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I felt that the restlessness in my heart seemed to be calmed down a lot at once, and my originally chaotic mind gradually woke up, but the mouth that had just opened stopped halfway,

……What am I thinking?Being restless because of such a thing, and making Deftolos worry about me, really...

After waking up, Aspros, who clearly knew why he was in the wrong state, fell into a strange self-loathing on the one hand, and on the other hand felt that he wanted to blush very much. Note that this idea is really...

Feeling that his face was burning, Aspros covered his face with his hands, not wanting the people opposite to see him now.

This look is really embarrassing.

"Aspros...what's the matter with you?" Deftolos, who had finally opened his mouth to speak, was about to listen patiently, but found that Aspros, who was opposite him, suddenly covered his face. He lowered his head as if he didn't want him to see it. That feeling... Deftolos was suddenly so embarrassed by his own brain that he couldn't get up again.

Aspros, let me talk about something, and it will be fine if you talk about it, what kind of trouble is going to happen in your state of looking like a shy little girl..._(:зゝ∠) _

"...I'm fine, Deftolos, go get busy, I'll be fine in a while." Aspros tried to turn his head away to make his voice look normal, but his effort was very important for Deftolos. Saying it is of no practical use.

"Aspros!" Deftolos, who suddenly raised his voice, stretched out his hands to hold Aspros's head, forcing him to face himself directly, his sea-blue eyes fixed on the same color on the opposite side, and the helpless distraction just now In an instant, it receded cleanly,

"Don't hide it from me. I want to know what you're thinking. I don't want to cause unnecessary estrangement between you and me because of some things. I don't deny that I have something to hide from you. Although I can't say it yet, when the time comes, I'll tell you everything, so, apart from that, I don't want to have anything to hide from you, okay?"

"..." Aspros, who was surprised by Deftolos' sudden actions and words, couldn't make any reaction for a while, looking at the extremely serious Deftolos opposite, Aspros always thought that Howe's clever brain had entered a blank state at some point, and it was completely unable to function normally.

"Hey, Aspoulos, okay?" Seeing that Aspoulos hadn't responded yet, Deftolos narrowed his eyes slightly, making that expression of grievance that Aspoulos couldn't resist.

"Okay." Aspros, who was successfully seduced (?), had no other thoughts when he saw Deftolos's expression, and only wanted to make Deftolos's rarely wrinkled face His brows stretched out again, and he showed his favorite smiling face to himself.

"Hmm." Hei Qiao, who successfully achieved his goal, naturally showed a smile in front of his Nissan that could make Aspros give up everything, got up from the ground and stretched out his hand to Aspros who was overwhelmed by him.

"Get up, Aspros."

The two brothers who planned to have a heart-to-heart talk held hands and walked to a quiet place to sit facing each other like when they were young. They faced each other in a posture that could not hide their emotions, and looked seriously at the brother who was connected with their own blood.

Deftolos, with a smile on his face, looked at Aspros, who was facing him with little hesitation, without any intention of urging him.

He knew that as long as Aspros promised, he would do it.

"...Well, Deftolos, I, that..." The heat that had receded just now because of Deftolos' toughness seemed to return to his face at this moment, and Aspros felt that he should say It really made him feel... sorry to say that, but he had promised Deftolos that he would explain it to him properly, so even though the heat on his face made him want to find a basin of cold water to slap him hard Splash yourself, but Aspros, who has always been going forward, hesitated for a while, but tried to face the opposite Deftolos, opened his mouth,

"During that time before me..."

Although Ashmita, who sat quietly on the top of the mansion, was "defeated" by Deftolos' cunning today, he didn't take this "failure" to heart. Fortelos seemed to be meditating quietly in a super uncomfortable and awkward sitting position.

But today's meditation seems destined to be interrupted. Ashmita, who was immersed in meditation, had a strange look on his expressionless face, and raised his beautiful eyebrows slightly towards the place where the curtain was. The next moment, he felt the familiar atmosphere in the room.

"... Deftolos, what happened?" Although Ashmita didn't care much about the concept of time, it didn't mean that he didn't have a sense of time.

It is only a few hours away from that meal, and it is not time for dinner at all, and there is no smell of food in the room, so Deftolos is the only one who came here this time.

"...Ashi, Mida...you are the reincarnation of gods and Buddhas, right? Can you...can understand the troubles of human beings?" The somewhat weak voice of Deftolos, who seemed to have caught some life-saving straw, was in a corner Slowly remember.

"...No, I can't understand." Ashmita, who never lied, just paused and shook his head. The hair that had already grown a layer of hair looked very weird.

"I have been doing all kinds of practice in India, experiencing all kinds of pain in hopes that I can truly understand. I have been blind to the pain of others, but I can't make myself feel it. When I feel my own pain, no matter how many people I feel, I don’t have a sense of reality, so even if I can know that you are suffering and can experience your suffering, I still can’t understand it.”

"Sorry, I can't help you."

After all, there was a trace of compassion on the face of the young child.

"...Ashmita, has anyone told you that you are really hated like this..." After hearing what Ashmita said, Deftolos stretched out his hand to cover his forehead. A wry smile appeared on his distressed face,

"Ah yes...you can't understand."

Deftolos, who seemed to have a feeling of abandonment, stretched out his body, looked up at the dimly lit roof,

"Even if you can understand pain and distress like an ordinary person, you can't help me. After all, this belongs to me. Who else can help me except myself..."

"Deftolos, if you can't find a way out, then ask your own heart." Ashmita, who had been motionless all this time, released the posture of sitting cross-legged, walked up to Deftolos and accurately He reached out and tapped his forehead,

"Your heart doesn't lie to you, it reflects who you are, so if you can't find a way out, ask your heart."

"..." As if frightened by Ashmita's movements, Deftolos, who had been sitting lazily leaning against the wall, froze there for a long time without any movement, his slightly widened eyes stared straight at him. Looking at Ashmita standing in front of him, it was as if some beautiful flowers bloomed on his face.

my heart……

"Deftolos?" Although he is talented in some aspects, Ashmita, who has too little life experience after all, seems a little overwhelmed by Deftolos' undisguised gaze.

"Ah, I'm sorry... no, thank you," Deftolos, who finally came back to his senses, jumped up from the floor, opened his hands and hugged Ashmita vigorously with his habitual movements, and then let go go straight to the door,

"Ashmita, thank you."

"The distress has been relieved?" Although he still didn't understand it very well, he could feel the breath around Deftolos returning to the past, and Ashmida unconsciously showed a slight smile on his face.

"Yes, thanks to you." Deftolos raised his hand and opened the curtain before going out and glanced back at Ashmita who was still standing where he was squatting just now, with the same expression on his face as usual, same bright smile,

"Thank you very much."

After finishing speaking, without waiting for any reply from Ashmita, Deftolos, who was anxious to see someone immediately, quickly ran down the long stairs of the mansion, and ran towards the person directly following the trace of the small universe. go.

And Ashmita, who was left on the mansion, only moved a little after all the voices disappeared. For the first time, the frown that had never been wrinkled appeared for the first time, which some people thought should not appear on him. The curvature of the face.

It's just that the arc was fleeting like a shooting star across the sky, and Ashmita, who had returned to calm again, returned to his original position, and returned to the meditation state again in the posture that made Deftolos so awkward.

The wind seems to be a little cold...

Clutch

"Aspulos!" Deftolos flew to the place where he had a heart-to-heart talk with Aspulos just now, but failed to find anyone, and looked around with some doubts. He could clearly feel that Aspulos' small universe was nearby. Yes, why not?

"Huh? That's weird, where are people..."

"Are you looking for Aspros?" Bai Li, who appeared at an unknown time, stood aside with his sleeves folded, completely unaware of him.