertainers was very different.Due to lack of talent, unconfident character and stubbornness in his bones, Zhang Xianyu became obsessed with the improvement of singing and dancing for a long time. The positioning of the group members also allows him to act according to his own wishes, acting skills, variety shows and even fans. There are people in charge of the service. Zhang Xianyu's life, according to fans, is "dancing, eating, playing and missing".Jin Xuanya is different. She has a straightforward personality and is not the kind of person who is slick and flawless, but she has to be fixed in "Invincible Youth". While gaining popularity, she also received a lot of negative comments. People, but took the route of sexy exposure, there has been no negative news since debut, but word of mouth has been unable to improve, doing things one by one that I don’t want to do but have to do, I have gained a lot, and I have lost a lot .

"Xuan Ya, she is able to do a job well in front of the camera. I also like that feeling." Zhang Xianyu tried to defend himself. He didn't like his character so much, but thought that since it is difficult to change by nature, there is no need to change much. Simply let the flow take its course, "But it is very difficult for me to pretend, and there is no need for me to stand in front, why not be myself?"

On this issue, it is difficult to reconcile the differences between Jin Xuanya and Zhang Xianyu, who have been the absolute main members since their debut: "What is unnecessary? Our profession is an artist. If we don't fight, we will be eliminated. You think you can rely on the company and teammates. Is it?" Jin Xuanya was a little angry that she debuted in 2009, when the girl group battle was the most intense, compared to the 2009ne2, f(x), browneyedgirls, kara and other girl groups that emerged in 1, they were not outstanding. Jin Xuanya, who doesn't have much interest, is fixed in "Invincible Youth". The other members don't have so many resources, but they are also contributing to the group in their own ways.Zhang Xianzhen practiced hard and took the stage seriously. Jin Xuanya was beyond reproach, but even if Jin Xuanya was also passionate about the stage, he had to admit a very cold fact: strength does not have that much effect on popularity.

If a group wants to become popular and continue to be popular, Divine Comedy is the most effective, but it is hard to come by, so countless idols have tried various methods outside the stage, such as variety shows, film and television, and special fan services. Wait, wait, wait, just to survive in the highly competitive entertainment industry.

Jin Xuanya admits that Zhang Xianyu is an excellent singer and dancer, but as an artist, Zhang Xianyu is not qualified.

Zhang Xianyu can't refute it. He has little room for improvement in singing and dancing, and he continues to nitpick with peace of mind because he knows the future in advance. The rookie group, and their own attitude...

Using the words "Let me think about it" calmed down Jin Xuanya's emotions, Zhang Xianzhen's heart was heavy, since he was reborn, he felt the expectations of the people around him more than once, which he had never felt at this time in his previous life. At first I thought it was absurd, but then wavered briefly, and now Jin Xuanya said the same thing, even though Zhang Xianzhen has always been a stubborn person, at this time he couldn't help but have more doubts about his attitude.

What exactly happened here?

Not only Zhang Xianyu thought so, but Jin Xuanya, who once again got angry in front of Zhang Xianya, felt a little unacceptable to her performance after she calmed down. She had disputes with others on weekdays, and they were just ordinary bickering. They all happened in front of Zhang Xianyu. Jin Xuanya didn't have time to think about the reason. She said these words out of good intentions, but now she simply said what was in her heart: "Brother Xianjiao, I didn't mean that you must What do you have to pay, or how powerful you become, even, even if you are standing as a friend, I...I think you seem to be too dependent on fate..."

Jin Xuanya's words are not very nice, but Zhang Xianyu has already gotten used to it. In this regard, he is actually more than Jin Xuanya, so it is not because he is familiar to a certain extent that Zhang Xianju never dares to speak too much, for fear of offending others. "I see," Zhang Xianyu said with a smile, "Xuanya, my words are often worse than what you said just now, is it really okay to speak more?"

"Hey", most of Jin Xuanya's guilt was washed away by Zhang Xianjiao's teasing, "Why do I feel like I'm being led by the nose by you", she muttered softly.

That being said, Jin Xuanya can also feel that Zhang Xianyu is interested in what she said.

Am I the kind of person who depends on fate?

If it was in his previous life, Zhang Xianju would have scoffed at this statement. Whether it was the constantly changing routes during his singer days or the performance problems he faced when he was a musical actor, Zhang Xianju's life is not very turbulent, but there are challenges. Not too little.

But in this life, Zhang Xianyu couldn't be so calm.

According to the experience accumulated in the previous life, improve your singing and dancing skills in all aspects to become a better stage performer, and then, what else do you want to do?

Let the beast hit the top?The combination of climbing to the top is just a few people at the right time and place, and all of them are indispensable. Can I think of a way?

Buy a few stocks with potential in advance to become a rich man? In 2020, there is a technology stock in the United States that has risen quite high. You can try it at that time, but the income of being an artist is completely enough.

Become a topstar yourself?Zhang Xianjue curled his lips, such an unrealistic idea really hasn't appeared for a long time.

The combination keeps going?This... is somewhat feasible.

Until Yin Doujun finished filming "Gan Rain", Zhang Xianyu didn't think about it. After completing the handover of the group affairs with Yin Doujun, he was a little uneasy and couldn't help asking: "Doujun, am I lazy?"

"Lazy?" Yin Doujun is now accustomed to Zhang Xianyu's unique high-dimensional way of thinking, and he doesn't care where the question started. He thought about it seriously, "Well... in terms of what I want to do, You are very hardworking, but the problem is that there are too few things you want to do."

Seeing Zhang Xianju's attitude of listening attentively, Yin Doujun's heart softened a little. Zhang Xianju avoided responsibility like a snake and a scorpion. Of course he was dissatisfied, but after discovering that Zhang Xianju was not born with that kind of material, this dissatisfaction has almost disappeared. The player is a long-range master and melee-combat waste wood. Even if he has spare skill points, he probably won't learn melee skills. How about a better situation? It’s not certain whether the direction chosen by others is suitable for you.”

Actively make your situation a little better?

Zhang Xianyu stood on the spot thinking deeply, after a while, he seemed to have thought of something, and walked away.

"Where are you going?" Yin Doujun asked.

"Go to a representative."

"Ah?" Yin Doujun was dumbfounded when he saw the back of Zhang Xianyu disappearing around the corner, "I really can't understand his way of thinking," Yin Doujun leaned against the wall weakly and said to himself.

Hong Shengcheng, the top leader of Cube, has often served as a "psychological counselor" for his artists. Even if there is no emotional factor, artists are still very important commodities for the company. A group of young children are put into the entertainment industry. If something goes wrong and causes any trouble, Hong Shengcheng will suffer a lot.

The boss is willing to use his advantage in affinity to promote the communication between the artist and the company, and Zhang Xianzhen is not polite at all when there are problems that need to be solved.

Hong Shengcheng was reading the documents in the office, and while he was reading, he listened to Zhang Xianju talking about himself. When Zhang Xianju finished speaking, he put down the document in his hand and commented: "Fundamentally speaking, you are not confident enough, Xianju."

"Yes." Zhang Xianyu nodded weakly. Every time he thought of his stage sense and learning speed, it was difficult for him to have any optimistic thoughts.

"Don't worry about the variety show, Qiguang and Doujun are doing well. The company is discussing to arrange a group show for you. It should be almost done if you play another song. I will see your performance at that time." Nearly three Years of observation told Hong Shengcheng that cultivating Zhang Xianyu's sense of self-confidence is as difficult as climbing the sky. Right now, it is more reliable to find a route for this child, "Didn't you say that you want to go to the direction of musicals? Singing is important, and acting skills must also be good." Lian, um... Go back and watch the challenge of Qianqu more, if you think it’s okay, the company will contact you, and it’s time to accumulate experience facing the camera.”For long-lived variety shows like "Challenge a Thousand Songs" and "starking", it is not particularly difficult to get the chance to star in such long-lived variety shows that are not easy to highlight the actors.

After Hong Shengcheng finished speaking, he picked up a pen and signed his name on the document. However, when he closed the cap of the pen, his right hand holding the pen suddenly shook, and the pen crooked all of a sudden, poked directly on his left hand, and drew A long streak of ink.

This kind of embarrassing scene was fully seen by his disciples. Hong Shengcheng was a little embarrassed, but he would not deliberately avoid his embarrassment: "I am not too old, and I don't know why my hands and feet are not in control. I guess I am sitting in the office. It’s been too long, Xian Jiao, you dance all day, I don’t need to worry about this, but for the sake of your health, it’s better to do more exercise when you have time.” Hong Shengcheng babbled a lot with a smile.

"Well," Zhang Xianyu squeezed out a syllable from his throat, "Representative, then I'll go back first."

"Ah." As soon as Hong Shengcheng responded, Zhang Xianyu turned around and walked out of the office. This sudden change made Hong Shengcheng stunned, "What's wrong with him, is exercise so scary?" Hong Shengcheng whispered to himself, and then He just smiled slightly, moved his fingers, and continued to look down at the document.

In his eyes, Zhang Xianyu is still a very reassuring child.

And that "very reassuring child" in Hong Shengcheng's eyes was standing at the door of the representative's office, holding back his tears.

Zhang Xianyu himself did not expect that his feelings for Hong Shengcheng were far deeper than he imagined.

In his previous life, he lived to the age of forty, and even though he was attached to the stage, Zhang Xianyu, who has a clear understanding of reality, made full preparations for him to move from the stage to the backstage. During that process, he had a full understanding of the operator's perspective. learn. Cube's power holders gave him the impression that they were a group of businessmen who played down the conflicts between various interest groups with a gentle attitude, and the essence was still the same utilitarianism.

It seems that this has been the case since Hong Shengcheng, Zhang Xianjue thought, although at that time, Hong Shengcheng had already died of illness.

He once deeply experienced Hong Shengcheng's reality - it is a normal reality for businessmen, but it is cold for the parties involved. After that, Zhang Xianyu gradually understood that Hong Shengcheng, who has been an operator in the entertainment industry for more than ten years, although more than ordinary The person in power needs to be warm and open, but when it comes to the principled issue of interests, he still won't give in.Therefore, since his rebirth, Zhang Xianjue's attitude towards Hong Shengcheng has always been faintly defensive, and he has always evaluated any actions of Hong Shengcheng with the most utilitarian thinking.

But now Zhang Xianyu finally had to admit that everything he did was just evasion.He couldn't face the self who couldn't grasp what he had, and couldn't face the Hong Shengcheng who was once high-spirited, but when he was about to show his talents, he withered rapidly due to ALS and finally died miserably.

In fact, you already knew that you can't blame him for what happened back then, and you separated in the end. The company's move was one of the reasons, but the main reason wasn't that you didn't do a good job?You still hope that he can survive, otherwise why did you watch it for so long after the news of the major breakthrough in als treatment came out?

Yes, I hope he survives.

The previous knot of heart collapsed at this moment, replaced by an uncontrollable sense of panic.In his previous life, Hong Shengcheng had obvious symptoms in 2011, but now he knows that Hong Shengcheng had some initial symptoms as early as the end of 2009.Then--

Zhang Xianzhen closed his eyes, Hong Shengcheng in the office still looked energetic, but after the onset of als, in just two years, Hong Shengcheng quickly withered away, unable to move independently, his limbs were weak and thin Skeleton, the original black hair is almost completely white, he has been holding on and fighting until he failed to breathe that night.

Zhang Xianyu covered his mouth, opened his eyes wide, the muscles on his face twitched unnaturally, trying not to let tears fall.

The scene that had been buried in his memory for more than ten years, even Zhang Xianyu thought he had forgotten, suddenly appeared in front of his eyes. What he saw that day was Hong Shengcheng's skinny body like a zombie, and his face with a peaceful smile. Unwilling.

Of course I will not be reconciled.

I am not reconciled either.

The members of beast were surprised to find that after returning from Hong Shengcheng's painting style, Zhang Xianjiao changed again.

For the members, she still has the image of an aunt who worries all day long, but she has begun to make some positive attempts when facing the camera, but the biggest change is still outside the camera. In the past, Zhang Xianyu was listening to music in any free time, but now it has changed. Become writing yourself a "speech note" or something.

Well, these prove that Zhang Xianyu is more active than before, and there is nothing wrong with it being a good thing.But the crux of the problem is, why does Zhang Xianyu still have that preoccupied expression while practicing his personal skills and making the members laugh?

For Yin Doujun's advice "don't force yourself if you have conflicts in your heart", Zhang Xianyu can only laugh it off.He is the kind of person who will never take the initiative to make others happy if he is not happy. The members are very clear about this, so they have such worries, but he can't say the actual situation, so he has to be vague like this—— He couldn't tell the members that he found that Hong Seung Sung had the early symptoms of als, and he didn't know what to do, so he had to find a difficult task and do it with all his might, so that he wouldn't think about it.

But his self-enclosed state lasted for too long, and after all, some people couldn't stand it anymore.

"You can't stay in the dormitory all the time in winter. You didn't go anywhere except the company when you didn't have a schedule these days, right?" Liang Yaoxie sometimes felt that he had already infected Zhang Xianjiao's worrying attributes.

Zhang Xianzhen shook his head: "I also went to the coffee shop opposite the company."

"Come out with me tonight and introduce a friend to you." Liang Yaoxie, who found it meaningless to talk nonsense with Zhang Xianzhen, directly issued an ultimatum.

Knowing that Liang Yaoxie couldn't understand his dead house behavior, Zhang Xianjue was not angry, he just clarified a fact: "What if I keep silent."

"It's okay, that friend knows me very well, he won't be angry about this." Liang Yaoxie knew too well what kind of virtue Zhang Xianjiao is, "If you can sit by the side and look at us all the time, I can't help it."

In the end, Zhang Xianxuan still went out with Liang Yaoxie. After the promotion period of "ry" ended, he did not go out too often. In order not to "see the wind and die" in January, it is not bad to go out to receive exercise in the cold air.It just so happened that the weather was pretty good today, and there was no wind when we walked along the Han River in the evening.

It's just a little cold, so Zhang Xianyu tightened his neckline.

"Daniel, here." Liang Yaoxie waved his hand in one direction.

Zhang Xianxuan looked at the young man who was walking towards him, and his mood suddenly sank to the bottom because he was a little relaxed because he went out to "release the wind" - he really didn't expect that the person Liang Yaoxie wanted to meet was this person.Ordinarily, the relationship between Zhang Xianju and this person in front of him was not bad at first, but then they gradually drifted away at an alarming speed. Long before Daniel's accident, Zhang Xianju had no contact with him, let alone after the accident.

Daniel already knew that Liang Yaoxie would bring a "light bulb". "Hi, senior." Daniel, who was holding a bag of drinks in his hand, bowed slightly and greeted Zhang Xianyu, showing respect without any restraint, smiling At that moment, his long and narrow eyes naturally narrowed into an arc, which made people feel good. Even Zhang Xianyu, who knew what he did in the future, most of the discomfort in his heart turned into pity at this moment.

"You don't need to treat him like this, I'm on the same level as him, you can just call him Xianjiao." Liang Yaoxie said.

Liang Yaoxie and Zhang Xianjue are of the same age, but he and Daniel are in the same generation because they have a good relationship and blur the seniority. Daniel, who understands this, does not accept Liang Yaoxie's suggestion: "I should call me brother, Xianjiao brother, is this okay?"

"Call me whatever you want, I don't care." Zhang Xianjue said succinctly.

Daniel didn't mind Zhang Xianyu's indifference. He smiled, handed Zhang Xianju a cup of hot drink, and walked to the other side of Liang Yaoxie naturally. As for Liang Yaoxie, the worst situation he expected had happened, and he had nothing to do. Zhang Xianjue didn't want to You can't force others to open your mouth, so you have to act as if you are exercising your muscles.

Daniel and Yang Yaoxie have known each other for a long time, but before Yang Yaoxie came to Cube, the two worked together in the form of a double harmony combination for a not-too-short period of time, and the accumulated relationship is quite deep.Hearing the news from Daniel that he will be able to debut this year, Liang Yaoxie is very happy: "We must find an opportunity to cooperate with you at that time, Daniel, your singing skills have not declined?"

"Of course not. Even though you've made rapid progress, I haven't stopped here. After debuting, I still hope to fight against you." Daniel twitched his lips, making a provocative look on purpose.

The two clapped their hands tacitly.

"But what did Senior Meng think? The default captain is actually nine years older than you... This age difference is too big." It is exciting for a friend to have the opportunity to debut. Next, some of the contents of the debut plan that Daniel will talk about, But Liang Yaoxie felt something was wrong.

"This group was originally launched for him by Senior Meng, and I can only debut thanks to his blessing." Daniel explained that the "default captain" is the later captain Inati. He and the launched mc Meng have been friends for many years.A few years ago, Inati had a sudden emergency and was sent to the hospital for emergency treatment. After rushing to the emergency room, MC Meng promised to the unconscious Inati that if Inati could survive, he would form a group for Inati and fulfill his friend’s wish to stand on stage .In the end, inati narrowly escaped death, and after his body gradually recovered, mc dream fulfilled his promise to his friend who was nearly [-] years old.

This story is very long, and it took half a day for Daniel to finish it, thanks to his good expressive skills. "I know there are downsides to joining such a group, but this is the best opportunity I can find at this stage," Daniel said, "It's okay for me to be the face of the group like this, and it's not that bad, right?" .

"Do you think our group has a high sense of presence?" Liang Yaoxie complained that his family was merciless.

"Taller than you." Daniel said honestly.

Before Liang Yaoxie had an attack, the voices of two girls passing by interrupted Liang Yaoxie and Daniel's joking and squabbling, and also interrupted Zhang Xianjiu's wandering: "That beast is the most disgusting, and the members are all raped. Recycled, the name is also copied 2pm."

I finally came out once, but I ran into anti?Zhang Xianyu turned his head helplessly, and slowed down, letting them walk to the front.Liang Yaoxie was a little embarrassed and a little angry, but he held back.

The conversation between I didn't end here, but it tended to become more and more ugly. The two people walking in front may not have noticed that there are people around, and many of the things they said were normal girls, and it was absolutely impossible for them to say it in reality. of.A bunch of obscenities were mixed in the gentle river breeze at night, and in the end even Daniel's face was very ugly.

"I heard that those guys are afraid of bugs, why are they all afraid of bugs?"

"But we can throw a whole bag of worms at a book signing or something, and it's going to be fun."

"It sounds fun, whoever throws the bug will take it down?"

"Throwing bugs is very exciting, but I am a little worried about the fans present. Fans of such people are not of good quality."

"It's just a joke to say that we are fans, isn't it okay?"

The two laughed unrestrainedly. Liang Yaoxie, who was walking behind them, had already clenched his fists. Although he had a cute face, Liang Yaoxie's real character was a very tough type. hand.

His temper is not much better than Liang Yaoxie's. The difference is that Zhang Xianjiao is not easy to get angry when facing unfamiliar people.

Daniel on the other side also grabbed Liang Yaoxie's other hand, and then pointed to the dark place next to him.

In Zhang Xianyu's impression, Daniel is not a good-tempered person. He was a little surprised by the calm reaction of the person in front of him, but it was a good thing after all. Zhang Xianyu didn't think much about it, and dragged Liang Yaoxie to a dark corner with Daniel—if Let anti find out that there will inevitably be conflicts, and it is not worthwhile for Zhang Xianyu, who has lived for more than 40 years, to cause trouble for such two people.

However, Daniel gave him an even bigger surprise.

"Look carefully, don't expose." Daniel let go of Liang Yaoxie's hand, turned around, and even ran straight to the two antis walking in front.Liang Yaoxie wanted to rush out to hold him, but Zhang Xianjue stopped him quickly.

Daniel strode up behind the two girls, then quickly changed his style of painting, like a street gangster, and gave each of the two antis a hard push.

"You crazy, what are you doing!" Because he fell forward, there will be no major incidents, but his arms inevitably made close contact with the ground when he was caught off guard. What happened, their voices were very loud, even Zhang Xianjiao and Liang Yaoxie who were far away could hear them very clearly.

Daniel didn't rush, put his hands in his pockets, "I heard what you just said," he sneered, "I'm Beast's male fan."

"What do you want?" The two antis are both girls, and Daniel is a young and strong man. He doesn't look easy to get along with, and there is no one around. After they realized this situation, they were a little stern. ask.

"If you want to have a fight, I don't mind hitting women. If you want to go back, I won't stop you." Daniel took a step forward, forcing the two girls to back away in a hurry, "But I want to remind you that your I have already remembered the face, if I hear that someone is playing tricks in front of my brothers, hehe, you better pray that I don’t see you again,” Daniel said while moving his hands and feet, seeing the expressions of the two girls getting more and more flustered , he suddenly raised the volume, "I'm not in a bad mood right now, why don't you get out of here?"

After the backs of i were fleeing in embarrassment and disappeared from sight, Daniel also turned around and walked back to Liang Yaoxie, looking angry: "You speak so arrogantly, but they are actually a group of bullying guys."

"Don't mention them, daniel, is it okay for you to go out like this?" Liang Yaoxie is no longer in the mood to take care of anti matters, and even he was scared when daniel came out like this, "why are you still so hot-tempered, you are about to debut ,be careful".

"It's okay, I just went to scare them, and I didn't do anything else. I really can't do something like beating a woman, but that kind of person has to be taught a lesson, otherwise he will do more excessive things in the future , besides, I’m a fan of beast.” Daniel laughed again, “Besides, I didn’t wear makeup tonight. You know my situation. After the makeup, I have a completely different face. I don’t believe they were scared like that. I can still remember my face clearly."

daniel and Liang Yaoxie walked in front with their shoulders crossed, while Zhang Xianjiao was stunned for a long time before taking a step forward.

Not long after their debut, the backer mc Meng was banned due to the military service evasion incident, and the group's activities ushered in a long blank period. It was not until the beginning of 2013 that they changed the company and changed the team name to start again.Some people can stick to their hearts in difficult days, but daniel didn't. He struggled at the bottom of the entertainment industry. In hooking up with drug addicts, daniel thought he was playing around the corner, but he was actually breaking the law.

In 2013, 23-year-old Daniel pleaded guilty in court, becoming the first idol to be sentenced for a crime.

However, in 2010, the 20-year-old Daniel in front of him, with longing and confidence in the future, a friendly personality, a hot temper, and a strong sense of loyalty, the first Daniel in his memory, was obviously still a good person.

Zhang Xianju once thought that rebirth was a gift given to him by fate, allowing him to enjoy the stage again, knowing that there are ups and downs ahead but the unavoidable depression is just a small price to pay.But time mercilessly exposed the truth that he ignored intentionally or unintentionally, and let the cruel truth unfold before his eyes.

Now he finally understands what the biggest price is.

He will helplessly watch many good things now being destroyed again along the track in his memory.