All the hardships in the entertainment industry

After finishing the words of thanks that she had prepared long ago, Han Soo-yeon bowed ninety degrees to the seniors and the audience and walked off the podium. After returning to her seat, the heart she had been carrying was finally settled down, although it was not the award she was most looking forward to. , but in the end it won the award.

Liu Dong hated to see the girl staring at the statuette, and remembered that he was the same way when he won the first award, and said with a smile, "Congratulations, Xiuyan's acting skills are really good."

Han Xiuyan looked up and saw that the uncle looked at her and knew that she was being teased, so she pretended to be dissatisfied and said, "Uncle, why do you even make fun of me?"

"It's not a joke, it's just that it's rare to see you look so childish. You have never smiled so easily in the crew." Liu Donghen naturally wouldn't admit Han Xiuyan's accusation, but just explained.

Han Soo-yeon recalled the days when she was scolded and scolded by the director on the set again, she pouted and said to herself, "Hey Yigu, when I was on the set, I was a rookie with terrible acting skills, how dare I have a hippie smile on my face."

Liu Dong hated to hear Han Xiuyan say this and remembered that Han Xiuyan was scolded by the director every day for her lack of acting skills. At that time, he felt a little sympathetic to this girl, because she was the only protagonist, and even he, the male protagonist, was supporting the show. The scene is less than one-third of Han Soo-yeon's, so the director is always extremely harsh on her. Obviously, everyone thinks that the director has to start over for a good scene, as if he will never be satisfied. Sometimes Liu Dong hates it. I want to ask if Han Soo-yeon has a grudge against the director, so she was tricked by the director like this.

"However, I should really thank the director for being so strict with me, allowing me to improve my acting skills so quickly in just one year. Of course, I am also very grateful to you, uncle. If you didn't always guide me, I don't know how many times I would have been scolded by the director. "Han Xiuyan is not a person who doesn't know what to do. She is an actor who has become a half-way monk. She can improve her acting skills so quickly in a short period of time. Apart from being forced by the director to have no way to burst out her potential, there are also several co-stars. The seniors also contributed a lot. Without their sincere guidance, she couldn't improve so fast.

Liu Donghen was also very relieved to hear Han Xiuyan say this, he was not mistaken, this Han Xiuyan is a polite child, she will turn her face and deny anyone if she is not popular.Liu Donghen also said a little more sincerely: "The mission of an actor is to lead the audience to see a deeper level of human nature. Acting is not something superficial, and there is no way to learn it quickly. It not only requires the above-mentioned experience, You have to use your heart to understand this certain role and work hard to figure it out, so life experience is also very important, after each time, your acting skills will gradually improve."

Han Xiuyan nodded again and again. The first movie she made before was able to be shot so smoothly because her experience was very similar to her own. Although the movie "Mother" had very few scenes, it was completely based on acting skills, so it took a whole After a month, her acting skills have not improved. Only "Empress Mingcheng" is completely honing her acting skills, allowing her to learn how to figure out the role and understand the character's thinking.

Han Soo-yeon, who was about to continue discussing acting skills with senior Liu Donghen, suddenly heard someone calling her name sensitively. She looked in the direction of the source of the voice in surprise, and Song Joong-ki, who was dressed up on the awards stage, was looking at her and repeated: " Congratulations to Han Soo-yeon-hey Yigu, this is already Soo-yeon's second award, big hair!"

Han Soo-yeon looked at Song Joong-ki in bewilderment and didn't know what was going on, but Liu Dong-kun reacted much faster than Han Soo-yeon, and immediately said, "Show-yeon go on stage to get the award, you won the award."

When Han Soo-yeon was reminded like this, she also remembered the meaning of Song Joong-ki's words. She stood up in a panic and walked quickly to the award-winning stage to take the trophy from Song Joong-ki. She held the microphone but couldn't think of what to say. She looked at the stage She couldn't speak a word to the crowd below.

After being silent for a while, Han Soo-yeon bit her lip and calmed down, then smiled awkwardly and said, "I never thought I could win another award, I was really surprised." Unexpectedly, I heard a burst of laughter from the audience, I don't know who Take the lead with a burst of applause;

Han Soo-yeon was encouraged and said, "My mind went blank just now, and I completely forgot what to say;" Hearing everyone's laughter again, Han Soo-yeon continued: "Well, thanks again to the director and the behind-the-scenes staff, and to my agent. Man, at the end Minwoo OPPA thank you for being with me all the time. Thank you-" The last sentence was said while looking at the camera.

The next day, the news without exception said that Han Soo-yeon was the winner of the KBS Drama Awards, Newcomer of the Year, Outstanding Actress of the Year and Popularity of the Year.Han Soo-yeon rejected the company's proposal to hold a celebration party for her, and put all her energy into the filming of the movie "Melancholia". Although she was very happy to win the award, but thinking of the secret she had been protecting all along, Han Soo-yeon didn't think she Achievements can allow me to continue to develop in the Korean entertainment industry after the secret is exposed.After being a leading role and trying to become popular, Han Soo-yeon is unwilling to play a supporting role again, and is unwilling to struggle in the entertainment circle with a sense of frustration. To maintain this kind of glory, this achievement is far from enough, and there must be transcendence. It is possible for countless seniors to be able to be the proud and confident Han Soo-yeon when the secrets are exposed.

On this day, Han Soo-yeon was filming a scene where she broke down in the bathroom and then completely woke up. Han Soo-yeon sat on the floor in a daze. The background was a small bathroom. She was facing a professional camera. The lighting engineer and several behind-the-scenes The staff members stood by and watched helplessly, although several people felt that Han Soo-yeon’s filming was really good, she completely let go of her celebrity airs and lost her beauty’s face, her crazy eyes ignored the pain of the image, and even the glass of the props was broken There are a lot of pieces, but the director Bong Joon-ho still feels dissatisfied. Although he can't explain why he is dissatisfied, he always feels that it is not enough.

Han Soo-yeon is also very tired, for the day of filming this scene, her emotions are very agitated and she has a tendency to lose control. Many times she has the feeling of wanting to pick up those broken glass and cut her wrist to see if the blood is flowing out Red, that scene must be beautiful...

Han Xiuyan watched the staff clean up the broken glass pieces on the ground. This glass is not ordinary glass, but a prop glass that can be smashed with a little effort. Soon the prop group was replaced with new glass. Everyone Standing silently, waiting for the director's order to start shooting.

Han Soo-yeon took a deep breath and asked the prop master of the prop group, "Uncle Liu, give me a pair of scissors. If it's real, it's not a prop." After a pause, she said to the director, "Director Feng, let's try again."

When Bong Joon-ho heard that Han Soo-yeon asked for scissors, he also understood that Han Soo-yeon wanted to perform this scene in a different way, because he couldn't think of a better way. After seeing the prop master handing the scissors to Han Soo-yeon, he sighed helplessly and said: "Okay, everyone, get ready-"

Several staff members immediately picked up the eating guys in their hands and entered the serious work state according to the shift. As soon as the voice of "shooting-" fell, Bong Junhao kept staring at Han Xiuyan's every move in the camera: standing in front of the mirror in the bathroom. The pale girl, with despair in her big eyes, caressed her own image in the glass mirror with one hand, from eyes, nose, mouth to chin and then neck...Tears are slowly falling down, the picture is very poignant... .

Feng Junhao frowned. Although the picture is very moving, this is not the effect he wants. It is not explosive enough. If it is an idol drama, it will be very beautiful, but his film does not need such a soulless and unexciting superficial beauty.When Bong Joon-ho was about to stop, Han Soo-yeon let out a mournful cry, as if coming through the space of the world, and everyone present could hear the girl's despair and sadness from this voice.

After Han Soo-yeon let her voice go and yelled, she took the scissors in her hand and mercilessly cut off half of her long hair to the camera. Regularly tormenting the originally thick and beautiful long hair, tears kept sliding down the girl's fair face, she didn't cry out but whimpered in her throat, her eyes were full of fatigue and grief...

After a while, her long black hair turned into shoulder-length short hair as if she had been gnawed by a dog. The girl kept messing with her short hair, which was cut so ugly, as if she hadn't finished venting her anger. She looked at herself in the mirror as if she couldn't Willing to face the ordinary glass glue with a fist, the mirror is immediately shattered in the middle of the fist, it is not enough, the girl hits the broken glass mirror with one punch after another, the blood that flows out of the hand scratched by the glass is so beautiful , It is really beautiful!The girl slowly slid down, completely ignoring the shards of glass on the floor, and knelt on the floor. She suddenly laughed, but everyone felt scalp numb when they heard such a smile, which was obviously more unbearable than crying.

When Feng Junhao saw this, he also felt that this feeling was closest to his request. Just as he was about to call out, the girl in the camera took a deep breath, as if this would make him feel better, but soon the girl seemed to be in unspeakable pain. , her face was distorted, and big tears rolled out unscrupulously. The girl bit her arm holding the scissors fiercely, with a desperate and sad wailing in her throat, she bit her hand as if unconscious. My own arm, until the blood flowed from the teeth and the tender flesh of the bitten arm, I still bit myself hard, and the hand holding the scissors was tightly clenched...

The staff at the scene were stunned. Anyone who knows Han Xiuyan knows how precious Han Xiuyan is with her long hair. Today, she not only cut her hair, but also cut her hair like this in front of the camera, and she beat her like that Are Glasses Painless?Although the glass mirror is a prop, if you are not careful, you will still be injured. At this moment, Han Xiuyan's clenched fist is red and swollen, and the wound is bleeding.

Bong Joon-ho ended the filming of this scene with satisfaction, and Han Soo-yeon's manager hurriedly stepped forward to help Han Soo-yeon up, looking at Han Soo-yeon's clenched fist full of scars and the clearly visible red teeth on her arm with some distress The blood is still slowly oozing from the teeth marks, which looks terrifying.

Yang Zhi and Han Xiuyan have been together for so long, and he also understands why Han Xiuyan is so hard-working. He didn't persuade Han Xiuyan much, but just helped Han Xiuyan out of the bathroom full of glass shards and returned to the resting seat. The clever little assistant had already taken the medical kit. Come over and carefully wash Han Xiuyan's wound with disinfectant.

At this moment, Han Xiuyan was leaning on the back of the chair tiredly, closing her eyes and resting her mind. For a moment just now, she really wanted to plunge the scissors deeply into her body. She felt that death is a very beautiful thing... Han Soo-yeon is not stupid, she has already noticed the changes in her psychology, maybe she should take a break after filming this movie to get rid of the sequelae caused by the movie being too dramatic.

The author has something to say: It's not that I'm uninspired. In fact, the plot in my mind has already been YY far into the future. It's just that the writing level is too sloppy, so I don't know what words to use to write the plot I imagined... ..