Is the road to Korean entertainment easy?

I pursed my lips, "Well, because I'm homesick, I recommend my hometown to everyone. Beijing is really beautiful (some places are like this, some are just...hehe)."

I don’t know why, Kuaiben invited all 12 of them, Brother Lu, and me for the [-]th anniversary.

I was so happy when I heard the news, but the next sentence from the manager was "Of course you can't go! People who are about to debut in Japan don't need to waste time. It's better to hurry up and do better than anything else." Not strong?" I froze there.

Tears were about to fall, the uncle was startled and a little at a loss, "What's wrong with you? It's just a show!"

I yelled, with tears streaming down my face, "You don't know, I want to be a singer because of her! I came to Korea because of her! Everything is because of her! Not because of my brother!"

Uncle panicked, I saw his expression and suddenly reacted, 'This is my manager!Not one to lose your temper. 'I immediately lowered my head and bowed hastily, "I'm sorry, I was wrong, I'm sorry."

He wiped his tears fiercely, sniffed his nose, closed the door and left.

Sitting silently in an empty practice room, hugging your knees, still crying.

I really don’t know why, it seems that whenever I have the idea of ​​monopolizing a practice room, Baekhyun will always use practical actions to tell me 'that's impossible! '.

When I touched my face to wipe away the tears, "Senior?"

Just as Baekhyun opened the door, he probably saw that it was me, but he asked because he was not sure.I didn't intend to turn around, so I quickly adjusted my expression with my eyes wide open, put my hands on my face and rubbed it, and then replied, "Well, what's wrong?"

At this time, the footsteps were getting closer, and he asked again, "Are you crying?"

I forced a smile on my face but still didn't turn around, "No."

He walked up to me to look at me, I kept hiding, he turned my face again, "Look, my face is swollen." I turned my head to the other side and buried my head in my knees, "I It's okay, let's go. Although the period of playing songs has passed, there are probably still things to do, so go ahead."

Baekhyun stood up and walked towards the door, "Okay, then I'll go and tell Brother Lu about your situation and let him have a look." I raised my head and shouted, "Ah, Baekhyun!!"

He walked to the door with a smile and closed it, "If you have anything to say, just say it, I will keep it a secret and not tell anyone." He said and sat cross-legged next to me.

Probably because I didn’t want all of myself to be shown in front of this person in front of me, I couldn’t let go, so I lowered my head, drew circles on the ground with my fingers and said, “My idol is Xie Na, or a spiritual idol. It’s started, maybe you don’t even know her. Maybe when others are laughing at her funny performance, I feel sorry for this woman who is too open. She is a woman no matter what. Although I can’t see it in person I have seen her every move, but I also stayed up all night, just to watch the New Year’s Eve concert she hosted, over and over again. Although I can’t bring her book with me and ask her to sign it for me, but After buying her book with the suspected signature of her, I was so happy that I shed tears. Even if I don’t watch the base camp, I have to keep the TV on, even if she never knows how much I like her, I have to I turned on the TV with my parents' incomprehensible eyes, and increased her ratings. I never cared about her past, as long as she is her, then I am the one who likes her."

In the end, the head was raised higher and higher, and more and more tears fell on the pants.I used to think that no one would know my perseverance in the previous life, but it seems that my life again gave me the confidence, the ability and the courage to ignore the negative factors around me, just work hard, just work hard, just want to see her, with a decent way...

Baekhyun patted my head, said "Well, I," sighed, he didn't say anything in the end, but I seemed to know everything, more than he wanted to say.

Because I understand, or because I can let go, I turned around, hugged him gently, and patted his back comfortingly, although I don't know why I comforted him.

He also hugged me back "I will help you."

I reacted, and quickly let go of him, "What, what are you helping, you should do your best!"

Probably angry at the embarrassing behavior just now, I closed the door vigorously and ran away, not knowing what Baekhyun did.

The next day I adjusted my mentality before entering the recording studio. I used my adaptation of "Good Day" to enter the Japanese market. It was ironic to sing this song on the second day after I had just been disappointed.

It is conceivable that all the music I sing is ugly. Even if I am willing to treat it as a finished product, the company will only think that I have smashed their brand.

Teacher Yu Yongzhen saw that I was in a bad mood, and I had sung it many times today, and my voice was not good, "Come on, you go back, find out how you feel, read love novels, it's not good if you haven't been in love. "

I obediently opened the door and went downstairs to go home. On the way, the manager got angry, "Lu Zhao, look at your results today. What are they? Hey, those who don't know think you're playing big names?"

I lowered my head and said, "Uncle, I was wrong, I shouldn't have yelled at you that day. I'm really sorry."

I know that he is making use of the topic, and I also had this feeling when I recorded songs before, but what he did at that time was to encourage...

But thinking about my fault first, he was right to react more violently, lest I step on his head in the future.I apologized plainly, and the uncle was embarrassed again, but it's not in his personality to give in easily, so a nod of "Yeah!" was his answer, and then, he was speechless all the way.

My brother and the others got on the plane, and I was still in the practice room practicing the dances I had practiced before. I heard that after they arrived, they started to get acquainted with the hosts without stopping, and then started recording.

I'm so envious!

I was still immersed in disappointment, Luhan called from Changsha, and said in Chinese, "How is it, how are you doing?"

It seemed that his surroundings were very noisy, so I replied sullenly, "Well, what's the matter? If you call to show off, then hang up, because I've been jealous since you received the notice."

Hearing the noise beside him, Lu Han smiled, "Come on, is your idol listening? Do you want to destroy your image like this?"

He probably heard Baekhyun call out, "Really, senior."

I squatted down in half-belief, sat on the floor of the practice room, and asked cautiously, "Really?"

A female voice said happily, "Lu Zhao, how are you?"

The voice I was familiar with rang in my ear without warning, yes, it was her, not a fantasy.

My tears fell down all at once, and I answered helplessly, "Yes, Sister Na?"

"Yeah, I heard you like me very much." I kept nodding while holding the phone, whether she could see it or not.

Holding the phone with his fingers tighter and tighter, he sucked his nose, "Sister Na, I have loved you for many years, from a time you never expected, it feels like a dream to finally talk to you."

I wanted to say more but couldn't go on. I kept wiping the tears off my face, but the tears kept falling.Probably Sister Na said something else, but I couldn't listen calmly at all, and sniffed again, "I'm sorry, me, can we talk next time. I can't control my emotions now, sorry, I really like you."

No matter what others want to say, I pressed the phone and turned it off.

Then I burst into tears, wondering what the children in the practice room next door thought. After this incident, thinking about myself at that time, I really... probably scared the children who were practicing.

The next day, even though his eyes were more swollen than ever, he was revived with full blood, as if his whole body was full of energy, just waiting to be squandered.Even the teacher Yu Yongzhen who said a few days ago that I had never been in a relationship asked me when I successfully recorded the song, "What have you been doing these days? Could it be that you are really in a relationship? Why are you so emotional today? ?”

When he got closer, he realized, "What's the matter with your eyes? Are you crying?"

I raised my eyebrows, "I went to realize my dream yesterday!"

He bowed happily, "Teacher, I'll go first if I have nothing to do! Bye!"

He went out with an extremely lively attitude, no matter what kind of teacher he is, as long as I am happy! ! !

The author has something to say: I am really embarrassed to say it, I cried twice.Fortunately, no one was around, so I didn't scare others.hehe

It seems that many children are back to school, let's study hard, and there may be many more chapters when I read it next time.