The Continuation of Only You

Because of the lingering night before, Yan Ziheng was allowed by Xu Yihan not to run in the morning for the first time, and the two of them slept under the covers until dawn.

However, Xu Yihan was the only one who went out to work. Yan Ziheng's whole body was so weak that he couldn't get up at all, so he was granted another day off, and Xu Yihan asked Huo Qin to come to the apartment to make lunch for him at noon. Make up for him.

As soon as Huo Qin entered the door, he saw the sullen Yan Shao leaning against the dining table with a glass of water. Seeing his sleepy face, he reached out to try his forehead, thinking that he was sick, and was about to start nagging, Yan Ziheng turned and went back to the room He didn't bother to explain, he just lay back on the bed and continued to sleep with his head covered.

Huo Qin looked back and saw that the room he had entered was different, and turned his head in confusion, but it was hard to continue asking, so he buried a question in his heart.

When Xu Yihan came home from get off work, Yan Ziheng finally recovered almost, except for some faint discomfort, he basically recovered his mobility.

Therefore, last night the two hugged each other and slept very well, and the good night kiss was always so sweet and peaceful.

There was another sudden drizzle at night, and the morning after the rain was fresh and clean, refreshing and warm.

After breakfast, Xu Yihan took Yan Ziheng to the cemetery, and they agreed to worship Yan Yusheng together.

The car was galloping on the flat avenue, but there was a heavy silence inside the car. Both of them were worried and didn't say much.

Yan Ziheng stared blankly at the passing road outside the window and felt uneasy. Since Xu Yihan told him some truths he didn't know the night before, he had been thinking wildly yesterday, but he himself knew very well that as long as it wasn't for him, he would leave He can accept this matter, and nothing else can shake his determination.

After Xu Yihan parked the car, he unfastened his seat belt, couldn't help but leaned forward and kissed the person who had been silent all the way, and gently stroked his cheek, "Let's go, let's go in."

Xu Yihan took the chrysanthemum in the back seat and got out of the car, stretched out his hand to Yan Ziheng, Yan Ziheng smiled back, stretched out his hand, clasped his fingers, and walked towards the cemetery together.

The closer he got, the more uneasy Yan Ziheng became, and the fingers entangled with the person beside him gradually tightened.I didn't expect that I would be so emotionally timid, with longing, complaints, sadness, and more feelings.

Xu Yihan tightened his clenched hands, looked at the person beside him tenderly, and gave him a comforting smile.

The two came to the tomb, put down the bouquet in their hands, but did not let go of their holding hands. They stood side by side and bowed quietly and deeply together three times.

Yan Ziheng stared fixedly at the name on the tombstone, all the emotions, all the thoughts gushed out, gradually wet the eyes, and finally couldn't help but whisper: "Dad!"

My heart was depressed for a while, and it was difficult to make a sound.

The two were silent for a while, and after Yan Ziheng adjusted his emotions, Xu Yihan turned his head and took a deep look, pointed to the empty tomb beside him, and slowly opened his mouth.

"Ziheng, haven't you ever wondered what happened to this empty tomb?"

"Well, I was curious, but no one knew that Dad chose the cemetery himself, and bought this double tomb on purpose." Yan Ziheng followed the direction of Xu Yihan's finger, and fixed his gaze on the open space that had always made him curious.

"I know." Xu Yihan looked up at the floating clouds in the sky, and seemed to let out a deep sigh.

"You know? How do you know?"

Yan Ziheng looked sideways, staring at the people around him in surprise, some emotions still filled his heart, as if sad, "It seems that you are really the person he trusts the most, and you know things that even my son doesn't know." It's not about competing for favor, it's just that unspeakable sadness and sorrow are unavoidable.

"Although he didn't say it, I can see his deliberate arrangement from the layout of the entire cemetery."

At this moment, Xu Yihan did not fluctuate because of Yan Ziheng's sudden change of mood, he was still calm and indifferent, and his fingers were still tightly intertwined.

Hearing the sound, Yan Ziheng looked around the entire cemetery, except for a few withered chrysanthemums still swaying in the breeze, he really couldn't see anything special about it.

"Do you know the flower language of Uncle Yan's favorite chrysanthemum?" Xu Yihan turned his head and stared at the person beside him.

Yan Ziheng shook his head blankly.

"eternal love!"

"eternal love?"

"Yes, it's eternal love." Xu Yihan nodded affirmatively, his deep black eyes were as quiet as water.

Yan Ziheng frowned. He only knew that his father liked this flower very much, but he never thought about the meaning of it. It turns out that it has such a deep meaning, "eternal love".

"The empty tomb here is reserved for his 'eternal love'."

Yan Ziheng's heart tightened, and his mother's sadness and helplessness suddenly appeared in front of his eyes, and his heart began to beat, as if he had prepared some unclear psychological preparations for his next words.

"Who is that person?"

Xu Yihan turned his head again and stared at Yan Ziheng silently for several seconds, "Xu Li, my father."

His body trembled, Yan Ziheng was so startled that he couldn't help taking a step back, his breathing was stagnant, and he looked at the still calm person in incredible horror, "You, you, father?"

"Yes, it's my father, Xu Li."

Yan Ziheng let go of his hand, put one hand on his waist, and the other stroked his forehead, and turned a few steps on the spot, "They, what are they?"

"They loved each other deeply all their lives, but they didn't spend their whole lives together." Xu Yihan's lips showed a trace of imperceptible emotion, "So Uncle Yan made such an arrangement. Since they are always separated during birth, then wait for each other to be together." After leaving this world, stay by our side, share the same acupoint."

The last sentence must have surprised him even more, so he stopped the restlessness under his feet, stood in front of Xu Yihan, stared at him in surprise and compassion, seeking the ultimate truth, he really needed to know what happened between their fathers What, and what kind of deep love should be to achieve such an extreme, and what kind of harm has been experienced to separate people who love each other so much.

What Xu Yihan and Lin Ran said before, he said to Yan Ziheng again, only more detailed and specific, for example, their separation.

It turned out that the real turning point happened at the beginning of the fourth year after they were together, when Xu Yihan's grandmother Qin Wanyi discovered the beginning of their relationship.

The past four years were the happiest and most memorable four years of their lives. They thought they would live like this, but they never thought that all the beautiful rests had been quietly drawn on the strings of their fate.

Because Xu Li was born in a scholarly family and has always been influenced by traditional calligraphy and painting art, his personality is more calm and introverted than ordinary children since he was a child. He is a quiet and indifferent person, so after graduation, he also obeyed Qin Wanyi's arrangement A stable, decent and good job.

But Yan Yusheng is different, he has a bigger heart, unwilling to be mediocre and do nothing, and vows to make a fortune and share it with the one he loves.Xu Li even quit his job behind Qin Wanyi's back because of his deep love for Yan Yusheng, but he still pretended to continue to work seriously. In fact, he took out all his savings and started a business with Yan Yusheng, and established a business The company, which is the predecessor of Yan's.

However, everything was not as beautiful as it should have been. The company's operations were bleak, and it was not on the right track. At the most difficult stage, Qin Wanyi discovered Xu Li's strangeness. This was the beginning. He asked someone to investigate himself However, she got a fact that made her even more unacceptable. The son she trusted, loved and valued the most was actually a pair of lovers who had been in love with Yan Yusheng for many years under her nose. The blow made her unable to get sick. She was weak on the sickbed and threatened Xu Li and Yan Yusheng with her own life to cut off their relationship, but she couldn't resist Qin Wanyi's determination. In the end, the two had to pretend to be obedient and pretend to separate temporarily. Qin Wanyi was very happy when she got her wish. Quickly recover.

Life returned to the usual without waves and waves. After more than half a year in this way, it was broken by a coincidence, which once again set off a bigger storm. Qin Wanyi discovered the lies and deception of the two of them. It turned out that she was actually the one. The only ones who have been coaxed, those relationships that she absolutely cannot accept, did not end as she asked, but intensified.

The same method, the same persecution, but she didn't get the result she wanted again. For the first time in his life, Xu Li yelled "no" to his mother unwaveringly. His love was not wrong, so he would not give up. , no longer compromise, will not betray his lover, he must be loyal to his heart, loyal to his love.

Desperate Qin Wanyi knew that her coercion was no longer meaningful. How could she, who was already strong and proud, accept such an ugly "fallen" from her son, how could she tolerate the rest of her life soaked in unbearable gossip, accusations, etc. Pointing and pointing, so she used the most ruthless and irreparable method to finally separate the two as she wished.

In desperation, Qin Wanyi chose to commit suicide by taking poison. When she left, she only left Xu Li a last word: Rather than letting me live to see you together, let me separate you with death.I want you to remember it all your life, it was you, Xu Li, your selfishness killed your mother, you are an unfilial son!

It wasn't until then that Xu Li realized that he was too weak to fight against the world, and even the love that only belonged to him was so difficult to protect. He was desperate, but he was not qualified to seek life and death. He knew that if Yan Yusheng knew that he Also deal with all this in an extreme way, and he will definitely be crushed, so he must live well, let him know that he is alive, even if it is not in front of his eyes, in another country.

After having to make up his mind, Xu Li, with an infinite sense of guilt, chose the only way in grief, leaving Yan Yusheng, leaving C City, leaving this city he loves and hates, He left a vow not to come back.

So, with the help of his uncle in England, Xu Li left his lover and went to another country.

In addition to leaving Yan Yusheng without saying goodbye and disappearing, Xu Li also left a brief but poignant confession:

Destiny only gives us the courage to love each other, but forgets to give us the ability to stay together.I have given you all the love of my life, and I will have no regrets for the rest of my life.There is no fate in this life, but I hope that in the next life I can fall in love with you earlier, and no longer have those unnecessary constraints so that we can live more purely and love more calmly.Please rest assured that I will live well, because only by living can I continue to love you and punish my damn selfishness and cowardice.So, please also live well, live your best life, and let me regret my ridiculous cowardice.Yusheng, no matter where I was born, you will be my only thought.