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Telos could only look at Aspros's groaning with distress, and silently prayed for him to get better as soon as possible.

Aspulos, who was tormented by splitting headaches day by day, quickly lost weight. Although outsiders saw that Aspulos was only a little thinner, and nothing else changed, Deftolos wearing a mask was still the same. Found.

After all, besides looking at Aspros in the dark, he was watching him by his side every day.

The masked Deftolos who doesn't know the cause of Aspros's headache doesn't know what to do. He is not good at speaking and can't make himself appear in front of others. He doesn't know anyone in this sanctuary. There will be no one to turn to.

So he could only stay by Aspoulos' side, hoping to give Aspoulos some comfort.

As Aspros, who had headaches every day, began to adapt to this kind of thing that was completely unbearable at first, and later even if he had headaches during training, he could endure it well.

In addition to getting used to the headaches, Aspros has also discovered some incredible things these days.

His Deftolos would not wear a mask.

Sisyphus, who was at the same time as him, should have known Deftolos.

That nasty miscellaneous soldier commander should have died.

Also, his Deftolos would not show such an expression that he would feel very uncomfortable just looking at it.

Although not exhaustive, he was able to list some things that were different from what he thought they should be.

After thinking about it, Aspros felt that the most basic point of these things that made him feel all kinds of violations should be on Deftolos.

but……

I don't know how many times I couldn't help looking at the place where Deftolos was wearing a mask. Aspros felt that the point was on Deftolos, but it wasn't on Deftolos.

It was him and it wasn't him, Aspros felt that he was getting more and more confused.

In the end what happened?

enlightenment

At this time, Deftolos suddenly felt that he had nothing to do.

It’s true that he wants to go back, but now he seems to be unable to do anything, not even dreaming or contacting people in this world, so he can only follow Aspros like a ghost around.

Moreover, he had a strange feeling that the key point in wanting to leave this world was definitely not on him.

If the key point is not on him, then the key to bringing the two of them back to the original world can only be in front of him. Although it can be seen that it is indeed his Aspros, but there is always something wrong with him. .

During the time he was observing Aspros' behavior, a strange idea suddenly appeared in Deftolos' mind, and this idea became more and more unquestionable:

There is no "self" in Aspoulos' memory and cognition.

Not without Deftolos, but without him.

Aspulos remembered that he had a brother named Deftelos, but it was not him.

In the current Aspoulos' cognition, his brother, Deftolos, is the shy younger brother who has been hiding in the shadows, not him.

He doesn't exist in his memory.

Once he figured this out, Deftolos felt extremely uncomfortable.

He felt that such a thing he could not bear.

He never thought about what he would do if Aspoulus didn't know him, nor how he would live without Aspoulus.

He couldn't imagine if he could bear the shock of the strange expression he gave himself when facing Aspros.

The more he thought about it, the more he felt uncomfortable, as if his heart was being grabbed. Deftolos hugged Aspros with his illusory hands, and the liquid that shouldn't exist slid down his cheeks:

Please, Aspros, please don't forget me.

Aspoulos felt that he was becoming more and more nervous. No matter when there was someone or no one, he seemed to always hear a voice calling to him. He felt very distressed, but he still couldn't find the existence of that person.

Originally, for him, the most important thing was Deftolos, but Deftolos was already by his side, who else would make him feel so distressed?

And that drop of liquid dripping out of nowhere.

Cold, but hot.

All of this made Aspoulos feel an unbearable anxiety, which even affected his daily training.

But for some reason, Aspros, who felt all kinds of restlessness about the current situation, didn't feel that he was too much troubled at all. Although the existence of that voice made him anxious, it also made him feel very at ease. The walking pain has also been reduced a lot.

There seems to be nothing wrong with this.

Thinking like this, Aspoulos felt that his anxiety had eased a lot.

However, it is impossible for Aspoulos not to get to the bottom of the strange things. Although he feels at ease about this supernatural thing, it does not mean that he can bear this ambiguous state.

So Aspros decided to get this matter right.

Aspros, who paid too much attention to this matter, did not notice that he paid much less attention to Deftolos wearing a mask than before.

At this time, Deftolos really realized that it is really a very good thing to have a school bully Nissan sometimes.

...Although he used to slander him so much that even Aspros couldn't stand it anymore.

Deftolos, who accidentally dropped the golden peas before, was embarrassed for a long time and suddenly realized that Aspros, who had been inactive before, seemed to start something all of a sudden.

For example, he would stop suddenly during training even if he was beaten hard.

Another example is that when he was fast asleep at midnight, he would suddenly open his eyes as if he felt something.

Another example is that sometimes when I "touch" him, Aspoulos will touch his hand... although he can't touch himself.

Again and again...

Deftolos couldn't help but feel a little bit of surprise and joy for the inexplicable things:

Did Aspoulos notice something?Is he starting to want to find himself?

If so, does it prove that the time for him, Aspros, to leave this world that makes him feel all kinds of discomfort is coming soon?

After such a long time of various "experiments", Aspoulos, who was full of various worries, was finally able to confirm what he suspected before:

It's not that I have some weird disease, but that there is indeed something around me.

What will stand in front of him when he deliberately stops in training... Although it is futile;

When I suddenly opened my eyes in the middle of the night, I seemed to be able to see something transparent flashing past my eyes;

Every time he feels something touching him, he can feel a strange coolness when he touches it...

There are many, many more.

In addition, after he specifically asked that Cancer kid, he confirmed that there was something like a ghost behind him at some point.

And according to Manigot, the spirit behind it looks very similar to himself.

like his brother.

Aspros expressed noncommittal about this statement, but he has brothers.

...Speaking of which, it seems that he hasn't been alone with Deftolos for a long time.

Aspros, who suddenly thought of this question, instinctively looked up to search for the existence of Deftolos wearing a mask, but found that he could not find anyone.

"... Strange, where did Deftolos go?"

I am here

Looking at Aspros who started to search, Deftolos, who was floating in the air and watched everything, couldn't help but answer.

It's just that his voice can only be heard by himself, and he can't get the response he wants.

Deftolos, who always feels frustrated about such things, chased after him at the first time, and then watched Aspros rush up to grab the masked Deftolos' hand with a distressed face. Seeing that the other party brought the person back to the room to bandage his wound, Deftolos, who was wearing a mask, raised his half-covered face, and his eyes, which were subtly different from those of Aspros, were full of worry.

"Aspulos, will you leave me?"

Deftolos heard the other "self" ask.

The words are full of expectations.

Aspoulos never thought that the uneasiness of Deftolos wearing a mask would be so serious. Looking at the eyes of Deftolos wearing a mask that revealed deep prayers, Aspoulos fell into a deep depression for a moment. In deep self-blame:

Even if he was very concerned about that matter, he shouldn't ignore Deftolos like this, he actually let Deftolos show such an expression...

"I'm sorry, Deftolos, I'm really sorry..." Aspros, who raised his arms and hugged each other, closed his apologetic eyes, and kept chanting,

"I will not leave you, Deftolos, never..."

"Brother..." Feeling the faint tremors from Aspros who was holding him, Deftolos, who was wearing a mask, couldn't help but increase his disgust towards him.

How could I drag him down like this...

"Deftolos, you are my most important existence, without you, I...