At the turn of Jinlan

Meng Lian didn't expect to see Fei Yingxing with red eyes when he woke up. He was startled and asked softly, "Did you cry just now?"

"No..." Fei Yingxing concealedly wiped his eye sockets with his thumb, and raised his eyes to look deeply at Meng Lian in front of him.

"Still uncomfortable?" he asked.

Hearing this, Meng Lian glanced at the right hand with the needle inserted, then raised her head to look at the young man in front of her, then her eyelashes flickered, she looked away, and silently shook her head.

Seeing Meng Lian's appearance at this time, Fei Yingxing felt a heart-wrenching pain in his heart. He understood that only when he wanted to hide something, Meng Lian would not dare to look him in the eyes.

Seeing Fei Yingxing's apparent disbelief, Meng Lian was afraid that he might be thinking wildly, so he changed the topic and said, "I...was thinking, and I'll tell you when the results of this morning's inspection come back."

"I'm afraid you'll be distracted." Meng Lian said for a while, "There will be zero medical exams recently."

Fei Yingxing listened quietly, these words made him feel mixed feelings, in Meng Lian's perception, in Fei Yingxing's heart, what else was more important than Meng Lian.

He frowned, and there was even a little anger in his brows.

But looking at Meng Lian who was quietly watching him, Fei Yingxing couldn't lose his temper at all, his heart seemed to be filled with crushed ice, leaving only a sharp pain.

"Lianlian, I'll accompany you if you repeat a grade, as long as you can concentrate on recovering from your illness, you know?" Fei Yingxing's voice was no longer calm and deep as before, and became hoarse from exhaustion.

Hearing this, Meng Lian remained silent for a long time. Ever since the diagnosis, Meng Lian had been admonishing himself in his heart that he could not show timidity or pain in front of those who loved him, even if it was the slightest. cannot.

Because the pain he reveals unintentionally will subtly become an invisible burden on the people around him.

But unexpectedly, the scene he least wanted to see still appeared.

The last thing Meng Lian wanted was for Fei Yingxing to change his original life trajectory because of his serious illness.

Fei Yingxing should, like all his peers, take the exam next summer, then enter the university he likes, live the university life he deserves, go to a new and wonderful world, and know all kinds of different people. People who shine.

Instead of stopping, to guard a man named Meng Lian who will not know whether he is dead or alive in the future.

Although Meng Lian was reluctant, he didn't want Fei Yingxing to be foolish and self-willed. He sighed helplessly, his expression was tinged with seriousness, and he said earnestly: "Ah Xing, don't be like this, stop for anyone. The footsteps are all irrational."

Fei Yingxing froze when he heard the words, and a biting chill hit him instantly. He knew that Meng Lian usually looked soft, but inside he was tougher than anyone else. He was a person who sticks to principles and has strong self-control.Of course, these differences in Meng Lian's body are all things that Fei Yingxing loves so much.

But he didn't expect Meng Lian to be so unkind and cold-hearted in this matter, which seemed a bit too heartless.

That's right, Meng Lian has been able to work tirelessly for the things he likes for more than ten years since he was a child, and he has spent almost his whole life on them. Of course, he will not easily stay for anyone because of these trivial matters.

Although Fei Yingxing knew that this was Meng Lian's temperament, and he also respected Meng Lian's choice, he was still full of reluctance. He raised his eyebrows and asked, "Lianlian... If I am the one who is sick, what would you do?" Do?"

Unexpectedly, Fei Yingxing would ask a question suddenly, Meng Lian was startled, speechless.

Thinking of the high-sounding truths he said in a serious manner just now, but he was about to be slapped in the face in a few seconds, Meng Lian's eyes dodged, and the tips of his ears were flushed. He turned his face away and did not dare to meet Fei Yingxing's eyes.

Seeing this, Fei Yingxing suppressed his laughter, and the haze in his heart instantly dissipated without a trace. He fished his ambiguous baby in front of him like a trickster, bent down, and yelled at Meng Lian domineeringly. Just a bite on the cheek.

"Lianlian, you have double standards, can't you? Huh?" Fei Yingxing asked forcefully, his heart was already full of joy.

Meng Lian couldn't help being tormented by him, she backed away with a chuckle and hid, unable to say a word.

Fei Yingxing looked at the red ears of the person in front of him, and his eyes fell on the bloody gauze on the back of Meng Lian's neck. His heart sank, he stopped laughing, and grabbed Meng Lian forcefully. With his wrist, he pulled Meng Lian to him, and kissed the corner of his lips without any explanation.

Meng Lian was taken aback by the kiss, and forgot to hide, allowing Fei Yingxing to suck his lips greedily and poke his tongue deep into him.

Fei Yingxing's kiss was as violent as before, without giving Meng Lian any time to breathe, but it was more bitter and astringent than usual.

In a daze, Meng Lian's head was swollen from being kissed, and he was already forgetting himself, and he couldn't help raising his hands to hold the overly handsome face in front of him.

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After entering the third year of high school, the fate of going to evening self-study is unavoidable even in practice with an open style of study.

There was a math quiz in the afternoon, Fei Yingxing didn't stay in the hospital for too long, and rushed back to school after having lunch with Meng Lian.

When the inspection report came out, Meng Lian's father had just rushed back from other places. At this time, Meng Lian had just fallen asleep, and it was Grandma Meng who went to get the report.

When the old lady came back, she followed behind the attending doctor with a full face of joy. Xu Jinyi saw that she was fine. Her heart that had been hanging for a day and night finally fell to the ground. She secretly breathed a sigh of relief and went out of the ward to meet with Dr. Wang Discussed about future surgery.

Although it is a benign tumor, the lesion is close to the brain, so it must not be careless.

Although Meng Lian's current affiliated hospital of Z is one of the best general hospitals in the country, its experience in handling cases like Meng Lian's is actually not as good as that of a specialized tumor hospital.

After comprehensive consideration, Father Meng's meaning was the same as Dr. Wang's, suggesting that he be transferred to the cancer hospital in J City in the north to complete the operation.

In the evening, it was the turn of the two old ladies to go home to rest, leaving only Xu Jinyi and Father Meng to watch the night in the hospital.

Meng Lian took a nap in the afternoon, but now she couldn't fall asleep.

Winter nights are always clear, a round sun accompanied by some stars falling in the sky, Meng Lian raised his head, looking at the brightest star outside the window, and suddenly thought of his master who had just passed away.

Perhaps it was the master who was protecting him in the sky, and the result this afternoon did not disappoint.

Xu Jinyi peeled an orange on the side, and she handed the orange to Meng Lian who was on the bed. While Meng's father went downstairs to smoke, she was going to talk to Meng Lian about today's affairs.

She sat on the edge of the bed, looked at her youngest son who was quietly eating oranges with drooping eyelashes, hesitated, but still opened her mouth.

"Xiao Lian, Mom has some questions to ask you..."

Hearing this, Meng Lian stopped what she was doing and raised her head.

Xu Jinyi looked at the youngest son in front of him, still hesitating, "Xiao Lian, tell me, you and Xiao Fei are classmates...you like him, right? Not like a good friend..."

Meng Lian froze when she heard the sound, and looked at Xu Jinyi in surprise for a while before giving up and smiled helplessly. He said, "I thought I'd tell you later when the time is right."

Seeing his son's undisguised calm appearance, Xu Jinyi couldn't tell what it was like.

As soon as she frowned, Meng Lian asked cautiously, "Are you angry?"

Xu Jinyi shook his head and did not answer. Seeing this, Meng Lian was silent for a while, and said, "Actually, it doesn't matter if you want to object. I know this matter, and it won't be easily accepted."

"If you don't like it, I can try to change it, but this is the only thing, I like him, I really can't change it."

Meng Lian's voice was as calm as usual, but the gaze that looked at Xu Jinyi was full of firmness that was never there before.

In the past ten years, Xu Jinyi has rarely seen Meng Lian showing his feelings outspokenly like now.

I don't know if it's because of the root cause of autism in childhood. In Xu Jinyi's memory, her youngest son has always been emotionally restrained. Even to his relatives, he is ashamed to express the emotion of "love" directly. show up.

But Meng Lian like that, because of a boy, bravely looked at his emotions directly, and even summoned up the courage to confess to his family.

With such a complicated mood, Xu Jinyi couldn't tell whether it was good or bad for a while.

When Xu Jinyi first learned about the relationship between Meng Lian and Fei Yingxing, Xu Jinyi also thought about opposing it and coercing them to break up like any ordinary parent who knew that her child was gay.

But in the end she didn't do that. Xu Jinyi hesitated when she saw the big boy crying in front of Meng Lian's bed.

She thought for a long time, and Meng Lian gave her the answer at this moment.

As a mother of two children, she has always hoped that Meng Lian and Meng Yuan can grow up to be gentle, strong and broad-minded people.

At this time, Meng Lian's appearance, brave and strong, isn't it exactly what she expected?

Does she have any other reasons to blame Meng Lian, is it because of those things that are considered flaws in the eyes of the world?

Xu Jinyi looked at the youngest son in front of him, sighed deeply, and said, "Mom didn't intend to object to you, but have you ever thought about what the Fei family's parents would think? It doesn’t help if parents object.”

These words were like a sharp sword, piercing Meng Lian's heart straight. Meng Lian was stunned for a long time and remained silent.

Seeing her seriously ill son with downcast eyebrows and depressed eyes, Xu Jinyi felt uncomfortable. She thought to herself that it was time to meet Fei's parents.