[Comprehensive] Manna's Summer

59#Flute Xiaolu Erica's time

Everywhere, the aroma of Todaiji Temple.

Erika Fute Koji grew up surrounded by that fragrance.In Dixiaolu's house, even a piece of wood or a stone is soaked in that fragrance.Sometimes, Erika even had the illusion that the incense might have soaked through her flesh and blood, and had been entwined deeply into her bones.

In the Edo period, the fragrant wood that once became a monster, even after it was cut off with a sword by an unknown person, the lingering fragrance still ruled the Fuekoji family.

The fragrance is like a heavy silk binding, wrapping the old house layer by layer, forming a thick cocoon.And what kind of monster is conceived in the cocoon, and what kind of distortion has happened to the people in the cocoon, that is something that even they themselves don't know.

The same goes for Erika Fuekoji.

Erica, who used to be able to forget her fear only when she sang, since when did she not know what fear is?

she does not know.

The only thing she knows is that for Erica Futekoji, this world has no [limits].

From the day she witnessed her mother beating her father's lover to death, Erika understood one thing.

There is no "must not do" in this world.

— as long as you can afford the price.

If violence is out of balance, if murder is out of balance, if crime is out of balance, Erika's world would have tilted to the point of collapse, but fortunately, there has never been a [balance] in Erika's world.

So, does she think that's the right thing to do?

No, there has never been [true or wrong] in Erika's world.

However, her perception of her parents is very clear - dirty, disgusting, despicable, stupid things.

It is said that children will see their own form in their parents, and Erica is the same. She has the same perception of herself who is so similar to her parents.

and so--

How can I touch it with these dirty hands?

How can you use this dirty feeling to defile it?

How to let this dirty self to embrace?

so--

—Look at me.Just that is enough for me.

Erica Dikoji prayed countless times, but even such a small wish could not be fulfilled.

***

In Kuroko Mana's heart, no one is more important than Kuroko Tetsuya.

Erika Di Xiaolu knew this for a long time.However, when Mana proved it to her in person, she still felt her heart constrict.

"I'm sorry, Erica, I can't go with you, Ah Zhe is in a bad mood recently, I want to spend more time with him."

Mana apologized to her while packing up her things, Erika could only nod and smile.

"It's okay, after all, he's your brother."

So, it's only natural that you're more important than me...?

After Kuroko Tetsuya retired from the basketball club, Mana applied to move out of the dormitory because she was worried about her younger brother's mental state.Jiugaoi didn't live in the dormitory for a long time, and there was only Erika Futekoji left here.

Erika met Takumi Ichinose under such circumstances.

The moment her eyes met, a voice sounded in her heart.

— that's him.

Erica has heard rumors about Ichinose Qiao, but what does that matter?This kind of man is the one who is suitable for Erika Futekoji.

Someone who won't be soiled by Erica.

And, if my boyfriend is such an unreliable person...

Mana, please pay more attention to me.

Obviously crying and telling that she fell in love with a not-so-good man, but when she was hugged by Mana, Erika couldn't help showing a smile.

Well, look at me, Mana.

look at me.

—but even so.Mana also has more important people.

"I'm going out with Ah Zhe this weekend, can I let Aoi accompany you?"

After Erika proposed to go to the amusement park together on the weekend, Mana patted her head and smiled awkwardly.

"It's okay, Erica is fine by herself."

Reflexively showing a smile, Erika heard her own voice, even when she was telling such a lie, she was still smiling slightly.

"Manna-chan, go and accompany your brother, after all, relatives are the most important thing."

Erica Dikoro couldn't help hating herself who was so similar to her parents.Because even in this selfishness, she resembled them to a disgusting degree.

She reunited with Ichinose Qiao that day.

As God bears witness, Erika Futekoji did not intend to develop any emotional relationship with Takumi Ichinose, and her perception of this man was nothing more than "good skills".The reason why she chose him instead of Jiugao Kaoru was because she felt that Jiugao Kaoru seemed to have someone she liked.Although I don't know who it is, Erica doesn't intend to be a roadblock on the road of Jiu Woxun's relationship-after all, they also grew up together.

Erica didn't go out to find Ichinose Qiao, but after meeting him, she was also interested in continuing to associate with him.

He came back every night with the smell of tobacco on his body, and showed a nonchalant smile in Mana's worried eyes. Mana's character made her unable to say anything harsh, and she could only watch with melancholy and worried eyes with those touching eyes. Erica.Because she couldn't let go of her heart, when she was resting, Mana always followed Erika's eyes, observing her expression, and worried whether she was okay or not.

It's not that Mana didn't try to persuade Erika, but Erika knew her so well, as long as she smiled at her, Mana could only sigh slightly and couldn't say anything.

Is Erika Futekoji using Takumi Ichinose?

of course.

But what does that matter?

They have what they need physically. A man like Ichinose Takumi will not be sincere to Erika Futekoji. No matter how much sweet talk they say, no matter how closely the two of them stick together, they all know that the other party's The heart is a huge hollow.There's nothing there, and there won't be anything, and if someone could fill that void, it wouldn't be a hypocrite like them.

Erika Futekoji had no interest in getting into Takumi Ichinose's heart, and she knew the other party was the same.Just as she just happened to meet him, so he just happened to meet her.

This is just to use, not to play with.

So even though Serizawa Leila frequently sent text messages when Ichinose Qiao was having a tryst with her, Erika just smiled and even winked at Ichinose Qiao playfully.

"Is it very important? If it is very important, then go."

But even so, Erika felt a little annoyed after the number of times increased.

But before she could do anything about it, something else completely distracted her.

——The company, no, it should be said that Kaoru-kun intends to let Mana leave the bios.

The plan he came up with was for Mana to go solo.

The difference from erica and aoi is that mana's talent is too good, the company's upper management has long discussed that it may be a waste of such talent to stay in the bios, mana's voice and singing are essentially more suitable for solo singing .Although the results of bios are astonishing, everyone believes that with Xun Jun's marketing, mana can create even higher miracles if he goes solo.

Xun Jun has more considerations - for Aoi.

He can do anything for Aoi.Erika Futekoji understood that man, even though his expression was somewhat distorted, Kaoru Kuga had an over-compensatory mentality towards Aoi.It was the guilt for his sister who was left indifferent by him at home, because he couldn't express it, because he was not forgiven, and because he had the same awkward personality as his sister, he could only express it in such a distorted way in the end.

Even if everyone objects, Kuga Kaoru will forcibly change other people's minds for Kuga Aoi.

What's more, half of the company's upper echelons acquiesce in this, and half remain neutral.

By the time Erika Di Xiaolu knew about this, everything was almost certain and irreversible.

Erica felt nothing but boredom.

In the bios, maybe she is the only one who has no dreams.Will agree to form a band together, just because Aoi wants to, and Aoi is very important to her.What keeps her in the band is the desire to sing with Mana.

If it wasn't for singing with Mana...

Then, there is no need to continue singing.

With this feeling in mind, she poured poison into Mana's water cup.

The burgundy eyes quietly watched the pill dissolve in the water, and the shadows cast by the long eyelashes made the pupils obscure.

——If love doesn’t get a response all the time, isn’t it normal for it to become something else?

If your talent will take you away from me.

Then let me tear those wings off.

Don't fly away, don't go anywhere but me.

Well, I'll be with you too.

and so--

—Just look at me.