"How did you think...to stand up?"
After the kiss, Yun Yan panted and leaned against the door and asked, his eyes were full of water.
The arms holding him tightened uncontrollably, almost making him breathless, but there was a strange satisfaction in his heart.
"I just... want to accompany you and go where you want to go."
This answer is simple, but it makes people feel astringent.
The sourness at the tip of his nose could no longer be suppressed, Yun Yan hurriedly bit the soft lips in front of his eyes, fearing that he would cry in the next second.
That afternoon, Yun Yan actually chatted with Shen Qingya a lot, and even learned from her the reason why Shen Shuheng was unwilling to stand up.
"Shu Heng has been cold-tempered since he was a child, not very talkative, and he doesn't have many friends in school. After the amputation, he recuperated at home for half a year. After returning to school, he found that all his former friends were estranged from him."
"The school Shuheng attended at the time had many wealthy children, and when making friends, they more or less depended on their family background. At that time, the Wang family was in the limelight, and many people were rushing to curry favor. Shuheng was no exception at school. He hated it the most. Those hypocritical and utilitarian people don't look good to many people...so his father died later, and he lost a leg...you can imagine the situation."
People are like this, holding high and stepping down. When a once proud person falls from the clouds, all cats and dogs feel that they can step on it.
"What's more, there is also Wang Susheng's eldest son, Wang Che, who is the elder brother of Wang Cheng who was holding the gun that time. Wang Susheng married early, and Wang Che and Shuheng are at the same level. He is not very talented, and he has been suppressed by Shuheng all the time. On the one hand, he always held grudges because his father was closer to Shu Heng before, so after the accident, he took the lead in bullying Shu Heng in school. If anyone dared to be nice to Shu Heng, he would let them bully those people too, and soon , no one dares to approach Shuheng."
"Of course his father didn't care about him. I also began to doubt Wang Susheng at that time."
In short, it is campus bullying, or bullying from one's own "relatives".
Yun Yan was still thinking at the beginning, after all, the children at that time were not very old, at least some of them should be innocent and kind. Wang Che.
"In the beginning, Shuheng was actually very strong. At that time, he voluntarily asked for prosthetic limbs. The prosthetic limbs at that time were not as heavy as they are now, and they were not comfortable. After the wound healed, Shuheng did not want to use a wheelchair anymore. Practice using the prosthesis, the place where the wound and the prosthesis meet is always painful, but he doesn’t say anything, just wants to go to school one day, like a normal person.”
"...He practiced for a long time, but he didn't expect that the first day he arrived at school..."
"It's still Wang Che. He led people and openly blocked Shu Heng on the school's bustling road, called him a cripple, beat him, and... in front of the students who came and went, took off his The prosthesis...and then smashed to pieces."
When Shen Qingya said these things, there was still pain engraved in the bone marrow in her eyes.
When Yun Yan heard it, he was trembling with anger, thinking, if he had been there, he would have killed that man named Wang Che at that time—and Wang Susheng, both father and son should be hanged to death by a meat grinder !
If you haven't encountered it, you will never know how evil human nature can be.
Fortunately, Wang Susheng had already been imprisoned, and it was said that he went mad and committed suicide in the prison. Wang Che also became paraplegic due to an accident later, and now he can only live in a dilapidated tube building for the rest of his life.
Now Yun Yan finally understood why Shen Shuheng was unwilling to stand up.
Because at first he wanted to stand up and get the approval of those "ordinary people", but those people made him feel cold.
That day, almost everyone was watching indifferently, so from then on, Shuheng never wanted to be an "ordinary person" - he hated those people, and even less disdain to be with them.
Even if he stood up, he would surpass everyone and make them regret the mistakes they made.
Now, Yun Yan finally understood Shen Shuheng's coldness when he mentioned "amputating the other leg too".
Because no matter what the pain is, it will not hurt more than when I was bullied.
Yun Yan now even felt that it was a miracle that Shen Shuheng did not become a dangerous anti-social element, but instead became an invisible ruler who only wanted to stay behind the scenes.
"At that time, there really wasn't...was there really not even one person who stood up to protect him?"
"...Yes." Shen Qingya thought for a while, then nodded.
"What then?"
Shen Qingya seemed to think of something unpleasant again, and finally shook her head.
Yun Yan didn't ask any more questions - if someone really raised even a little hope for Shen Shuheng, he would not choose to leave the campus and spend his entire youth in darkness and loneliness.
Another reason why he is unwilling to stand up is to pretend.
Before the enemy was found out, both Shen Shuheng and Shen Qingya had to pretend to be completely helpless weaklings.And for Shen Shuheng, there is no better "identity" than "a depressed cripple".
After learning all this, and seeing Shen Shuheng standing in front of her, she felt even more heartwarming.
He sat in a wheelchair for so many years because of those heavy heart knots, but he was willing to stand up again in order to "accompany him to go where he wanted to go", and put on the prosthetic limbs that had given him painful memories.
This is simply a foul!
After standing up, Shen Shuheng looked so handsome that his legs were weak. Yun Yan knew that he had been exercising and rehabilitating, but he had never seen him using those equipment.But now, Shen Shuheng, who was wearing a suit, showed his best appearance - a standard inverted triangle figure, with ridiculously long legs, and full of elastic muscles when hugged, Yun Yan couldn't help but want to use his hands.
What's more, he looked at himself with such a pitiful and ravaged expression, he was tempting to commit a crime! ! !
Yun Yan held a ravaged beauty's heart and kissed it, but he didn't expect to be ravaged in the end, but he himself was the one ravaged.
Shen Shuheng was still gentle at first, but when she felt Yun Yan's eagerness to cater and let go, she couldn't control herself more and more.
The strength around his waist was getting stronger and stronger, Yun Yan felt that he was being rubbed into his arms, the fingers clinging to his shoulders were clenched tightly, and his bare toes stood on tiptoe to meet the kiss, the oxygen in his chest Being exhausted bit by bit, Yun Yan was a little dizzy to hear Shen Shuheng's hoarse voice in his ear: "Yanyan, don't indulge me like this, I can't help it..."
"Then don't bear it..."
However, just when Yun Yan was clamoring to go further, Shen Shuheng suddenly let him go.
Yun Yan looked at him in surprise, his eyes were red.
Shen Shuheng relaxed his arm and stroked Yunyan's cheek, but he was reluctant to part with him, so he tried his best to calm his undulating chest, let Yunyan put it back in his arms, and finally explained: "What am I I'm not prepared...I'm afraid you'll get hurt."
Yun Yan let out a "puchi" laugh.
...Actually...it doesn't matter if you don't prepare, there is always a way...
But he still didn't say anything, because when they looked at each other, he saw a deep hidden fear and self-loathing in Shen Shuheng's hesitant eyes.
He rubbed his head on Shen Shuheng's neck distressedly, stroked his back, and said with a smile: "Then next time you have to be ready...or else..."
"Strong you."
……
In the end, Yun Yan, who said that he wanted to be strong, was pressed on the bed and kissed for a long time. His mouth was swollen before he was released. He lay on someone's chest without any manners, pinching his muscles lewdly, comfortably Convincingly do not want to talk.
"Yun Yan..." Shen Shuheng called his name, took his arm away, and asked him in a low voice: "Now...do you forgive me?"
As soon as he finished asking, he felt the person in his arms nod his head, his hair scratched the side of his neck, and then he was bitten on his chin.
Yun Yan raised his head, hugged him too, and said with a smirk, "'Beauty is in my arms', what else can I be dissatisfied with?"
... I don't know who is the "beauty" and who is in whose arms.
"What's more, 'beauty' also said that she would go shopping with me..." Yun Yan reached out and touched his long-coveted eyelashes, and asked him with some concern: "Are you not used to your artificial limbs? Have you recently? Have you practiced for a long time? Will it hurt if you walk too much?"
Shen Shuheng shook his head.
"It won't hurt. I have been exercising my muscles in order to... but I just tried the prosthesis this afternoon, so I am not very proficient yet." Shen Shuheng looked into Yun Yan's eyes and promised: "Give me a few days With time, I will go better."
Yun Yan listened heartily, arched and arched up on him, held his cheeks with both hands, and pressed his forehead against his forehead, and said: "You are already very good, very, very good, so handsome, I don't even want to Let you go out, there will definitely be many people who want to snatch you from me."
"...Really?" The corner of Shen Shuheng's mouth hooked.
Yun Yan nodded, and kissed him again: "It doesn't matter, we have already obtained the certificate, stamp it, and no one is allowed to snatch it from me in the future."
"Well, they dare not," Shen Shuheng hugged his waist again, and said in a low voice with a smile, "I'm yours."
……
A never-before-seen feeling flowed from the apex of his heart to his whole body like an electric current. Looking at Shen Shuheng's gentle eyes, Yun Yan felt that he might be drowned in his arms and would never be able to get out.
In the past, he couldn't understand the classic line in the Ba Zong novels that Yang Lili read to him at all - what "you are mine", what kind of stupid line is this, and he is justified in violating personal freedom!
Today he found out that he was too naive.
This is the first time he realized that when he loves someone to the extreme, his desire to possess him will be so strong.
When he heard Shen Shuheng say "I'm yours", he felt that his limbs and bones were comfortable everywhere, and he just wanted to be intoxicated forever.
Who said that Shen Shuheng can't talk about love?
How many lessons did he make up when he was not paying attention! ! !
In the blink of an eye, Yun Yan also became more aware of Shen Shuheng's desire to never remove the monitoring.
When he finds out that he likes him, but he doesn't know how to get close to him, he may be very disturbed.
So, I sat alone in an empty room, listening to my own voice again and again.
Yun Yan's heart was sore and soft, feeling that he was going to lose all principles, so he hurriedly explained the monitoring matter to Shen Shuheng while his sanity was still there.
"Forgive you, but we still have a clear agreement on monitoring."
Shen Shuheng nodded, waiting for him to speak.
"First, I can accept the positioning. We will discuss how to place the positioning device tomorrow."
"Second, if it is necessary at some point, I can accept monitoring and monitoring, but you must let me know in advance, if I find that you are monitoring me without my knowledge... there will never be a next time."
Shen Shuheng suddenly raised his eyes to look at him, then nodded quickly, with a little sadness in his eyes.
Yun Yan almost felt that what he said was too serious, and wished to coax him immediately.
He spurned himself from the bottom of his heart, but he continued to speak.
"Third, I want to learn all the theories related to positioning, monitoring and monitoring devices. You have to teach me, and you are not allowed to hide anything!"
This can fundamentally put an end to my doubts about Shen Shuheng. After all, knowing yourself and the enemy is the most reassuring thing—never overestimate human nature, even your own.
"Fourth, you have to teach me some knowledge about tracking and anti-tracking. I also need to learn some fighting and so on. I can defend myself when necessary. In this way, you can rest assured."
"And the fifth..." Yun Yan's tone softened: "I will tell you in advance wherever I am going in the future, so that you can know my whereabouts. If I send a message, I will reply as soon as I see it, and I will tell you if there is something wrong. You... if you feel uneasy, just tell me, okay?"
Yun Yan's eyes are so soft, as if hiding clouds.
Shen Shuheng looked into his eyes, and after a long time, finally grabbed his hand, concealed the embarrassment in his heart, and kissed his fingertips.
"it is good."
"I listen to you."
After the kiss, Yun Yan panted and leaned against the door and asked, his eyes were full of water.
The arms holding him tightened uncontrollably, almost making him breathless, but there was a strange satisfaction in his heart.
"I just... want to accompany you and go where you want to go."
This answer is simple, but it makes people feel astringent.
The sourness at the tip of his nose could no longer be suppressed, Yun Yan hurriedly bit the soft lips in front of his eyes, fearing that he would cry in the next second.
That afternoon, Yun Yan actually chatted with Shen Qingya a lot, and even learned from her the reason why Shen Shuheng was unwilling to stand up.
"Shu Heng has been cold-tempered since he was a child, not very talkative, and he doesn't have many friends in school. After the amputation, he recuperated at home for half a year. After returning to school, he found that all his former friends were estranged from him."
"The school Shuheng attended at the time had many wealthy children, and when making friends, they more or less depended on their family background. At that time, the Wang family was in the limelight, and many people were rushing to curry favor. Shuheng was no exception at school. He hated it the most. Those hypocritical and utilitarian people don't look good to many people...so his father died later, and he lost a leg...you can imagine the situation."
People are like this, holding high and stepping down. When a once proud person falls from the clouds, all cats and dogs feel that they can step on it.
"What's more, there is also Wang Susheng's eldest son, Wang Che, who is the elder brother of Wang Cheng who was holding the gun that time. Wang Susheng married early, and Wang Che and Shuheng are at the same level. He is not very talented, and he has been suppressed by Shuheng all the time. On the one hand, he always held grudges because his father was closer to Shu Heng before, so after the accident, he took the lead in bullying Shu Heng in school. If anyone dared to be nice to Shu Heng, he would let them bully those people too, and soon , no one dares to approach Shuheng."
"Of course his father didn't care about him. I also began to doubt Wang Susheng at that time."
In short, it is campus bullying, or bullying from one's own "relatives".
Yun Yan was still thinking at the beginning, after all, the children at that time were not very old, at least some of them should be innocent and kind. Wang Che.
"In the beginning, Shuheng was actually very strong. At that time, he voluntarily asked for prosthetic limbs. The prosthetic limbs at that time were not as heavy as they are now, and they were not comfortable. After the wound healed, Shuheng did not want to use a wheelchair anymore. Practice using the prosthesis, the place where the wound and the prosthesis meet is always painful, but he doesn’t say anything, just wants to go to school one day, like a normal person.”
"...He practiced for a long time, but he didn't expect that the first day he arrived at school..."
"It's still Wang Che. He led people and openly blocked Shu Heng on the school's bustling road, called him a cripple, beat him, and... in front of the students who came and went, took off his The prosthesis...and then smashed to pieces."
When Shen Qingya said these things, there was still pain engraved in the bone marrow in her eyes.
When Yun Yan heard it, he was trembling with anger, thinking, if he had been there, he would have killed that man named Wang Che at that time—and Wang Susheng, both father and son should be hanged to death by a meat grinder !
If you haven't encountered it, you will never know how evil human nature can be.
Fortunately, Wang Susheng had already been imprisoned, and it was said that he went mad and committed suicide in the prison. Wang Che also became paraplegic due to an accident later, and now he can only live in a dilapidated tube building for the rest of his life.
Now Yun Yan finally understood why Shen Shuheng was unwilling to stand up.
Because at first he wanted to stand up and get the approval of those "ordinary people", but those people made him feel cold.
That day, almost everyone was watching indifferently, so from then on, Shuheng never wanted to be an "ordinary person" - he hated those people, and even less disdain to be with them.
Even if he stood up, he would surpass everyone and make them regret the mistakes they made.
Now, Yun Yan finally understood Shen Shuheng's coldness when he mentioned "amputating the other leg too".
Because no matter what the pain is, it will not hurt more than when I was bullied.
Yun Yan now even felt that it was a miracle that Shen Shuheng did not become a dangerous anti-social element, but instead became an invisible ruler who only wanted to stay behind the scenes.
"At that time, there really wasn't...was there really not even one person who stood up to protect him?"
"...Yes." Shen Qingya thought for a while, then nodded.
"What then?"
Shen Qingya seemed to think of something unpleasant again, and finally shook her head.
Yun Yan didn't ask any more questions - if someone really raised even a little hope for Shen Shuheng, he would not choose to leave the campus and spend his entire youth in darkness and loneliness.
Another reason why he is unwilling to stand up is to pretend.
Before the enemy was found out, both Shen Shuheng and Shen Qingya had to pretend to be completely helpless weaklings.And for Shen Shuheng, there is no better "identity" than "a depressed cripple".
After learning all this, and seeing Shen Shuheng standing in front of her, she felt even more heartwarming.
He sat in a wheelchair for so many years because of those heavy heart knots, but he was willing to stand up again in order to "accompany him to go where he wanted to go", and put on the prosthetic limbs that had given him painful memories.
This is simply a foul!
After standing up, Shen Shuheng looked so handsome that his legs were weak. Yun Yan knew that he had been exercising and rehabilitating, but he had never seen him using those equipment.But now, Shen Shuheng, who was wearing a suit, showed his best appearance - a standard inverted triangle figure, with ridiculously long legs, and full of elastic muscles when hugged, Yun Yan couldn't help but want to use his hands.
What's more, he looked at himself with such a pitiful and ravaged expression, he was tempting to commit a crime! ! !
Yun Yan held a ravaged beauty's heart and kissed it, but he didn't expect to be ravaged in the end, but he himself was the one ravaged.
Shen Shuheng was still gentle at first, but when she felt Yun Yan's eagerness to cater and let go, she couldn't control herself more and more.
The strength around his waist was getting stronger and stronger, Yun Yan felt that he was being rubbed into his arms, the fingers clinging to his shoulders were clenched tightly, and his bare toes stood on tiptoe to meet the kiss, the oxygen in his chest Being exhausted bit by bit, Yun Yan was a little dizzy to hear Shen Shuheng's hoarse voice in his ear: "Yanyan, don't indulge me like this, I can't help it..."
"Then don't bear it..."
However, just when Yun Yan was clamoring to go further, Shen Shuheng suddenly let him go.
Yun Yan looked at him in surprise, his eyes were red.
Shen Shuheng relaxed his arm and stroked Yunyan's cheek, but he was reluctant to part with him, so he tried his best to calm his undulating chest, let Yunyan put it back in his arms, and finally explained: "What am I I'm not prepared...I'm afraid you'll get hurt."
Yun Yan let out a "puchi" laugh.
...Actually...it doesn't matter if you don't prepare, there is always a way...
But he still didn't say anything, because when they looked at each other, he saw a deep hidden fear and self-loathing in Shen Shuheng's hesitant eyes.
He rubbed his head on Shen Shuheng's neck distressedly, stroked his back, and said with a smile: "Then next time you have to be ready...or else..."
"Strong you."
……
In the end, Yun Yan, who said that he wanted to be strong, was pressed on the bed and kissed for a long time. His mouth was swollen before he was released. He lay on someone's chest without any manners, pinching his muscles lewdly, comfortably Convincingly do not want to talk.
"Yun Yan..." Shen Shuheng called his name, took his arm away, and asked him in a low voice: "Now...do you forgive me?"
As soon as he finished asking, he felt the person in his arms nod his head, his hair scratched the side of his neck, and then he was bitten on his chin.
Yun Yan raised his head, hugged him too, and said with a smirk, "'Beauty is in my arms', what else can I be dissatisfied with?"
... I don't know who is the "beauty" and who is in whose arms.
"What's more, 'beauty' also said that she would go shopping with me..." Yun Yan reached out and touched his long-coveted eyelashes, and asked him with some concern: "Are you not used to your artificial limbs? Have you recently? Have you practiced for a long time? Will it hurt if you walk too much?"
Shen Shuheng shook his head.
"It won't hurt. I have been exercising my muscles in order to... but I just tried the prosthesis this afternoon, so I am not very proficient yet." Shen Shuheng looked into Yun Yan's eyes and promised: "Give me a few days With time, I will go better."
Yun Yan listened heartily, arched and arched up on him, held his cheeks with both hands, and pressed his forehead against his forehead, and said: "You are already very good, very, very good, so handsome, I don't even want to Let you go out, there will definitely be many people who want to snatch you from me."
"...Really?" The corner of Shen Shuheng's mouth hooked.
Yun Yan nodded, and kissed him again: "It doesn't matter, we have already obtained the certificate, stamp it, and no one is allowed to snatch it from me in the future."
"Well, they dare not," Shen Shuheng hugged his waist again, and said in a low voice with a smile, "I'm yours."
……
A never-before-seen feeling flowed from the apex of his heart to his whole body like an electric current. Looking at Shen Shuheng's gentle eyes, Yun Yan felt that he might be drowned in his arms and would never be able to get out.
In the past, he couldn't understand the classic line in the Ba Zong novels that Yang Lili read to him at all - what "you are mine", what kind of stupid line is this, and he is justified in violating personal freedom!
Today he found out that he was too naive.
This is the first time he realized that when he loves someone to the extreme, his desire to possess him will be so strong.
When he heard Shen Shuheng say "I'm yours", he felt that his limbs and bones were comfortable everywhere, and he just wanted to be intoxicated forever.
Who said that Shen Shuheng can't talk about love?
How many lessons did he make up when he was not paying attention! ! !
In the blink of an eye, Yun Yan also became more aware of Shen Shuheng's desire to never remove the monitoring.
When he finds out that he likes him, but he doesn't know how to get close to him, he may be very disturbed.
So, I sat alone in an empty room, listening to my own voice again and again.
Yun Yan's heart was sore and soft, feeling that he was going to lose all principles, so he hurriedly explained the monitoring matter to Shen Shuheng while his sanity was still there.
"Forgive you, but we still have a clear agreement on monitoring."
Shen Shuheng nodded, waiting for him to speak.
"First, I can accept the positioning. We will discuss how to place the positioning device tomorrow."
"Second, if it is necessary at some point, I can accept monitoring and monitoring, but you must let me know in advance, if I find that you are monitoring me without my knowledge... there will never be a next time."
Shen Shuheng suddenly raised his eyes to look at him, then nodded quickly, with a little sadness in his eyes.
Yun Yan almost felt that what he said was too serious, and wished to coax him immediately.
He spurned himself from the bottom of his heart, but he continued to speak.
"Third, I want to learn all the theories related to positioning, monitoring and monitoring devices. You have to teach me, and you are not allowed to hide anything!"
This can fundamentally put an end to my doubts about Shen Shuheng. After all, knowing yourself and the enemy is the most reassuring thing—never overestimate human nature, even your own.
"Fourth, you have to teach me some knowledge about tracking and anti-tracking. I also need to learn some fighting and so on. I can defend myself when necessary. In this way, you can rest assured."
"And the fifth..." Yun Yan's tone softened: "I will tell you in advance wherever I am going in the future, so that you can know my whereabouts. If I send a message, I will reply as soon as I see it, and I will tell you if there is something wrong. You... if you feel uneasy, just tell me, okay?"
Yun Yan's eyes are so soft, as if hiding clouds.
Shen Shuheng looked into his eyes, and after a long time, finally grabbed his hand, concealed the embarrassment in his heart, and kissed his fingertips.
"it is good."
"I listen to you."
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