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Xu covered his eyes with his hands, remembering the helpless late-night safety education.

On the way to an appointment, Ju passed through a dark grove.He was molested less than [-] meters away from the destination.

It's something you don't know until you're an adult.At that time, my young self only felt pain in the body, nausea and excitement that could not be stopped.

He unreservedly confided to Xi the difference between these natural reactions that he was ashamed to speak of and the feeling of psychological humiliation.He thought he could be comforted, he believed that Xi, who was a hundred times smarter than him, would understand what happened to him, and write down the standard answer in two or three strokes like he used to help him with math problems.

But he didn't.

Xi said, "Very good. When such a thing happened, Ge Ge would, like this, hug."

In the eyes of the other party, the suffering he suffered was just passing some kind of trial.How confused he was, how he struggled, and what he sacrificed, were not mentioned in the eyes of the other party.He can give up asking Xi for help, he can hate this ruthless person.But the problem is not solved.

He turned to several people for help.Open the scarred wound again.

The third master said that a man will not cry easily when he has tears.At least there are warm hugs.

He no longer dared to look at brother Rui's eyes.

There is always sadness in the eyes of parents.

It's not what he really wants.What he wanted but couldn't say.They all soothed his wounds, but only one really touched his bloody heart.

That person is Huo Shankou.

He sat on the small stone bench where Ziju was sitting now, holding each other tightly with both hands.Tears rolled in the eyes: "Little Huo Huo, am I a bad boy?"

After listening to Ju's story, Huo Shankou showed no expression on his face.He didn't look at him pityingly from a high place.Nor did he angrily scold him for being stupid and unable to resist.Not to mention watching the play, ignoring and laughing at him for fussing over a molehill.

Huo Shankou left his position and squatted down.When Zai Xu thought he was going to reach out to comfort himself, he was caught off guard and gave him a squeak.

"Hey. What are you doing?"

"Does it itch?"

Ju nodded.

Huo Shankou asked again: "Does Xiao Juju think he is a bad boy because he laughs when he squeaks?"

Ju thought for a while, then shook his head: "No. It's very itchy. Everyone can't help laughing."

"Yeah. A lot of people are automatically happy when they do that. It's not your fault. It's the bad guy who did the bad thing. But you're at fault too. You know that?"

Ju's big bright eyes looked at him.Only then did I realize that Huo Shankou was not wearing glasses.The dark pupils were full of pain.It seemed that all the injuries Ju had suffered had been transferred to these compassionate eyes.

Huo Shankou said in his usual gentle voice: "Your mistake is that you let others touch the inside of your inner bag without your consent. Do you understand?"

Dad only knows silence.Mom is always crying.Brother Rui only told him that you did something wrong to have such terrible consequences.He didn't understand why everyone came to scold him as the victim, since he was the one who was injured.He's been looking for an answer.He didn't know where he was wrong.It was Huo Shankou who told him.He was really wrong.

The tears finally couldn't hold back, and big ones rolled down on Zou's pants.In the fragrance of the magnolia, under his gentle pat, the ignorant child cried out everything in his broad embrace.

"Brother Rui said I was stupid, but I couldn't move. The villain has great strength. Little Huohuo, now that I know that I am not a bad boy, will my parents still like me? Because, I really did something wrong. I shouldn't Chatting with strangers. You shouldn't go with him. You shouldn't be in a daze. You shouldn't be too scared to say help. You shouldn't..."

"Yes. You shouldn't. Then let's get rid of what shouldn't be. But Ju, listen to me. No matter what happens, Mom and Dad will still love you."

"Really?" The young man couldn't believe it.

"real."

"Where's Brother Rui?" That was obviously scolding angrily, how could it be caring?He clearly disliked himself as an idiot.

Huo Shankou said firmly, "Yes."

Huo Shankou's words seemed to him to be the truth, shining brightly.At that time, as long as it was said by Huo Shankou, he must believe it without reservation, no matter whether it is right or wrong, he does not distinguish the truth from the false, almost blind.

He knew that he liked to hear what Huo Shankou had to say.He greedily probed: "My younger brother will definitely look down on me even more. I am stupid in studies and people, and I haven't gone to see him by the appointed time. Xi is very good. He took a pen and finished writing the questions I couldn't do in a while." Duanzi said that even he can't do this. Duanzi is obviously the number one in the class. He is even better than the number one in the class. What if he looks down on my useless brother? What should I do?"

At that time, Huo Shankou said something that he didn't understand at the time and still doesn't understand now.

"Ju, the person who likes you likes everything about you. Even your clumsiness and flusteredness, they will all like it."

"I don't understand. Brother Rui hates my stupidity the most."

"Because he's in a hurry. He thinks you can become smart by saying that. He's in a hurry. If people are in a hurry, what they say will be ugly."

"That's right! Brother Rui's words sometimes make me very uncomfortable." Ju couldn't help looking through Liao Tianrui's old accounts of talking with guns and sticks.

Huo Shankou just listened quietly, and apologized to the hurt Ju for Liao Tianrui: "I'm sorry, good boy. Ruarui's words are ugly. Then do you know why he said that?"

"He thinks I'm smarter. I know he's doing it for my own good. Thinking of me. Hey! If he talks like Xiao Huo Huo, I'll like him even more. Oh no. I still don't understand liking Xiao Huo Huo. Brother Rui It's really annoying to talk. I know he's right. But I..."

"Take your time. You didn't understand today, and you still like Rarity today."

"Yeah." Ju wiped away the cold tears from the corners of his eyes.Dangling his feet and pouting, "I don't like Brother Rui today. Because he scolded me."

"It's wrong for him to scold you. But he's right to scold you. You have to remember what we told you today."

"En." Ju counted his fingers and wrote down today's homework. "You can't talk casually with strangers, you can't walk with strangers, and you can't be touched by strangers,"

Huo Shankou seemed to have remembered something, and added next to him: "Ju, it's not just strangers. In Xiao Nei Nei, no one is allowed to touch without your consent."

"Where's Dad?"

"I want your consent."

"Where's mom?"

"No. Refuse if you don't want to. Run away."

"Brother Rui can't do it either?

"Then the younger brother can't either?"You can't either?Not even Parsons? "

Payson is a Chinese pastoral dog raised by Huoshan.The fur is very soft, the dog is very smart and likes to live.Every time I bring it here, I will immediately throw myself here, sniff and kiss there.

Huo Shankou was obviously embarrassed.

Xu knew that adults' thinking couldn't keep up with children's.When he asked such a question at the time, he didn't understand what he was thinking at the time.

Ju asked again: "Then who can?"

The answer is the one you like.

"Then what is liking?"

Huo Shankou didn't answer him, but said: "When you know what liking is, you will know who that person is. Don't worry. Xiaojuju is only ten years old. Humans can live up to 120 years."

"120 years old! Wow (⊙o⊙) wow!"

At this point, the depression that has plagued the residence for a long time disappeared.In fact, it was within three days.It was he who got into the corner and trapped himself to death.Now, Huo Shankou reached out and gave him a hand.He is saved.Surviving the catastrophe, he was so happy that he dangled back and forth on the stone bench.I can't sit still.

"Xiao Huo Huo, I'm so happy to hear you talk. I know where I went wrong. If I correct it, it must be right. You are so kind, Xiao Huo Huo. I want to thank you. When you marry Brother Rui and have a baby, You must be the first to tell me. I am going to be the flower girl at your wedding. Well, Dad said that you have to pay for your wedding. In this way, I will give you the handicraft of Yingmu Huadao."

"You don't know anything yet, kid."

Children indeed.In the past, he waited until he had nothing to love, but he still didn't take out the money.

There is a gap between them that no one else can penetrate.That is a deeper gulf than black and white.Huo Shankou is right.It was Liao Tianrui who was wrong.

Whether it was before or now, Xu's thoughts have not changed.Meeting Xiao Huo Huo in my lifetime is the luckiest thing.It will also be the luckiest thing for Ziju.

In the courtyard, the giant magnolia tree concealed Xu's figure.The two sat opposite each other around the stone table.On the table is an open crisper.

Huo Shankou picked up the chopsticks, picked up a piece of braised pork and brought it to Ziju's mouth.The gentle voice suppressed the anger: "You are just growing up, so you can't just eat vegetables and not meat like Xiao Xu."

The muscles in Ziju's back were tense, and he dared not move.

Xu frowned.what 's wrong?Have things changed?Become different from before?What kind of change?

Xu stood on tiptoe, trying to lift his head above the blinding bushes.

Huo Shankou seemed to have expected Ziju's reaction.Put the chopsticks closer together.It touched Ziju's tightly pursed lips.He smiled grimly: "Hehe, what's the matter? Don't dare to eat meat?"

Huo Shankou's voice, which is in my memory, is always as comfortable as [-]-degree warm water.If he hadn't seen it with his own eyes, Xu couldn't believe that the cynical and aggressive man was the same person as Huo Shankou who hugged his back and patted him gently to comfort him.

Ziju turned his head forcefully.The chunk of flesh drew a greasy gleam across his face.As if being swept by Liao Tianrui's machete to bleed.He is running away.

Huo Shankou wouldn't let him escape.The chopsticks slapped on the stone table, making a loud noise.

Huo Shankou suppressed his anger and explained the matter as clearly as possible: "Mr. Ning asked me to find out how Xu escaped from the house and how he accidentally fell into the water. Prescribe the right medicine to prevent future troubles. I hacked in and called the Central Park Surveillance video. Guess what I saw?"

A bean-sized bead of sweat rolled down Ziju's forehead.Eyes drifted.He was guessing how much the other party knew, whether he really knew or was trying to trick him into telling the truth.

"I saw you."

Ziju knew he couldn't hide it.Close your eyes, not daring to look.

Xu stood up, gathered the flower branches of the big magnolia into a pile to block himself, and leaned out to look.The strong scent of flowers made his eyes hurt.

When he saw Ziju opened his eyes again, his eyes were completely different.The panic of being caught doing something wrong disappeared.There are those who wander and may not want to escape, and those who are ruthless and do not know how to repent.He turned away fearlessly.Look directly at Huo Shankou's eyes.Simply expose your sins. "Yes. I killed him. He did it first, and I just gave him an eye for an eye."

Scoundrel, do not plead guilty, even if you know you are wrong.

The crisper was overturned to the ground.One stood up, and the other stared at him without showing any weakness.

Hearing this, Xu finally remembered the lie that should have been forgotten.