sleep guide

Ning Yiwei guessed that Liang Chong should also be surprised, because Liang Chong paused for an unprecedentedly long time, and Ning Yiwei waited for a long time before Liang Chong spoke.

Lu Jiaqin’s client in Yunnan gave her a pair of jade Go pieces, and she took them home and put them on Ning Yiwei’s desk. Ning Yiwei sat by the bed, emptied the Go cans, and placed Fibonacci on the checked sheets. deed sequence.

When it was 13, Liang Chong asked, "She came to recognize you?"

"I didn't say it clearly," Ning Yiwei disturbed the chess pieces sullenly, and put them back into the chess jar one by one, "But I'm not stupid."

He didn't want to repeat what happened tonight, but just wanted Liang Chong to stay with him for a while on the other end of the phone.

Liang Chong asked, "How did you guess that?"

"A lot of evidence," Ning Yiwei said annoyedly, "a lot, a lot, you know, she is stupid."

Liang Chong didn't speak, Ning Yiwei put away the chess pieces, put them back on the bedside table, and told Liang Chong: "But there is also a piece of good news, she seems to be doing well, and she hasn't endured hardship."

"Really?" Liang Chong asked him softly.

"Well," Ning Yiwei recalled her appearance, curly long hair, and fair skin, and couldn't help guessing with Liang Chong, "Do you think she gave birth to me out of wedlock, and my biological father abandoned her again? She couldn't support me alone, so she threw me away?"

"No way." Liang Chong said.

"Hey," Ning Yiwei sat cross-legged on the bed a little low, tugging at the edge of her pajamas, and emphasized to Liang Chong, "She's very pretty, you'll know it when you see it. I think she can't support me anymore. Raising a baby is difficult, and there is a lot of preparation to be done, and she may not be ready, so she can only decide not to have me, and maybe this decision is also very difficult."

Ning Yiwei babbled about different conjectures, trying to find a more perfect excuse for his biological mother, maybe because he really couldn't keep him, that's why he threw Ning Yiwei away.

"Weiwei." Liang Chong's voice became softer and gentler.

His name is Ning Yiwei, Ning Yiwei didn't respond, he was still in the mood, he stopped after he finished all his guesses, and said to Liang Chong: "Liang Chong, I thought that even if they found me, I would It won't feel anything. But she is so sad today, I am really sad."

"Why is she so sad?" Ning Yiwei whispered as if talking to himself.

His hands clenched the hem of his clothes, and his knuckles were as white as when his biological mother was driving just now.

I really want her to stop crying.

Ning Yiwei has already thought about the reasons, and wants to tell her that crying for too long and too hard will cause corneal congestion, cause temporary vision loss, and increase the accident rate of driving at night. Crying is very dangerous, so don't cry.

"Ning Yiwei—"

"Why is she so sad?" Ning Yiwei lowered his head, looking at his hands sullenly, "Is it regrettable? If you regret it, why did you come to me now?"

His room was very quiet, only Liang Chong's barely audible breathing sound could be heard, if Liang Chong didn't speak, it would be as if there was no sound at all.

Ning Yiwei said: "I am 20 years old now, and I already have my own parents."

He was talking to Liang Chong, and he seemed to be rehearsing the refusal, "I have parents, don't look for me anymore", but halfway through the rehearsal, I already felt very unbearable.

"Tell me, Liang Chong," Ning Yiwei said sadly, "What kind of person did she give birth to mine with—"

"——Weiwei, wait a minute, listen to me," Liang Chongxiang interrupted him unbearably, and said, "I'm coming back now, and I'll be there as soon as you wake up from sleep."

"I can't sleep." Ning Yiwei said with some resistance.

"Close your eyes first..." Liang Chong coaxed him, "Turn off the light."

"Okay," Ning Yiwei did as he said, turned off the light and lay down, closed his eyes, and asked Liang Chong, "Where are you?"

"Still in Frankfurt," Liang Chong said in a low voice, the voice of someone talking on his end, someone talking to Liang Chong, Liang Chong said "yes" to that person, and said to Ning Yiwei as if comforting, "I just go."

Ning Yiwei gripped the phone tightly and said in a low voice, "Frankfurt, it's so far away."

"Not far," Liang Chong's voice was very deep, like singing a lullaby, coaxing Ning Yiwei to sleep fast, "very close."

As soon as Liang Chong was serious, he became very gentle. Liang Chong was very good, like Ning Yiwei's driftwood, which made Ning Yiwei feel that as long as Liang Chong was talking to him, if the tent collapsed, Liang Chong would prop it back up. never collapsed.

"I'll take off in half an hour, you'll see me as soon as you wake up and have a meal," Liang Chong told Ning Yiwei, "Don't think about it."

If it was a more sensible person, he would probably be polite to Liang Chong, saying that you don't need to interrupt the trip for me, I can do it alone.

But Ning Yiwei was ignorant, he was confused and at a loss, he wanted to see Liang Chong and ask Liang Chong to tell him what to do.So Ning Yiwei asked Liang Chong for confirmation: "Then I fell asleep, and you will be there when I wake up."

Liang Chong promised firmly: "I will be here when I wake up."

"Okay." Ning Yiwei closed his eyes and soon lost consciousness.

Early the next morning, Lu Jiaqin and Ning Qiang left.Before going out, Lu Jiaqin stewed pumpkin porridge and steamed custard buns for Ning Yiwei, put them in a rice bowl, and wrote a note telling Ning Yiwei to remember to eat when he got up, put the bowl in the sink, and she came back to wash at night.

Ning Yiwei opened the insulated lunch box, a milky aroma mixed with the fragrance of pumpkin wafted out, and put the spoon and chopsticks aside.Ning Yiwei swallowed a few mouthfuls slowly, and Liang Chong's call came.Ning Yiwei put down the spoon and picked it up to listen.

"Weiwei, the doorbell downstairs in your house is broken." Liang Chong said.

"Ah?" Ning Yiwei was stunned for a moment, stood up, picked up the resident card on the cabinet by the door, walked out quickly, and said to Liang Chong, "I'll come down to pick you up."

He was wearing pajamas, and when he went down to the first floor, he saw Liang Chong wearing a long black coat, standing not far from the induction door.

Ning Yiwei walked over, the door opened, and a gust of cold wind came in accompanied by Liang Chong, which made Ning Yiwei's ankle hurt.

"Why is it so cold outside?" Ning Yiwei complained to Liang Chong.

Liang Chong didn't hold anything in his hands, so he naturally grabbed Ning Yiwei's hand and walked towards the elevator.

"It's cooling down," he said.

After walking a few steps and entering the elevator, Liang Chong held Ning Yiwei in his arms and pressed the floor, wrapped Ning Yiwei in his coat, and stretched out his hand to pinch Ning Yiwei's chin, making Ning Yiwei lift his face After watching for a few seconds, I announced: "Well, there are no dark circles under the eyes, it seems that I have slept well."

Ning Yiwei wanted to say that of course I fell asleep, and Liang Chong swallowed a single syllable.

Liang Chong stood at an angle that just blocked the surveillance, he pressed Ning Yiwei's lips, and kissed until the elevator stopped before letting go.

"My parents are going out." Ning Yiwei unlocked the fingerprint lock and turned to Liang Chong, "I won't be home until very late. If you are tired, you can go to my room to sleep for a while."

Liang Chong followed Ning Yiwei back to the room, but did not sleep.

He has only been to Ning Yiwei's house two or three times, always when Ning Yiwei wanted to pick up something, he accompanied him, went upstairs only once, and left after not staying for long.

This time I took a good look at this bedroom, and felt that the gadgets and small parts everywhere, the bookcase occupying one wall, and the desk and all-in-one computer near the balcony are all more private than the room in his house. breath.

Ning Yiwei moved closer to Liang Chong, showed Liang Chong his phone, and said somewhat mysteriously, "She sent me a text message this morning."

Liang Chong glanced at it, Kang Yixin sent Ning Yiwei "I am yesterday's aunt, this is my number", and asked Ning Yiwei if he had breakfast and what he would like to have for lunch.

Most parents are like this.If you don't know how to care, just ask if you have eaten.

"Should I go back?" Ning Yiwei asked the question that had troubled him all morning.

Liang Chong took Ning Yiwei's cell phone away, and very rarely, he showed some hesitation on his face.

Ning Yiwei stared at Liang Chong, seeing the change in Liang Chong's expression, his heart was slightly moved, and there was an inexplicable suspicion.Ning Yiwei tried to take the mobile phone in Liang Chong's hand, Liang Chong pressed Ning Yiwei's hand, and Ning Yiwei looked at each other, with something written in his eyes that Ning Yiwei couldn't understand.

It's not exactly pity, it's not heartache, it's not cautious and treading on thin ice, it's not exactly, but it's all somewhat similar.

After a while, Ning Yiwei broke the silence first, and said, "Do you know something?"

"Weiwei," Liang Chong said suddenly, "you were born in the Municipal Women's Hospital, which used to be close to the city center, and later moved to the one in the suburbs."

"Really," Ning Yiwei said, "I don't know."

Ning Yiwei didn't know anything about his birth, Lu Jiaqin and Ning Qiang didn't talk about it, and he didn't ask.

"It's not easy for your biological mother to conceive you," Liang Chong said again, "it's not what you think about getting pregnant out of wedlock. She is in poor health. Before she gave birth to you, she lost three children and had many injections to protect her pregnancy. When she was pregnant, I Dad’s hospital hasn’t been built yet, and I’m still young, so I accompanied my mom and my grandmother to visit her a few times, and she’s often hospitalized.”

Ning Yiwei looked at Liang Chong, but did not speak.

"She booked a single room when she gave birth to you, but her water broke early, so she went to the hospital early, and the single room was not available yet, so she stayed in the triple room for a few days," Liang Chong paused, as if again After sorting out her thoughts, she said, "She met a woman who was pregnant at about the same time."

Ning Yiwei felt a little cold, grabbed the pillow on the bed, hugged it in his arms, and looked up at Liang Chong.

Liang Chong moved his hand, lifted it up, touched Ning Yiwei's face, and continued: "At that time, the management of the hospital was not as strict as it is now. It may be that your biological mother's family conditions are very good, or for other reasons. , that mother exchanged her child with you."

Ning Yiwei still stared blankly at Liang Chong, not knowing what to say.

Liang Chong and Ning Yiwei looked at each other for a few seconds, closed their eyes, pressed Ning Yiwei's shoulder, leaned over, kissed Ning Yiwei's forehead softly, and told him: "This matter is your biological father's fault." Found it. He saw the 17-year-old photo of your biological mother and thought it was very similar to you. When he had doubts, he asked someone to check and found more suspicious points. He took samples of him and his wife and asked me to take yours. , did a paternity test."

Liang Chong turned on his phone, found a photo, showed it to Ning Yiwei, and said, "It's this one."

A family photo, Ning Yiwei looked at the girl circled with a pen, thought for a while, and felt that it was very similar, so it's no wonder that he had doubts.

"When did you know?" Ning Yiwei asked Liang Chong.

"When you came to Australia, your biological father called me," Liang Chong said, "The paternity test was issued on the day you accompanied me back from Australia."

Ning Yiwei looked at Liang Chong with a sore nose and sore eye sockets. He thought of what happened before going to Australia, and he felt that it was his luck that happened.

"Then my biological father—" Ning Yiwei looked at Liang Chong and said in a low voice.

It's Professor Kong.

"It's Kong Shenfeng," Liang Chong said, "His wife is my aunt, named Kang Yixin."

Ning Yiwei sat for a while, lowered his head, looked at his feet wearing plush slippers, and said, "That's it."

"I originally thought that my biological parents didn't want me," Ning Yiwei said, "For some reasons, there are many such things."

"No," Liang Chong said, "No one wants you."

"En." Ning Yiwei nodded lightly.

Ning Yiwei has always been sensitive to words like "adoption".

He doesn't feel inferior, doesn't lack love, grows up healthy, and doesn't care about kinship, but it doesn't mean that he never thought about it, or hasn't been hurt by it.

Ning Yiwei always feels that all abandoned children are like little fireflies.Some little fireflies have homes, some don't.

Ning Yiwei is the kind who has a family, but he is still very conspicuous, because some very annoying people with bad mouths like to ask questions knowingly, so he is bright, because the adoption procedures on the household registration information are bright, because the DNA is not good. Matching him is bright.

All little fireflies don't want others to see their shining tails, because no one will guess whether this little firefly is sick or whether that little firefly is stupid.

Ning Yiwei himself had some guesses, not many, and now it seems that they are all wrong.

It's not that I don't want me, it's a mistake.Ning Yiwei thought in a daze.Just got it wrong.

He was held in Liang Chong's arms.

Liang Chong kissed his eyes and lips, warmed his hands, and kissed away his salty tears and helpless sadness.