All the hardships in the entertainment industry

Immediately after returning home, Han Xiuyan picked up her son and kissed her, and then asked her aunt carefully if the child was crying or feeling uncomfortable when she was not around. When she heard that everything was fine and normal, she went to take a bath and changed clothes before coming out. The child was breastfeeding, and the child slowly fell asleep after drinking enough. Han Xiuyan looked at her son's pink and tender mouth and sucked it even when he fell asleep, and her heart was full of tenderness that was about to overflow.Put the son on the crib aside, let the aunt go to sleep to watch the child first, because Han Soo-yeon used to take care of the child independently, and Lee Soon-jin told Han Soo-yeon to call her if something happened, and went back to her room to rest.

Han Xiuyan pushed the crib to the desk before sitting in front of the desk. Did she look at how cute her son looked? Ever since she had a son, she was full of hope every day. She looked at her son and quickly took out the paper and pen Write out the notes and lyrics in your mind:

I have read the right and wrong of joy and sorrow along the way, and I have seen many changes with my eyes; sometimes I feel a little tired and doubt everything around me for a moment. Your existence is a kind of light that takes my fantasy to pass through the despair to find hope.Your existence is the only light in my life, leading me to resist the hurts I have suffered. Every lonely night, we are each other's only relatives. Learning to be stronger. This journey has experienced love and hate. Wrong and right. In a word. It's hard to say exactly.Sometimes I also want to shed some tears. After crying, I stand up and face it. Your existence is a kind of light that takes my fantasy to pass through the despair to find hope. Your existence is the only light in my life. I resist the hurts I have been hurt. Every lonely night, we are each other's only relatives. Learn to be stronger. I was afraid, so I understand the inevitable depression. I was hurt, so I longed for a beautiful transformation. You are by my side. Walking with me is like a family that protects me, we are each other's only relatives, fly into the strong, the truest hope, wipe away the tears and remember the dream.

After Han Xiuyan modified the song several times, she looked at this completely self-created song with satisfaction and smiled. At this time, the child whimpered and yelled a few times. Han Xiuyan immediately checked the time and realized that more than four hours had passed Immediately unbuttoning the child's pants and diapers, it turned out to be poop. Han Xiuyan didn't dislike putting on the diapers and carried the child to the bathroom.

He quickly removed the dirty diapers and washed his son's ass with warm water, but he still joked, "Baby, do you think you will die of embarrassment when mom takes pictures of you now?" Seeing her son squinting comfortably She squinted her eyes, and for a moment she thought of the man who abandoned her, but it was only a few seconds before the child showed a smile that made her recover and smiled. This is her own child, and it has nothing to do with that person at all.

Han Soo-yeon wiped off the water on her son's butt with a towel, put on new diapers, put on the pants, and then unbuttoned her blouse to feed her son. While watching the baby's small mouth sucking, she gently patted the baby's fart. Humming gentle nursery rhymes to her son, Han Soo-yeon showed a happy smile when she saw her son squinted her eyes again, and saw that he was enjoying his mother's hug and feeding.

Even if it is confirmed that she is going to make this movie, Han Soo-yeon still has to ask for leave from the school leaders because the school is about to start. The movie will be shot for about a month, and then the post-production has nothing to do with her, so she plans to delay her enrollment for one year When the teacher heard that it was for making a movie, he agreed. After all, if the school wants to produce more stars, it is also an advertisement for the school.

Han Soo-yeon joined the film crew according to the agreed time, because it was just a small production and low-cost movie, there were not many characters in it and they were all students invited from the performing arts school, even the male lead who had the most scenes with the female lead was also a college actor Professional students only.The first filming of the film was to shoot the scene where the heroine Qiu Jia knew she was pregnant and then went to her boyfriend to explain the situation in a panic. Han Soo-yeon was actually very satisfied with the scene in front of the mirror at home, but she was still NG when she arrived at the scene. I did it a few times, because I am not a professional actor and I have never faced the camera like this before, so I am unskilled in walking and often go out of the camera. I have been NG several times before the director is about to lose his temper. Han Soo-yeon finally finished this scene.

Ji Chang Wook, who played the leading role, said to the discouraged Han Soo Yeon during a break: "Soo Yeon, you actually acted very well, it's just that you're a little unskilled in your positioning. After you take more shots, you will gain experience. By the way, you Are you in high school now?"

Han Soo-yeon also knew that her first filming was not a matter of knowing how to act and getting into the film, so she was just disappointed for a while. Now she heard Ji Chang-wook comforting herself and said: "I am indeed in high school now, how about you?" ?”

Ji Chang-wook looked at the girl with such an expression and said, "I'm a student in the drama and film department of Dankook University. How about you, have you thought about which school to study in the future? I think you are very good at acting, Speaking of acting is very touching, you are very talented in acting, maybe you can consider becoming an actor like me after studying acting and film."

When Han Soo-yeon heard Chi Chang-wook say this, she lowered her head and thought about it seriously. She couldn't make a decision for a while, and the assistant director over there also called to start filming, so she said gratefully to Chi Chang-wook, "Thank you, I will think it over clearly, let's go together first. Come on, let's make this movie well, hold on!" Han Soo-yeon made a gesture of cheering and then quickly ran back to the camera, Chi Chang-wook saw the girl's a little jumpy temper, smiled and ran back...

Han Soo-yeon was originally a rather likable girl, and it took only a few days to get acquainted with the crew. Among them, Ji Chang-wook was the most familiar because they were all children who wanted to be a star on the stage, especially when Chi Chang-wook heard that Han Soo-yeon almost thought of him as I was even more curious about Girls’ Generation’s debut, but he was very caring and didn’t ask Han Soo-yeon too much, just comforted Han Soo-yeon and said, “It’s okay if you can’t be a singer, you can still be an actor, you see you’re really good at making this movie, say You can cry as soon as you cry, and I never saw the director praise you again and again.” In the movie just finished filming, the boy dared not take responsibility for running away while the girl squatted on the ground in pain, the director also had very high requirements for the girl to cry like a child but with a sense of beauty, But Han Soo-yeon really had to do it once, and his role was to escape but he was worried about the girl. The girl secretly followed the girl and watched the girl live a difficult life with the child, but he just didn’t have the courage to stand up and take responsibility until the girl lived. The place was about to give birth to a boy before he appeared in front of the girl... The ending was good, the boy held the little baby and promised to take responsibility for himself, and the parents of both sides also appeared in the hospital with complicated expressions..... Movie Most of Chi Chang Wook's scenes in the movie are close-up shots of him. What he wants to express is a kind of remorse for doing something wrong, guilt after abandoning the girl, and cowardly evasion of responsibility; and most of Han Soo-yeon's scenes are It’s a sad scene about how to suffer. This movie is a literary movie that invites reflection. After reading the script, Ji Changxu thinks that although this movie can’t be popular, it is very educational. The girl in it gave birth to a child, which proves her Kind, but she forgot that she can't afford to support a child with her own ability; it's normal for a boy to escape, he is sensible and knows that he can't afford the responsibility at all;

The director said his idea of ​​making this movie before the filming started: "When the youthful body blooms premature flowers, it is premature after all, it is abnormal after all, it does not belong to the category of ripening and ripening, after all, it cannot be passed through. It has gone through ups and downs, and it can’t face all kinds of hardships it can’t bear. So this movie is to remind all parents and children who fall in love with each other—do not make mistakes as much as possible, make as few mistakes as possible, and let the tree of life grow more and more as much as possible. Lush and mature, let youth bloom the most charming flowers."

After listening to the director's statement, Han Soo-yeon also agrees, because if she doesn't have her brother's help, she may be dead at this time. No matter how hard she tries, she still can't bear the responsibility of having a child now. She can only work hard from now on. Make yourself stronger, after all, she can't rely on her brother forever.Han Soo-yeon is also seriously thinking about the possibility of becoming an actress. She is very excited. Her dream is to stand on the stage. Actors can also stand on the stage, and even have more exposure than singers so that more people can know. She likes her, and actors don’t seem to be as strict about their private life as singers. Han Soo-yeon was moved, especially when she was filming this movie, she found that she still enjoyed the feeling of being in front of the camera, even though she was acting in the movie The joys and sorrows of the characters.

At the end of filming, the heroine Qiu Jia suddenly broke her amniotic fluid in her rented house, and the baby was about to be born. She was in a panic and didn't know what to do. The pain was so desperate that she thought of taking out her mobile phone to call her family. But at this moment, she couldn't stand up anymore and could only lie on the floor moaning... The boy who had been following Qiu Jia had been waiting for Qiu Jia to go out to the park to bask in the sun as usual, but Qiu Jia never showed up. , he hesitated for a while, as if thinking of something terrible, he went crazy and ran to the place where Qiu Jia lived... The boy called the girl's name outside the door, but the girl couldn't respond loudly, the boy heard it outside the door The girl groaned and groaned frantically against the wooden door. At this moment, he finally faced up to his situation. The girl inside was the girl he liked, and the child growing up in his stomach was his child. He couldn't leave them alone.The boy banged on the door and said to the girl inside: "I'm sorry, Qiu Jia, you must be safe..."

In the last scene of the movie, both parents looked at the boy, girl and their newborn child hugged together in the ward with complicated expressions and heavy worries. (end)

Director Cha patted Han Soo-yeon and Ji Chang-wook on the shoulder appreciatively and said, "Thank you everyone, all the scenes in this movie have been filmed, and I hope we will have the opportunity to cooperate in the future."

Han Soo-yeon said to the director: "Well, if there is a role that suits me, you can give me a chance, and I hope that the director will make a big splash in this movie! I am very happy!!" Anyway, this acting experience made her seem to have found her own future. The direction to go, and this director is really good, Han Xiuyan is also very happy to know more directors like this.

Ji Chang Wook also smiled and said, "I hope more people can see and understand the meaning of this movie, and I wish the director a great success!"

Director Cha also accepted their blessings with a smile, and Han Soo-yeon and Ji Chang-wook looked at each other, smiled and waved goodbye.After returning home, Han Soo-yeon looked at her son the first time. The child was not asleep. Now he is a child who likes to laugh. He loves to smile with his toothless mouth.Pick up the son and kiss it, baby, I'm sorry that your mother is not Qiu Jia who failed to give you back a father, but my mother will definitely give you double love, you have to grow up well!

The author has something to say: The lyrics are adapted from Angela Chang's "Visible Wings". I really don't know how to write lyrics, so let's treat it as a Korean version of the song~~