Cannon fodder partner dressed as a disabled villain

After Yun Yan woke up, he had another checkup. The doctor said there was nothing serious. Dizziness and muscle soreness are normal phenomena, and they should subside soon. As for the rest, I’m afraid we still need to continue to observe. So after the police came to take notes, They decided to return to Beijing as soon as possible.

It was the first time for Yun Yan to take Shen Shuheng's private jet back home. When he set off, the weather was fine and the scenery outside was beautiful, but Yun Yan's mood was not so beautiful.

The plane took off fairly smoothly, and the bed was quite comfortable. Yun Yan was lying on the bed, but Shen Shuheng was in another cabin. On the contrary, the assistant came over and said: "Young Master Yun, if you are tired, you can take a nap, and you will be there soon." .”

Yun Yan nodded, but the assistant didn't sleep after leaving, just looked at the top of the plane and sighed in his heart—since he woke up that day, Shen Shuheng had been avoiding him since he admitted the monitoring.

Regarding the matter of monitoring, after the initial anger surged, what remained was more helplessness.

In the past few days, Yun Yan sorted out this matter several times in his mind, but still felt very headache.

Anyone who knows that they are being positioned and monitored all the time may have a sense of insecurity, because you never know what kind of evaluation the monitor will have on you because of the monitoring, and what they will see You don't want him to see things, and you don't know what dangerous things he will do to you because of his familiarity with your life and thoughts.

When you find out that you already like this person, the situation is a little more complicated-because you don't even know if there is a real fit between you, or if he knows you too well, so he is deliberately pandering.

Surveillance without consent should never be excused.

But what if the real danger comes and the listener saves you instead?

What if he never did anything against your interests and was better for you because of it?

Yun Yan rolled on the bed, the more he thought about it, the more heartwarming he felt.

In fact, until I asked him, Shen Shuheng could still lie to him: For example, Yu Lang's thinking was not rigorous at all, and he used his usual mobile phone; for example, he could hack into the street surveillance and directly find out the driving route. It's so awesome; for example, Yu Lang lied to him about the time, and it wasn't 12:30 when he found himself—anyway, he was fainting all the time, didn't know anything, and it was easy to lie.

I was in a coma all night, and he just stood by his side for the whole night, why didn't he make up a well-coordinated story?

But when I was asked by myself, it was like the end of the world was coming, my whole body stood there stiffly waiting for myself to break it down step by step.

I made myself angry at the unequal situation between the two, angry that I didn't know people clearly, but found that his complexion was too bad, and I couldn't bear to blame him. I thought to myself, no matter what, I was rescued by him Come out, at least say a word of thanks, so that he doesn't feel so uncomfortable.

But unexpectedly, after Shen Shuheng heard his thanks, his face turned pale, he didn't even respond, and almost ran away in despair.

Why... so stupid?

But it's just this kind of stupidity that makes him feel comfortable; what he likes is this kind of clumsy tenderness and frankness.

If Shen Shuheng really chooses to continue to lie to him, he might be more vigilant, maybe he will find out the truth soon, and then he will be really disheartened, and he will go away and not bother him anymore.

But such stupidity makes people entangled and unable to let go.

Obviously he is the big villain who appeared in the middle and late stages of the original book. He was domineering and nervous at the beginning, with a particularly bad attitude, but later he fell in love with himself who said "absolutely not in love" at the beginning.

For Shen Shuheng, monitoring was more like "removing danger", but when he found that "Yunyan" was not in danger, his attitude softened.

When chasing people, I started to become stupid, as clumsy as a little bear - when I was rescued by myself, I still asked myself what "repayment" I wanted, and I didn't know how to create an ambiguous atmosphere.

Later, he pretended to have someone he liked, and came to find out what he liked, but soon he was exposed by himself because he was too impatient and too obvious; he didn't speak when he exposed it, and just let himself tease him like that.

It was unbearable to be teased, but he didn't move at all, until finally he couldn't bear it, he pulled himself to kiss him, and ran away shyly; he didn't go home after running away, and waited for him in the same city foolishly...

A person who doesn't usually go out at all, just think about how unaccustomed and inconvenient it is after coming out...

Fortunately, it was me, otherwise, if there was some wicked little goblin who coveted his beauty or the property of the Shen family, he would have been cheated out of his underwear every minute!

... The little goblin who coveted his beauty is definitely not himself.

... Cough, well, it's me.

...I don't seem to be very honest.

...Wait, what am I doing here?

Yun Yan took a deep breath, and blamed himself again - look, in the past few days, this is the first time he has spontaneously made excuses for Shen Shuheng?

No prospects!

……

In fact, after Shen Shuheng went out that day, he asked his secretary to come over and explain to him the whole process of monitoring in detail when Yun Yan was in good spirits, and Yun Yan already understood everything about it.

He cross-examined every detail he wanted to know, so he also knew that Shen Shuheng actually wanted to give up monitoring after he bumped into the mobile phone for the first time. If it wasn't for Yu Lang, Shen Shuheng would have Heng may gradually stop, and this matter will not be exposed by himself.

Yun Yan simply didn't know whether to hate him for monitoring for so long, or to be thankful that he stopped so late.

Actually... I really want to forgive in my heart, but...

That's monitoring after all.

If you forgive this time, what about the future?

I will still feel uneasy because of Shen Shuheng's "convict record" this time, and even continue to doubt him. The relationship between the two who was originally not stable will have a huge crack one day.

To make an inappropriate analogy: there is only the first time and countless times of domestic violence, and monitoring... I am afraid it is the same.

Before getting off the plane, Yun Yan told himself that he must not be easily forgiven.

——He seemed to know he was wrong, but that wasn't enough, at least...he had to obediently come over and admit his mistake, right?What's the matter with hiding from yourself all the time?

——Until I feel at ease, I will never forgive.

The plane landed quickly.

Not far behind the Shen's manor was the tarmac. After getting off the plane, the two of them walked back not far away. When they reached home, the two of them went back to their respective rooms without saying a word.

The housekeeper and a few servants greeted them with smiles on their faces at the door, but after seeing the expressions of the two, they quickly restrained their expressions. From that moment until the next few days, they lived cautiously.

The way of getting along between the two seems to be back to the time when they were just married. Yun Yan's role was completed, and she rested at home with peace of mind. Activities in the villa were much more relaxed and casual than before, but Shen Shuheng was not seen all day long. one side.

The only time I saw it was one evening, when Yun Yan was walking in the corridor on the second floor, and happened to see Shen Shuheng coming out of the elevator, the two of them looked at each other, and were both taken aback.

Immediately afterwards, Shen Shuheng stepped back subconsciously, and then stopped at a loss.

The fire in Yun Yan's heart came up with a "bass" - when are you planning to escape!

Since you are so unwilling to face yourself, then...

Yun Yan simply pretended that he didn't exist, didn't even say hello, turned around with a cold face, and went to the bar next to the restaurant.

He didn't see that after he turned around, Shen Shuheng's face was instantly full of pain.

Yun Yan simply hated that iron could not be made into steel.

But he can't go to Shen Shuheng and tell him that you explain to me quickly and promise to make me feel at ease-what's the matter, please forgive me and ask him to be the right person to guide you on the spot?

Or...he didn't intend to ask himself for forgiveness at all?

Yun Yan thought of this a few times and felt a little flustered.

After all, Shen Shuheng also heard the conversation between him and Yu Lang, but he didn't ask a single word.

So, he avoided seeing him, was it because he didn't dare to face himself, or...couldn't accept his identity and origin?

If you can't accept it... forget it.

Give him a few more days, and if he can't bear it anymore, he will divorce, and he can just realize his "original dream" and roam the world freely.

……But……

Can you really be as comfortable as before?

Yun Yan stayed at home for a few days, the only happy thing was watching Yu Lang being scolded.

The day after his accident, the local police issued an announcement: Well-known movie star Yu Lang was suspected of kidnapping, violently beating and shocking the victim, and has been detained.

One stone stirred up waves, and within a few hours, the phrase "Yu Lang is suspected of being kidnapped" became the top trending search. In the Weibo released by the police, you can see Yu Lang's dejected, crazy and unwilling face. There is also an on-site evidence collection picture, where you can see chairs, ropes, a few electric shock batons scattered on the ground, and the big bed next to it filled with roses and hot eyes.

"Fuck, I'm not mistaken, is it Yu Lang?"

"Is this kidnapping or... some kind of extreme sexual fetish?"

"Looking at Yu Lang's expression, you can tell that the matter is not simple. Looking at his eyes, it looks like he is crazy!"

"It's disgusting! I didn't expect Yu Lang to do such a thing!"

"Yu Lang is already an actor! How could he do such a thing! He must be crazy! Please find out the details of the matter! Who is the victim?"

"The victims are already miserable enough to come out and be watched by you? I don't think the victims should be announced..."

——Of course it is impossible to announce who the victim is, Shen Shuheng will be the first to pass that test.

The police didn't even intend to post that picture at first, and they asked Yun Yan specifically, considering Yun Yan's psychological endurance.But Yun Yan felt that it must be released, so that everyone could see how disgusting Yu Lang was.

Yu Lang has always been conceited and arrogant. He needs a lot of affirmation from others as food for his self-esteem. Therefore, overwhelming abuse and spurning is the best revenge for him.

After that, Yun Yan never intervened in this matter. The police came to the ward to take notes. As for how to deal with Yu Lang, it was Shen Shuheng's responsibility.

Yun Yan found that he was particularly relieved of Shen Shuheng, he knew that Yu Lang would definitely get the punishment he deserved, so he was not in a hurry.

The release of information by the police is just the beginning.

Shen Shuheng disappeared every day, Yun Yan was entangled and bored at home, and finally couldn't take it anymore, so he called Yan Hong.

Yan Hong was very excited when he heard his voice: "Are you okay? Why do you think of me?"

"Didn't you say to play CS last time? When are you going to make an appointment?"

"You can do it at any time!" Yan Hong was very happy, and then asked cautiously, "Your body...are you okay?"

Since Yun Yan was admitted to the hospital again, the director and the others called to care, but in order to avoid further expansion of the matter, they did not go to the hospital to see Yun Yan again.

After the police released the information, Yan Hong naturally guessed what happened that day, but he still avoided mentioning it directly.

"Well...it's not a big problem, I just want to relax." Yun Yan said.

"That's good. I happen to be free tomorrow. I'll invite some friends. Let's go together."

"it is good."

So the next morning, Yun Yan went out happily, except that the butler chased him when he went out and asked him to bring two bodyguards, there was nothing unpleasant.

Seeing the driver drive Yun Yan away, the housekeeper sighed tiredly: The two bodyguards were confessed by Young Master Shen, otherwise he wouldn't be so persistent.

Turning around, Shen Shuheng was right behind him, looking out the door with a gloomy expression.

The butler quickly bowed without any fluctuation in his heart - he was used to his master appearing like a ghost.

He walked behind Shen Shuheng, thought for a long time, and persuaded: "Actually, you don't have to be so nervous, after all, it's not like it was back then..."

"Aren't there few recent accidents?"

"..." The butler closed his mouth.

It's not that Shen Shuheng doesn't want to see Yun Yan, he just doesn't know how to face Yun Yan.

As his mother once said to him, no one can endure the [-]/[-] monitoring, the closer the person is, the more he can't.

He knew that when he found out that Yun Yan was defending himself in front of outsiders, and angrily scolded Yu Lang on the phone, he could be sure that Yun Yan was different from before—he should have stopped at that time.

But he also knew that if he really stopped, he would not find Yun Yan so cute, and he would not be able to find Yun Yan immediately when Yu Lang kidnapped him.

He regrets, he feels guilty, but he doesn't regret it.

He wanted to ask Yun Yan to forgive, but he couldn't convince himself first.

He kept asking himself: Can I really guarantee that I will never monitor Yun Yan again?

he does not know.

If he stopped monitoring, if something happened to Yun Yan, he would never accept such a result.

He didn't want to lie to Yun Yan, so he could only torture himself.

That day, when he met Yun Yan in the corridor, and Yun Yan passed by with a blank face, he felt the unbearable pain for the first time.

He said to himself almost masochistically: Look, you deserve to be treated like this, he will eventually hate you, and one day, he will leave you.

How in the end... can we get the best of both worlds?