The Continuation of Only You

Chapter 54 He is the only one in his heart

Here, Yan and Xu are lucky enough to follow their own wishes to draw closer and closer to each other.But on the other side, Lin Yu, who had been isolated from the world he yearned for, fell into a more hopeless reality in flickering light and dark.

After Lin Yu finished socializing and returned home exhausted, as soon as he entered the door, he saw Lin Ran who was already sitting on the sofa waiting for him.

The moment he met Lin Ran's gaze, his mood sank to the bottom following what he understood.

The purpose of Lin Ran's visit today is already obvious, and the unrevealed facts must not be the one he wants.

The secret that he had hidden in his wallet for many years was not discovered by Lin Ran by accident, but by him on purpose.Some truths revealed by oneself are far more impactful than heard from others.As far as the current situation is concerned, he can no longer let his heart rest at ease.What he noticed was that Xu Yihan's feelings for Yan Ziheng were more different than he had imagined. As for why it was different, he needed Lin Ran to come forward to find out the truth.Whether it is a result with no chance of winning, or a desperate situation where he can hold on to the last chance, he needs to be clear, clear about Xu Yihan's heart, and clear about where Lin Yu is going.

There was a faint soreness and pain in his heart, and he knew that he must have fallen into a low-lying place of absolute disadvantage.

But he was reluctant, even more unwilling.

After Lin Ran left last night, Lin Yu did not make a mistake. He really went to find Xu Yihan. He would feel distressed if either of these two people were injured. After all, one was his most respected and trusted brother, and the other was Xu Yihan. The best friends he cares about most.

If fate really didn't draw the fate for the two to come together, he would try his best to minimize the damage to the one who quit.Although the two of them are outstanding people who know how to advance and retreat and can control themselves, but it is this self-control that cannot prevent the sinking, so what kind of affection should it be.

When Lin Ran came all the way, he had been thinking over and over in his mind for a long time. He didn't know how Lin Yu would make a choice. He hoped that he would be as ruthless and decisive as before, get out of this emotional vortex, and grab the hands he extended to him.

Lin Ran stared at Lin Yu who was slowly walking towards him, his undisguised exhaustion made his heart ache, but he was helpless.

"Brother, I'm back." Got up and handed him a teacup containing golden yellow tea soup at just the right temperature, "It's specially made for you, your favorite Jin Junmei."

He couldn't bear it, those hard-to-change realities would bring him pain, but if he continued to be paralyzed and sunk, it would be Lin Ran's fault, which would push him into a deeper abyss.

Lin Yu took the small jade porcelain teacup handed to him, with a forced smile on the corner of his lips, "Thank you, have you been waiting for a long time? Why didn't you give me a message in advance."

"I thought you were busy, and I'm free tonight anyway, so I just came to your house and waited for you."

Following Lin Yu's question, Lin Ran wanted to force a relaxed smile, but ended up smiling even more forcedly and unnaturally than Lin Yu.

The atmosphere suddenly became dull and awkward. Lin Yu put down the empty teacup in his hand and rubbed his temples. He needed a little more time to adjust. Even if he was deceiving himself, at least give him a little longer time to imagine.

"Oh, then sit down for a while, I want to take a shower and change clothes."

Lin Yu tried his best to suppress the ups and downs of his emotions. Although his expression was calm, his tone revealed a sense of loneliness and sadness.

"Ok, I will wait for you."

Lin Ran nodded lightly in response, and watched Lin Yu take off his protective mask, and a somewhat dejected figure disappeared by the bathroom door.

Suddenly feeling very sad, Lin Ran froze in place. At this moment, he lost the strength to turn around and sit down.This resolute, wise and sharp man can't escape the teasing of fate, and his originally smooth life can't escape the catastrophe of being trapped by love and hurt by love.

The most painful thing is that the passion since ancient times is always annoyed by the ruthlessness. It's true that each has his own destiny, and he can't help himself.

The sound of the bathroom door opening brought back Lin Ran's absent-mindedness.

A comfortable hot bath somewhat dispelled some of the mixed emotions in Lin Yu's heart, changed into a set of loose and comfortable home clothes, and walked leisurely to the living room, and deliberately poured two glasses of wine as he passed the bar.

Although it was only a short ten minutes, he had recovered and was ready enough to deal with everything, because no reality would change the fact that he had that person in his heart, but he had to follow the trend Instead, change a more favorable attitude at the right time, and don’t necessarily seek the only result in everything. If he is destined to be the one who can’t be consummated among the three, as long as he can get the happiness he wants, he will be happy. He is willing to let go and bless him, but the prerequisite is that he is happy enough.

"Just say what you want to say."

Lin Yu sat on the single sofa on one side, looked lightly at Lin Ran's eyes that couldn't hide his thoughts, and opened his mouth leisurely and peacefully.

Lin Ran looked at Lin Yu preoccupied. Ever since seeing him come home, the frown between his brows hadn't been relaxed. Seeing that Lin Yu's usual tough jaw line has eased and softened at this moment, his wrinkled heart can't help it. Then he relaxed a little.

"Brother, I talked to Yihan today." Lin Ran deliberately paused, "There are some things you must know."

"Well, then tell me."

Gently shaking the wine glass in his hand, his eyes kept falling on the clear and translucent liquid in the glass. The bright light in the room made the amber color more radiant.

"Brother, I, I'm sorry, if it wasn't for my insensitivity and negligence before, I wouldn't have pushed you deeper and deeper, and you wouldn't be in such a passive situation now."

Lin Ran really felt guilty. If he had understood his mind earlier, he would not have mentioned Xu Yihan to Lin Yu any more. Perhaps there would be more time for the two of them to get to know each other better. Would there be another one? There may be an ending, after all, the two are really a good match.

As soon as Lin Ran opened his mouth, he said sorry, which made Lin Yu startled. Obviously, the truth was worse than he could have imagined. Then he stopped shaking his hands and let out a deep breath.

"Emotions are not something that can be easily controlled by others, and there is no right or wrong. What I have experienced has nothing to do with you. It is not your fault, it is not his fault, and it can only be said that I cannot escape. Maybe it's a love disaster, or maybe it's a warning that I've hurt too many people." The corner of her lower lip was pulled reluctantly, and she smiled helplessly. "Hasn't it been many years? I have come here like this. In fact, I could have buried it in my heart like this. After a long time, maybe it will fade away. It's just, it's just that I didn't expect him to come to C City. by my side."

Lin Yu really wanted to act more relaxed and natural, but his heart began to ache again.

Lin Ran knew that the more his brother pretended to be casual, the more he cared the most.

"Brother, I know that you have loved me the most since you were young, and you never blamed me for anything. It is because you are kind to me, so I can't just watch you sad and torment myself. Although some facts will It's hard to accept, it's cruel, but it's better to be clear-minded than to deceive yourself and others, blindly indulge yourself to sink, and in the end, only yourself will be hurt."

Lin Ran's tone was a little excited. Lin Yu's pain was also his pain. After all, he grew up under Lin Yu's influence and protection since he was a child. He relied more on Lin Yu than on his own father. Now he met Kan, how could he bear to watch him continue to walk into the fire pit without trying to hold him back?

In this matter, he wanted to replace him to protect him.

After Lin Ran's words fell behind, Lin Yu did not make a sound, his eyes gradually turned gloomy, he took a sip of the wine in the glass, and continued to shake the glass in his hand, just like his heart at the moment, turbulent and difficult to calm down.

Lin Ran frowned, and now the more he talked, the more worried he became, the more worried he became, the more difficult he was to control his emotions, "Actually, I don't tell you, you must understand that Yi Han is also a very assertive and absolute person like you. You can easily be influenced by anyone, besides..."

Lin Ran suddenly stopped talking, the truth of some things really hurt people.

"Well, I know, you want to say Yan Ziheng."

A complex look flashed across Lin Yu's eyes, becoming more and more sad and gloomy.It was this person who allowed him to see the slight hope between him and him, but at the same time, he also saw the more mortal hopelessness.In fact, the ending is already in his mind, but it is not easy to forget it, after all, it is the affection that has been fused into his blood and flowing for many years.

Lin Ran was frightened, "You know?"

"I don't know, but I can see clearly that Yihan is the one who took the initiative to control the overall situation, it's just that Yan Ziheng is still ignorant."

Every word was very uncomfortable. It was a horrible feeling that had been suppressed in my heart for several days. Lin Yu was able to confide it today, and after saying it, he suddenly felt a lot better.

Seeing Lin Ran staring at him in disbelief, he smiled softly: "The key point between them is Yan Ziheng. Although he seems to be in love, I still need to continue to find out what I want. The answer is that the two people in this kind of relationship are the most sensitive and stingy, once there is a misunderstanding, if you don't break it all at once, it will be difficult not to create a gap, so I still have some opportunities."

Lin Yu's tone was very flat, and he couldn't tell how serious and self-consoling he was in these words. He was like the moth flying around the fire, still struggling and hesitating whether to jump into the fire or not, advancing and retreating. And in one thought.

"Brother, you don't need to be optimistic at all. You only see what you can see now, but you can't guess the facts hidden behind." Lin Ran moved closer to where Lin Yu was sitting, he had to With a ruthless heart, he decisively covered the fire in a glass cover, "Yihan mentioned to me not long ago that he only loves the right person when it comes to feelings, and it has nothing to do with appearance, and it has nothing to do with gender."

Obviously Lin Yu was startled by these words, his dark eyes sank, and they became more gloomy.

Seeing that he was silent, Lin Ran continued to tell the story he heard from Xu Yihan: "At that time, I thought that Yan Ziheng was just the right person who just met his standards, but today I got it clear from his mouth. You know, Ziheng is the only right person in Yihan's heart."

The voice became softer and softer, until it was unbearable.

"What do you mean?" Lin Yu froze and frowned.

Before the words came out first, he sighed heavily, "When Yihan was 14 years old, he had already put Ziheng in his heart, and he had been in love for many years. The reason why he came to C City and Ziheng was because of It has nothing to do with it. Moreover, there is still a period of hard love between their fathers, because of some unavoidable external pressures, they finally had to separate. Although they did not stay together, they loved each other for a lifetime. Therefore, Yihan and Zi Who can compare the origin of Hengjian, and what can cut it off?"

Immediately afterwards, Lin Yu was startled, and the unexpected facts hidden behind it really shocked him. It turned out that this was the difference he felt, and the difference was too heavy.

I thought that my unrequited love in the past few years was not easy, but the person he fell in love with had already endured these redoubled sufferings alone many years ago, and silently lived here. Suffering in hard thinking.

Compared with this, how can his love shake a heart that is stronger than his own?

Lin Ran has been paying attention to Lin Yu's movements, watching his hand holding the wine glass stop shaking because of his obvious shock, his usual calm face is now showing emotion, completely pierced by those unexpected past With all his desires gone, that resolute person who showed no signs of emotion or anger was completely unable to hide his lonely sorrow and desperate melancholy.

Lin Ran got closer, sat next to Lin Yu, took the wine glass in his hand, patted him on the shoulder lightly, and comforted him: "Brother, I know it's difficult, but there is really no other way Fa, with your mind and the harmony of life, you must know what is the most appropriate choice for you. After all, I didn’t know what I did in the past. Now that I have seen it, I don’t want you to suffer any more. If there is such a glimmer of hope, as My younger brother, I will definitely do my best to promote the good relationship between you two, but it is impossible now. After all, the bond between them is not comparable to that of outsiders, and it can be broken. Bless them from a distance, and leave your heart for someone who is more worthy of your love?" Lin Ran stopped, held Lin Yu's hand tightly, and took a deep breath, "Actually, I have fallen in love with Yan Ziheng My younger sister, Yan Ziyu, is the kind of love that I will never marry. The relationship between our two families may become more complicated in the future."

Lin Yu came to his senses from his shock, even if he was deeply affectionate, he couldn't overcome the shallow and thin relationships that would inevitably pass by in the trajectory of fate. Since he couldn't love, why did he have to love?

"Okay, I know what to do, I have my own measure." Lin Ran patted the back of his hand, and the warmth of family affection warmed his already slightly cold palm.

"Well," the sadness in his eyes is still visible, the injury is inevitable, all he can do is pull him back in time, after all, long-term pain is worse than short-term pain: "Just tell me what you need me to do, I am your brother , what I hope most is that you can be happy."

Lin Yu reluctantly raised the corners of his lips at him, forcing out a bitter smile.

Time, now he really needs time to calm himself down, there is nothing that Lin Yu can't deal with, no matter where he will go in the end, he is also glad that he loved such an elegant and delicate man, it is an emotion that has not been let down He is also content to pay.

The dark night, the drizzle was dense, and it was still cold. After all, it was a sleepless night.

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