This is not yesterday

Dong Wanshi was speechless for a moment, Chuya thought she would never mention any words related to ruthlessness, and filled the teacup in her hand, but unexpectedly Dong Wanshi did not intend to stop the topic: "I accidentally saw the heartless room There is a pair of wood carvings hidden in it, one of which is still stained with old dirt. He knows that I saw the pair of wood carvings, but he has no explanation, and he does not intend to hide the pair of wood carvings elsewhere. Maybe he thinks I know nothing, so He never thought of guarding against me, but he didn't expect me to know, I know that one of the wood carvings is you, and I also know that the pair of wood carvings are Sang Zhiyan and Wuqing, you who still love each other."

"Still in love with each other... us?" Chu Ya just repeated this sentence with a sneer, but at the end of the sentence, a sense of loss suddenly appeared in her heart, and she couldn't help frowning.

"Wuqing is one of the few smart people I have ever met, but this smart person is always deceived by women, deceived into falling in love with a false Sang Zhiyan, and deceived into marrying a false Dong Wanshi... "

"That was his choice. He could have chosen someone to live up to his name, but he couldn't do it. He wasn't sanctified. He couldn't restrain the emotions and desires of ordinary people." Hollow and restless.

"Yeah, he deserves it." Dong Wanshi didn't look angry and complained, but agreed, "It's just that a person who deserves it, whether it's Sang Zhiyan or me, is willing to love him. We really all love him." It's just a mortal, Miss Yong, don't you think so?"

Chuya stopped talking, Dong Wanshi didn't care about her silence, she just smiled and continued: "I just want to get everything, what Sang Zhiyan had, what Sang Zhiyan didn't have, I thought it was like this, but I fell in love with Ruthless, which I didn't even think about myself."

Dong Wanshi's brows and eyes showed a sense of happiness in this world: "Miss Yong, I have always felt that what I did was not wrong, even now. After all, if I hadn't driven Sang Zhiyan to a dead end, Today, there will never be a place for me beside Wuqing. If I hadn’t planned to get close to you so as to get acquainted with Wuqing, I would never have the opportunity to occupy that space in his heart. I know that my ranking in his heart is not as high as God catcher, not as good as the so-called dead Sang Zhiyan, but I will be his wife, and the unique position in this world is mine, because he deserves the truth and kindness that we don't have. Never make promises lightly, whether it is because of everyone's matchmaking or his original intention, once you promise me, there will be no one else. I should be happy that I have something that Sang Zhiyan can't get until she dies, but I found that I don't have the slightest thought for this matter, I am only happy that I will always be with Wuqing, then I know that my intention is true, and it is no longer self-deceiving revenge."

Chu Ya remained silent, and the silence lasted until the pot of weak tea was drunk by the two of them.Chu Ya put down her teacup, and in the end it was still the same cliché: "Congratulations, Miss Dong." No one could tell what they were congratulating in the end.

Zhuge Zheng and I stayed in Xuanji Valley for two days, when we left, Chu Ya and Chu Qi bid farewell to them.This is the first time Zhuge Zheng and I have seen Yong Chuya, and this is obviously no longer the woman he was trapped in the prison by Cai Jing and said goodbye to him for the last time.

"Thank you, Miss Chuya." Zhuge Zhengwo said this to Chuya, whether it was Sang Zhiyan's final sacrifice for Wuqing or Yong Chuya's bringing Wuqing to Xuanji Valley to treat him.

Chuya didn't panic at this sudden thank you, she just bowed to Zhuge Zhengwo: "Mr. Zhuge, you're being polite."

The carriage gradually drifted away, and Chu Ya's blurred vision could no longer distinguish the shape of the carriage, but the sound of the wheels rolling continuously came to her ears.At that moment, Chu Ya only thought of what her mother said that day, and it was those words that made her abandon the past and stop suffering.

That day, she was still thinking about who she was, but it was so difficult to recover her life from intracranial hemorrhage. Her memory was lost at the bottom of the cliff with the blood. Every time she thought about it, her mind was torn apart. The pain exacerbated her injury.She endured this unbearable pain again and again, and once doubted the meaning of torturing herself like this, but she still wanted to know who she was and where she came from.Those pains even forced tears from her eyes.

That was the first and only time that Yong Jinwan personally persuaded her to recall.Her eyes were smeared with ointment layer upon layer, blinding them. Yong Jinwan sat beside her, caressing the center of her brow wrinkled in pain, and gently advised: "Everything yesterday is like death yesterday. Today is not yesterday, and you are not the past. Since you forgot, it was a gift from God to you, giving you a chance to live again. Why do you have to force those pasts?"

At that moment, she realized that Yong Jinwan might know about those things she didn't know, but Yong Jinwan knew it but didn't reveal a little bit. It can be seen that the past she tried to pursue is meaningless to some people, maybe it is to her The person who thinks it is important may be to herself...it is meaningless, so she really doesn't need to think about who she is.

The meaning of a person should be judged by herself, but she lost her qualifications while forgetting everything, and the judgment of others became her judgment. Because the past has no meaning, she became Yong Chuya, and she redefined herself In other words, she was lucky to have a second chance, and she finally lost her previous embarrassment.

This meaning has always been adhered to, but some changes have taken place in Kaifeng.Except for mentioning to Yimo Yiman that she seemed to be familiar with Kaifeng when she first arrived in Kaifeng, she never mentioned anything since then.In fact, they didn't know that she was familiar with not only Kaifeng, but also the God Detective Department and the people in the God Detective Department, and the name Sang Zhiyan.They are all unfamiliar, but they feel familiar. She is not stupid, how can she not guess that this may be related to her so-called past?It's just that she is already Yong Chuya, and she will only live as Yong Chuya to the end. Those pasts that have touched, shaken or even hindered her are no longer her ultimate meaning.

"Chuyi, did you know that there was a wood carving?" Dong Wanshi's words reminded Chuya of Chuqi Chuyi's small actions when the Shenhunsi left last time. This guess was illogical, but she couldn't recall that day Because of her injuries in the past, all the things on her body were put away and put away elsewhere. After that, those things have no other meaning to her, and it is not impossible for them to make a fuss about them.

Chu Yi's silence confirmed Chu Ya's guess, she shook her head helplessly and chuckled: "It's Big Sister's idea, it's thanks to you guys that you can do this kind of thing."

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